brave flowers

does anyone else just feel the strong desire to change, to travel, to meet new people, to just start over somewhere you’ve never been before? yeah, same.

I am sitting in the sun by the flowers,
and I am holding back tears.
I am telling myself to be brave,
but I am still holding back tears.
I am always the brave one, I think.
Always the strong one.
I live my life swimming in fear,
but I am brave.
I am always the hero, I think,
and grimace at the thought.
A hero isn’t any braver than anyone else,
they are just brave five minutes longer.
I tell myself five more minutes.
Five more minutes.
Another five.
Then another,
and another and another and another.
But now I am sitting in the sun by the flowers
and I am crying.
My five minutes are up.
—  five more minutes // c.r.h.
My personal top 10 anime for summer season so far!

10. Himouto! Umaru-chan

9. God Eater

8. Charlotte

7. Jitsu wa Watashi wa

6. Rokka no Yuusha 

5. Gate

4. Prison School

3. Shimoneta

2. Gangsta.

1. Gakkou Gurashi!