blue bedsheets

Sometimes I get sad thinking about Jack moving, but then I remember that we went from a cabin in the woods, to just a blue bedsheet, to where we are now. And those changes have been nothing short of positive.

This change is gonna be good too. I know it.

so i’ve had this kinda random idea of neighbour!astro so like,, here’s a neighbour!astro au in which all of the guys live on the same floor of an apartment building! 


  • everyone in the building knows who he is and loves him
  • like myungjun doesn’t leave, return to, (etc) his apartment without saying hello and smiling at every single person he passes 
  • he’s always ruffling kids hair on the way by and always has candy with him to hand them
  • at first all of the parents were freaked out by this dude giving their kids candy but eventually they got used to it bc they realized myungjun is literally a harmless bean
  • there’s a lot of house plants in his apartment
    • succulents on the desk in his bedroom
    • a flower called a clivia on the living room table (everyone says this flower is just myungjun as a plant due to it’s orange and yellow petals)
    • grows aloe and various herbs in the window in his kitchen
    • random flowers and other plants scattered around the various rooms of his house
  • once sanha broke one of his plants and he cried 
    • he didn’t talk to sanha for a whole week and only forgave him when sanha bought him a new plant
  • doesn’t care at all about anything else in his apartment looking good though and jinwoo is constantly yelling at him bc “myungjun hyung you literally have yellow walls and your bedsheets are blue and you have purple and green striped pillows whAT ArE YOu dOIng” 
  • jinwoo has tried like five times to get him to buy matching stuff and each time myungjun gets out of it by distracting jinwoo with his flirting skills™️
    • cue flustered jinwoo with super red cheeks and barely responding to anything myungjun says
  • he introduced all of the guys to one another and they all kinda credit him for their friend group
  • is the friend who brings them all coffees, treats, etc whenever he goes out
  • loved unconditionally by everyone for his ever present smile and positivity around the building


  • has his dog’s name on the name plate next to his door alongside his
    • everyone thought that it was the name of his child for a really long time bc he refers to his dog as his kid and bc his dog’s name is jihun which is a pretty common name
    • takes his dog on runs/walks every day and when he sees the old women in the park doing yoga/exercising he yells out a “looking great ladies” with his signature smile nd literally all of them are in love with him 
    • ”omg i wish he would marry my daughter” “psh please mrs. kang i want him to marry me” (sucks for all of them though bc he only has eyes for myungjun)
  • has way too many things for his dog scattered around his apartment,,, somehow his house is nearly as neat as dongmin’s
  • his apartment is the epitome of aesthetic and everyone who comes in is jealous of his white walls and white bed sheets and completely matching green accents
  • (if only he could keep a plant alive, then it would be perfect in his mind)
  • only has mugs in his kitchen and no one knows why he doesn’t own any glasses 
  • he met myungjun bc he was constantly throwing out dead house plants and myungjun saw and started to leave ones he had been taking care of for a while outside jinwoo’s door
    • kept it up for like 3 weeks before jinwoo finally caught him trying to sneak back into his apartment across the hall
    • jinwoo thinks that he should probably be offended that myungjun had no faith in his ability to grow a plant but he can’t be upset bc the cutest guy in his building is giving him plants and its a great excuse to talk to him for “tips on keeping his plants alive”
  • is the one of his friend group who all of them go to for advice whenever they’re having trouble with something
    • he’ll sit them down on his couch with a mug of tea and let them pet his dog as they rant to him about whatever is wrong
    • gives them great advice and a good hug before sending them back to their own apartments
  • highkey the kindest and most genuine hearted person in the building and he always has something nice to say to everyone he sees when leaving, coming, walking around, (etc)


