Collided | Min Yoongi
Pairing: Min Yoongi (Suga) x reader
Genre: idk BUT MENTIONS OF SUICIDE
!!! Do not read if you feel uncomfortable with that theme !!!
Word count: idk but it’s not long?
Synopsis - sometimes you don’t meet your significant other in the best of circumstances
Non Idol! AU
You stare at the water under your feet. The cold water of Han river. Your eyes flutter shut as you step foward, your body being on the other side of the metal fence on the bridge.
Before your foot slipped off the edge of the ground and your body falling down meters down in the depths of the river-an arm grabs yours, holding you securely.
“Sorry for inferring miss, but I’m not a fan of watching people throw themselves off of the bridge and kill themselves, so I had to do something.”
You feel yourself being pulled up, a man managing to pull your small frame back on the ground.
Without saying anything, you quickly get on your feet, your legs feeling like jelly-but being stubborn person you are, you still push your body to function properly and try to walk away from the scene.
“You left your phone” The stranger’s voice rang through your ears once again, making you quickly turn around.
“Please give it back.” You speak up
“Not yet. First, go with me on a meal. You seem like you haven’t eaten in days, and then I’ll give it back~” The man smirked, looking down at you with kind of kind expression
“Alright…” You agree
It’s not like you had anything to loose. Plus, the man saved you, so this is at least what you can do.
“Why did you do it? Well, try to do it?” The stranger askes
“Um, a lot of things happened in short notice and I just…I don’t know, I just thought it would be easier if I end the pain?” You explain, keeping it short so you wouldn’t bore the kind stranger
“I understand you, but please, don’t try it ever again. It’s not the only solution.” He replied just before the waiter brought the food to the two of you
“By the way, I’m Min Yoongi.” He says casually
“And I’m Y/N Y/L/N.” You smile back
“You know Y/N, maybe we could do this more often. It’s nice break for me from my work, and I’m sure you like it too.” He said after minute of silence
“I agree.” You replied happily
It was a wierd feeling in your stomach. He seemed so casual and laid back and nice, that you actually were comfortable with being in his presence.
What did you do to deserve to meet him?
“I’ll say it one more time Y/N, don’t you ever dare to take the blanket away from me.” Yoongi said, sending you a glare
“It’s mine.” You dead pan
“Do I seem like I care?” He shrugged, once again taking it away from you, although you didn’t bother to have it again
“Yoongi you shit, you eat so much! You ate all the ice cream, pop corn and whole pizza.” You groaned
“You ate too. A lot. But since I’m hungry again, let’s go to the near convenience store. Hurry up tho, I don’t have years to wait for you.” Yoongi said, lazily getting up
“I’ll end up paying again, so don’t bother me that much.” You replied, following him as he made his way out of your small apartment
It was crazy how fate could surprise you when you think there’s nothing more left. Min Yoongi entered your life so spontaneously, you did think at first he would leave the same way he appeared, without a trace.
It’s scared you for a long time, making you spend countless of sleepless nights thinking about the man.
But you two grew close very fastly, though. Just a day after he saved you from your suicide attempt, he called you at 11 pm because he was hungry and didn’t have with who to go out and eat. And that’s how your friendship bloomed.
“I want chocolate ice cream” Yoongi said, holding the box of dessert in his hands
“Put it in the cart” You nod your head towards the cart behind you, which were slowly but surely getting filled with snacks and sweets. Let’s hope you two won’t end up weighting twice as much you do now.
“My legs hurt, let’s go back home.” He groaned behind you, pulling your hoodie in process. He was just centimeters apart from you-
“O-okay” You nodded quickly, stepping slightly away from him, discretely enough so he won’t notice a change on you.
Sometimes Yoongi made you feel weird when you’re laying close next to him. The feeling in your stomach doesn’t stop unless you move away. And you hated it, and you never spoke about it.
It was around 2 am, yet Yoongi and you were still binge eating all the stuff you bought a while ago. The TV didn’t even interest you anymore, because the food was your main focus, with short conversations cutting the comfortable silence
“Y/N..?” Yoongi’s low voice brought you back to reality, his dark eyes staring at yours.
“Yeah?” You answer with question, not understanding why he became so tense all of sudden
“We are hanging out literally everyday for 2 and a half months…why do you still not want to tell me?”
“No, Y/N. I’m your friend, and your savior. I want to know, now.” He said, not breaking the eye contact.
“Because it’s stupid reason when I think about it now. I was silly and didn’t think clearly-”
“Why, Y/N?” Yoongi asked, this time with more anger or irritation laced in his voice
“I was abused!” You yelled, your hands flying in front of your face to protect yourself-a habit from before. Your eyes were shut tight, and you were biting your lip hard.
Yoongi’s eyes grew wide as he scanned your petite figure in front of him. You seemed so fragile now, being pulled up in a ball like you don’t want to be hit.
“I-I didn’t mean to…I’m sorry.” He chocked on the words, his voice barely above the whisper
He was debating whether he should move away from you and give you space or talk to you right now. But above all, he only wanted to hold you in his arms, yet he decided to abandon that idea.
“I didn’t mean to push you this much, I’m sorry..” He whispers, his arms unwrapping yours from your knees.
You were looking back at him, making him able to adore all your facial features. He loved your eyes, they were sincere and he could see stars reflecting in them and he was very aware how cheesy that sounded. But he didn’t care, it was the truth.
“I-I know, I trust you. It was just an instinct and-”
It was absolutely the best way to make you shut your mouth.
His pale pink lips softy touched yours, kissing them like there’s no tomorrow. After all, he kept the urge of kissing you locked in himself for 2 and a half months now, and he didn’t want to do it anymore.
“Yoongi..” His name rolled off your tounge perfectly, and it was music to his ears.
His hand was gently placed on your cheek, caressing it as he kissed you.
“Uh, that was..”
“Stupid, I know. But I had to do it, I’m sorry if I made you feel awkwa-”
“Don’t get ahead of yourself, Min Yoongi. That was the best kiss in my life.” You smiled shyly, watching how his cheeks got ref
“Fine then. Y/N want to continue this movie night? But think of it as a kind of date night.” He grinned, pecking your lips
“Well of course. I ain’t spend so much money on food for it to go waste.”
“And this is why I love you.”