bobby has a life (but not really)

Supernatural Rhapsody

Is this the real life? Is this Supernatural?

Caught up in Netflix, no escape from the hunting

Open your eyes, look down there to Hell and see

Luci is caged up, Michaels bad company

And it’s hunting here, hunting there, caffeine’s high, sleep is low

Any way the case goes, doesn’t really matter to us, to us


John, just made a deal

Azazel’s messed up his head

Pulled Colt’s trigger, now he’s dead

Mary, Sam’s life had just begun

But now dad’s gone and thrown it all away

Dean, ooh, didn’t mean to make you cry

But I’ll be back from Hell sometime soon

Carry on, carry on, being mortal doesn’t matter


Too late, Abaddon has come

Sends blackness everywhere, The Mark is aching all the time

Goodbye, Bobby, you’ve got to go

Gotta let you rest in peace and face the world

Kevin, ooh, I didn’t want you to die

I really wish I didn’t let him in at all


I see the angels wings, black on the wall

Gabriel, Gabriel, will you do the slow tango?

Werewolves and ghost sighting, Alphas, Djinn, and Banshee (shee)

(Jensen Ackles) Misha Collins (Jared Padalecki) Mark Sheppard, Eric Kripke, we all owe

(Cas is an angel, somebody help him)

Lucifer needs a hug, somebody hug him

Spare us this pain, and apocalypses please!

Family comes, family goes, does it end in blood?

No, we will hunt! Yes, with Baby go

(Baby go!) We will hunt! Oh yes we will go

(Baby go!) We will hunt! We have got to go

(Baby go!) Oh yes we will go

(Baby go!) We have got to go

(Baby go!)  Ah, no, no, no, no, no, no, no

(Oh Rufus please, Ellen please) Bobby please, let us go

Fergus has a Hell put aside for me, for me, for me


So you think you can shop and forget my pie?

So you think you can call Cas and not lose your eye?

Oh, Chuck, can’t do this to me, Chuck!

Just gotta get tattooed, just gotta get tattooed right now!


Supernatural matters, anyone can see

Supernatural matters

Supernatural matters, to me

Carry on, my wayward sons

anonymous asked:

"if anyone has taken up Jimmy’s mantle as Claire’s dad in any regard, it’s Dean. Even in 10x20, when Cas was around, Dean’s the one who really bonded with her. " Yeah just give Dean another character while Cas is completely isolated. What a good idea! Its not like every chars revolves around him. Charlie,Jody,Donna,Ketch, Bobby, Mary and now Claire too

Do you really think that Claire’s character “revolves around” Dean? That she isn’t entirely her own character? or that her dynamic is very different with Sam than it is with Dean?

It’s not a good thing or a bad thing, but she’s clearly just as important to Sam. It’s just… Sam relates to people differently than Dean does.

And Jody. You really think Sam’s friendship with Jody isn’t as strong as Dean’s? I mean, I’ve always thought at least her character “revolved around” Sam more. Sure Dean and Jody have bonded over “parental” sorts of things, while Sam and Jody have bonded more as “friends.”

Thing is, other characters serve as mirrors to bring out traits and show underlying characteristics and feelings of the main characters. And because Sam and Dean are fundamentally different people, the side characters are going to reflect those differences.

This is how storytelling works.

And since the start of the show, and for the majority of the 12 years it’s been on, Dean has been the emotional POV character (aside from that time he was in Sam’s usual spot as the Mytharc character during the MoC arc, and even then we often saw Dean’s emotional reactions more than Sam’s). So just by the structure of the narrative, we inherently understand Dean’s pov more than Sam’s.

It’s not a good thing or a bad thing, it just is. And because of that, the mirror characters tend to reflect Dean’s POV more than Sam’s. Dean also tends to bond with people more readily than Sam does, because that is his personality. You can see that really clearly in 2.18 (which I watched yesterday so it’s a fairly fresh example in my mind) and in 2.19 (which I just watched like 20 minutes ago, so also fresh in my mind). Heck I’m writing up notes on 2.19 now, and the thing I’ve still got saved to the clipboard is Sam’s quote to Dean:

Dean, does it … bother you at all, how easily you seem to fit in here?

And Dean’s like, no. It doesn’t bother him. He can fit in practically anywhere he wants to.

What’s the first thing we learn about Sam? He’s got a very solid idea of where he wants to fit in, and he’s never felt like he fit in in the hunting world. He wanted to go to Stanford and have a normal girlfriend and a normal life being normal. His entire narrative has been about getting dragged back into hunting, where he dragged his heels kicking and screaming back into the life.

It’s just who he is as a person.

But if you think Sam doesn’t have just as important of a bond with Mary or Bobby, then I don’t really think you’ve been paying attention. It might not be the same kind of bond that Dean has with them, but it’s no less important.

Saying it’s different doesn’t imply a value judgment here, either.

As to Charlie… well, why do you think the queer character has been more associated with Dean than Sam? Knowing that other characters serve as narrative mirrors for the main characters? It’s not difficult to understand that one.

Donna, who has self-image issues, is a tough-as-nails cop on the surface but who also is completely unashamed of her bubbly, fluffy sense of humor? Oh, and who deals with her emotional distress through a complicated relationship with food… She’s basically the G-rated girl version of Dean.