  • has been living in the building for the longest time of all of the guys
  • he tutors like half the kids in the building in various subjects ranging from science to english
  • he met myungjun the week that he moved in bc he thought myungjun was trying to kidnap one of the kids he tutors
    • myungjun ran into the boy as he was returning to his apartment and told the kid to come in for a minute bc he just bought new chocolates
    • cue dongmin freaking the heck out bc he thought that his new next door neighbour was actually going to murder the 10 year old or something
    • calmed down after myungjun explained himself and gave dongmin some chocolate too
  • his house is literally spotless and no one knows how he does it bc he’s so busy
    • though it’s not as aesthetic as jinwoo’s apartment it’s super nice and well decorated and put together
    • has complete matching utensils and plates and glasses (and even has a set of wine glasses)
    • a closet that, according to myungjun, is “bigger than my bathroom wtf” and is filled with super nice pieces of clothing that the other guys steal from time to time
  • doesn’t talk to everyone he sees bc usually he’s rushing around to get home for tutoring, to school, or to his part time job but always offers everyone a smile
  • the most organized and put together person in the building,, you’ll never catch him in any drama like he’s so lowkey it’s unbelievable 
  • hosts weekly drama-watching nights for all the guys bc his living room is the biggest
    • doesn’t get caught in any irl drama but will binge watch an entire show in 24 hours and rant to anyone who will listen about why it sucks/is a must see while in the laundry room
  • everyone who lives in the building either wants to be him, marry him, or have one of their kids marry him tbh


  • everyone in the building describes him as “unique”
  • no one really knows him that well but they also can’t really complain about him bc for the most part he’s a great neighbour
    • he’s quiet and keeps pretty much to himself,, never really has people over very often 
  • lowkey a hoarder though bc he finds things that he thinks are cute, different, (etc) at stores and buys them for no real reason and then stacks them on his shelves
    • dongmin is always trying to get rid of these little trinkets like “wtf bin why do you need this mini statue of a rooster??” “bc it’s cute, okay, and the lady told me it was a good luck charm i can’t get rid of it”
  • highkey in love with dongmin,,, everyone knows it,,, even dongmin knows it,, but it’s okay bc dongmin is highkey in love with bin too
    • the two spend hours together /studying/ but actually study bc they just like being around each other even if they’re not talking
    • sanha, being the buildings Drama King, has tried to find dirt on their “study dates” but can’t bc they literally just study
    • go on coffee dates 25/8 bc they’re both struggling university students, pray for them (sanha and minhyuk are constantly annoyed that they don’t get invited for coffee bc they are also struggling university students, jinwoo reminds them that dongmin and bin are in love™️ and they need to chill)
  • he’s the only one who actually knows how he and myungjun met bc myungjun doesn’t remember
    • bin lives across the hall and to the left of myungjun, next door to jinwoo
    • basically he lives on the end of the hall, with jinwoo in the middle and minhyuk on jinwoo’s other side; sanha lives directly across from him, myungjun in the middle of the opposite side and dongmin on myungjun’s other side
    • one night myungjun somehow manages to knock on the wrong door and totally confess to jinwoo how much he likes having him as a friend bc he’s only his second friend in the building aside from dongmin
    • except he tells bin all this stuff and bin is like “uhh i mean, i know i’m great but who are you??” 
    • they end up friends after that somehow,, it helps that myungjun is friends with dongmin 
  • bin will bring all the cats back home each time he comes back to his apartment
    • like he’ll see a familiar black cat and be like “oh that’s miss. kim’s cat, mina, i better bring her home!!” 
    • then gets the cat to follow him home bc cats love him for some reason and returns the cat to it’s apartment 
  • smiles so much bc he loves smiling and being smiley and everyone loves seeing him walking around
  • super nice when you get to know him but comes off as slightly intimidating
    • the guys know he cries at dramas, and offers to fight anyone who hurts them


  • athlete extraordinaire in a nontraditional way
    • aka the shelves of his apartment are filled with dance and taekwondo trophies 
  • really quiet and pretty shy tbh like no one really talks to him unless he wants them to
  • he lived next to jinwoo for almost a month before anyone met him
    • they literally never saw him and thought maybe it was some kind of ghost tenant or something living in the apartment
    • and then one night when myungjun was working jinwoo went over bc he heard minhyuk playing a song by bts that he really liked the dance to
    • cue him and minhyuk bonding over dance and becoming dance buddies
  • his apartment is really messy,,, like there’s clothes covering every spot in his room and no one knows how he can tell anything apart
    • he’s the person who will just grab a random shirt off the floor like “eh this is good” and wear it 
    • dongmin is always telling him to clean up but he doesn’t ever listen
  • he’s really observant which is a benefit of being quiet and not talking much
    • him not talking much is also why him and sanha bond so well bc sanha incessantly talks but in like a good way bc minhyuk loves it
  • hardcore pining after sanha and everyone knows it except sanha bc he’s oblivious
    • does absolutely anything sanha asks him to bc he just cares about him so much
    • even helps him with finding dirt/drama about people around the building even though it’s not really his thing
  • he heard about a few of the kids wanting to attend dance lessons and not being able to afford it so he convinced bin and jinwoo to help him teach them for free,,, took none of the credit even though it was 110% his idea
  • everyone has a lot of respect for him bc they know he works hard 
  • is super polite to everyone so pretty much everyone likes him and they leave him alone for the most part
  • definitely the balancing personality in his friend group bc while he can be excited and joking when he wants to be he’s pretty serious for the most part and makes sure they’re not doing, saying, (etc) anything silly or stupid


