bossie badass

Looking back to my wishes for season 12, I can’t help being so fucking happy with how they handled Mary’s character.

They could have made her live up to the (impossible) “perfect mom” standard that was created for her because of her premature death, they could have reduced her character to a tool that exists only for Sam and Dean, they could have forgotten about her husband and her feelings and her trauma… 

Instead, what we got was a three dimensional character, a woman, not just a mother, an hunter, because it’s nearly impossible to really stop being one when you were raised into it, grieving her husband and the children she knew, feeling estranged from those adult men who call her “mom” but at the same time wishing to love them and be there for them like they deserve, trying to fit in a world that doesn’t feel like it’s her own anymore.

They gave her motives that have nothing to do with Sam and Dean, they let her interact with other characters aside from her sons, they made her so human and I have so many feelings about her.

3x01 recap
  • Clarke : Grounder AF, Panther hunting, lesbian sex, badass
  • Bellamy : bossy bell is back, where is Clarke, new gf
  • Raven : stop the pain
  • Octavia : wants to be trikru
  • Lincoln : wants to be skaikru
  • Monty : best friend goals
  • Jasper : drunk af, where is the hair, where is happy Jasper
  • Jaha : completely crazy, just stop with your City Of Light
  • Murphy : f*ck u Jaha
So deep in the Kylux trash pile...

I’m already deep in the trash pile with no shame so….

Who else is eagerly for when a/b/o sneaks its way into Kylux? (It gets every ship eventually. :3)

I’m personally hoping for bossy badass omega!Hux. Especially one where tricking Kylo into bonding to control him but falls in love anyway. Then you have kinky evil mates ruling the galaxy together!

Im curious. Anyone else have an a/b/o idea for Kylux they would like to see?

I’d like to officially thank Andrew Dabb and everyone that worked on 12x01 for:

  • not forgetting that John was Mary’s husband and she loved him, therefore it wouldn’t have made sense not to mention him;
  • the story of how Mary and John met. I have never actually shipped them because I’ve never seen much of them, but goddamnit I’m beginning to;
  • making Mary cry over John’s death;
  • “He gave himself up for me.” “That sounds like John.”;
  • Having Mary be sad about John and her kids being hunters, but not throwing shit at her husband for doing what he had to do - especially since she is still grieving him;
  • making Mary into a believable and multidimentional character, I love her so much already.

And by “thank” I mean “fuck you, I am drowning in feels and it’s all your goddamned fault”.

I’ve seen people saying that Mary is already a better parent than John because while John acted more like an autorithy, Mary asked for their opinions and valued them. 

I don’t think the comparison is fair, though, because back when John was alive Dean and Sam were either kids/boys or unexperienced young men (in season 1 they didn’t seem to be able to do much except dealing with the regular salt and burn, and they seemed used to hunt with John, not on their own, judging by Sam’s surprise when Dean told him that he was on a solo hunt), so I think it’s pretty understable that John took the lead.

I do think that it’s great from Mary’s part to listen to them and let Dean take the lead at times, but you do have to consider that:

  • Sam and Dean have now spent like ten years hunting on their own, they are experts and grown-ass men, not little more than boys;
  • Mary has just been brought back to life in a world she knows nothing about, she has to adjust and it would be stupid to not take a step back;

So. I loved how they made her protective and accepting of her sons’ abilities at the same time, but I don’t think it has anything to do with John, there is no ground for comparison here.

anonymous asked:

Sooo you ship Mary/Ketch?

Mmh. Yeah. I mean. I don’t always intend shipping as ‘omg you are so soulmates, make each other happy plz”. I do have that kind of ships, but Mary/Ketch… isn’t one of them. 

It’s just that I enjoyed the dynamic so much and if I had more free time I probably would write endless fics about it. It’s a strictly fanon ship for me: I am totally happy with how things ended between them in canon, I think it was fitting (and very satisfying) that Mary was the one who got to kill him and I just. Mmh. Ketch is a great character, according to me. A brainwashed poor fucker who grew up in a violent enviroment and is so fucked up that when Mick started calling the BMOL out on their bullshit he just went “Eliminate” and shot him in the head.

I think he was in love with Mary, in whatever fucked up way he can be. I think she liked him, at first, but strictly as a hunter-buddy (and fuck-buddy, that one time), because she still feels bound to John and there’re also the trust issues, because it never appeared to me like Mary actually trusted the BMOL blindly. 

The whole torture/braiwashing thing fucked me up so bad, because I was there, suffering for Mary and wishing for somebody to come and save her, and at the same time I was weeping at the sight of how Ketch was spilling feelings all over the place.

…And now I’m just rambling.

Basically, the answer to your question is: yes, I do ship this fucked up mess, but I ship it as in “I’m enjoying the shit out of these two interacting and I want to keep enjoying the shit out of it in a fanon setting”, not “I want them to share butterfly kisses and ride together into the sunset”.