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long rambling post i wrote at 4am sorry

prob already posts like this written better but , guys, it still spins me out that theres basically 0 (zero) sexualization, of ANYONE, and pretty much no romantic plot in dirk gently’s holistic detective agency … like …. how often do u see that, man?? how often do u see that, my dude???? my guy, how often, do you see that?????

like, shit, there is a scene where a woman showers, with ZERO gratuitous shots of her body. where a man sits outside the door to keep her company but makes ZERO passes at her. they also share a hotel room and again, nothing sexual happens between them.

there is a scene where a woman takes off her bra to use the wire to pick a lock and it is NOT SEXUALIZED AT ALL. nothing about it is about her boobs.

there is a scene where a girl gets into a van with four strangers, all of them male, and they don’t view her sexually in any apparent way.. they just…paint her nails radioactive green and welcome her into their gang?? guys can u believe this

several characters are in nothing but their underwear multiple times throughout the show and the shots are never fanservicey????

zero (0) women are raped.

the show hints at todd having a small crush on farah but it doesnt seem forced or “male lead likes girl. because straights. he has to” and the show doesnt culminate to them kissing.. it seems natural cus heck, she’s gorgeous, who wouldn’t have a bit of a crush on her

the only dude who oggles at a woman is friedkin, and he’s a) a bad dude and b) an absolute doofus being seduced into doing something

like???? im in constant shock abt this ???


Pairing : Dean x Reader, Sam
Word count : 2,380
Author : Mel

Final Part of Say my Name.

As time went by, you ran into them more and more. You didn’t seek them out, in fact you were still almost avoiding them. But it seemed no matter what, at least once a month when you walked out of your motel room, you’d find the Impala parked right outside. They somehow always got the room next to you.

You joked once with Sam over drinks that they were borderline stalking you. His smirk let you know they were in fact finding you on purpose. “Seriously, Sammy?”

He had shrugged. “He doesn’t like you hunting alone.” You rolled your eyes.

If there was even a scratch on you when they saw you, you’d never hear the end of it. One time, you got so frustrated at Dean’s comment about your wrist brace, and how you shouldn’t be hunting alone, that you snapped back. “Its fucking Carpal Tunnel, Dean. The only thing hurting me, is all the research you keep making me do.” Sam had burst out laughing.

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// luv me some titty
and thank you i’m glad you decided to submit something!! this was fun to write!


- NUT!!!

- He loves your boobs honestly– but he’s never really had much of a preference, small boob, big boob, good boob

- But he’s sohappy with your assets.

- Especially if you exercise with him and you pile on the sports bras; yet they’re still all over the place. Watching you fuss about it is so cute, he loves them. They’re so big and fill up his palms shit, he can’t get enough of it. Who needs a bra when you have his hands honestly


- This man loves him some ass and boob so hell yeah he’s so down

- He likes lacey bras on you because they just look so nice, he also really loves picking out clothing for you that would work well with what you have.

- Especially clothes that show cleavage, he loves being teased like that but he hates it at the same time since he can tell when straying eyes are on you; It’s makes him upset. Not at you, at the others. Can’t they keep their eyes to themselves? But he does know how difficult that can be, you are quite irresistible.



- Starry eyed little kid in a candy shop, he’s so immature sometimes but he can’t help it, they’re just so big and soft

- But he comments on how bulky your bras look, wires look so uncomfortable? Expect massages wherever you want; shoulders, back, even boobs tbh he’s happy to get his hands on them because they’re just so soft and squishy


- Okay but have you seen her honestly her boobs are so big good god i see why Jumin made her cover them up

- She loves them, like Zen; she’s never really had a preference but you’re just so pretty she can’t help but love the way you look.

- But she’s also a woman, so she knows the harsh struggles of having big boobs. She’ll give you back rubs, help you adjust your straps, go bra shopping with you and help you pick out cute but comfortable ones– etc.

- Blushes so bad when you wear something a bit more reveling to work on certain times, she can’t keep her eyes off you which causes her to make mistakes throughout the day.


- Grabs them all the time and goes
“ honk honk! ” don’t lie

- Your boob is literally his stress reliever; To hell with those kiddos over here with their orbeez and slime, he has the best damn XL orbeez he could ever have

- Grabbing your boobs has just become a good habit honestly, they’re just so soft and warm– What’s not to love?

