[INTERVIEW TRANSLATION] Hyoyeon in Cosmopolitan Korea (November 2017) by SonexStella

Winter is a season that really suits red lip colours. When you wear a neutral coloured coat or a thick knitted pullover often, just making your lips red allows you to have a complete look.

This was your first beauty editorial shoot in a while, how was it?

Today we showed one point makeup that emphasized a red lip colour, it’s not a style that I normally attempt so it was new and fun!

Do you have a lot of interest in makeup normally?

I really enjoy doing my makeup on my own and I have a lot of interest in cosmetics. When a new product comes out, I like testing them. I also bring out makeup that I had bought before and hadn’t used that much and try it too. Not only makeup products, but I also enjoy using body creams and body mists, and I prefer subtle and natural scents.

Is there a beauty product that you’re fixated on these days?

I’m totally into cheek blushers. Depending on what colour you apply on both of your cheeks, the look of the whole makeup changes and that’s interesting. It changes your mood and impression a little bit too. I like mixing pink and orange colours – it’s feminine but also appears bright.

We’re curious what products you carry in your makeup pouch.

I like makeup a lot, so I tend not to be minimalistic. I carry almost all products that I need, so my pouch is heavy. Haha. When it comes to cushion compacts, I carry both a product that’s good for coverage, as well as a product that can lightly fix your skin tone. I also carry a liquid brow gel that can clean up your brow hairs, shading (contour) powder, eyeshadow with basic colours and a powder that eliminates excess oil.

Your eyebrows today have been drawn very prettily. Did you trim them yourself before applying makeup?

Like how you apply toner and cream on your face day and night, I carefully take care of my eyebrows on a daily basis. Right now, we lowered the arch of the eyebrow to create a curved shape, and I’ve often heard that it looks calm. I dyed my brow colour a bit lighter to match my hair colour and I think my complexion looks brighter.

You recently attempted unicorn hair colour too, right?

Various colours looked mystical and dream-like, so I really wanted to try it. But maintenance of the pastel pink colour was harder than I thought. I dyed my hair a bright, Barbie doll-like colour and I liked it. When I change my hair colour, it changes my mood and I find joy in trying something new.

How do you typically maintain your skin?

I tend not to go to skin clinics or estheticians. I suppose it could improve your skin in an instant, but instead, I choose to sleep well, eat delicious foods and make my heart comfortable. If you think optimistically and have a comfortable heart, I think your skin improves as well. Of course, it takes some time but I’m trying to instill and master healthy habits that are good for my body. These days, I am eating pomegranates which are good for women’s health and taking vitamins diligently.

These days, the wind feels cold. Should we say it’s weather that makes you hide because it’s cold?

I go out even more when it’s like this. I think it’s just my personality. On the weekend, I ran at the Han River while sweating. It relieved a lot of stress? Even when I’m at home, I move a lot, doing things like organizing my vanity, and it becomes a natural diet.

We’re curious about your future plans.

I’m diligently preparing my solo album, and I’m studying English and composing. Musically, I want to show a mature side of me. For SNSD, which is in its 10th year since debut, it’s not the end but only the beginning.


What’s Hyoyeon’s haircare tip, who enjoys transforming with various hair colours? “I recently dyed my hair back to blonde, after the pink unicorn hair which I attempted this summer. Pink hair was harder to maintain than I thought and it damaged my hair a lot. I was concerned especially because my hair strands had been thinning, so I diligently took care of it with hair ampules that make your hair healthy and now my hair has shine and I can feel its strength.”

trans. credits: SonexStella

Skincare and Beauty Recommendations

For all you babes, I made a list of my must have stuff to look the best you can go scam an SD

 Body- Lush Ro Argan. This stuff is the bomb. It’s a body conditioner that smells like roses and honey. Smear that good stuff all over you and let it sit for five minutes. Wash it off and your body will be soft and smooth, no other products needed. I’ve used this stuff for five years and every person that gets a whiff of it compliments me. Guys go crazy for this scent, especially in the bed room downtown haha.JUST GET IT! You get a shower and body cream in one! 

Face Cream- Laneige Water Bank Cream. This shit makes my face look like it’s been kissed by an angel. So dewy and soft! I feel like I look much younger when I apply this because it hydrates so well. Perfect to use if you want something that traps the moisture in your face and is lightweight. I’ve noticed the dehydration wrinkles I had around my eyes and mouth have diminished. My makeup goes on like a dream after I apply this. 

 Face- Kojic acid soap. I use this soap for my uneven skin tone and acne spots. I barely wear foundation because it cleared up my clogged pores and hyperpigmenation. Dirt cheap off Amazon. Haven’t had a major breakout since I used this the past 3 years. 

 Perfume- Tom Ford private Collection comes in 12 scents. With mainstream brands, I feel like ALL WOMEN’s FRAGRANCES smell the same and give me a headache. Too sweet, floral, romantic, too much alcohol, etc.Now, this collection ain’t cheap, so, get a sample from your local department store. They give it to you in a cute vial and box and the sales associates are super knowledgeable about scents. THIS STUFF LASTS A LONG TIME! I wear the Tobacco Vanille all year round. Literally, this scent is my confident booster, I smell unique and luxurious! And the scent projects like a beast, so a 4 ML sample will last you cause all thats needed is a small dab for the day!  I used to buy decants off eBay to save £££ until I got me a SD to buy me the 100 ML hehe.

 Sunscreen- Elta SPF 40. This stuff is the best sunscreen on the market and all the dermatologists I’ve seen recommended it. No white cast and absorbs into skin fast, it’s also super moisturizing! 

 Hair- Bumble Bee Invisible Oil. If you have frizzy, dry, damaged, natural, thick hair, this SHIT IS THE BOMB. This is the only product that works on my hair when I wear it curly and straighten it. It does the job, smells great, and my hair looks so glossy and healthy….best of all it doesn’t weight my hair down or feel greasy. 