  • only moved in like 3 months ago and lives on myungjun’s other side
    • when he moved in myungjun helped him carry some boxes up without even saying anything to sanha first
    • the poor boy thought this guy was trying to steal his stuff and only realized myungjun was helping him after he yelled at him
    • quickly forgave him bc they live right beside each other and have quite a bit in common
  • absolute Drama King like he doesn’t start it or get involved in it but he knows everything there is to know about everyone
    • he goes to tea at the houses of the gossip ladies and bc he seems so innocent they just talk about everything in front of him
    • someone: “did you hear about what miss. kang did with mrs. kim’s husband??” 
    • sanha: “uhh no please fill me in” 
  • all the ladies love him and invite him back every single week
  • he doesn’t spill any of the secrets he learns unless he has to,,, chaotic good tbh
  • his house is surprisingly clean,,, bc he’s so young everyone expects it to be like minhyuk’s but somehow it isn't 
    • his plates, bowls, cups, other kitchenware are yellow and everyone loves it bc they think they’re adorable
    • constantly falls asleep at the desk in his room due to staying up late to do homework and jinwoo is always telling him he needs to get proper sleep and use his bed
  • the buildings largest child tbh,, everyone kinda watches out for him and all the parents pinch his cheeks and think he’s adorable 
  • the most oblivious person on earth
    • everyone has told him that minhyuk likes him, including the gossip ladies but he won’t listen bc he’s stubborn
    • doesn’t believe that his huge crush isn’t one sided until minhyuk kisses him one day while they’re having a very very rare argument about something
    • when the guys find out they yell/say variations of “finally” and myungjun buys minhyuk ice cream as a congratulations
  • like myungjun, he’s super positive and always smiling his super nice smile and everyone loves having him around

Phanfic: I love daddy

Warnings: 2009 Phan, so rlly smol baby Sub!Dan and Daddy Dom!Phil, Skype sex, dirty talk and praise. There’s a special place in hell reserved for me.

Phil was away on holiday with his family, and Dan was all alone.

Sniffling, he slunk into his room and slipped under the covers of his bed. It was weird, sleeping in his room for once, after spending so long sleeping in his boyfriend’s, his Daddy’s, room. He shivered, the room smelt so clean, like it hadn’t been lived in at all. Which, honestly, it hadn’t.

Eventually, he gave up on trying to sleep in that bed, and without a second thought, he went into Phil’s room and got into his bed. It felt so much warmer, even without Phil there.

He missed him so much. They’d been skyping a lot, and he was coming back in a day, but he’d been away for a week and it was getting hard to bear.

He grabbed his laptop from down the side of the bed, where he always kept it, next to Phil’s. But Phil’s wasn’t there, it was in France, along with him.

When he’d logged in, he instinctively opened Skype. After opening Phil’s contact, he took a deep breath, and clicked call.

Phil picked up very quickly, on the second ring.

‘Hey, gorgeous,’ he smiled.

Dan blushed and grinned at him through the screen. 'Hi handsome.’

Phil giggled. 'So, d'you need anything?’

'Well…’ Dan started, biting his lip and looking into his lap, his cheeks already a deep red. Phil raised an eyebrow as Dan went off camera for a second, before returning with two things in his hands, one of which he immediately hid under his legs.

The second object, however, Phil instantly knew: it was the bear. The bear he’d bought Dan on their 1st anniversary.

It had soft, honey-coloured fur and a pink sweater that had the words 'I love Daddy’ embroidered onto it.

He smiled fondly at his baby, watching as he clutched the bear tightly in his small arms.

'So what was it you needed?’ Phil asked innocently, but he was 98% sure he already knew.