And Ketch. Really? Wtf? You really think his character “revolves around Dean?” He’s basically a dark mirror for Dean, in the way that we’re supposed to disassociate his character from Dean. This is the WORST incarnation of what Dean could’ve become… IF IT HADN’T BEEN FOR SAM showing Dean the shades of grey in the world…

Yes, Dean gets more of these narrative mirrors than Sam does, and yes he relates to these character differently than Sam does… but that’s because Sam has almost always been the character that the narrative happens TO, Dean’s the observational POV through which the audience processes our reactions.

It’s not a judgment about Sam vs Dean here. It’s literally the narrative structure of the show.

Precious Gem

Pairing: Merman!Dean x Mermaid!Reader AU

Summary: The reader finally meets the king. She also learns some new things about Dean’s that leads to a confrontation. 

Warnings: A touch of angst. 

Word Count: 1,836

A/N: So I’m not sure how I feel about this piece. It was far longer than expected and I feel like it was boring. But there are still several more parts planned out and I hope you enjoy this and feedback is always welcome. 

Catch Up Here: Part 1Part 2Part 3Part 4

Originally posted by jota-jalz

The sun was just peeking over the horizon when you awoke to meet Dean. Today you were going to meet the man that was supposedly your father. You had always gone through life thinking your parents were dead, the idea that you may actually have a father was hard for you to wrap your head around. Not to mention he was the king of all merkind. Heck you didn’t even know his name but you were equally excited as you were nervous. Quietly slipping down the stairs, you snuck towards the back door. That was when the lights overhead snapped on and you found Lana leaning against the wall looking very annoyed. 

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life is either a daring adventure, or nothing at all. | helen keller

one month ago i decided to take a leap of faith, one i wasn’t quite sure how [or if] i could. but i did, and here i am – living the life, in sunny florida!

it all started when a job opportunity came up in atlanta last fall. at that point, rhyan + i had a heart to heart about his thoughts on me taking a position out of state. he assured me if it was something i wanted to do, to go for it, because the opportunity may not be there if i waited until he graduated high school. he talked about how he’s almost seventeen, doing his own thing, and he didn’t want me just waiting around for the little time we actually spent together. he knows the only reason i stayed in the same area i grew up in was because i had him young + couldn’t move him away from his dad – but that i was oh, so ready to get out of north carolina. he reassured me he would be okay, we’d have facetime + the times we did have together would be more quality time anyway. plus, he would just move in with his dad + grandparents full-time, so it wouldn’t be much of a change. 

so with that, i went forward with pursuing the atlanta opportunity – which fell through in january. i was really disappointed + felt like i was back at square one. nowhere to go, stuck again. i kept going around in circles, trying to figure out what else i could do to get out of my rut; until march 30th, when bobbi said something that shook me awake. she said ‘grace, we love you + we will always support you, but if you want change, you can’t keep waiting around for something to fall into your lap – you’re going to have to take that step + make it happen.’ it was exactly what i needed to hear. 

she suggested booking a flight down to st. pete to visit them for a few days + maybe look at some areas i might think about moving to. so i booked the flight, started perusing the internet for areas i might like + ended up finding the perfect little cottage on treasure island. it was the only one like it: newly renovated, fully furnished, in my price range, front yard overlooking the bay, one block from the beach, with a roommate. it was available the first week of april, which was not even feasible for me, but i called anyway. talked to the landlady, explained my situation, and she agreed to give me first right of refusal – if i wanted it + could get things in order to move down. from there, i talked to the realty company i was renting my house from + they agreed to let me give my 30 day notice, which i did. i then talked to my manager at work, explained my situation + he said there was a guy in charleston who could take over my territory as soon as necessary. i talked to rhyan + his dad/grandparents, who all encouraged me to go. 

since my flight wasn’t until the middle of april, my parents went over to look at the cottage + signed off on it for me. little did i know, it’s only 6 miles from their house! i was finally able to visit: fell in love with the area, met my landlords/roommate, took some time to relax + let the fact that within a span of 5 days i had flipped my life upside down sink in. packing ensued when i got back home: got all my keepsake stuff into storage, sold the big furniture, moved all rhyan’s stuff to his dad’s, packed the car with as much as i could + hit the road to florida. 

i’ve taken the past week to get settled in, which has been wonderful. i absolutely love it here. i’ve been taking daily bike rides on the adorable beach cruiser i found on craigslist, spending copious amounts of time on the beach, getting up early for my burn bootcamp classes, checking out the local spots around town + just taking it all in. i went yesterday to start putting in applications + was hired on the spot by the general manager of my first pick of places to work. i’ll be serving drinks in the pool/beach bar area at an adorable surfer-esque throwback hotel two miles from my house, which means lots of fun in the sun during daytime hours this summer. 

it’s just amazing to me, that every day i wake up in paradise + know without a doubt that taking the first step of faith led me here. i truly feel god was just waiting for me to make the move, because he had everything under control from there. it’s been so seamless, everything has fallen into place + i just feel so grateful – for bobbi, for giving me that push + for god, leading my path. 

life really is good, my friends.

Peter usually relates to the people he deals with in his day-to-day life as Peter Parker, or as Spider-Man — it’s usually one or the other. When he’s with Bobbi, she’s someone who has the same kind of lifestyle and interests, but also someone who can relate to both parts of him in a way that others haven’t.

