break my trust

Why is it that
we doubt ourselves
when someone
hurts us?
Why is it that
we wonder where
we went wrong
instead of where
they went wrong?
Why is it that
we let them
define us so easily
and we don’t
blame them for
what they’ve done
to us?
Why is it that
we are willing
to believe
it was our fault
for being too much
too loving
too caring
too clingy
to attached
too naive
whatever the hell
they say?
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #66
You once made me fall asleep with a smile on my face. You now make me fall asleep with a tear stained pillow and a broken heart.

And someone asked about you.

I told them I loved you.
But I didn’t tell them that you still had me even if I don’t have you.

Goodness, did I love you.

—  No One Told Me Remembering Is Worse Than Forgetting
Mars signs and houses
  • My anger is: [mars sign]
  • -
  • Aries: Extreme & Impulsive
  • Taurus: Calm & Mature
  • Gemini: Passive aggressive & Quick
  • Cancer: Soft & Deep
  • Leo: Egoistical & Impulsive
  • Virgo: Rare & Mature
  • Libra: Confusing & Quick
  • Scorpio: Intense & Deep
  • Sagittarius: Confronting & Impulsive
  • Capricorn: Cold & Calm
  • Aquarius: Detached & Quick
  • Pisces: Different & Deep
  • -
  • I get angry when: [mars house]
  • -
  • 1st house : People don't do things my way
  • 2nd house : People disturb my peace
  • 3rd house : People don't appreciate my ideas
  • 4th house : People hurt my loved ones
  • 5th house: People ignore me
  • 6th house : People are messy
  • 7th house: People are unreasonable
  • 8th house: People break my trust
  • 9th house: People are being boring
  • 10th house: People distract me from my work
  • 11th house: When people are telling me what to do
  • 12th house: Are being too realistic and pessimistic

I don’t like to think of myself as
And weak and lost and shattered
Because I loved truly and trusted bravely
In a way I will forever be incomplete or sad
In a way I will heal and the scars, if any, will not make me timid but stronger for they will remind me of how wonderful it is to experience love.
I am heart broken
I am healing
I will love and love and love.


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You see, the problem is: I want it to stop and I want to move on, feel like I can be happy again one day, but I don’t want to forget and let go of what loving you feels like.
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #51
I think one of the hardest things to accept about love is that just like they love you one day, they can wake up the next and just leave. You don’t get no note, you don’t see it coming, but one day they’re there kissing every inch of you, making promises, holding you when you’re down, belonging to every part of your life, then they leave without regret, just like they arrived. It takes one second. Everything comes crushing to the ground and you try so hard to escape the big pieces falling down from the roof. Accepting that the love you swear they once felt for you is gone, is the most difficult thing you will ever do in your life.
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #52

Request: INTJ Scorpio Ravenclaw Moodboard

“Don’t ever think about breaking my trust, because if you do, I will never give you the chance to do so again.”

  • Jason: I can't believe you'd break my trust like this, after all we been through...
  • Tim: Can you stop being melodramatic
  • Jason: I hate this family, I'm always let down
  • Tim: I just forgot to get you a burger!
  • Jason: This is the worst pain i've felt in my life