born hollow


We came all this way
                   but now comes the day
                                           to bid you f a r e w e l l
                                                                    until we meet again

Fuck a soul and whatever that may mean. We are born hollow and we can fill ourselves up with whatever we choose. If we fill ourselves with the bad, we live with a bad soul. If we choose to fill ourselves with good, we get to live with a good soul. But neither is a permanent state. The hollow body can be emptied and refilled and we can always do better. So fuck a soul. You don’t start out good. You don’t start out evil. Fill yourself with good and be good to those around you.

Wild Dog by Brad Bellante of Human Canvas Tattoo in Fredericksburg, VA — May 2016
Quote by Corey Wheeler of The Body Gallery 2 in Leesburg, VA — September 2016

Spilling Tea

AMD’s Latest Doll Gets in the Hotseat

Born in Sleep Hollow to West Indian and Hispanic parents, “Abi Doll” has the desire not only to make her family proud but establish a name for herself on the world stage. Respect and honor is paramount to her as she strives for professional acclaim in modeling and as an ambassador for many prestigious brands. Not to be outdone, she would like to launch her own business later in life and expand her work to include acting. The letters Abi are paramount in the word ambition. 

But that’s not all. 

Hear from Abi in her own words:

Where were you born?

I was born in Sleepy Hallow, Westchester County.

What is your nationality?

My mother was born in St.Lucia; my father is from Costa Rica. So my nationality is West Indian and Hispanic.

Tell us about your personality…

I would describe my personality as passionate and confident. I’m humble, a bit shy at times and easy to get along with, but if I’m around good company I am spontaneous and open minded.

What are some of your hobbies/interest?

Some of the hobbies include spending time with my close friend, experiencing new things and going places I’ve never been before , meeting new people that I can learn from. Things that spark my interest are anything that would contribute to my success in the future. One day I would like to own and run my own business based on something I am passionate about.

Tell us about your style…

I would describe my style as comfortable on a regular day; jeans, a turtle neck, uggs or sneakers. When partying I wear fitted dresses, anything to compliment my curves. I love to look good because when you look good you feel just as good.

How long have you been interested in modeling?

I would say recently I became interested in modeling,when I first starting taking photos professionally I was not comfortable in front of the camera but after being in the industry and taking photos is apart of my job to promote myself I became more open to it and accepting.

What is something about you that sets you apart from anyone else? Favorite music?

Something that sets me apart from most girls in the industry is that no matter what I accomplish I remain humble and true to myself I never let anything get to me or make me feel I am superior to others even though cockiness is something that is common amongst girls I work with.

I love all music Rap, Hip Hop, Old School R&B, new R&B , my favorite R&B artist is NeYo. Reggae, Reggaeton, Pop, and some Rock (Not hardcore). I listen to everything.

Guys I got my tattoo!!!!!!?:!3!:837 (its really fresh ignore the ink/swelling/bloat)

By the way it barely hurt and all the artists were like wtf. Considering it was my first tattoo, I was on my period, and in one of the most painful spots, it was pretty odd.

It’s quote from a song that really struck a chord with me and my recovery. Both ED and bipolar recovery/maintenence. I was not born to be a hollow shell of a person with nothing to me but my illnesses. So yeah. Woot!

My tattoo!
I got it to help me keep my mind-recovery oriented. It’s a quote from a song I love, but the line really stuch out to me in all aspects of my illnesses.
I was not born to be skin and bone thanks to anorexia, I was born to be healthy and full of life.
I was not born to be a hollow excuse of a person, as my bipolar, depression, and ptsd can sometimes make me.
And this tattoo is a reminder of all that.


Glenwood Coffee & Books - Greensboro, NC

The Fresh Prince of Hogwarts

In Godric’s Hollow,
Born (but not raised),
With dead parents was how I spent most of my days,
Chillin’ out, flying ‘round, and acting so cool,
Waving that wand like I was no fool,
When a bald, evil dude who was up to no good,
Started making trouble in my neighborhood
I got one little scar and Dumbledore got scared
He said your moving in with your Aunt Petunia under the stairs

#500 The Smiths, How Soon Is Now?

“I remember when Morrissey first sang, ‘I am the son and the heir…’ [producer] John Porter went, 'Ah great, the elements!’ Morrissey continued, ’…of a shyness that is criminally vulgar.’ I knew he’d hit the bullseye there and then.”

- Johnny Marr. A classic was born.