Titty: Grabbed
Seven: Pleased
Stress: Released

the circle of life


- He finds all bodies absolutely beautiful, even though Rika was relatively petite and small doesn’t mean that’s strictly what he likes. Falls in love with personality over anything else.

- Can’t deny that you have an amazing figure. While cuddling as the little spoon he loves burying his face into your chest and literally never returning.

- 6 hours later everyone’s like where’s v? the boi in the tittie


- Whatever body you have– that’s his preference. He’s never been in love before so every bit of you is absolutely perfect. Including your amazing chest, damn you’re so beautiful.

- BITES expect bites and hickeys everywhere on your boobs. There will never be a time where they’re not covered with those oh so familiar tiny dark bruises; he’s basically obsessed with leaving his mark on you in that way.

- Like Saeyoung, he loves to grab and massage them when he or you are stressed. They’re just so squishy and big

I’ve been wanting to make a master post on this for a while and now have the time. I work in a psychiatric hospital and would like to share my knowledge of how things go for anyone being admitted

1. What to bring: Comfortable clothing. Make sure to bring multiple sets in case you’re in there longer than expected. Specially bring a lot of underwear, a sweater(it’s pretty cold most of the time), socks(although the hospital will also provide some), shoes, pajamas, and day clothing. Books are great for keeping yourself busy as unfortunately there isn’t always much to do. The books should have soft covers, hardbacks are considered dangerous(this is depending on the hospital). Markers(the mini crayola ones)/ crayons and a coloring book is also a good way to stay busy and relieve anxiety. Bring a list of important phone numbers. You will not be allowed your cellphone or access to it to retrieve numbers.

2. What not to bring: Any clothes with strings, straps, or drawstrings. These items are considered dangerous and are not allowed on the floor. Double check your pajama pants and hoodies before bringing them. Make sure to bring shoes without laces. Bras with wire are not allowed, so bring sports bras. No colored pencils, pens, pins for your hair, rubber bands, and basically anything else that would be possible to stab or strangle or cut with. I don’t recommend bringing your own shampoo/ deodorant because hospitals are very strict about the ingredients and will most likely not allow these items. No outside food is allowed even if it was bought brand new. Jewelry is not allowed other than small piercings.

3. What to expect on arrival: You will first stop at security where they will take the belongings you brought so they can go through them and remove any contraband. These items will be kept in a secure room. This includes your wallet, money, cellphone, ID, other valuable items, and anything deemed dangerous. The next step is the admissions office where they get all of your paperwork together and a nurse assesses you. This can be a very long process(at least an hour or two), so prepare yourself for that. They will weigh you and take your vitals signs too.

4. When you get on the psych floor: You will first be greeted by an employee(most likely a tech) who will take your vitals again. After that you will get to meet your nurse, where again you will be assessed. A portion of the assessment is a skin check where you remove all of your clothing so they can check your body for tattoos, scars, bruises, and cuts. This is to make sure we know if any new injuries show up while you’re in the hospital. It can be awkward, but it is mandatory. After this you will receive a bag of toiletries(towels, soap, toothbrush, comb, etc.). Then you’re free to go where you’d like on the unit.

5. What the unit looks like: There are typically 1-2 hallways with patient bedrooms. You will most likely have a roommate. There are consult rooms for the doctors to meet with patients in private. You will also have access to a day room that has chairs, tables, a television, puzzles/ games, etc. This is where most people spend their time so they can socialize.

6. What a typical day looks like: The day after you arrive, you will get blood work done(almost always). After that you will get your vitals again(this happens every morning and sometimes multiple times a day depending on why you’re there). The doctors(psych and medical) visit in the morning and check up on how everything is going and talk to you about meds and treatment plans. You will also see a social worker. They are especially helpful for patients in rehab or homeless patients because they can help find you a group home. There are multiple groups throughout the day such as Coping Skills, Art Therapy, etc. It is your choice on whether or not you’d like to attend. You will have breakfast, lunch, and dinner. Snacks can also be provided as needed. Sometimes you will be able to go outside or to a gym within the facility, but this usually only happens after you’ve been there a few days and have demonstrated good behavior. You will receive your meds typically twice a day and can get your PRN(as needed) meds if you ask for them.

7. How long your stay will be: This honestly just depends on the person. There are a lot of factors that play into this such as how well your meds are working, your behavior, whether or not you’re attending group, how much you’ve slept, etc. If you are a voluntary patient you are able to fill out a request to leave at any time and the doctor legally has to see you within one hour to assess you. However, your request can be denied if the doctor feels it would be unsafe for you to leave. Yes, even if you’re voluntary. You can testify against the doctor in court if you so choose.

