blurry but smiling

He really does…

Originally posted by sukiiieee

I really love his smile, and I do mean LOVE

Originally posted by trainingpanda

Just look at that beautiful smile

Originally posted by minpoong

His smile is so precious, I love this dork way too much

He’s going to be the end of me….

Originally posted by lefantasy

(Sorry it’s so blurry) Look at his beautiful smile, his beautiful eye smiles, and the beautiful crinkles that he gets on his nose when he smiles. He’s just perfect

anonymous asked:

Can I request a sequel to your MC reset theory where MC gets a lil' drunk on the first or second day of the reset and just calls their fave and blurts out everything? Bonus points for "You're my favourite, I wanted to stay with you" Thank you so much!

OHMYYOFSJNJ thank you so much for requesting this, i really appreciate knowing someone actually liked that!! you’re so welcome, and again thank thank thANK THANK THANKKK YOUUU!! side note i c ried,, a lil writing thi,,s,


  • when you called him he picked up so fast
  • you sound so happy
  • after a couple minutes he realizes that ur deadass drunk
  • then all of a sudden ur voice goes real sad and soft
  • “is ur eye alright nowww? i was so worried you know?”
  • you’re slurring but somehow he can understand you
  • my eye???
  • what about my eye?????
  • and you go on about his dreams about being a vet
  • what???
  • didn’t we just meet yesterday
  • how do u know all this
  • “of course i know these things!! but this dumb ability doesn’t let you rememberrr”
  • he’s really confused
  • you talk more about some gibberish he can’t comprehend
  • something about a cat named lisa or something
  • and again about his eye
  • eventually you fall asleep on him
  • and he’s so??
  • his heart kinda hurts a little
  • ?? what is this
  • he plays games all night to forget
  • but then ever since that happened he never brought it up again
  • he thought about it a lot
  • but will literally never say anything about it
  • the air between you two stays awkward and it probably makes him turn away from you a little
  • :’(


  • he thinks u sound cute drunk
  • he’d make fun of u for a while
  • until u literally just start crying
  • “??? mc?”
  • you start babbling nonsense and he assumes u must be one of those emotional talkative drunks
  • issa rlly cute
  • but then u start talking about how he saved you from a dangerous white haired man in the apartment
  • ??? what kind of imagination does this girl have
  • he plays along asking u what happened next
  • at this point u kinda forgot u were talking to him
  • but you continue
  • going on and on about a hacker
  • and how you spent the night at his house
  • zen is puzzled
  • hey hey hey this is getting a bit..
  • eventually all he hears from the other side of the line is your soft breathing
  • he wonders if you fell asleep
  • “sweet dreams, mc.”
  • he’s about to hang up but then hears you mumble something that sounded like his name
  • “don’t go..”
  • after this zen found it kinda hard to approach you
  • he wanted to know what you meant
  • he spends his nights frequently waking up from dreams he can’t recall
  • yet he acts like nothing happened in the chatroom
  • but when he can’t help the growing feelings along with the feeling it wasn’t the first time this had happened
  • he starts to remember what his dreams were about


  • she was at home
  • working like always even when she isn’t at the office
  • then she gets a phone call from you
  • she hesitates a bit
  • i mean she just met you today so
  • “hello? this is kang jaehee”
  • “aah.. jaeheee..”
  • you sounded relieved to hear her voice
  • “uh.. mc? are you.. feeling okay?”
  • you were pretty sure you were drunk
  • but right now all you wanted was to hear her voice
  • “i wish we could go back to the way we used to be”
  • you sounded really sad
  • jaehee didn’t really know how to react
  • so she just listens
  • “hey..”
  • your voice is all hoarse and cracking
  • “do you think if i hadn’t chosen you then i wouldn’t have to be so sad now?”
  • “but then..”
  • “i wanted to stay with you in the end”
  • she didn’t need to see your face
  • to know that you were in tears
  • jaehee doesn’t know why but she ends up hanging up
  • without a word
  • she continues to work
  • with a heavy heart
  • i don’t even know what she looks like
  • and for the first time
  • she fell asleep at her desk with her work left unfinished
  • and dreams of a blurry face with a smile warm like the sun