'I… Um, I…’ Dan stuttered. Phil smirked.

'What was that other thing you got off-camera? I know you got the bear, but there was another thing, wasn’t there?’

Dan looked down at his lap bashfully, before slowly picking up the thing. Still looking away from Phil, he held up the item so he could see.

In his hand was a bottle of lube.

'So it’s going to be one of those calls, huh?’ Phil laughed, not at all surprised. They’d done this a hundred times before, especially in the days they hadn’t lived together, so it basically came as second nature to them.

'Well then, what are you going to show Daddy today? Something pretty?’ Phil purred, slipping into his dominant mindset.

Dan wimpered, just from this tiny amount of dirty talk. 'Maybe, well, I was going to… F-finger myself for you, Daddy, get myself all wet and hard,’ he explained awkwardly, cringing at himself, but Phil felt a buzz of arousal in his abdomen.

Phil hummed appreciatively, pushing his jogging bottoms down, letting his already semi-hard cock out, and he began lazily stroking himself.

Dan wasted no time in slipping off his pajamas, turning himself around so his ass was to the camera. He popped the cap off the lube, drizzling some into his fingers, before he reached back with his hands and circled his rim.

Phil groaned from the other end, by this point fully hard. Oh God, he wanted to be home so badly, he wanted to fuck Dan 'til he couldn’t speak, 'til all he could remember was 'Daddy’, 'til his pretty hole was ruined and so afterwards he couldn’t walk for days. So he leant forwards, close to the microphone, and told Dan all of this, as the younger boy began to push one of his fingers in.

Dan whined at every word that left Phil’s lips, adding another finger relatively quickly, he’d done this that morning in the shower, thinking of Phil.

When he added the third finger, he pushed in as deep as he could, and Phil sped up his movements on his dick. Dan thrust his fingers in and out of himself as fast as he could manage, moaning obscenely.

'Mm, such a good boy, my baby boy, fucking himself on his fingers. I bet you’re pretending it’s me, thrusting in and out of your tight little hole,’ Phil smirked as he saw Dan’s movements get more erratic.

Dan nodded at Phil over his shoulder, his straightened hair curling at the ends from the beads of sweat on his forhead. He clutched his bear in his free hand, resting his shoulders on the bed. He dropped his head, trying to find that special spot, the one his Daddy was so good at finding, the one on that side, right there, but he couldn’t quite reach-

'Aahhh!’ Dan screamed suddenly, finding his prostate. He continued to push into that spot, and the unholy sounds that left his mouth pushed both of them towards their climaxes.

'Ugh, Daddy, g-gonna come, mm, so good,’ he gripped the bear even tighter as he came, white spurting out of his cock onto the blue and green bedsheets below him.

The sight of his baby coming onto his sheets tipped Phil over the edge, and he came as well.

They were both panting, and Dan turned back around.

'Fuck,’ Phil breathed, looking at how beautiful Dan looked, all fucked out, damp with sweat and eyelids heavy.

’M'gonna sleep now Daddy, is that okai?’ Dan mumbled, and as soon as Phil nodded, he closed his eyes and dropped down onto the bed. 'I love you Phil, g'night.’

Phil smiled once more, before whispering 'goodnight Dan,’ and ending the call.


End-of-Manga spoilers ahead so read at your own risk, I’ve avoided DSoD spoilers tho so don’t worry about that

(Atem gets his own body back AU)

1 AM- Atem is staying the night at Kaiba’s. They are playing card games in bed. This can only end well.

2 AM- Kaiba’s third Blue Eyes is GONE. EVERYBODY PANIC

3 AM- Blue Eyes is not gone, just under a pillow. Kaiba has kicked over both decks.

4 AM- Sorting cards. Neither of them remember who had the foiley Polymerization.

5 AM- Putting cards in card sleeves. Kaiba is putting his deck in Obelisk the Tormentor sleeves. Atem is putting his in Toon Dark Magician Girl sleeves. Kaiba is silently judging him.

6 AM- Sun is up, time to sleep.

7 AM- Kaiba’s alarm goes off. They sleep through it.

8 AM- Time for Kaiba’s first meeting of the day. He sleeps through it.

9 AM- Time for Kaiba’s second meeting of the day. They are still sleeping. Mokuba says a prayer to Ra that they are both wearing pants and goes to wake his brother up. His prayers are answered.