 Mascara- Lacome Hypnose is the only thing I use on my lashes in the past six years. I will NEVER STRAY from Lacome’s mascara products. It makes my eyes look amazing and it’s easy to take off at night. Don’t like the other brands like Benefit or Too Faced which are hard to remove at night.

 Makeup Remover- Clinique Take Off the Day Balm. Your makeup literally will melt off when you wash your face with this! I used so many different brands from wipes to oil to alcohol and none of them worked as well as this. 

 Lipstick- Nars Velvet Lip Pencil in Bahama is the best nude/rosy color out there for all girls IMO. I use the Train Bleu colour (quite vampy) when going out at night and always got compliments! Because it’s a jumbo pencil lippy, you can line your lips easily and fill it in! Lasts all night! Taylor Swift uses their Dragon Girl  shade as her signature red colour according to the makeup artist that showed me.! Best secret lippies around!

 Foundation- Giorgio Armani Luminous Silk is a game changer. My skin looks radiant, dewy, and natural which no other foundation has given me. Everyone raves about it and I wish I listened earlier and quit wasting my money at MAC and Estee Lauder.

Concealer- Nars Creamy Radiant Concealer- If you don’t like wearing foundation, this concealer is all you need then. It hides my dark eye circles and any redness on my face like a PRO. Comes with a wand so you don’t need to use anything else when applying it!

Pamper night ❤️👑

My loves, as much as I enjoy my regular visits at expensive spas, every now and then come these moments when nothing seems more appealing than a warm bath at home.

The past couple of days have really taken a toll on me psychologically and there’s nothing that can relax me more than spoiling myself a bit. Tomorrow morning I’m leaving fo a 3-day trip so I thought it was a great opportunity to pamper myself while preparing for this mini autumn vacation.

Tonight I’m sharing with you my super extra pampering routine (cause I’m a queen like that 👸🏼💁🏼💋)

Dry brushing is a crucial step at my every day body care and I rarely omit it. Not only does it exfoliate the skin, turning it baby soft, it also boosts blood and lymph circulation, thus aiding in the natural process of detox and fighting cellulite! Use upward motions towards your heart ❤️

After that I hope straight in the shower. First I take care of my hair, currently I’m using the new kerastase aura botanica line. I really enjoy the shampoo and the hair oil, the conditioner though isn’t sufficiently hydrating and the Essence d’Eclat is a complete waste of money! The whole line though smells really good, to me it smells exactly like the nestea peach iced tea, fresh, fruity, and just sweet enough. I find that it subtly and pleasantly lingers on the hair for quite a few days. After I shampoo I combine a fair amount of conditioner and two pumps of the hair oil in the palms of my hands and I apply the mixture from the middle down focusing on my ends. I pull my hair in a bun.

At this point I’ll clean my face. I use a balm or oil ( grapeseed oil is great for acne prone skin and the darphin rosewood cleansing balm is one of my top choices as well) to remove any makeup or impurities from the day. Then if I need to I’ll use a face scrub. (Please do not use baking soda to exfoliate your skin!!)

I begin filling the tub. I sprinkle ¼ of a cup baking soda and half a cup Himalayan pink salt while the water’s still running. Once the tub is full I pour 1 cup raw apple cider vinegar, one bottle of milk and top the bath off with fresh rose petals and bougainvillea flowers. (What I had in hand today 🌹🌸)

The baking soda and the salts help detox your body, the vinegar balances the pH levels, the lactose in the milk gently exfoliates revealing healthy, glowing skin ✨and the flowers heal the soul.

I love lighting a few candles. I find the dim light they provide extremely comforting and I truly enjoy a beautiful scent!

I lay in the warm water for a good twenty minutes, in the meantime I like to use a face mask. Tonight I combined raw honey, tomato paste and turmeric. Honey and turmeric are ingredients I love and use regularly on my skin, honey softens and acts as a humectant, hydrating the skin, plus it has antibacterial properties. Turmeric is anti-inflammatory and helps achieve a healthier, more even pigmented complexion. Finally the tomato paste is just so much more practical than fresh tomatoes! The AHA’s naturally present in tomatoes help gently exfoliate and reveal glowy, even-toned skin.

Regular scrubbing is also essential to my body care routine! It promotes even toned skin, helps fade marks and scars, gives healthy, baby soft skin and ensures a close shave. For a wintertime bodycare treat I like to combine equal parts of chocolate flavored coffee and sugar and mix everything with enough almond oil to create a nice consistency. I like to top everything off with a few spoonfuls raw cacao and some vanilla extract to make it extra special! The caffeine tones and firms the skin and helps conceal cellulite, the oil lightly moisturizes and provides a cushion against the razor blades, the cacao is full of nutrients and minerals plus it enhances the chocolate aroma and finally, vanilla is an antidepressant and aphrodisiac 😉.

After I scrub myself for a few minutes I rinse the granules with warm water but do not wash off the oil. The oil moisturizes and gives the necessary slip for a gentle, close shave! I find that it works much better than any cream/gel I’ve tried.

Once I’m done shaving I use a wooden foot file to maintain my pedicure and proceed to rinse off the mask (if I haven’t already done that) and my hair.

Finally I use the John Masters Organics blood orange body wash. It’s gentle and natural yet effective and it smells delicious 😋

Before I towel dry my body, and while I’m still in the shower, I use coconut oil all over. Except from deeply moisturizing, it has antibacterial properties that keep body breakouts at bay!

Once I’m dry I’ll proceed normally with the rest of my skincare routine! I also like to apply aloe Vera gel at my bikini line to prevent razor irritations. To ensure ultra soft skin I apply a body cream ( I LOVE the Kiehl’s mom and baby moisturizer) and a foot and hand cream. I’ll cover my feet in gel-lined socks and use cuticle oil around my nails.