He’s had a relationship with the Black Cat, who really just wanted to have a relationship with Spider-Man. He’s also had relationships as Peter where he’s revealed that he is Spider-Man over time, so it’s almost like they have to suddenly accept this other secret half of him. With Bobbi, he’s walking into this relationship where, from the moment they start it, she knows both halves, and she’s coming at it from the superhero side.

They know the kind of craziness their lives get into. It’s not something he has to make an excuse for. They’re also people who have fought together side by side. They’ve been teammates and looked out for each other. Their relationship stretches back to the time when they were both on the New Avengers. This is a very different thing than we’ve seen in Spidey’s life before.

she is a super scientist, as well. And she, too, has left relationships in her wake moving through the superhero life, just like Pete

The way I write Spidey is that he has feet of clay, and he’s going to—like us—find all new ways to screw up. Bobbi has got the secret agent/super hero part together. The way I see Mockingbird and where she is now is, she’s very much about getting that part of the job done, and she does it in a way that Spidey doesn’t. At the same time, there is that trust when an agent has a partner in the field and they’re each watching each others’ backs.

That’s the masked parts of their lives. What it’s going to be like when the masks come off… we’ll have to wait and see.

— 

Dan Slott

a) Its different but OOC so it’s bullshit

b) Asshole MARY JANE did that shit too, she just came at it from the civilian (i.e. more important) side of things in experiencing what it’s like to be Peters friend and watching what happened to Gwen

c) Peter and MJ have fought together too. More importantly they’ve gone through emotional and domestic battles together. The stuff that REAL people deal with

d) Who the fuck did Peter date where he revealed his identity to them and then they had to deal with that? Deb Whitman left the same issue he came clean with her and she didn’t even believe him.

e) Peter and MJ’s relationship stretches back to you know…Stan Lee’s run

f) So a retread of why Carlie should be with Peter. Because they are both scientists. And the silent thing he is saying is that MJ was dumb for not being a scientist.

g)  You aren’t supposed to write Spider-Man in such a way that he will inevitably screw up and that is the point you goddam jackass! You are supposed to write him as doing his best to be a good responsible guy and sometimes he screws up but that’s not the goddam point! UGHHHHH!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

(I understand these are a bunch and you don't have to do them if you don't want to dearie) but! *cracks knuckles like Peter in front of the explosion* got any headcanons for Warren, Kurt, Peter or Jubilee? (she really deserved so much more in apoc)

A/N: sorry i haven’t watched apocalypse yet x


WARREN WORTHINGTON III HEADCANNONS:  

  • Before the two of you even bein dating, he’s your best friend first.
  • The two of you passing notes in class and not really paying attention, much to Professor Xavier’s disapproval.
  • You being practically the only one who understands his need for flying, not judging him if he decides to skip class and take to the skies instead.
  • Lots and lots of trips around the school, him holding you in his arms as he flies around.
  • As soon as he realizes that he has a crush on you, nothing really changes much in your relationship, because quite honestly he doesn’t know how to respond to these feelings.
  • Most of the people in his life that loved him were disgusted by the fact that he was a mutant, but for someone who understands the struggle and perhaps loves him because of that seemed surreal to him.
  • Going to Bobby for advice, which Warren tries on you with no avail.
  • Professor Xavier noticing his struggles and giving him the piece of advice after all; to be himself.
  • As cliché as it sounded the Professor turned out to be right, the two of you getting together nearly a week later.

KURT WAGNER HEADCANONS:

  • One the most polite and respectful boys that you have ever dated.
  • Gentle kisses, whether it be on the lips, cheeks, neck or elsewhere.
  • He always asks permission for a kiss or anything else that he wants to do with you, almost as if he’s afraid of hurting you.
  • Sometimes he gets a bit insecure that someone like you is dating someone like him, when quite possibly you could have anyone in the school and yet you chose him.
  • Always mending his insecurities with small kisses on the forehead or cheek.
  • Absolutely loving his accent, which around the school makes him a bit insecure since everyone has American accents, but you reassuring him that its a big turn on.
  • The two of you often going on dates that involved watching after the children in the school, Kurt being the best father figure in the world.
  • Lots of awkward and sweaty handholding.
  • Sweet, chaste and gentle kisses.
  • Him being the best boyfriend anyone could ask for.

PETER MAXIMOFF HEADCANONS:

  • Never in your life had you met a more arrogant and self-centered person.
  • Thus, your first reaction was to utterly loathe the boy.
  • However, he was known not to take no for an answer, which was why every time the two of you were on the same mission or happened to be in the same class together, he would shamelessly flirt with you.
  • Multiple times you would tell him off, but you could swear he had to be either the most dense or stubborn person on the planet.
  • The two of you having a love/hate relationship with each other for months.
  • There was suddenly a shift in your relationship, as if perhaps being with him wouldn’t be that bad.
  • You, of course would never admit that; you would never want to fuel his ego even more.
  • Him becoming super jealous of every guy that you seemed to hang out with, but he would always deny it whenever you seemed to suggest that idea.
  • It was only after you were severely injured on a mission, did Peter finally make a move.
  • As soon as you were conscious he spewed out his well prepared speech, but noticing your perplexed look, kissed you instead.
  • The two of you getting scolded for making out in the med bay.
My spn ending

A couple weeks back iloveshadow4ever1 and I were discussing theories and well, this happened… she got so upset she sent me a death threat

I have this theory that in the end, Sam and Dean will die. Bloody. Tragically, but together. It was inevitable. They’ll meet in heaven and see all their beloved ones, Bobby, Kevin, Charlie, Ellen, Jo, Ash. Then John and Mary appear. Sam goes to Mary and cries in her arms because he never really knew her and he says something like “I’m sorry mom. You didn’t get a full happy life because of me” and Mary comforts him, telling him that she would do it all over again because Sam was a hero and he saved the world, and what better son could a mother ask for…

Dean tells her that he loves her and has missed her every single day of his life. Then they hug John and tell him “Thanks for everything you did for us, dad

Then Jessica appears. Sam goes to her and hugs her and they cry together because they didn’t have their happy ending on Earth, but they can have it here now. They step into their soulmate shared heaven holding hands. Then John and Mary walk to their own heaven. And the rest of their friends and family walk to their heavens. And Dean is left alone.

