Idk what to do I'm lonely, my sister and brother moved out, I'm so lonely I used to think I liked being alone but I hate it I wish I was the person they want me to be, instead all I am is a bother of a sister I mean I'm the reason my dad left maybe I should leave to, I can't kill my self I can't. I'm to weak, I just wish I wasn't here to bother anyone, but the one person I knew would miss me-my grandma-is dead and that's the sad truth I could leave and no one will stop me now Sorry for this mess
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way, you deserve so much better.
It’s really hard when a sibling moves out. I had an international student who lived with me for 4 years and I now consider my sister that moved out in July. Even though I was an only child for the first 12 years of my life I never knew how hard being alone is.
But your brother and sister still love you, even if they don’t live with you anymore. And you are absolutely not the reason your dad left. No matter what. Your dad is the reason your dad left and you cannot think anything otherwise.
I’m so glad you’re alive, you’re a beautiful and important person. So many people would be devastated if you died, myself included.
I’m always here for you okay? Please be safe, be strong, and be kind to your beautiful self xx