  • he was a bit surprised to see a phone call come in from you
  • considering how it was only the second day since you had joined
  • he certainly wasn’t expecting this
  • although he strangely could listen to your voice all day
  • you called him often at night
  • though he can tell pretty quickly that you’re hammered
  • he advises you to take it easy and rest
  • he doesn’t really pay attention to what you ramble about
  • but decides to humor you one night
  • if he was getting any closer to you
  • and opening up his heart now
  • this definitely would have closed it back up
  • “i keep forgetting how you were before i came here”
  • he didn’t understand a single word you were saying
  • it sounded
  • unreal
  • “i loved you”
  • “i loved you so much”
  • he would probably close off any feelings he was starting to have
  • or already had
  • he just
  • can’t comprehend it
  • his heart
  • his mind
  • cannot understand such feelings
  • such thoughts
  • are too much for him
  • the distance between you two would only grow overtime
  • jumin would probably be as confused with himself as he originally was when he was just learning to love
  • he needs time
  • before he can talk about it again with you


  • woo yall just love to see me suffer
  • seven would already be one of the only people to call you pretty frequently after only the first couple days
  • so one night you call him
  • you were tired from drinking a bit too much earlier while reflecting
  • and just laid in bed still drunk
  • “hey! what’s up?”
  • his voice alone was enough to make you tear up
  • “i can’t sleep”
  • “so i thought hearing your voice would help”
  • he chuckles and your stomach twists
  • because you could tell he was trying to not take it seriously
  • “are you trying to say i tire you out? i’m hurt, mc”
  • you know he’s just trying to cover what you said
  • but you were just so tired
  • “keep talking”
  • and talk he did
  • until you fell soundly asleep
  • seven is silent on the other line
  • contently listening to your soft breathing
  • “sa..saeyoung..”
  • he freezes
  • and his finger presses to end the call
  • just who were you
  • who
  • “..are you?”
  • he becomes frantic
  • and hacks into notes you kept on your phone
  • his insecurities come spilling out faster than before
  • how did you know so much about him
  • how could you pick out every flaw and fear he had
  • so perfectly
  • so effortlessly
  • his facade crumbles
  • and he has so many questions
  • “just who… am i?”

anonymous asked:

Hi I have a prompt :) a few years after the war aelin finds out she's pregnant and Rowan freaks out because of lyria when she tells him but happy ending

Aelin paced like a restless Ghost Leopard in front of the fireplace in her bedroom.  She was wearing down the rug that laid before it–if she kept this up the colors weaved in it would soon fade–but the last thing on her mind was the rutting carpet.  Teeth worrying her bottom lip, Aelin tried to calm her ever spiking nerves.  She knew, logically, that this was a happy thing.  Something she and Rowan–Hell, the entirety of Terrasen–would soon be looking forward to, but right now it felt more like she was carrying a cracked urn of hellfire instead of a child.

Stopping mid step, the Queen of Terrasen placed her hands flat against her belly and sucked in a shaky breath.  She remembered what happened last time Rowan thought she was pregnant, years and years ago on a ship bond towards their doom.  He hadn’t taken it well.  Once the idea crossed his mind, the Fae male had turned a deathly pale–paler, even, than when he was bleeding out from an arrow wound shot by the Ironteeth witch, Asterin–and shifted into his animal form to fly around the ship for several hours.  Aelin’s fists tightened, the fabric of her dress getting caught within her clutch, as another memory came to the forefront of her mind.  Later that day, when Rowan had regained control of himself and returned to his Fae form, he’d asked if she was pregnant. She told him no, she wasn’t, but she wasn’t using any contraceptives, either. Aelin remembered the sigh of relief that passed his lips when she’d told him she wasn’t pregnant, and she remembered the tension that seized his body when she explained that she wasn’t trying to prevent it, either.