He’s in the hallway. He searches for his door. He’s scared of what he might find waiting on the other side. He opens it.

He’s standing near a lake with a fishing dock on it. The Impala is parked near it. He strolls to the fishing dock and sits down on the edge, looking over at the lake. He closes his eyes and breathes it all in. Peace finally settling in after all those years of pain and sacrifice (there will be peace when you are done…)

Then Dean hears a flutter of wings, and a deep voice saying “Hello, Dean”.

And the screen fades to white…

Honestly I’ve dedicated my life to being a spokesperson for Pendragon. Like, it deserves so much more recognition. They are such good books. I tell everyone I know to read them. Pendragon is my favorite book series. Over the hunger games and even over Harry Potter, which is really saying something because I love both of those series. Please, if you haven’t read them, go read Pendragon! It’s ten books long, which is a lot for some people, but it’s SO worth it in the end.

The Boss's Son (Bobby AU)

Originally posted by sugutie

Type: Angst Fluff


“Thanks for last night but you gotta go baby” Bobby spoke as he turned to see you fully dressed. “Can you also mention none of this to anyone. My dad would kill me if he knew I was sleeping with one of his workers” he spoke as you chuckled buttoning up your white top. “I wouldn’t tell a soul I slept with a man whore” you promised as he laughed. “Yeah but you liked it. Your body told me so" he spoke as he and you stood at the door way of his overpriced apartment. “Amazing what faking it can do to a guy’s self confidence” you tell him as his smile dropped.

~

That was practically Bobby Kim thinking every girl he had slept with thought he was a gift from the gods. You yourself were looking for a good time and your friend who had fallen victim for Bobby’s charm said he was great in bed. So one night of the naughty with ‘the king’ would mean nothing. But Bobby was changing your life forever.

One positive pregnancy test and a visit to the doctors later. Your life was completely different.

You told your boss days later. He gave you a smile before he pulled out a check book “your brother Chanwoo is still in high school correct?” he asked. You nodded lightly “you really believe me?” you asked, he chuckled “you and I both know Bobby has a ungrateful attitude. You’ve never been nothing but a good worker” he spoke. He handed you a check “sir no I couldn’t-” “this is enough to pay for your brothers college. Every month I will send a check for the baby" he spoke as you looked down at it. “I don’t want to be taken care of” you spoke “then think of it as help” he told you.

~

Bobby found himself visiting his parents home. Instantly walking into the livingroom to see his mother and father looking over boxes “what are you guys doing?” he asked “a friend of ours is having a baby” his dad spoke, lying to his own son about his child. “All your friends are old” Bobby says as he picks up a stuffed toy and took a seat “you got them like everything” Bobby spoke as his mother nods. “We are giving them the best of the best” she tells him. “Who’s kid is it?” Bobby asked as his parents glanced at one another “just a friend of ours” his father said as Bobby raised a brow.

~

Mr. Kim gave you a look as you had sat down across from him in a cafe “it’s a boy?” he asked as you nodded smiling. “Bobby was curious about why we were buying so much baby stuff” Mr. Kim told you as you laughed. “I was hoping you would still give your son the Kim name. I know it’s weird but Bobby might not have another kid-” “it’s fine don’t worry” you spoke. “Chanwoo is shocked that I’m pregnant and that he won’t have to get scholarships” you say as he gives you a smile. 

~

Johyi or his English name was Joey was born a smiling baby. Over the first few months of his life Bobby had no idea he was a father until he visited his parents for the holidays and saw a picture of his parents with a little boy and began getting really curious. “Dad who’s this kid? There’s so many pictures of him in this house” Bobby spoke. His dad gave him a look “the frame says Joey doesn’t it” he spoke. “Who is he?” Babby asked irked “he’s my grandson” his father says calmly taking the picture from his son. Bobby froze. “Dad you only have me and I’m not a dad” Bobby laughs as his dad clears his throat. “Dad” Bobby says unsure.

Bobby got up “dad who’s kid is this?” he asks a s his dad remained silent “I have a kid?” Bobby asked as his mother looked away. “Where is he?” he asked. “Its better to remain out of this boy’s life Bobby” his dad spoke. “This is my kid-” “I’ll tell you if you can tell me which girl would be the mother of your child” his mother said as Bobby froze. “The way you use women Bobby. Joey doesn’t need to be around that” his mother spoke. “That’s not fair to me. This is my kid.and my parents hid him from me!” Bobby yells. “I will find out who is the mother of my kid and I will take him. I will make sure none of you ever see him agai-” “Bobby” his mother stopped him.

