i am sorry i am incapable of being a good sibling i am sorry for every time i yelled or screamed at you i am sorry that you had to see me hit rock bottom numerous times i am sorry i had to keep secrets from you
you two boys are my anchors & there is nothing more i want than to see you two blossom into suns & radiate happiness i am sorry our family is plagued with mental illness but i hope you find the strength to carry on & find your paths
M- my love, i am sorry you were bullied your entire life i promised i tried my best to protect you from them i threatened every single bully & i laid down my life for you you are an angel sent from god himself to be my muse a treasure trove full of wonder & love & happiness a heart of gold for a perfect boy i pray you grow up & reach your full potential i have always believed in you & i always will you hold galaxies in your mind & your heart is bursting with undying love i am so proud to call you my brother
N- my dear, i am sorry you are so insecure about yourself if i could show you how handsome & charming you are, i would but i know how hard it is to love yourself & to appreciate what you have you are a stubborn boy & i miss the old days where we were all carefree the genes you carry have made you cruel & i am sorry for not teaching you to be soft & gentle like an autumn breeze on a sunday morning but i love you nonetheless & my only hope is that you realize you are so much more than what your brain tells you i am so proud to call you my brother
i am sorry i haven’t made you two proud enough to call me your sibling
Yes, I don’t wear a hijab. Yes, I wear tight dresses and sometimes short shorts. Yes, I sometimes miss my namaz. Yes, I did not memorize the Quran. But I am still a Muslim. I believe in Allah (swt). I believe in the day of judgement. I believe in junnah and jahannam. I believe in zakah. I try my best to complete my daily prayers but overall I don’t believe that it is the only thing that defines me as a Muslim. My everyday acts and dedication to Allah is what I believe makes me a part of Islam. I make dua everyday. I start my day with bismillah and I end it with alhamdulillah. I stay humble and modest in my actions. I respect my parents. I pray for the unfortunate. I am still a Muslim. I am just as Muslim as you are.