Her face felt cold–frozen.  She understood Rowan’s fear.  Lyria, the woman he’d loved so completely that he’s thought they were mates, had been pregnant when she’d been killed.  Rowan still felt guilty about leaving her alone on their mountain, even though all the guilt belonged to Maeve.  Rutting Mave, Aelin cursed.  May she burn in hell for the rest of eternity.  But just because Aelin knew where the blame truly lay, that didn’t alleviate Rowan’s guilt.  Sometimes Aelin wondered if it didn’t make it worse, since Rowan had served Maeve faithfully for centuries after Lyria’s death.  The Queen of Terrasen didn’t know how deep that guilt cut, thought.  Would Rowan accept their child?  Or constantly be reminded of what he’d lost?  Aelin couldn’t bare the thought of causing her mate, her husband, any pain.  But this child … this child was hers.  It was something new, something pure and innocent and untouched by the cruel world she had been forged in.  It wasn’t even a bump in her belly yet and already she knew she would move heaven and earth to protect it.  Trembling, Aelin felt trapped.  Stuck between a rock and a hard place.  

“Fireheart,” Rowan’s soft voice cut through her dark thoughts.  He stood before her, hands cupping her cheeks and thumbs tenderly brushing away her fallen tears.  She hadn’t even realized she’d started to cry.  Green eyes stared deeply into hers, concern rolling off the owner in waves.  “Aelin, what is it?  What’s happened?”  His eyes darted up and down her figure, trying to find the problem so he could solve it.  He knew she wasn’t injured–their carranam bound would’ve alerted him if otherwise–so he assumed she’d received some bad news.  

Choking on a sob–or maybe it was just a broken laugh–Aelin shook her head.  She needed to tell him.  He deserved to know what was growing inside of her.  She couldn’t hide it forever.  She was Aelin Ashryver Galathynius, Queen of Terrasen, Vanquisher of Erawan, and she would not be afraid. 

“I’m pregnant,” her voice was barely above a whisper, but she knew he could hear her.  

Jerking back as if he’d been struck, Rowan released Aelin’s face and back peddled in a daze until the backs of his legs hit their bed.  Falling onto his behind, Rowan blankly stared at Aelin.  Pulling tighter at the fabric stretched across her stomach, making it twist and wrinkle and tear in a few places, the Heir of Fire bit down on her bottom lip hard enough to draw blood.  She whimpered and her knees shook.  Breaths coming in short and quick, Aelin worried she had ruined everything.  That she had lost Rowan forever.  He still sat before her, without light in his eyes and his mouth slightly ajar, but he was lost to her.  Lost to his past.  She knew he was reliving the worst moment he’d ever experienced in his entire life.  And it was killing her to see him this way.

“Rowan,” she whimpered, feeling helpless.  

Rowan blinked.  Just once, and just like that he was back.  His green eyes began to shine with unshed tears and he let out a few long, laugh-like breaths.  Lips wobbling into a smile, he slid off the bed and fell down to his knees.  Shuffling closer, Rowan reached out and gently pried her fingers open.  The fabric she’d been clutching was torn and ruined, but neither cared.  Carefully, so carefully as if she’d somehow been turned to glass, Rowan placed his hands on her hips and rested his forehead against her belly, taking in a deep breath.  He was scenting her, seeing if he could detect their child’s scent within her.  Soft pressure touched her stomach where he placed kiss after kiss.  Soon his shoulder began to tremble and shake.  Aelin placed her hands on them to ground him.  

“Thank you,” he croaked, his voice thick and breaking from emotion.  “Thank you Aelin, my fireheart.”

Carding her fingers through his white hair, Aelin stared down at him through blurry, teary eyes and smiled.  She was Aelin Ashryver Galathynius, Queen of Terrasen, Vanquisher of Erawan, and expecting mother.  And with Rowan Whitethorn Galathynius by her side, she would never be afraid again.            

sure josh tops. but blurry would absolutely wreck josh

Originally posted by tomdelongue

“are you sure, josh? i’m not sure what will happen once i let him out. i don’t want him to hurt you” tyler warns, brows furrowed and eyes pleading.

“haha, that’s funny tyler. you can’t hurt me, i have way more muscle.” josh responded with a cocky smirk. he leaned in and pecked tyler softly on his lips, hands resting on his waist, and tyler sighed.

“you’re stronger than me, but this is my demon, josh. you or i don’t know what he’s capable of.” tyler said, sounding more worried. 

“come on, ty. i’m really curious.” josh begged. he’s been at it all week. tyler didn’t understand why, but he has had enough. josh said it was something about wanting to know all sides of tyler and if he could handle it.  