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Bobby sat at the bar after he took a picture of one of the pictures of his son. He couldn’t believe he had a son. “Something good?” Jinhwan his friend asked who was the bartender at the club he was at. Bobby smiled “just found out I have a kid” Bobby tells him. “What’s his name?” he was asked “all I know is his name is Johyi. I don’t know who is mom is or anything. My parents won’t tell me” he told Jinhwan who nodded “sorry to hear” he apologizes to Bobby. “My mother told me she would tell me if I could figure out who was” he spoke as he gave Bobby a pen and a napkin.

“The picture he looks at least 3 months so let’s go back a year. So about October. I slept with 4 women” Bobby says as Jinhwan raised a brow. “2 were random chicks from a club and 2 worked for My dad-” Bobby instantly stopped. His eyes drifted down to his phone as he pictured who’s face the boy had. “Dammit” Bobby spoke as he got up quickly walking out. He dialed his mother’s number who took a few to answer “where does Y/N live. I want to see my son now” Bobby demanded as his mother sighs. “Don’t you care about this boy growing up in your lifestyle-” “I can change that about myself easily. Children change parents all the time. Now tell me” he demanded.

~

“Noona, Joey is up from his nap” Chanwoo calls as he walks towards the nursery, you were passed out on the couch. You three had moved into a nice apartment that Mr. Kim insisted you have that’s close to their home. Chanwoo heard the doorbell ring and carried Joey to the door speaker “hello” he spoke. “Um is Y/N there?” the voice asked “she’s sleeping. I can wake her up” Chanwoo spoke as the line went silent. “One moment” he spoke as he walked over to you shaking you up. “What? Is Joey alright?” you asked quickly as he stopped you. “Someone is here for you” he says as you got up.

“Hello” you called “open up” you hear as you froze knowing the voice. You unlocked the door and it was shoved opened. “Dude that’s Bobby Kim” Chanwoo spoke as Bobby turned to him. “Who are you?” Bobby asked Chanwoo. “Is this the guy who’s raising my kid?” he turned to you. “No n-” Chanwoo starts before Bobby put a finger up to him. “Was I talking to you?” Bobby asked him sarcastically.

Bobby locked eyes with Joey who looked at tense man carefully. Chanwoo looked at you as he passed Joey off to you leaving the room. “What gave you the right to hide my son from me? ” he hissed as you sighed. “Your dad said that you weren’t mature enough to be a father yet” you tell him as he let out a humorless chuckle. “Great assumption” he told you as be moved closer to touch Joey. “He’s 3 months?” Bobby asked “nearly 4” you say as he nods. He smiles as he lightly touched Joey’s cheek. The young boy curled into the touch before Bobby stuck his arms out taking the boy from you.

~

Bobby spent the rest of his son’s first year proving he was going to be the best father he could. “That’s what he looks like now. He’s getting big” Jinhwan spoken as Bobby sat across from him at the bar. “Yeah he’s growing up fast” he told his friend. “Good looking kid. Good thing he doesn’t look like you much” Jinhwan joked. Bobby smiled “this is only this angle. He actually looks a lot like me” he laughs. “Cute kid” a female voice said as she took a seat by Bobby. Bobby raised a brow “thanks” he said awkwardly as the girl took his phone from him. “Give that back” he spoke before she could do anything he grabbed the phone back. Shocking both her and Jinhwan “I was just going to put my number in your phone” she flirts. “I don’t need your number” Bobby say.

The girl scoffed and walked off. Bobby unlocked his phone and stared at the image of his son again. “Who’s that? Is that your baby mama” Jinhwan spoke. Bobby nodded. “You sleep around when you have a woman like that who birthed your son?” he told Bobby. “I haven’t slept with anyone since I found out about my son” he told Jinhwan. “Really?” he asked shocked. “Yes” Bobby spoke. “I need to be a good role model now. My son is going to be my world if I fall in love along the way. Okay but my main concern is my boy” Bobby tells. “Pretty grown up of you Bobby” Jinhwan says as Bobby laughs.

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Liner is 100% essential and everyone has a preference of brand, types, and color. I feel like we should all have a sticker or something when we first meet people with liner information. It really says a lot! 

here is mine :) Hi! I’m Delaney and I like

  • dark brown, grey, and black
  • I work best with pencil or pot and angled brush
  • bobbi brown gel pot, maybelline soft liner, kat von d liquid, and nyx kohl are some of my favorites 
  • I use the edges of a make up sponge to sharpen my wings 
  • white liner saved my life
  • it took me over 3 months to really get a consistent wing 

anyway, here is some info about liner I hope it helps :) message me anytime! 

Can I help you, kid?

Originally posted by mooseleys

Pairing: Bobbyxdaughter!reader
Word count: 2,146
Warnings: None that I saw.

Bobby had helped raise the Winchester boys. They were grown now. One thing he never expected was to be raising a kid again.

Let alone his own. That he didn’t even know about until that morning.

Early that morning, you had been dressed in your favorite pink dress. It made you feel like a princess. Your hair was in two french braids, one resting on each shoulder. At five years old, you were going to meet your father. That was what the nice lady told you. Other than your mother, you weren’t close to any of your relatives. Your aunt lived far away and was always busy. Your grandfather was old, and in no shape to raise a child. The nice lady, Marie, had taken the trip with you. In your little hand you had a light blue suit case. Of course half of that was taken up by a stuffed cat you had won at the fair. The rest of your belongings were to be shipped after you. What they hadn’t told you was that he didn’t even know you were coming.