That was it babes! Remember to always take some extra time for yourself ❤️👸🏼

dirty jenga prompts

send a number + a pairing = get a fic! 

  1. just a peck
  2. kiss for 60 seconds
  3. makeout
  4. give a hickey
  5. trade shirts with another player
  6. truth or dare
  7. drunk stories
  8. do a bodyshot
  9. bite someone’s lip
  10. give a lapdance
  11. lick someone’s neck
  12. slap someone’s ass
  13. 7 minutes in heaven
  14. give a mouth and ice massage until it’s molten
  15. lick whipped cream off body part of their choice
  16. eat chips off someone’s lap
  17. remove one article of clothing
  18. undress someone (one article of clothing of their choice)
  19. take one article of someone’s clothing off with your mouth
  20. get your lips close without touching, hold for 30 seconds
  21. sit in someone’s lap
  22. tie a cherry stem with you tongue
  23. eat a banana without breaking eye contact
  24. suck on someone’s fingers for 30 seconds
  25. whisper something sexy into someone’s ear
  26. never have I ever
  27. go commando
  28. reveal your biggest turn on
  29. twerk for 30 seconds
  30. act out a sex position with someone
  31. talk dirty to them
  32. 2 truths 1 lie
  33. french kiss
  34. kiss their neck
  35. cop a feel
  36. dry hump
  37. do a striptease
  38. fake an orgasm
  39. kiss down their spine
  40. give a hickey to their inner thigh
  41. do what they want, to them
  42. they do what you want, to you
  43. blindfold them, draw again
  44. give a massage
  45. tie their hands together, draw again
  46. reveal your biggest sexual fantasy
  47. perform an activity on someone of another player’s choice
  48. take a shot of tequila off someone
  49. feed someone something with your mouth
  50. make a sex noise
  51. send someone a sexy selfie
  52. pinch someone’s butt
  53. go into the shower together for 5 minutes (clothes optional)
  54. blindfolded, let someone tie you up and give you a lapdance

Okay so, where do I even start? We had our first cuckcake experience since August 2016, a year and a couple of months. It was with the sexy close circle friend I told you guys about. We talked about it a couple days prior and set up the date. She told us what she was into it, what she liked – and it matched our likes, to the T. She’s into DD/LG (Daddy Dom/Little Girl) submissive, taking orders, rough sex, basically being a good girl :)

Normally the day of I’m anxious, but not this time. I felt more excited than nervous, more impatient. Maybe it was because I wanted her so badly myself too. I wanted to cum watching her please Gary, I wanted to experience her body, I wanted it all and I wanted it now. I couldn’t keep my hands off my pussy, or Gary. I planned on not cumming the day of, but that didn’t work out so well. I couldn’t help myself twice, the thoughts, the images, mmm….

We went and picked her up, around 7:30 we got back to the house. We talked the whole car ride home, there wasn’t one bit of awkwardness, thankful to her really – she kept the conversation flowing. She’s so bubbly, and bouncy, and beautiful. The atmosphere was very Mommy, Daddy, and little girl like, a couple of, “I’m a good girl, see!” and “Good girl”s were thrown around. Honestly, she normally acts like a little girl, Gary is very dominate, and I’m submissive to him, and dominate to others – so it was a little bit more than just an roleplay – sexually it’s who we are. It’s what made the whole experience, man it was amazing.

We got the bottle, a couple shot glasses, some whatchamacallit and headed upstairs. Just having her in our bedroom, knowing what was coming – my panties were soaking wet already. We all did a shot together, and turned some music on. Gary watched from the bed as we danced. I touched her body, she touched mine – all over. We kissed, there was craving when we danced, passion in our fingers – it was deep. Gary joined in from behind her, there was tongues and hands and boobs and moans and grinds – At one point me and Gary locked eyes and we both just smiled. You know when someone does something nice and you have no words, and all you can do it smile and the emotions comes through that way, it was that kind of smile for me. I was in bliss.

I couldn’t wait anymore. I pushed her on the bed and climbed on top of her, apparently, she wanted me just as bad because she got my shorts off somehow, got me on my back, and started to devour my pussy. She licked every inch, had her fingers going in and out of me like she’d be dying for this to happen. She climbed back on top of me, my hands were all over here – we couldn’t stop kissing. I felt Gary’s dick enter me…mmmmm – that was different. She was so short he couldn’t reach her hole, so she moved down some for him. She was on top of me, I was on my back…and he was fucking her from behind. Need I say bliss, again? Her moans were so close to my face, I could see every facial expression my husband’s cock was giving her. I was squeezing her nipples, and rubbing every inch of her body I could reach. Within about 30 seconds I heard, “Did you just squirt on me?” answered with, “mayyybeee” I could see Gary’s boxers were all wet, and I just got even wetter. I eventually wiggled out from under her because I wanted to see Gary’s dick going inside of her. I was surprised when she started to finger my ass, but of course, a pleasant surprise 😊

Gary flipped her over on her back and we both went to town. We were eating her out at the same time, making out with her pussy, #dreamteam-ing it. It was amazing, in these experiences he’s my husband yes, but I also feel a very very strong best friend connection. It’s bonding, it’s fun, it’s exciting, it’s memories made – it’s happiness. He sat up and started to fuck her, I continued to work on her pussy. I love feeling his body hit the side of my face every single thrust, I love how submissive it makes me feel to him – it makes ME feel like a good girl, too 😊

No point of this night was not rough. It was reckless, and savage, and passionate. We flipped around in every which way you could imagine 3 people could be. It went on for hours, and hours, and hours…6 hours actually. There was points where she needed a break and it would be just me and Gary. We didn’t stop fucking but we did talk. We talked about how amazing it was going, how fun it was, how we’re each doing. There was points where Gary had to pee and it was just me and her. We didn’t stop fucking either. First time I’ve ever scissored a girl, first time I’ve ridden a pussy with my pussy, first time I’ve used toys on a girl – a lot of first times for me.