“okay. but don’t say i didn’t warn you.” tyler conceded. 

famous last words. tyler closed his eyes, and the room went eerily quiet, so much so that josh heard a ringing sound in his ears. he didn’t move, just watched tyler with concern. within 10 minutes, a gust of wind blew in moving the curtains. the windows weren’t open a second ago. josh took a step back, biting his bottom lip in anxiousness and feeling a sense of doom. tyler was still standing in front of him with his eyes closed, looking peaceful and angelic, despite everything going on around them. pictures on the walls shook, windows opened and shut repeatedly, and furniture shifted violently against the floors. tyler’s mouth fell open and he let out an inhumane sound, twitching for a moment before tilting his head up from its previously slumped position. his eyes opened, and what josh saw nearly made him piss himself. 

it was not tyler’s eyes he was looking into anymore. blurry was staring blankly at him for a few long seconds, red eyes burrowing into josh’s soul and unnerving him. josh was frozen. suddenly, tyler’s lips twitched into a smirk, then spread into the widest grin baring what josh swore were sharper, more crooked teeth. 

“hello, josh…” blurry spoke in a disturbingly deep, distorted tone. it sounded like multiple voices from hell were speaking at once, and josh backed himself against the bed, knees buckling and causing him to clumsily fall onto the mattress, bouncing slightly. ‘freaked out’ was an understatement. 

“holy shit” josh choked, causing blurry to let out a deep chuckle. 

“your fear turns me on” blurry said, tongue sliding out and dragging slowly across his upper lip. tyler’s tongue looked noticeably longer too, causing josh’s cock to swell without his consent. tyler did say one of his greatest sins was lust.

“um…t-tyler?” josh stuttered, sounding like a nervous child. blurry laughed once again, but louder. 

“tyler’s not here. i’m blurryface, is that a problem?” blurry asked rhetorically. josh sat there staring at him with a confused expression and swallowed dryly. he was starting to perspire, adrenaline racing in his veins, and blurry could smell that josh was thinking about running. blurry’s dick pulsed with every pulse of josh’s heart. josh shivered, partly at the way blurry’s glowing red eyes stared him up and down, and partly because of the cold breeze blowing through the curtains. 

suddenly the breeze stopped, and josh heard the door lock on its own. he went to roll off the bed and run, but blurry was on top of him. he yelped out of shock, pushing against blurry’s chest, but he was no doubt stronger. tyler’s demon gave him an inhuman strength and aggression. 

“please…please don’t hurt me, blurry, i’ll do anything.” josh whimpered, but blurry was just straddling josh’s hips with his face buried in josh’s neck, hot breath tickling josh’s sensitive skin and sending chills of arousal throughout his body. blurry chuckled again and licked the soft, tender skin he was just running his lips over. his hands were all over josh’s body, running up his shirt and pulling it off. his hands were icy cold on josh’s hot skin, but surprisingly gentle. 

“you love tyler?” blurry asked, confusing josh slightly. he felt a twinge of guilt. it felt like tyler because it was his body, but it wasn’t really him. at least not the tyler he knew. 

“yes, i love him, please don’t hurt him” josh pleaded, twisting away from blurry’s fingers which were teasing his nipples and making them harder. josh let out a moan and blurry smiled. 

“shh, it’s okay. i won’t hurt him and i won’t hurt you” blurry said, pinching harder and making him pant and scream. 

“okay maybe a little, but not bad” blurry added with another sinister smile and a love bite to his neck. blurry kissed a salty tear away at the corner of josh’s eye. he was still scared, helpless, confused, yet his body was undeniably aroused. blurry moved down his body and settled in between his thighs, leaning to press wet kisses across josh’s lower abdomen and hips. josh didn’t dare move or stop him. blurry knew this was a sensitive spot for josh because it was so close to where his hard-on strained inside his jeans. josh moaned long and deep, pushing his hips up toward’s blurry’s face and smoothing his hands over his chest. he was desperate and needy, just the way blurry wanted him. 