This is all I have for now. There’s a lot more I could say but this post is already pretty long. I also want to acknowledge that I’ve only worked in two hospitals in the United States and I’m sure things can vary at different hospitals/ in different states.

Feel free to ask any questions!

Remedying Bra Fit Issues

If you find that you have some signs of poor fit in your bras, the following chart outlines what the typical explanation for each issue is. Please note that this chart is not absolutely definitive and just serves as a general guideline on the first step to remedy common fitting issues. For more specific suggestions on how to fix any fit issues you may experience, we suggest submitting a [Fit Check] post.

Fit Issue: Band rides up

Explanation:  Your band is too large

Remedy:  Go down a band size while maintaining cup volume*

Fit Issue:  Band is uncomfortably tight

Explanation:  Your band is too small or your cups are too small

Remedy:  Try the bra on backwards; if it still feels too tight, go up a band size while maintaining cup volume*. If it is now comfortable, your cups are too small, so go up a cup size in the same band size.

Fit Issue:  Straps dig into your shoulders

Explanation:  Your band is too large (so you are compensating the lack of support by over tightening your straps)

Remedy:  Go down a band size while maintaining cup volume*

Fit Issue:  Straps fall off your shoulders

Explanation: Your band is too large (so the straps are too wide set for your frame)

Remedy: Go down a band size while maintaining cup volume*

Fit Issue: Cups have wrinkles

Explanation:  Your cups are too large, or are the wrong shape

Remedy:  Go down a cup volume, or try a different shape

Fit Issue: Cups are overflowing somewhere

Explanation:  Your cups are too small, or are the wrong shape

Remedy:  Go up a cup volume, or try a different shape

Fit Issue:  Empty space between underwires and the outer side of your breasts

Explanation:  Wires are too wide (either due to the cup being too large or simply because you have narrow roots)

Remedy:  Go down a cup volume, or find a bra with narrower wires

Fit Issue:  Underwires are sitting on your breast tissue

Explanation:  Wires are too narrow (either due to cup being too small or simply because you have wide roots)

Remedy:  Go up a cup volume, or find a bra with wider wires

Fit Issue:  Gore (bit between the cups) does not touch your sternum

Explanation:  Cups are too small or your breasts are too close set for the width of the gore

Remedy:  Go up a cup volume or try bras with narrower gores (like plunges)

*Please keep in mind that cup size is not static. Remember the concept of sister sizing: to maintain cup volume, when you go down a band size, you must go up a cup size, and vice versa. For example, 34B = 32C, 28E = 30DD, 36G = 34GG, etc. Please pay close attention to when this chart suggests changing band size while maintaining cup size, when it suggests changing cup volume while maintaining band size, and when it suggests changing both.

Also note that each “remedy” operates under the assumption that the corresponding fit issue is the only one you experience. If you are experiencing more than one issue, combine the two remedies. For example, if your band rides up and you have spillage in your cups, you would want to go down one band size and up one cup volume. Keeping the concept of sister sizing in mind, if you were hypothetically trying on a 36B and experienced these two issues, you would want to next try a 34D.

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Hey guys, sorry this isn’t art related but it’s something that means a lot to me and it needs to be talked about more and more.

I’ll start with saying that I’m really happy that over the past couple of years ladies have started easing up a little on what I used to think was the unshakable western 1950’s beauty fads. Mainly the god awfully uncomfortable bras with the wire, 50% padding, and cheap bedazzlement flashy enough to wave down airplanes with your boobies. Also I’m talking about the societal pressure that you have to shave your body on a constant basis to be any form of attractive. *BREATHE*

A few years ago I started thinking more and more why I “have” to do certain things that I don’t enjoy. I started wearing lace bras and only occasionally shaved (btw this hasn’t affected how much I smell/sweat but it has made me cut back on deodorant which also has helped me sweat less). My family is great for letting me know when I am doing something “weird” I love them and they are the only ones that I usually allow to pick on me for these things. After bugging me by pinching my nips through my shirt, sending razors in the mail and gasping at me when I show them my armpits I can honestly say I’m pretty damn confident about it now. The more I think about the rules in this world, the more I want to fuck with them.