MY NOTEABLE MY CUCKCAKE CREAM!!!! After a couple hours in Gary sat her body on top of mine, and pussy right in my face. I knew it was coming, because Gary and I talked about it prior and he knew this was the way I wanted it the first time. I was…man I don’t even know how to describe it. I was just laying there with the most up-close view of him ravaging her. I could feel every movement of his, I knew it was coming, he was so close. The moans got louder, the thrust got harder and I heard, “Are you ready for daddy’s cum?” She moaned, “Yes I am daddy, yesss I am daddy” I see it leak out, it clung to her pussy but was going up towards her clit. It didn’t have a chance of reaching it’s destination, as soon as I seen it come out I closed my eyes, opened my mouth and started eating. Gary was finished and backed off. I wanted it all. I moved behind her and licked anything I could have missed, but nothing. I wanted more. I sucked her pussy hole, and felt my mouth feeling up. It was still so warm, and I could taste them both…my very first cuckcake cream. My body really tingled, I felt something physically – it was really heaven.

We took a short break after that, but once me and her got back at it – we were all back at it. This one wasn’t so notably long, but still – lots of time spent. He finished with her on her back this time and of course I was right there to clean up. I’ve learned eating cuckcake cream is definitely one of my favorite parts about being a cuckquean, sexually.

Afterwards, I needed aftercare – but I learned. I learned experiences that run too long are harder on my emotions. It’s a lot to deal with all at once – because it was so amazing, it was harder on me.

All in all, my favorite experience. We did more with this girl in one night we’ve done with all our cuckcakes. It was so comfortable, and easy. It was amazing, and I can’t wait to do it again 😊


Your first time ♡ Ethan (smut)

Summary: You are still a virgin while your boyfriend Ethan isn’t. After accidently turning him on - multiple times, you don’t want to wait any longer and decide to give him your first.

Word count: 2.010

A/N: Hello, lovelys! Hope you enjoy this :) feel free to leave feedback. XX


After hopping in and out of the shower quickly, you wrapped your body in a big, clean towel. You brush through your hair and make a messy bun on top of your head. You rush back to the bedroom where your boyfriend Ethan was waiting on his bed, playing with his hands. He watches you in amusement while you go through all of your drawers to find a good outfit.

‘I don’t have anything to wear!’ you exclaimed dramatically. A closet full of clothes, but nothing you could wear for the planned occasion. Ethan chuckles. ‘Baby, relax. The party isn’t even that big of a deal, and I’m not planning on staying the whole night. Just wear something casual.’

You sigh in frustration, throwing a few tops that could be an option onto the bed. ‘Yeah I know, but I still want to look nice.’ ‘You always look nice. Even if you wore sweatpants I would still show you off,’ Ethan said sweetly. You snorted in disbelief and rolled your eyes. ‘E, you’re sweet, but no.’ You grabbed a pair of panties and a cute bra Ethan gave you as a present pretty recently.

You hear Ethan’s breath stuck in his throat when you let the towel drop to the floor, exposing your moist body. Before he could make a comment about it you put on the pair of underwear.

You could feel Ethan’s eyes on your back (checking you out probably) as you walk over to the other side of the bedroom, looking for body cream. Since it was fall your skin had been very dry and itchy, so lotion was a good solution for that.

You take the lid of the jar and put a big amount on your hands, before you place your leg on the bed and rub the cream into your skin. Normally you did this in the bathroom, but you were in a hurry and not doing your regular routine.

You weren’t even aware that you were giving Ethan a pretty good sight of your cleavage, until he cleared his throat loudly. You looked up to meet his eyes. ‘What?’ you asked innocently, not knowing what he was referring too.

‘Stop doing that,’ he said through gritted teeth. He almost sounded mad, and you were trying to figure out why. What was wrong with what you were doing? You were about to put your hand back into the jar when Ethan quickly leaned forward and grabbed your wrist. ‘Y/N, I’m serious.’ He narrowed his eyes, like he couldn’t handle looking at you. You tried to pull back, but Ethan was stronger.

‘I’m serious too! Let go of me,’ you said. Suddenly something in Ethan’s shorts drew your attention, and a quiet ‘oh’ left your lips. He had a boner, which he was trying to cover with his free hand.

It wasn’t the first time that you had turned Ethan on, in fact it was probably the fifth time. Or even the sixth time. But it was not so pleasant for him because you always did it by accident, and Ethan never could ‘take care’ of it. He always had to ignore his needs, because you were the one who rejected him time after time.

But why actually? Why did you wanted to wait? Maybe because you were still a virgin and Ethan wasn’t, which meant that he was more experienced than you. This irrational fear of thinking you weren’t good enough for him made you scared, although Ethan always made sure he was ready for you.

He wanted to ‘make love to you’, he once very genuinely said. It made your heart flutter. So why where you waiting? You knew he was the right person. He knew you were his. And sometimes you felt the pressure to have sex with him, because there were tons of girls waiting in line. But he was patient.

‘Sorry,’ you apologized softly and wiped your hand on your thigh. Ethan sighed. He was a bit upset. ‘You know, I don’t have any problem with you wanting to wait. You know that. But sometimes it’s hard. For me, at least.’

You furrowed your forehead and sat down next to him on the bed. ‘Ethan, it’s not that I don’t want it. It’s just that I’m… I don’t know… scared. I don’t want to disappoint you or anything.’ Ethan grabbed your hand while you were speaking, playing with your fingers. ‘You can never disappoint me, Y/N. And I will never hurt you.’