“you want me to suck you?” blurry asked, nimble fingers beginning to unbutton josh’s jeans. josh was conflicted, but was already nodding his head before he could think. blurry dragged his zipper down, then pressed another kiss through the thinner layer of his underwear. josh was biting his lip, suppressing whines from how unbelievably hot he was. he did not expect blurry to seduce him like this. josh was in his own world, head swimming in anticipation of the insurmountable pleasure blurry was basically promising him. blurry hooked his fingers into the two layers and pulled them down, allowing josh’s hard cock the freedom to thud against his abs, leaving a little pool of pre-cum below his belly button. once blurry dropped them on the floor, he immediately got to work running his hands up josh’s heated thighs and spreading them. josh breathed deeply, trying not to tell blurry to move faster. the last thing he wanted was to piss off blurry, because he obviously had the power to destroy him if he wanted. he didn’t want to test that. 

“i’ll suck you, but i want you to do something for me first. and for tyler. open yourself up for me, josh.” blurry said. for tyler, too? but tyler was the bottom. had he secretly been wanting to top josh?

“w-what?” josh said, shaking his head slightly and furrowing his brows. he thought maybe he misunderstood. 

“you can either make this hard or easy. from the looks of the state you’re in, i’d suggest you take the easy route. i’ll let you use lube, but i want you to open up your sweet, tight hole for us, joshie.” blurry spelled out. tyler was never this verbal, always too shy to say exactly what he wanted. josh was usually the one to call the shots and to pull tyler’s kinks from him. josh nodded, shaking like a leaf from nervousness. tyler had never asked him to bottom, and josh had always been the top, it’s just what he was used to. 

blurry hopped off the bed to fetch the lube from one of tyler’s bags. josh was no longer surprised that blurry knew where it was, since he seemed to follow tyler everywhere and know the inside of his mind, including his memories and deepest desires. 

“give me your hand.” blurry demanded. when josh obeyed, blurry pumped a few too many squirts of lube onto josh’s fingers and then waited expectantly with a stern look. josh felt a bit shy as he’d never had to do this in front of someone, and it was rare that he fingered himself. unwilling to piss blurry off, he brought his hand between his thighs and found his hole with his fingers, experimentally circling and pressing into it. blurry’s eyes lingered on josh’s fingers, and the way josh breathed little short quick breaths with his eyes closed and head tilted back. it felt better than what josh had anticipated and his toes curled as he worked himself open. 

“look me in the eyes while you finger yourself” another surprising demand coming from tyler’s mouth. josh opened his eyes and held eye contact with tyler’s demon, mouth falling open as he pushed his fingers in deeper and moaned. it felt undeniably slutty and hot. 

“deeper, josh. add another one and find your prostate.” blurry added darkly. josh pushed three fingers in as deep as he could, curling his fingers and gasping when he found his prostate. more pre-cum oozed from his dick landing in the pool of it on his lower stomach, but he didn’t dare touch himself until blurry said. blurry groaned, pressing his hand to his own erection as he watched the show josh was putting on.

“you can touch your dick, use your pre-cum” blurry gave permission. josh moaned at that, excitedly scooping up the pre-cum from his stomach and spreading it down his shaft. blurry leaned down, sucking one of josh’s balls into his mouth, then the other. he licked around josh’s fingers where they were inside himself, slipping his long pink tongue in along side them. josh was whimpering and panting, desperate for that little bit extra. blurry sensed this and attacked the head of josh’s cock with his lips and tongue. josh cried out loudly as blurry took josh’s hands away from himself in favor of fingering and sucking josh roughly. 

“you taste so good” blurry praised, making josh squirm and make the most ungodly sex noises. josh was already so close, hips bucking up into the hot wetness of tyler’s mouth as his slick fingers slid in and out of his hole. 

“oh fuck..i’m gonna cum tyler” josh babbled incoherently from blurry’s fingers and mouth working him relentlessly closer. blurry was tempted to cut him off, but it was too good seeing him like this. blurry moaned affirmatively around josh’s cock, and josh’s balls tightened up, sending spasms throughout the muscles of his lower regions. josh’s vision blurred as mind-numbing pleasure coursed it’s way through his body, causing him to involuntarily grip blurry’s hair and yell obscenities. blurry swallowed almost all of josh’s cum, only a little sliding past his lips and back down josh’s sloppy, spent cock. when blurry pulled off, josh was stunned by how beautiful his face was, lips all puffy and red to match his eyes. his hair was also messed up from where josh ran his fingers through it. 

