break up music

SAY NO TO THIS DEAD GIRL WALKING

I. WANT. THIS. MASH-UP. NOW

I have really bad pareidolia - hearing imagined patterns in white noise. I constantly hear things that don’t exist. I sit up lots of nights, listening to these phantom sounds in my fan. 

I brought it up to my therapist yesterday, because I was hoping for some sort of ‘trick’ to ignore it and go to sleep, and you know what? Apparently, most people hear music or rhythmic, repeating phrases. Nice, gentle, calming type things. She said it’s very normal and there’s nothing to do about it, and just sit back and learn to enjoy it.

Then I informed her that I don’t hear music; I hear the screams of the damned. Shrieking, moaning, hollering, bawling… eerie screeches of agony and fear all night. The occasional voice that comes through is not… necessarily pleasant.

My therapist said - and I quote: “That’s not okay, dear.” Then she suggested that i get rid of my fan because, “you never know when you’ve accidentally opened a portal to Hell until it’s too late.” (I love my therapist, btw)

I bought a white noise machine on my way home, and now have a fan up for sale.

Anyone interested? :)

I hope I ruined your favourite song.
—  And I hope the radio play it every day.

in theory i’m over you.  i miss you, you were a big part of my life. i lost a best friend. sometimes sucks that i can’t even talk to you as a friend. we’ve grown apart and we don’t talk no more but i wish you well. 

dnt text ur ex (ju1ced wat is valentines mix)

tracklist:
justin bieber - wut do ü mean (4b & jon santana remix)
kehlani - tore up (two fresh remix)
usher - u got it bad
jack ü ft. justin bieber - where are ü now (rusty hook flip)
blackbear - girls like u (tarro remix)
calvin harris - sweet nothing (diplomacy & grand theft remix)
blackbear - idfc (random acts rarely exist & kuga remix)
above and beyond - sun & moon (synymata flip)
seven lions ft. elle goulding- don’t leave (slander heaven trap edit)
the chainsmokers - don’t let me down (illenium remix)
X - 21 savage & metro boomin ft. future

a little simpy, but enjoy. like, repost, reblog if ya feelin it<3

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I’m gonna take this heartbreak and tuck it away. I’ll save it for a rainy day.
—  Kenny Chesney “Save it for a Rainy Day”