And in that moment, everything fell into place. You knew you were ready. You wanted him. What did you have to lose? Your virginity, yes, but was that really a loss if it was with the right person? ‘Okay, then…’ you whispered and looked him in the eyes.

There was a sudden change of tension; you could feel it in the air. You felt butterflies in your stomach, just like the first time you met him. ‘What, right now?’ Ethan questioned, not trying to sound too excited. You shrugged your shoulders and smiled. Ethan licked his lips and closed his hand lovingly around your cheek. ‘I’m going to make this perfect for you, I promise.’

You couldn’t help but smile when Ethan leaned in to kiss you passionately, without any rush and really taking his time. You were feeling a little nervous, but who wouldn’t be for their first time? You were glad you were on the pill (for other reasons than avoiding getting pregnant), because he probably didn’t have a condom.

You giggled when he took you into his arms and slowly laid you down onto the bed. ‘What about the party?’ you asked while Ethan kissed down your neck and chest. ‘Hmm… The party can wait.’ You watched your boyfriend in anticipation as his soft fingers trailed down your skin and his plump lips kissed every inch of your body.

‘You’re so goddamn beautiful,’ he spoke softly and looked up, lips curling into a cute smirk. ‘I’m lucky. So lucky…’ You smiled and felt something tickle between your legs. Now he was turning you on, you noticed to your surprise.

His lips went lower, covering your belly with wet kisses until he ended at your belly button. ‘Can I take this off?’ he questioned while his fingers pulled at the fabric of your panties.

You nodded and swallowed. This was it. This was the first time he was going to see you naked like this. He unhooked them quickly and stared at you in awe. You tried to close your legs, feeling very vulnerable once you laid there fully nude.

‘Don’t do that, baby. You’re gorgeous.’ Ethan got up and sat on his knees, giving you a good sight of his abs and toned arms. He got rid of his boxers and threw them across the room.

His member stood tall and fully erect, ready for you. Wow, was the only thing you could think. He was, eh… packed. The tip was a bit wet from precome, but you had to admit you were almost dripping yourself. He looked so sexy, biting his lip and his hair all messy. He took your bra off as well and left a few kisses on your chest.

You felt so safe and loved with him. He was taking all the time in the world and it made you more relaxed than you expected. He saw you looking at his member and slowly bent down and placed his elbows on each side of your torso.

‘This is probably going to hurt a bit, but just tell me and I’ll stop, okay? I don’t want to hurt you.’ You nodded and kissed him. ‘I’ll be fine. I trust you.’ Ethan smiled lovingly and replaced his weight to his left arm, while his right hand trailed down your body and touched your sensitive heat.

‘Ah,’ you moaned softly and almost jumped at his touch. You closed your eyes while Ethan started rubbing. ‘You’re so wet,’ Ethan whispered, smirking. He pulled his fingers back and took hold of his member. He pumped himself a few times before he placed his tip at your entrance.

‘You ready?’ he asked. ‘Yes,’ you answered. He looked down and carefully pushed himself into you. ‘Go slow,’ you murmured in his ear. He was already going at an unbearable slow pace, but damn, it hurt. Ethan nodded and groaned in satisfaction at the feeling of your walls clenching around his member.

After what felt like an eternity he was fully inside of you. ‘You feel amazing,’ Ethan said. His face was close to yours now and he kissed your cheek. ‘You okay?’ ‘God, you’re huge, E,’ you breathed out.’ 'Try to relax, baby. You’re all tensed up,’ he calmed you down and stroked the back of his hand against your cheek. 

A wave of calmness flood over you when he stared with nothing but love and admiration into your eyes. He kissed you a couple times more before you grabbed the back of his head and pulled his face close to yours.

You wrapped your arms around his muscular back. ‘You can move, now,’ you said, but you felt uncertain. Although Ethan wanted nothing but to pound you, he held back and started to carefully slid in and out of you.

You bit your lip and buried your face in his neck, trying to accommodate him. After what seemed like forever the pain started to go away, but it still felt very uncomfortable.

Ethan knew how you felt and started to kiss and suck your neck while whispering sweet nothings into your ear, till the point it actually started to feel good. Really good.

'Baby, I need more,’ you whispered against his shoulder and he started picking up the speed. When he added two fingers to rub your clit you moaned. An embarrassing, very loud moan.

Ethan smirked and looked at you with dark eyes. 'You like that?’ He asked, his voice dripping of lust. God, he was so sexy. He started to thrust faster, his hips slamming against yours. You let your hands roam over his back and moaned his name.

‘Oh, Ethan…’ He groaned and took one of your nipples in his mouth. A familiar knot started to evolve in the pit of your stomach and you couldn’t form words anymore. You were nothing but a moaning mess by this time. ‘Fuck, do you even know what you’re doing to me?’ Ethan said huskily. 

His warm breath on your skin almost took you over the edge. Oh, how could this feel so good? Ethan’s warmth and his manly smell, his body against yours… It was perfect. 'Ethan, I-I think… I’m gonna-’ you stuttered.

'I know, baby. Me too… Come on. Give it all to me,’ Ethan grunted. When your legs started to tremble Ethan’s thrusts became sloppier as he whispered your name against your cheek. He breathed unsteady and almost choked on his own breath as he came hard and released himself in you.

You closed your eyes while it felt like you were going to combust, your orgasm wrecking your body. You pulled your boyfriend closer to you, hands tangled in his curls as you cried his name. As Ethan’s forehead was pressed against yours he rode your orgasms out.

You stroked his back while he placed a chaste kiss on your shoulder. After the orgasm had slowly ebbed away, he pulled out. Your head was still spinning from what just happened.