Now I’m super stoked to see that pit hair is becoming a trend, it’s nice to know it’s okay to choose what you do with your body and your life. My boyfriend loves it and thinks I’m MORE attractive because I am confident. After talking to my sister she was even wanting to grow HER pit hair out and dye it. Anyways, if you ladies don’t feel comfortable in bras or shaving constantly you don’t need to wear them or shave…just be sure to walk quickly through the frozen foods aisle. If anyone has a problem with those things don’t feel like you need to care. 

Ronnie Radke: Game Over

Warnings: Smut

Word Count: 988

Featuring: Ronnie Radke, Max Green & others of Falling In Reverse

Your name: submit [Insert your name here to change the fic!]

A/N: Wrote it in June of 2014, haven’t edited anything since then. Sorry if it sucks.

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Would anyone want some three 48c and two 50c (obviously used) non wire bras (from Catherine’s -plus size store)?


I wasn’t planning on having to re arrange my closest this morning, but the shelf fell down. 😑

Anyways, I always feel bad throwing away bras that are still in decent shape, but don’t fit anymore. I mean that’s like at least $150 right there.

If they don’t work for you then you can toss them. 😂😂

If anything they would make for good laying around the house bras.

Okay listen up coz ive found a new spoonie fav.

So you see these bras? These fuckers are the two comfy-est bras I’ve ever owned. Theyre Hanes “ComfortFlex Fit, Comfort Evolution” WIRE FREE bras. Now I know what youre thinking: “Wire free? Ain’t no way they provide any support!” Well let me get a lil personal for a sec. The E.D.s has run rampant in the collagen in my breast tissue so i have such an issue finding bras that support me without the added push-up/extreme discomfort of wires.

When suddenly one day in Target i came across this gem. It holds me up (and like, im a 36/38C so im kinda busty) and theyre made from that rly stretchy/comfy athletic material. They are so comfy that I (mind you i have Fibromyalgia,) actually fell asleep in these bras and didn’t hate myself for it.

Unfortunately they only go up to XL (42C) and i haven’t found any for those who are really busty. But I will def post if i find one and if anyone wants to add to this to include a good “Big Boob Friendly” bra, by all means, go for it.

Anyway this has been a PSA for my new favorite bras. Now back to your regularly scheduled blogging.

Haneda Airport

It was a bit of a struggle, as I encountered a bit more of the train rush hour than I had hoped (and all trains of the Keikyuu were running off schedule due to faulty doors?), but I made it to the airport. Quickly got rid of my suitcases and went through the security check… and had to be patted, because literally every little tiny bit of metal on me showed on the detector!! Like every frigging zipper, rings and bra wire…! >_<;; 

Anyway, sitting behind customs now, near the gate, waiting until boarding begins. At least I saw my plane arrive just now, so I doubt we’ll have any delays.

So, that means I have about 50 minutes to figure out a way to bring all my bags on board the plane without trouble. Guess I’ll have to try and stuff all my snacks in my handbag and hope they won’t care about the camera bag in addition to my handbag and backpack… ^o^

Thankfully I also came across a vending machine that accepted my Suica card as payment, because I literally have no money left! My last bits of money were all on my IC card… xD But I’m really proud of myself I didn’t go to the ATM in the last week to get more money. Though next time I maybe shouldn’t be cutting it this close…

Still, I don’t think my mind realizes yet that my journey in Japan has come to an end and that within 16-17 hours I’ll be back home again. Maybe also because I know I’ll be back in Japan within 4.5 months!! (I guess I should be grateful to my brother. If not for his wedding, I probably couldn’t have justified another trip to Japan this year.)

So, yeah… 40 minute to go until boarding starts.

anonymous asked:

What kind of dresses or bras would you recommend to look more girly?

dresses and bras are by cisnormative definition inherently “girly” but i recommend dresses that are loose and flowy around the crotch area (no pencil skirts unless you want to tuck and suffer) and sports bras, because they’re comfier and also much much easier to shop for when you’re a size 40AA (regular wire bras don’t always come in Y-chromosome-friendly sizes unless you wanna stuff a C/D cup)


Here is my latest twitter rant and I don’t have the energy to convert it into a cohesive blog post.

Who will crowdfund me so I can manufacture bras for super fat people I mean really please come on.

Did you know bra wires just stop existing past a certain point?

Like someone decided “no, sorry fat person, you do not deserve separated, and uplifted boobs.“

You want to make fun of a fat person not wearing a supportive bra? THEY STOP EXISTING.

