Have you ever found yourself wanting a metric ton of DAI music? Have you ever thought to yourself, aw man, DAI’s soundtrack was 15 hours shorter than I wanted it to be? If that sounds like you, then this is a link for you.
I’ve ripped all the music from this game - that is, all the ambient snippets of music that you hear while running around in the world, and all the music that happens in cutscenes - and it turns out there’s 16 hours (1.6 gigs) of it.
“Why couldn’t you ever just choose me? Are you really that scared of me?” I said defensively.
He took a long breath.
I hadn’t thought he was going to respond because he never has when I got like this.
He usually runs.
But the words spilled from his mouth.
“Yes, and I can’t have you because I fuck everything up.
I would love nothing more than to let myself be with you.” He said running his hands through his hair.
“You know I love you.” He said, eyes meeting mine as my breath stilled.
“But I will not hurt you like that.
Because I know I will,
It’s what I do.
You know it and I know it.
I will break your heart.” He told me as he cupped my face and kissed my forehead before turning away and leaving.
I was stunned in that moment.
I wanted to stop him.
But the words were stuck in my throat.
Of all the things I’ve always wanted to say in a moment like this.
I knew this was my one opportunity.
Because he was a runner.
But I couldn’t get past the lump forming.
We never spoke of it again.
But I wish I had told him that,
this already hurts.
but not completely.
Loving him but knowing
that we would never be together.
That this was already breaking my heart.
That I would have risked the pain and heartache,
Just to have a chance together.
It hasn’t even been officially announced that we might be getting Force Ghost Anakin as played by Hayden or even that Ewan McGregor will be coming back to Star Wars, but you can bet your ass I’m already sobbing just thinking about Obi-Wan getting to see Luke again, to see the Jedi he’s grown to be, about Anakin getting to watch over his son as a ghost, since he couldn’t when he was alive, both of them knowing what the lure of the Dark Side can mean, in different ways, but both so sympathetic and understanding, just thinking about how kind they’ll be to Luke and how much my heart is going to break is already making me cry. And that’s not even if we get any, “I’m sorry, Master.” “I’m sorry as well, Anakin.” scenes between Ewan and Hayden. I’m crying just thinking about it.