‘Hmm… That was amazing,’ you told him, cheeks flushed. ‘God, yes. I love you so much, Y/N,’ he said softly. ‘I love you too,’ you whispered as your lips curled into a big smile. Ethan leaned on his elbows again and started to place sweet kisses between your breasts and slowly going down.

He placed his chin onto your belly without leaning on you with his entire weight, looking up to you from underneath his long eyelashes. You had a certain suspicion of what was about to come. ‘Ready for another round?’

Knots (Evan Hansen x Reader)

TW: SMUT, a lil bit of swearing, really fricken smutty

Words: 1,675          

Requested: anon:  Hi!!! Loooooove your fics so so so much! Like I know you’ve only posted a few fics but seriously you’re like the best DEH writer on here! Could I please request number 28 with Evan - maybe he gives the reader a massage and then it gets smutty because Evan gets turned on by the noises she makes?

Disclaimer: I’m sorry that I’ve been writing a lot of smut, lately. It’s just what is mostly requested! I will be writing fluff very soon. <3

 You’ve always been called an old soul. Whether it was when you were caught drinking tea, reading classic novels, or even giving wise advice; that was the first thing anyone said about you. Sometimes it seemed like your brain was 70 years older than the rest of your body. The only physical part of yourself that synced up with your thoughts was your back.

           Your back felt like it could have been old enough to have experienced the Cold War. Every twist, turn, and bend would send thousands of cracks down your spine. Sometimes kinks would appear out of the dust. The worst pain would come when you would sit with no support for a long period of time.

           It was Friday night, and you were at your boyfriend’s house. His mom wasn’t home, and was not going to be until the end of the night. Your boyfriend, Evan, was trying to help you study for your philosophy test. After the first or second hour of sitting on his bed, you felt a familiar pain in your lower back. After the twelfth question answered from your textbook, you felt your shoulders begin to lock. As Evan read another question, you tried to twist your joints in order to feel some relief.

           Evan didn’t notice until he looked at you. Your face was cursed with discomfort. He looked at you with sympathy.

           “A-Are you alright?”

           “Yeah… it’s just my back,” you sighed, still attempting to crack something for a quick relief.

           Evan nodded softly, thinking to himself. He watched you as you squirmed around, placing your hands all over your own back; pressing and massaging it yourself.

           “When I was little, I-I had really bad growing pains. So, uh, my mom would massage my legs with cream. W-Would that help?” he asked nervously, biting onto his bottom lip.

           Your eyes grew wide, “wait are you offering me a massage?”

           “W-Well, yeah, I-I have had a lot of practice?”

           “Evan, you are my HERO!” you exclaimed, throwing your head back. “I don’t remember a time where my spine wasn’t in pain.”

           “I’ll go get some cream, and uh, you can, uh, get yourself ready?” he spoke nervously, walking quickly out of the room, biting his nails.

           You set your books on the floor, tucking your loose papers into your bookbag. Laying on Evan’s bed, you put your head on his pillow. Evan soon came back into his room, shutting the door.

           “Oh, um, you’re gonna need to take your shirt off. Only if you want to- it’s ok if you don’t-“

           You laughed, shaking your head. “Evan, it’s okay.” You sat up, taking off the sweater you had been wearing. Well, really, it was Evan’s sweater. You had stolen it months ago. You had been meaning to give it back, as it didn’t hold the scent that it used to.

           Evan turned around to give you privacy as you stripped down. While you were at it, you took your bra off so it wouldn’t be in the way. You laid back down on his bed, burying your face into the mattress.

           “Ok, Ev, I’m ready,” you spoke, muffled into the pillow.

           You heard Evan’s sock feet patter over to you. He climbed onto his double bed and straddled your bum. He was a bit shaky, but focused. He put a dollop of body cream onto his hands, and started to work on your shoulders. He gasped when he could feel the intense knots.

           “D-Doesn’t this hurt?” he asked, in disbelief.

           “Yeah,” you groaned out. “But, like, the good hurt.”

           “T-Tell me if it hurts too much, okay?”

           You nodded, focusing on the feeling of his hands working on your back. You tried to picture it in your head. His long, bony fingers applying pressure to your soft skin as he straddled you. You giggled at the thought. Just last month, you two had sex for the first time. No matter what the circumstance was, Evan always made sure that you were at maximum comfort.

           Evan’s fingers dug into the painful areas of your spine. You winced, biting the insides of your cheek. As his fingertips continued the same motion, it started to feel the slightest bit better. His fingertip pushed into the knot in a circular motion. After he had gotten it out, he would palm the area to soothe it. Every time he would, a small sigh or whimper would escape from your lips.

           After Evan got the biggest knot out, he palmed it with the flats of his hands. The feeling was so relieving that you let out a moan.

           Evan gulped, staring down at you. You were bare, moaning, and underneath him. The last time that happened was a month ago. Your string of moans were like a symphony to him.

Whenever you couldn’t make it over to his house, to relieve his stress, Evan would have to do it on his own. He was never comfortable with touching himself until you taught him how. On his nights alone, he thought of your moans to bring him to the edge. Of course, he never told you that. 

You continued to whither underneath his touch. Every sigh and sound that escaped your body, made it harder for Evan to focus. He felt the tent in his khakis begin to form. He tried to lift his torso off of you in an attempt to hide it. But it didn’t do anything, when he watched as the silhouette of your naked body lifted to follow his touch. 

He jumped off of you, grabbing your sweatshirt from his bedroom floor. He held it in front of his crotch. 

You looked up from your pillow, pouting in confusion. When you looked at your boyfriend, his cheeks were red and blotchy. His fists clenching the sweater as if his life depended on it

“D-Did you hear the phone ring? I, uh, I think I heard the phone ring,” he stammered, about to run out of the room. You sat up, stopping him.

“Ev, are you…” you began to catch on.