I’m about to slap someone in the face with these unsupported boobs.

Don’t tell me to sew my own clothes.

I mean, I do sew my own clothes. But I make patterns, I grade up patterns. Patterns just don’t exist for me. I’m basically fucking magical.

Even the people in the “curvy sewing group” tell me to just “grade patterns up”. No one gives a shit about super fat people.

Exactly who the fuck is doing all the work in this “body positive” world? Super fat people have been bootstrapping forever.

Super fat people DIY to survive.

Little girl - Yugyeom

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Drabble/Sexy scenario (A/N: Okay, these are way longer than a regular drabble, so from now on, i’ll call them sexy scenarios. It will be between 500-800 words, and NOT a full smut. Just something little sexy for you! Enjoy. xx)

2)  “H-how long have y-you been standing there?”

29)  “Don’t you know how to knock?!”

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Your favourite thing to do when get home is take off your bra. The horrible, wired torturing thing that’s squeezing your body all day, has to go off as soon as you cross your doorstep.

Even though your parents are still at work, the house is unusually quiet. Your brother has the tendency to shout at his virtual friends while playing his video games, but today you don’t hear anything.

“That idiot must be out. Great, I have the house for me” you say as you get up the stairs to your room. You can’t wait to get to your room, instead you throw your things off already in the hallway. First to finish on the floor is your shirt, accompanied with your jeans right after.

“Let’s get this bitch off me” you say unclasping your bra, and happily throwing it on your bed.

“Umm… do you need some help with that?” you hear someone say behind you.

All you can think of is scream in panic because of the intruder.

“Come on baby, it’s not like it’s the first time you see me” says Yugyeom, leaning on your door frame.

“Fuck… Yugyeom” you panically say, running around your room, looking for something to cover up. “H-how long have y-you been standing there?”

“Long enough to enjoy the little show you put on” he responds calmly, entering your room.

“Wait, why are you alone in my house? Where’s my brother? No, don’t you know how to knock?!” you stutter from all the embarrassment.

“He went out to grab us pizza, and I was playing games in his room. And there is no point in knocking since you left your door wide open” he smirks, this time even more daring, approaching you without hesitation.

“Fuck you Yugyeom. Get out” you point towards your door and take a step back to avoid his body being pressed against yours.

“Oh baby, I love when you’re playing hard to get. But I’m sick of it by now. So stop pretending, and admit you want me as bad as I want you.”

“I don’t know what are you talking about” you try to avoid his eyes, so you look down.

Yugyeom grabs you by the chin, pulling your head up to meet his hungry gaze.

“Shit baby, this is going to be fun” and without a warning he pulls your face closer to his and gives you a deep, long kiss.

You hesitate for a second, but you decide to go with your feelings, and give in. Once he sees you’re kissing him back, Yugyeom grabs you by the waist, pulling you vigorously against his already hard dick.

“We really shoudn’t do this Yugyeom” it’s more to convince yourself than avert Yugyeom.

But he doesn’t listen, instead he rips the fabric you’ve been covering your upper body with, and takes your bare breasts in both of his hands.

“Oh god, baby, you’re not a little girl anymore” Yugyeom says in between sucking your hardened buds.

“This is so wrong” you weakly say, unzipping his already tight pants.

“Wait until you feel my dick inside you, baby” Yugyeom moves his lips from your nipples to your neck, kissing and sucking his way up your sensitive skin, finishing with a little too hard nibble on your earlobe.

He then lifts you up, and throws you on the bed, immediately hovering over you. With one breast in his hand, massaging it lightly, he flicks the nipple on the free boob a few times, making you moan softly.

Yugyeom then starts lowering his lips, planting small, wet kisses all over your stomach, coming down to the hem of your panties.

“I see you’re ready for me baby, all nice and wet” he teases you by kissing your heated core over the thin fabric of your undies. 

But you need more, you need to feel his wet tongue on your burning clit, so you tangle your fingers in Yugyeom’s hair, pulling him down.

“Fuck Yugyeom, stop teasing me” you practically moan out the words.

Yugyeom complies, and without a word starts pulling your panties down.

“Bro, I’m back! Come downstairs and grab some pizza.”

“Fuck!” Yugyeom curses under his breath. “We’re out of time baby. But don’t think I won’t finish what I started next time.”

Yugyeom kisses your lips lightly, and leaves your room with a smirk on his face.