“my turn.” blurry simply said, and josh’s heart dropped to his stomach. blurry shoved josh’s legs back to where his ankles were behind his ears and forced his cock inside him deep. josh whined from the oversensitivity of being fucked after just cumming. but he was grateful that he was prepared and even got to cum in the first place, which is pretty generous coming from tyler’s demon. of course blurry wasn’t exactly sensitive to josh’s needs while fucking him, driving in and out at a ruthless pace, but he didn’t dare complain. only whimper and sob quietly, which only turned blurry on more and make him go faster. the mattress squeaked and bounced as josh was rhythmically pounded into it, and blurry let out the most animalistic grunts and growls that slightly terrified him. 

“such a good bottom, ty’s loving this so much” blurry whispered gruffly into josh’s ear. josh wasn’t sure whether he was telling the truth, but the thought made him hot and flush all down his neck and chest. blurry could read josh’s thoughts and grinned, knowing he could get him off again if he wanted to. besides lust, blurry also ran off the sin greed. blurry stopped fucking and pulled out, causing josh to whine from the loss. he was surprised at himself for actually wanting it to continue, but that’s the best he’d been fucked ever. this is not what he had planned or asked for. 

“turn over” blurry ordered, and josh did, rolling onto his stomach. 

“good boy” blurry added, landing a loud smack to josh’s ass to prove his ownership. josh whimpered quietly into the sheets, upset at his cock for getting hard again. giving blurry another chance to ruin him. 

“you’re loving this, aren’t you. your baby boy fucking you so rough like this.” blurry taunted, knowing it’d get a rise out of him. 

“you feel good but…you’re not him” josh said, fighting his body’s desires. 

“oh, but i am him. i’m the side that he’s never shown you, but this is all tyler, baby. don’t ever forget it” blurry said, tracing his fingers down josh’s spine. josh didn’t think he trusted him, he was a demon and could easily be deceiving him. 

with that, blurry mounted josh and entered him again. josh moaned as tyler’s hips slapped repeatedly against his ass every time he bottomed out. the pressure of his leaking cock being pressed into the mattress with tyler’s cock filling him, and the weight of tyler’s warm body on him, forced josh dangerously close to cumming again. he muffled his growls into the mattress as blurry rode him, getting faster as he got closer. 

“are you gonna cum for me again, josh? don’t fight it. let tyler know what a slut you are for his cock.” blurry said. josh was getting more overwhelmed by the second, until it finally bubbled over as more spurts of cum drizzled from his cock. he was not ready and mumbled more incoherent words as an orgasm shook his senses yet again. blurry’s hips stuttered to a halt and he circled them against josh’s ass as he emptied his balls into him. he kissed josh’s shoulder blades before slipping out. josh was spent after cumming twice, and blurry’s resolve was weakened, his sexual force no longer as strong. he rolled off of josh and laid next to him, breaths calming and his eyes slipped shut. after a moment, josh took the opportunity to persuade blurry into letting tyler come back. 

josh tentatively threw an arm over blurry’s chest and cuddled up to him. when blurry stayed docile, josh kissed him on the cheek and then lips. 

“is tyler willing to make an appearance?” josh asked. blurry simply nodded his head, breaths remaining deep and slow. josh kept kissing tyler’s face and whispering how wonderful he was, running his fingers up and down his chest and stomach. eventually, tyler’s eyes opened and they were brown again. he was no longer overtaken blurryface, but he seemed a bit confused. 

“oh god. did i just fuck you as blurryface?” tyler asked, vaguely remembering what happened. 

“yes, tyler. i had no idea you had that in you.” josh said, stroking his lover’s face and kissing him again. 

“i tried to warn you. i didn’t think you wanted to see that side of me, josh, he could get pretty dark” tyler explained, slightly ashamed. josh shook his head and pulled him closer. 

“it’s alright, he was rough but definitely didn’t hurt me. you’re still my little angel.” josh said, smiling. tyler blushed and looked down coyly.