“I, um, yeah,” he gritted his teeth in embarrassment. His eyes darted down to your breasts, that were now on full display. He swallowed hard. 

You stood up, crossing your arms over your chest to cover yourself. 

“Do you want some…help?” you looked up into his eyes, searching for any sign of interest. 

“I, uh, um,” he stammered, getting even more embarrassed. 

“It’s ok, Ev,” you smiled softly, and reassuringly. “This isn’t a new thing to us. And it’s okay that you feel this way. It’s normal,” you tried to comfort him, placing one of your hands on his arm. 

Evan nodded, slowly lowering the sweater that he held to the ground. You removed your arms from your chest, placing your hands on his face, pulling him in for a sweet kiss. You pulled his body against yours, feeling his excitement press against your stomach.

Taking an initiative, you lowered your hand down to his crotch. You set your hand down where he needed you the most, applying pressure. You watched his face as you palmed him through the material of his pants. His eyes fluttered closed. His mouth opened agape as if he was going to say something. He let out a throaty moan. You felt his hands get tangled into your hair, pulling from the new sensation. 

Slowly, you removed your hand from his length. You began to take off his shirt, then removed the khaki coloured pant than caged him. He did the same, removing your leggings, staring at you in wonder. 

“What?” you smiled, looking into his eyes. 

“It’s just that- I don’t know, I-I never thought that I would ever get a girlfriend… let alone being doing this,” he giggled softly, his face turning a soft shade of pink. 

“Me neither,” you admitted, letting out a tiny laugh. 

You guided Evan back to his bed, laying him down. You straddled him, placing his hands gingerly on your waist. He watched you through hooded eyelids, taking in every second of your presence. Reaching down to his chest, your trailed your fingertips all the way down to the hem of his underwear. He was beautiful. You loved his physique. The tiny outlines of his ribs, the small freckles on his biceps, and the tiny bit of pudge beneath his belly button. 

Using your right hand, you pulled down his boxers, revealing the rest of your boyfriend. He sucked in a deep breath, watching you intently. With your left hand, you stretched to the drawer of his bedside table. Opening it, you grabbed a condom. 

“Take them off,” you whispered to your boyfriend, referring to the last bit of material you were wearing. 

He nodded quickly, lowering the silk article, mesmerized by the parts of you that only he would see. You opened the condom, rolling it on to his length. 

“A-Are you sure you want to do it like this?” Evan asked, referring to you being on top. 

“I-I want to try it out,” you admitted sheepishly. Evan smiled shyly, giving you a nod to go further. 

You sunk onto him, letting out a gasp. Evan’s eyes rolled back, his mouth falling wide open. 

“Oh my god,” he spoke loudly. 

You started to move in rhythm. Gliding your hips in a circle, you placed your hands on his chest to stabilize yourself. Evan bucked his hips to meet yours. Sweat collected on his forehead, as he watched you. 

“I love you, I love you, I love you,” he chanted over and over, clearly making his way to his orgasm.

You felt a familiar feeling at the bottom of your stomach. You began to move faster, watching Evan barely holding it together. You told him to wait for a few seconds more. Your moans matched his, your final breaths only lasting seconds. You both reached and came down from your high in unison. 

Climbing off of him, you smiled, out of breath. 

“I think my back feels better.”


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Humorous/Weird/Suggestive Writing Prompts

1) “Hey do you kn-AH! WHY ARE YOU NAKED?!”

2) “Don’t look at me when you eat that banana. You know what that does to me.”

3) “Must you make eye contact with me while deep throating a popsicle?”

4) “Can you not moan while devouring your ice cream sundae? I’m trying to watch tv.”

5) “I’m 99.9% sure seahorses are fake.”

6) “Can fish drown?”

7) “I’m not saying I’d lick that body like an ice cream cone buuuut…”

8) “Do my lips taste like Doritos?”

9) “I don’t know who thought of eating Cheetos with chopsticks, but they’re either a genius or a coward.”

10) “Don’t go in-aaand you found my doll collection.”

11) “Damn! Mona Lisa ain’t got nothin’ on you!”

12) “So…this fruit actually came from a dragon?” (dragon fruit)

13) “My zipper got caught on my underwear and she/he/they were just helping me out!”

14) “I hear sex is the best kind of exercise.”
“Both of your arms are broken. I don’t know how that’s gonna work out.”

15) “I swear, if you draw a penis on my cast, you won’t see the light of day again!”

16) “Why are you on the floor moping?”
“I wasted a bowl of cereal because I didn’t know the milk went bad.”

17) “Babe, as much as I love cuddling you, I’m sick

18) “Sunglasses and a hat isn’t a disguise!”

19) “You’re the pineapple to my pizza.”
“…I think we need to break up.”


21) “Are you really quoting that movie/show while we’re getting attacked?!”

22) “I wrote you a poem and, honestly, it’s so romantic. I just might date myself.”

23) “I can’t believe you were stupid enough to get stuck in a child’s swingset.”

24) “Um…who’s cat/dog is that?”
“Wait…this isn’t yours?”

25) “I can’t believe you were about to throw down some 8 year old kid.”
“They took the last bag of potato chips! What do you expect me to do?”

26) “Watermelon pizza looks absolutely disgusting…let’s try it.”

27) [wearing a viking helmet] “Hey, babe. Look! I’m a bit horny.”

28) “I shouldn’t find Jesus Christ’s adoptive father attractive, but I do.”

29) “We’re at a theme park and you wanna have a quickie?! Seriously?!”

30) “I swear to God if you don’t give me that back right now, I will guarantee that your great, great, great-grandchildren will suffer by my hand.”
“..You scare me.”

Lazy Saturdays and Excited Boyfriends || t.h

Summary: In which Tom decides to teach his clumsy girlfriend how to dance.