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Just Relax - Stefan Salvatore

“Our second last exam is over 1 more to ace” Your friend exclaimed.

You laughed nervously.

“1 more to fail more like”

“You’ll do fine, don’t worry. If those tests are anything like this one it’ll be a piece of cake.”

You stomach dropped. It wasn’t very easy for you, you were still writing until the time had finished and even then you felt like you missed out stuff.

“Well, I have to go”

“Oh, okay, bye Y/N”

You turned and walked out as fast as you could and drove home. Once you were in the comfort of the Salvatore boarding house, which became you home, you felt a little better. You went into your room and got into some more comfortable clothes. Stefan left a little note on the mirror for you which you only noticed when you saw how tired you were.


I’m sorry I’m not at home right now, but Damon and I are meeting with a witch that could possibly help us solve our situation. We’ll be home in the evening and I took the liberty of making you my pasta that you like, it’s on the stove and you need to eat it before you sleep, don’t starve yourself to study. I’m 100% sure that you aced that test, be easy on yourself. 

Love, Stefan x

You smiled and left the note in your drawer and opened up your laptop and took out all of your notes and revision resources from your bag and under your bed. You knew that wanting to become a doctor was a lot of work, you just didn’t think it would be the amount you had. You picked up some flash cards and began to quiz yourself.

“Let’s do this Y/N”

You quizzed yourself and kept getting he answers mixed up so you took a break and read through your notes. The notes didn’t really help since you knew what was written off by heart. You teacher emailed you some practise questions which you answered. 

It got pretty late and Stefan called you.

“Hey babe”

“Hey, listen I have bad news, Damon and I won’t be able to get home tonight.  The witch has agreed to help us but she needs a bunch of things that she doesn’t have and we have to wait. I’m sorry”

“It’s fine, Stef. I’ll just see you tomorrow after my test.”

“Which you will ace.”

“I’m not sure about that. Look, I’m gonna get back to studying. I love you”

“Have you eaten and proper food?”

“Yes,” you lied.

“Ok, I’m gonna trust you since I can’t hear your heartbeat. I love you too”

You ended the call and dropped your phone onto your bed and continued to study.You must’ve filled up your coffee pot about 15 times throughout the night. 

For some reason, you felt like you didn’t cover any of the topics in the textbook. There was no way you could sleep, not without knowing all of the topics. This last exam was the thing that would decide if you passed your course and if you could go on to have your dream job. 

You didn’t sleep that night and at 7.30 in you packed up your sheets and showered and then threw your hair up into a messy bun and got into some comfortable clothes that you could be seen out in and left your house. 

You and your classmates were congregated outside the exam hall waiting to be bought in. 

“Wow, Y/N, you look fucked” your best friend commented. 

“I’ve been up all night, studying" 

"What did Stefan say?" 

"Oh, he’s out of town with his brother, they’re visiting some family friends” She nodded in understanding while engaging in some small talk. 

One if the smartest people in the class walked by, bumping into three people while looking in her textbook. 

“If Alaina is struggling then we all will!” she remarked.

A wave if stress washed over you. You began to feel weird. Everything seemed slowed down and it got really hot. 

“Is it me or is it-” You asked breathlessly. 

Black spots began to consume your vision and the next thing you knew you were falling to the floor, hearing someone yell your name. 

You woke up in your bed at home. 

“Hey sunshine” You saw Stefan looking down at you. 

“Hey babe" 

"So I came home this morning and I checked the stove, my pasta was untouched and the coffee machine was missing" 

"I lost track of time, I fell asleep through-" 

"I’m a vampire, remember babe I know you’re lying. If you fell asleep you wouldn’t have fainted from exhaustion ten minutes before your exam." 

You stayed quiet.

“This is not healthy, Y/N. You need sleep and proper food in order to be able to study well and take the test well.”

“It doesn’t matter anymore Stef, I missed the exam. I’ve probably failed now because of it.”

“Not really. I convinced your teacher to move the test to next week,” He placed emphasis on the word ‘convince’.

“Which is why I will not be helping with any supernatural business, rather I will be with you and we will study together.”

You smiled at him.

“I love you, you know that right.”

“Oh yes, I’ve known for a very long time. Now get up and go into the bathroom and get in the tub, by the lack of clothes in the washing basket and the amount of product in your hair you haven’t showered either.”

