Thank you, (please read)
Last night I posted an imagine that towards the end addressed something that I have been struggling with for the past 10 years. To see your love and support for the imagine truly brings tears to my eyes.
Depression is not a joke, it’s not made up, it’s not something to use for attention. It’s real, it’s painful, and it causes you to feel a loneliness that’s indescribable. Sometimes people have it with nothing to trigger it and for some reason that’s hard for people to grasp. Don’t question why someone’s depressed because sometimes they don’t even know why.
I will say, I struggle with depression still. I have panic disorder. I feel like I need validation of importance yet don’t want to rely on others for my happiness which is why I addressed it in the imagine. I’m still a work in progress and yes I still have highs and lows because it’s not something that you can fix with the flip of a switch.
I want to tell you that it does get better. Whether is a big leap or a small step you can get closer to that bright light you are looking for. I started out moving in inches and now I’m leaping by yards.
Please, don’t hesitate to message me if you need to talk.
Thank you and I love you,