brain handle

yall are pro mental illness until they’re otherkin

yall are pro mental illness until they stim

yall are pro mental illness until they’re a system

yall are pro mental illness until they get triggered

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they’re paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it’s too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

Studies have shown that people convince themselves that they’re acting rationally when making major decisions— where to go to college, what to major in, who to kiss or not kiss—when they’re really acting on unconscious impulses. The human brain simply can’t handle all the complexities that life offers, so emotions kick in and end up making the call. And when that call blows, people don’t understand why.
—  Megan McCafferty
Studies have shown that people convince themselves that they’re acting rationally when making major decisions— where to go to college, what to major in, who to kiss or not kiss—when they’re really acting on unconscious impulses. The human brain simply can’t handle all the complexities that life offers, so emotions kick in and end up making the call. And when that call blows, people don’t understand why.
—  Megan McCafferty, Charmed Thirds

Lukas looks at Philip like he’s the only person in the whole world that means a single thing, he looks at him with so much wonder and awe, he looks at him with such softness, I’ve never seen someone as Fond in all my years, as Lukas Waldenbeck looking at Philip Shea whilst they cuddled in a barn listening to a playlist Philip made them

hey kids

I’ve been avoiding Tumblr like the plague for over a day now because my anxious little brain couldn’t handle all the negativity. I came back on for a second tonight to finish queuing a couple Huntley posts and saw this.

I won’t pretend that this doesn’t terrify me, but I imagine that most of these messages are incredibly kind. All of the comments on my video today were so supportive and I really appreciate it. I just wanted to put out a quick PSA that I probably won’t be back for another few days and that the vast majority of these won’t ever get answered. I will read them (eventually). I just wanted you to know that I’m not ignoring you.

lots of love

see ya in a few days

The SMH As Things I've Done Part II
  • Bitty: my straight cousin asked me if i had a boyfriend. not wanting to out myself but also not wanting to seem boring, i said yes and accidentally made up a whole backstory and person on the spot
  • Jack: went 15 years without diagnosing my severe ocd and depression because i was too lazy to talk to anyone about it
  • Shitty: wore a "the future is female" shirt around my conservative family just because i knew it would start drama
  • Lardo: told a boy i wasn't interested in that i wasn't looking for a relationship and then proceeded to complain about how much i wanted a boyfriend or girlfriend right in front of him
  • Holster: had an anxiety attack while watching the x files episode "all things" because i was so shocked that fox mulder was able to get laid and it was too much strain on my brain to handle
  • Ransom: cried during finals week because the concept that the carrot is actually the root was suddenly very overwhelming
  • Nursey: ended a presentation on the conflicts of europe in 2016 with "but i guess it's okay. well actually it's not and the european infrastructure is crumbling but, you know whatever."
  • Dex: became very angry at my best friend because she didn't tell me she had a new dog and i was offended that she didn't send me cute dog pictures
  • Chowder: started an all out war between my friends by asking the question "if a baby were grown in the stomach, would it be pooped or puked out"
  • Parse: worked out an entire conflict without actually ever talking to the person it concerned and just having other people do it for me
YNWA Theory Discussion

Army #1: This all relates back to Demian, look at Jin’s and Tae’s collars. They are wings and the colors match the painting in the Begin trailer! And the two albums represent the good and bad worlds of Demian!!


Army #2: I think all of this goes into a timeline. I Need You and Run come just before Bus 59 that hits those 7 people (as told by the sign in the concept photos)

Army #3: No, they’re introducing us into a different book called Owl Service like on the sign in the concept photo! 

Army #4: Nah fam, this positive and negative representation of youth is supposed to be what they see themselves as before they enlist in the army. (A/N: whoever came up with this one broke my heart 😭)

Me: *looks at empty pockets and wallet* I think their intention is pretty simple, guys…
~Bunny 😬😘

HAHA I HAVE TWO TESTS AND AN ASSIGNMENT AND I THINK I’M FAILING MATH I’M STARTING TO APPLY TO UNIVERSITIES I’M NOT STRESSED OUT YOU’RE STRESSED OUT WHAT DO YOU MEAN I’M CRYING I JUST HAVE A TRIG IDENTITY IN MY EYE I’M NOT CRYING HELP ME PLEASE

THIS IS TOO MUCH. 

THE ENTIRE PAGE IS DRENCHED WITH FAI. 

FAI LOUDLY ANNOUNCING THAT THEY’RE HOME DESPITE THE FACT THAT KUROGANE IS IN TEH SAME ROOM AND ALREADY STARING RIGHT AT THEM. 

FAI DELIBERATELY PATRONISING KUROGANE IN A WAY HE KNOWS WILL BE INSTANTLY EFFECTIVE. AND IT IS. 

FAI HAPPILY CROUCHING NEXT TO KUROGANE IN A PANEL THAT IS FAR TOO COMFORTABLE AND DOMESTIC FOR ME TO HANDLE.

FAI EAGERLY EXPLAINING THINGS WITH COMPLICATED HAND MOTIONS THAT MAKE NO SENSE TO THE POINT WHERE KUROGANE HAS TO BLUNTLY ASK SYAORAN TO TRANSLATE. 

FAI, FAKE DEVASTATED, WATCHING FROM A DISTANCE. 

OH NO WAIT IT GETS EVEN BETTER.

FAI PRETENDING TO BURST INTO TEARS BECAUSE KUROGANE ISN’T PAYING HIM ANY ATTENTION. 

I WAS NOT PREPARED. 

FAI IS KING OF THE TROLLS. 

And Kurogane plays his part perfectly, even if Mokona - SWEET DARLING MOKONA - falls for it and rushes to comfort Fai in his sadness. 

IT’S TOO MUCH.

tomorrow!! my physics professor returns from his week long absence (he’s the worst of the worst 0/10), and i have to speak with my peer mentor and let her know that my depression has kept me from doing stuff i should have done this far into the semester (also 0/10 SUPER dreading this) but! if i can just make it to 9pm i get to go to my gamestop’s early release of andromeda and i get to go home and i get to PLAY!!!

Originally planning on doodle some sexy Law…..
Guess the anime and last weeks chapter was a bit to much for me to handle… 

Someone, please give that guy a hug T-T