You blushed a deep red before getting off the bed and stripping out of your clothes. You put them into a ball and threw it at Stefan, standing in your naked glory. You turned on your heel and sauntered into the en suite bathroom. He had done a pretty good job. There was very quiet music playing in the background. He had lit different scented candles and filled up the huge tub with bubbles and rose petals.  There was not light except for the soft glow of your candles. Stefan placed a hand on the small of your back. 

"Your bath awaits, milady”

You smiled and got into the tub. The warm water washing over your skin. Stefan took the shower head from the side of the tub and turned it on, he pulled it towards your hair.

“Pick out the shampoo.”

You leaned forward towards a tray that held all of your shampoos, conditioners, body washes and scrubs and other solutions used in the shower. You settled for a coconut shampoo and passed it back to Stefan. He squeezed some out and began to massage it in. The feeling was amazing, it felt nice to have someone play with your hair. He washed it out and then conditioned it. 

“I’m going to grab clothes, any preferences?”

“Your shirt, a bra with no wires and fluffy socks.”

He smiled and left the bathroom, leaving you in the soapy suds. You stayed in the water until it began to get cold and then you got out and wrapped yourself in a fluffy towel. You walked into your room and felt a slight breeze and saw Stefan standing in front of you with your clothes. You took them from his hands and began to dry yourself off. You got into your underwear and moisturised. 

“I made lunch, grilled some chicken and pasta.” 

You stomach rumbled at the thought of food. You smiled and changed into his shirt and some shorts and then put on your socks. 

“Let’s go”

You both went down into the kitchen. Stefan placed a grilled chicken breast on your plate, next to that he placed a mountain of pasta and some salad and then grabbed a blood bag for himself. You sat at the breakfast bar and took a knife and fork from the mason jar they were being stored in and began to eat.

“I forgot how amazing your food tastes.”

He chuckled.

“I’m Italian, I have to cook delicious food or my ancestors would be turning in their graves." 

You laughed and continued to eat. 

"So how did the stuff with the witch go down?”

“She had a history with Damon”

You rolled your eyes.

“Who doesn’t?”

Stefan laughed before continuing.

“So obviously she didn’t want to help us but as soon as the name Bennett was uttered she changed her tune and agreed to help.”


“She gave us a spell from a grimoire and a bunch of ingredients and said that a witch with Bennett as her surname will surely be able to cast it.”

“So it’s all resting on Bon?”

“Kind of yeah, but I’m sure she’ll be fine”

He glanced down and picked up your  empty plate from the bar and placed it in the dishwasher.

“So now that you have slept, showered and been fed what do you want to do?”


He sighed and rubbed his face.

You looked up at him.

“Hey, what’s wrong?”

“You still want to study even thought it meant that you fainted from exhaustion.”

“This exam determines whether I graduate Stefan, don’t you see how important it is to me? You and Damon have lived for over 100 years. Care will live forever. Bon has magic, Ric is a hunter, Matt is the fucking sheriff, all I am is Stefan’s girlfriend.”

“Hey, look. You are not just Stefan’s girlfriend. You are Y/N Y/L/N. You are smart, caring, funny, kind, loud, beautiful and so many other things. You are one of the most amazing people I’ve met in my life. You are so much more than that. You will have the rest of your life ahead of you, immortal or not. If you do not pass your exam it’s not the end of the world.”

“But I don’t know if I’ll pass. And I want to be a vampire, I really do, but I don’t want to turn without graduating during my human life. I don’t know why but I just really want to and everyone in my class is so much smarter than me and it kills me because the stuff that they find easy gives me headaches.“ 

You didn’t even know it, but tears began to roll down your face. Stefan pulled you into his lap and hugged you, running his fingers through your wet hair, soothing you.

"You will graduate, and I’m going to be there in the front with Caroline, who will probably be crying her eyes out, Bonnie, who will be the proudest friend ever, and Damon, even though he’ll moan about it I know that he’ll be proud of you too. You know it all, you know everything inside out, back to front. And when you walk into the exam hall and flip over your exam you’ll ace it and I will be able to say ‘Dr. Y/L/N? You mean my girlfriend, yeah she’s pretty amazing isn’t she?’ and I’ll brag about you to everyone.”

You looked up into Stefan’s eyes and smiled widely, your eyes puffy and red from your tears.

“And if you want, I’ll give you two hours of studying a day, with my help.”

“I think I can work with that. I love you, Stef” You snuggled closer to Stefan and rested your head in the crook of his neck.

“I love you too Y/N