Your mother hadn’t told you much about him. You knew that his name was Bobby, he liked ball caps, he had two sons, and that he was funny. You stared out the window as the black car pulled into what looked like a giant trash can to you. There were broken cars everywhere. As the car pulled up to the front of the house, you unbuckled and climbed out.

Without waiting for Marie, you ran up the steps and rang the doorbell. You stood straight, like you were taught, your hands clasped behind your back. A moment later, the door was open. The man that stood there gave you an odd look. You mimicked it. “Can I help you, kid?” He said, his voice scruffy.

“Hi. I’m Y/N.” You beamed, wondering why he was acting so funny.

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Can't See It

Could you write one where the brother’s sister is anorexic and they find out?

You’ve never been a perfectionist, you never saw the need into it. You are a hunter, and one hell of a good one, you don’t need to look beautiful for the monsters you kill. The only time you arrange your hair and put on clothes that aren’t ripped and plaid, it’s when you go interrogate someone. Also, boys has never came into your mind, though, it surprises your brothers, Sam and Dean. Seeing you growing up, they thought they would have a hard time dealing with them.

Though, you weren’t interested in a serious relationship. You don’t want another Winchester generation to have the curse.

Now eighteen, you struggle. You’ve never had any social life excepted of your brothers and other hunters… well, they are all dead now, this is what hurts you the most.

After he died, you stopped being you, and your brothers couldn’t really blame you. Bobby was like a second father, even more a father figure than John Winchester ever was. When you lost him, a few months ago, you stopped functioning, your brain only working on:

Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman. Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman. Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman. Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman. Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman. Kill monsters. Kill Dick Roman.

Sam and Dean of course are on the same side, wanting to kill Dick, especially Dean who is seeking for revenge, but they both see it. You aren’t acting normal, you aren’t being the you they know and the you they love to see. Your normal smile has left, you laugh was now mute and the light left your eyes.

“Something is wrong” Sam said as he watches you sleep.

“What?” Dean looks up from his work “what’s wrong?”

Sam sighs, leaning his elbow on the table “(Y/N), she looks…”

“I know” Dean looks at you.

Even in your sleep, they can see something is wrong, your face cringed. You also sleep in a foetus position, something you never did in your whole life. The scariest part, you look so small.

“She’s not sick, but…” Sam pauses, frowning “hey, when was the last time you saw her eat? Like a proper meal”.

“Well…” Dean looks down, thinking hard, but nothing.

“She hasn’t been eating” Sam said.

“No, and she doesn’t complain about being hungry, when she wakes up, we need to talk to her”.

Sam nods giving a last glance at you before getting back to the work.

You wake up from another nightmare. You get up and walk to the bathroom, get yourself cleaned up after crying silent tears. You stare at yourself and frown at your reflection.

You groan “I look awful”.

Though, you didn’t meant this for your dark circles and pale skin, more of your physic.

You get out the bathroom and sit at the table next to your brothers who are both sipping on their beer with all the research paper in front of them.

“Hey” Dean greeted “slept well?”

“Yeah” you lied “found something about Dick?”

“Nothing” Sam sighed “but… we wanted to ask you something”.

“What?” You asked worried.

“We’ve seen how you look” Dean said “you wake up from nightmares and you don’t eat, and it’s starting to show”.

“Show?” You repeated frowning.

“Yeah, did you see how skinny you are?” Sam asked pointing at your body.

You look down at yourself, seeing nothing strange about yourself.

“I’m not skinny” you muttered crossing your arms “I’m far away from that”.

A sudden ‘click’ went in Sam’s brain. He gives your brother a look at his attention goes back to you.

“You think your fat?” He asked.

“Well…” you look down at your laps “yeah…”

“(Y/N), you’re far away from fat” Dean said, keeping control of his anger “you don’t even eat. How could you get fatter when you don’t eat?”

“Oh come on” you look up at him “because… because…”

“That’s what I thought” Sam said “I had a friend, at Stanford, his little sister was going through this after their parents died in an accident. She was the only survivor. She stopped eating and then she felt lonely and started to want to look perfect for everyone… almost got herself killed because of the lack of food in her body”.

“I just don’t have the appetite” you defended yourself”.

“That’s in your head” Sam sighs “you need to eat, at least try”.

“Dude” Dean frowns “are you talking about anorexia?”

“Yeah” Sam nodded.

You feel your heart fall in your stomach. You’ve heard of this and saw one person like this in school once, she was getting bullied because of how skinny she looked. You helped her through this and now you are the one having this.

“But… I’m not crazy” you look at them “I would see it! I would feel it!”

Sam gives you a small smile and gets up, going to the kitchen to prepare something.

“Well, Sam just saw it” Dean told you “you know, it’s okay to be hurt sometimes, to suffer. That’s why we are here, to help you. And if you don’t want our help, we can get you some help, you don’t have to be scared”.

“No, I don’t need any of your help”.

You need Bobby.

“I’m fine I-“

“Shush it” Dean smiles “just trust us on this one, okay?”

“Okay” you sighed.

This is us

Request:  John smut where it’s like a make up sex because they got into a fight and john was leaving but he comes back and smut?!