Words: 1150

Warnings: Just a few swears

Comments: ANYONE READY FOR SOME FLUFF, BECAUSE I AM. Also, I do talk about some ballet terms and I myself have literally no clue about ballet other than the fact that it is soooo hard and props goes out to all you beautiful angels that do it professionally lIKE HOW???? Hopefully I don’t offend any of you dancers, I promise that was not my intention! Oh, also includes a sneaky little Harrison ;) and “shade” because Tom broke his nose again like Tom stOP HURTING YOURSELF (I hope he’s okay tho).


“You look like a dying walrus.”

You glare furiously at the boy in front you, letting out a small huff fall from your mouth.

“What does that even look like, Tom?”

“Your dancing.”

His lips are holding a crooked smile, carefully maneuvering his body towards yours. You never meant to start playing around, watching your legs twist in ways which surely weren’t healthy - the urge to learn to dance never passing your mind until one lazy, Saturday afternoon.

You and Tom had done nothing since the morning, laying in bed tucked under the warmth of each other’s arms. But soon, Tom grew bored, hopping out of bed and grabbing your hand in his.

“Let me teach you how to dance.”

You were quick to reject, knowing your history with anything that had to do with cordination was not the greatest.

He jutted out his bottom lip in a pout, wide, brown eyes staring back at you. “Please? It’ll be a great bonding experience, and good practice for when we get married!” He’s bouncing on his feet, winking at you before letting the rest of his words tumble out his mouth. “Please, for me?” He sounded like a child begging for ice cream, body hunched over as he stared sadly down at his now empty hand.

You tried your hardest to stand your ground, arms crossed against your chest as you let your gaze drift away from your boyfriend. But all too soon, you let out an annoyed sigh, before standing and grabbing his hand, quiet mutters leaving your lips.

“Fine. But I swear to God, if you try to make me do some stupid dance move like the chicken or some shit, I’m going to punch a hole right through your head.”

Tom decided to ignore your glare and happily skipped behind you, completely ecstatic about sharing something so dear to him with you. It started off okay at first, getting down the first few steps to a dance you’ve never heard of, happily swaying along to the music with no problems - see, you’re a natural! - but that was until Tom decided to teach you to pirouette.

Your feet fumbled to the floor, lazily getting up on your feet. You’ve been at it for over two hours now, getting nowhere farther than falling on your butt more times than necessary. Tom teased you along the way - with the number of times you’ve fallen, I’d say you’ve bruised more than I’ve broken my nose, and two is already a lot - but he was determined for you to get this, even if his little remarks helped with nothing.

Every second was spent with you trying to lift your feet off the ground in the right rhythm, a horrified look crossing your face when he told you to stand on the very tip of your toes - how hell did you do this for so many years? My feet are about to fall off - huffing at every little move that never came out right. You try your hardest to follow along with his instructions, your frustration only growing when he took the lead, performing the dance with such ease. Your lips twisted down into a small pout, dramatically falling to the bedsheets behind you.

“How do you do that so easily?” You ask, looking up at Tom. “I can barely move my arms the right way.”

You lost all hope in learning, laying there for a few extra moments. Tom examined your figure, his lips stretching into a small frown. He hated seeing you upset. He absolutely loved your seeing your smile, especially when he was having a dull day. He wished you could’ve gotten the dance much easier, just so that’d you’d enjoy this little bonding experience more, but he knew not everyone would get it right away (especially since he himself spent a couple of years of training before finally landing his role in Billy Elliot). He was determined for you to get this, because he believed in you way more than you did yourself.

“You just need practice.”

You let out a bitter laugh, lifting your body up to face his, “I’ve been practicing for two hours, Tom. Obviously I just don’t have the talent to do this - this thing.”

He laughs at your childish voice, before lifting you into his arms, positioning himself in front of you. He carefully guided your fingers into his, walking you through the first few moves. Perhaps ballet wasn’t the best option as of right now. Maybe just swaying silently with you was what you both really needed.

He continued doing so, carefully wrapping his arms around you and burying his head into your neck. You could feel his lips ghosting over your skin, a smile stretching across his mouth. You bit down on your lip, knowing both your cheeks were burning red, shy eyes meeting the ones of the boy in front of you.

“Thanks for helping me, Tom.” You smile, pressing a small kiss to his cheek. “But let’s just admit you did that just to be close to me.”

He’s shaking his head at you, smile bright on his face. “I did that only for the sake of dance. Maybe you’re not ready for ballet.” He laughed, eyes shining as he watched you both move in sync

“I’d rather dance like this than whatever allégro shit you tried to show me.”

You beam up at him, turning you head down to fit in the crook of his neck. You could feel him laugh against your chest, his voice vibrating through your veins. Tom watches, attention wrapped in you as he sees you suddenly fumble away from him . You gnaw down on your bottom lip, before attempting to do the dance once more. It wasn’t perfect, not by a long shot, but soon you jumped up, watching as you fell onto your feet instead your rear end like you had so many times before. Your eyes lit up, flying to find Tom’s.

“Tom!” You yell, turning towards the grinning boy. “Holy shit, I did something without falling on my butt! Tom - Tom did you see that? Oh my gosh, I can dance - I can dance! ” Your words come out in meshes too fast to catch, but Tom understands every bit of it, taking pride in the happiness that shone off you.

“I knew you could do it,” he smiles, placing a small kiss on your lips. “Now let’s get through the rest of the dance.”

Sending a small grin his way, you turn your head down to your feet, before quietly muttering, “I feel like if Harrison had joined us, this would’ve been way more fun. Have you seen that man dance? He’s almost as bad as me!


Both your gazes fell to the doorway, seeing a certain blonde boy glaring at the both you. Harrison strode closer, levelling himself up to you.

“I could beat both your asses in Just Dance.”