Pairing: John x reader 

Word Count: 1132

Warnings : Cursing, Smut


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     It seems like it’s the same thing after every hunt. John tries to tell you every little thing to do, getting angry with you when you put yourself in harms way to protect him. Angry with you when you take over when he’s stalling, angry with everything that he has absolutely no control over. Your mother always taught you to honor a man, she believed in being a housewife, not working while the men do, cooking, cleaning, so forth. You? You didn’t want that, so your mom kicked you out. You’ll walk out before a man could try and make you do that shit. That’s when you got thrown into this life, the best thing you could think of is going to your uncle’s Bobby.

    Bobby taught you everything, he wanted you to be able to fight if anything came after you. He didn’t really have a choice with the way his house was. The thing’s he could finish in a weekend, you worked on the car’s in your spare time. Which was ninety percent of the time, until the Winchesters came stumbling in. You had met Dean and Sam as a kid; you would always play with Dean more though when he was at Bobby’s. You were only a month apart in age. I think that’s why John always tries to tell you do this, don’t do that. That’s where you stand today.

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“George pretty much glowed. He carried this sense of well-being & quietude wherever he went. There was this aura about him - like walking into a monastery, a sense of peace. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t all holier than thou – that’s not what I am talking about, but he had an air about him, and it was a constant for the whole time I knew George. ” - Bobby Whitlock

“George was a good and humble man who believed in the power of love to overcome all adversity. He lived his life without asking anything for himself, and his courage to quietly remind us that God created a world for peace and compassion has had a profound effect on all of our lives.” —Billy Corgan

“So it’s really… It’s like to give peace a chance, or all you need is love. The thing is, you can’t just stand there and say, love, love, love or peace, peace, peace and get it. You have to have a direct process of attaining that. Like Christ said, ‘Put your own house in order.’ Maharishi said, ‘For a forest to be green, each tree must be green.’ So the same for the world to have peace, each individual must have peace. And you don’t get it through society’s normal channels. And that’s why each individual must tend to himself and get his own peace. And that way the whole society will have peace.”-George Harrison in an October 8, 1969 interview with David Wigg

Friends after all - Dean Winchester x Reader - Chapter 32 (Fake boyfriend/Neighbour AU)

Title: Friends after all

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Reader, Dean Winchester x Lisa Braeden

Word count: 6k+ 

Warnings: None

Summary: AU. Dean Winchester. Mechanic. Neighbour. Best friend. Single father. And fake boyfriend? You babysit his daughter. You’ve known him for years and you’ve been really close. Everything will be put to test though when your sister’s wedding approaches and he has the brilliant idea of pretending to be your boyfriend. Nobody would have ever thought of the result. Certainly not you.

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~One hour earlier~

“Mary I’m so glad you’re here!” you said, a grin spreading on your lips as the blonde woman gave you a bear hug.

“Are you kidding me? There is no way I was going to miss my granddaughter’s birthday!” she chuckled and you let a small giggle.

“Please don’t stand here, come in and feel free to make your way to the back. The party is already at full swing.” you said, giving John a hug as well.

“Is that AC/DC I hear?” he asked with a frown and you shrugged.

“Don’t look at me. The only thing I forgot about was music and decided to leave it up to Dean. But I don’t think Mary minds that much and the kids seem to enjoy it so.” you shrugged again and he chuckled.

“Well, she is Dean’s daughter. I don’t think she would mind.” Mary laughed.

“Oh yeah just be glad I didn’t let him get her a Led Zeppelin birthday cake.” you said with a huff and she laughed more.

“He would literally be lost without you (Y/n).” John chuckled and you gave him a shrug.

“We both would be lost without her.” a voice answered instead of you and an arm was wrapped around your waist as you felt a firm chest being pressed to your back, making you stiffen more than relax.

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anonymous asked:

I'm not great at subtext. I just love destiel. What about 7.17 makes you and others say the subtext started on purpose? And also, I adore your blog and all your meta. You're amazing.

Aw, thanks! I know @elizabethrobertajones has discussed this before (and probably others too), but after Sera Gamble’s two seasons as showrunner (6 and 7), that was about the point where Carver began setting the stage for his turn at showrunning.

Most of s7 was, in retrospect, Dean mourning the loss of not just Cas, but pretty much EVERYTHING in his life. Bobby, Baby, the safety of a base of operations at Bobby’s house, every friend and ally they’d had, seemingly. It culminated in the threatened loss of Sam– at that point Sam really was Dean’s last tenuous tether to… well… pretty much ANYTHING. So when Sam was dying as a result of the damage his soul had suffered in hell, well, Dean was at the end of his rope.

And then he found Cas.

Who thought he was some dude named Emmanuel who couldn’t remember anything about his past. UGH THE AMNESIA TROPES! THE HEARTBREAK IN DEAN’S EYES WHEN EMMANUEL THANKS HIM FOR PROTECTING HIS WIFE! HIS! WIFE! UGH.

Poor Dean.

From that point on, nearly every interaction between Dean and Cas fits into some romantic trope or other (are you ready to dive down the rabbit hole? if so, peruse http://tvtropes.org/ for a while).

(i mean really just spend an hour looking through all the love tropes and you’ll be ready to fling yourself into the sun)

(i may have accidentally just done this. again. oops.)

But really, that’s the point where Carver began actively steering the story toward the point where his own storytelling took over in s8 (widely considered the point at which the Destiel began to take over as a major B plot, and the writers began actively building a real foundation for a potential relationship between them).

After Cas had been ostensibly “dead for realsies” for the majority of s7, and because of the trope-filled circumstances surrounding his return, it was pretty hard not to see it as deliberately structured to set up Dean and Cas as a sound and viable potential future relationship.

I’d make a list of all those tropes, but a) someone probably already has, somewhere, and b) it would potentially take days, not only because GAH THERE WERE SO MANY TROPES but also because i would have to stop and breakdown and cry a lot. :D

Crash - Part 3 - The Way Things Are and Will Be

Words: 2346
Dean x Reader
Warnings: language, angst
Summary: Still in the hospital, Y/N learns what caused her to Crash. Dean struggles with the way things might be in the future and battles with blaming himself for Y/N’s injuries. Sam and Bobby worry about what Dean might do to make sure you heal.
A/N: This is part of a series! Read Part 1 and Part 2 first!

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Sam was slumped in a chair at your right side and Dean was asleep on your left. Dean had fallen asleep after you finally had, refusing to sleep while you were awake and keeping his vigil for a while even after you drifted off, as if he was expecting something to come after you again at any moment. Sam looked at his brother, slumped onto the edge of your bed, head resting on his arms.

There had been a few times when Sam had almost woke him. Dean seemed to be having unpleasant dreams… both of you had actually. There had been a couple times when you had seemed to be having a nightmare too.

A buzzing in his pocket pulled him from his reverie. He pulled out his phone and glanced at the name on the screen. Bobby. Sam stepped out into the hall as silently as he could.

”Hey Bobby,” he answered.

”Sam. How is she doing?” Concern was thick in his voice.

Sam heaved a heavy sigh. “She’s—you know,” he said.

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anonymous asked:

Do you think the MCU is homophobic??

In short: yes. 

I think the MCU also has a problem with the way it represents women and other non-queer minority groups but at least those people are starting to be represented on screen. In the movies, queer characters are pretty much unofficially “banned” thanks to censorship in Russia and China and other big players in cinema that Disney get a lot of money out of. But even outside of the movies, such as in the TV shows where they could plausibly have queer superheroes and characters, the MCU is littered with microaggressions, exploitation and queer-baiting of queer characters. 

Think about Jessica Jones. I was initially very excited when I saw set pics of the show and the possibility of a wlw relationship. Then I watched the show and it was basically a train-wreck when it came to the queer characters. One queer woman is cheating on her wife (who she wishes to divorce) with a younger woman. I would normally be okay with this kind of thing if this wasn’t THE FIRST LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP IN THE MCU. LIKE, IMMEDIATELY IMPLYING THAT QUEER PEOPLE CHEAT ON EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT IN “””TRUE”””” RELATIONSHIPS. People have tried to play the realism card but really. By the end of the season, one queer woman is dead, the other is sitting on a murder charge and the pivotal queer woman of the show turns out to be an absolute shit-bag. Even the way the dead queer woman, Wendy, is killed is unnecessarily brutal compared to other deaths in the show. A straight guy, Reuben, is killed off-screen (admittedly his body is left in the protagonist’s bed, but still) whereas Wendy has her head smashed into the side of a glass table and is left dying with her eye twitching. Again, using the MCU’s favorite trope of killing off their gays without any real character development.

Then there’s Agents of Shield and the three queer characters we’ve seen on that show, two of which you would have only known were queer if you read the comics. There is Isabelle Hartley, who is killed in the same episode she’s introduced in, and then there is the tragedy of Victoria Hand. AoS could have worked some real magic with a queer woman in a position of power like Victoria Hand. Instead she is murdered by Ward, who is generally woobified by the fandom. Finally, there is Joey Gutierrez, who I actually have some hope for. Admittedly I have stopped watching AoS because the writing got bad imo but from what I can gather from what people have told me, Joey only really exists in a team capacity or when he’s protecting or helping Daisy (i.e. making the straight heroes look good and progressive) plus the fact he is OUTED by Bobbi who has been snooping around in his personal life. UGHHH.

Honestly the only good thing that Marvel has arguably done for queer people is Deadpool but that’s Fox, not the MCU, and Wade’s sexuality has yet to be fully explored only alluded to (here’s for hoping in the sequels!!!) And I literally hate whatever comes out about queer people from the mouth of Kevin “there will be a gay superhero in the MCU within ten years” Fiege and all of the shitty loose promises Marvel have been giving to us to avoid confronting the fact they are being homophobic. Or worse queer-baiting. Looking at you Sam L Jackson. Now all we have to go on is loose rumours, like people saying Marvel would want to make Punisher bisexual if he landed his own show, but even that could be problematic if handled by the wrong people considering how violent that character is. UGH UGH UGHHHHHHHHHHH.

Open Door

After Sam leaves for college, Dean, lost and tired, ends up on Bobby’s doorstep-Companion piece to this. Destiel AU. 

He doesn’t decide to drive to Sioux Falls, not consciously at least. They haven’t seen Bobby in years –

No, not they. He hasn’t seen Bobby in years.

They’s a thing of the past, ever since Sam just left for college without a glance back and Dad told him to get back to hunting.

He did. What else was he supposed to do?

But it was just so damn quiet in the car without his baby brother there to annoy him.

One day, after he ganked a witch who’d decided to munch on a small suburban neighbourhood he registers that he’s not far away from Sioux Falls, and maybe it’s the memory of chasing Sammy around all those rusting cars, but somehow he ends up at Bobby’s doorstep.

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