10 AM- Kaiba is out the door in less than three minutes. Atem rolls over and goes back to sleep.

11 AM- Atem is awake. Everybody he knows is at school or at work. Atem is bored.

12 PM- Atem discovers that Kaiba’s laptop lets him buy things. He buys Blue Eyes Toon Dragon card sleeves as a prank.

1 PM- Atem buys Blue Eyes Toon Dragon bedsheets. Atem discovers one day shipping.

2 PM- Atem buys Blue Eyes White Dragon card sleeves and bedsheets as a preemptive apology.

3 PM- Kaiba gets an alert during a meeting that one of his credit cards has been maxed out. He asks his secretary to freeze it. Atem discovers the laptop is no longer letting him buy things. Atem is bored again.

4 PM- By going through Mokuba’s bookmarks, Atem discovers that there are four animal shelters within ten kilometers that kill cats if they are not adopted within three days. Atem is no longer bored. Atem has a Mission. Kaiba is stuck in a meeting and wishing for death.

5 PM- Yugi is out of class but refusing to help Atem. Atem goes to Jounouchi instead. Jounouchi agrees to help.

6 PM- Kaiba finally takes his lunch break and calls Atem. Atem does not answer. Kaiba considers calling Yugi but decides against it. He will come to regret this decision.

7 PM- Somewhere along the line, Honda joined the mission. Anzu is not answering her cell. Atem is sure this is Yugi’s fault.

8 PM- Kaiba is in his last meeting of the day. This meeting is very important. He tells himself this will be over soon.

9 PM- The meeting is not over. It is still very important. Kaiba is playing Pokemon under the table to avoid relapsing into Season 0 insanity. Nobody notices.

10 PM- Kaiba finally comes home. There is Blue Eyes merchandise everywhere. There are cats everywhere. There are probably cards everywhere, knowing Atem. There is also probably cat pee everywhere. Kaiba is hoping the two don’t overlap. Atem is not everywhere. Atem is nowhere. Kaiba screams his name anyway.

11 PM- Atem was not gone, just laying under a pile of cats. Kaiba politely informs him the cats have to go. Atem politely informs Kaiba that cats are sacred beasts and are going nowhere. Kaiba can’t win. Kaiba never wins.

12 AM- Kaiba wants to sleep. Atem wants to play Duel Monsters. They play Duel Monsters.

1 AM- Kaiba’s third Blue Eyes is GONE

What You Never Had: Chapter 5 (M)

Seokjin x Reader

Genres: Royalty AU, smut, angst, fluff

Word count: 4,253 words

Chapter 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

Under any other circumstances, the sight of Jin with his mouth gaping with shock would have amused you to no end. However, this was no situation to laugh about. You, the Princess Royal, were garbed in a dress belonging to your lady-in-waiting, standing in front of the room of a man in plain view; the room of your Royal Guard, no less, late at night when you were supposed to be asleep in your own chambers.

“Your Highness! What are you doing here?” He hissed, sounding surprised, a little angry, and more than slightly panicked, but he had the sense to lower his voice down so he didn’t attract any attention.

“Let’s talk inside,” you said instead, gently placing your palms on his chest so you could push your way into his room. Now that you were here, you felt less hesitant, enough to make that bold a move, and Jin was still in such a state of astonishment that he allowed you to cross the threshold of his sanctuary without any arguments.

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7 Days a Week // Matthew Gray Gubler

Personalized request for my 1st place giveaway winner @dollycrybaby! I hope it’s what you wanted :)


“Matthew are you sure you can’t stay?” You asked for the third time as you laid lazily in bed. It was just past five in the morning and the sun was beginning to peak over the horizon that summer day. The blue silk bedsheets were tangled around your body, smelling of sweat and a mixture of your perfume with his cologne. It was a comforting smell that made you feel right at home. You watched as he slowly dressed, still slightly groggy at the early morning.

“I have a few scenes to shoot and they’d kill me if I didn’t show up,” he replied with a small sigh.  The light slowly trickled in through the window illuminating your tan skin in a way that naturally drew his attention to you. You sighed and fell back onto your pillow, your brunette hair shining like a halo around you in the dim light, it’s red tips a glowing ring of fire stark in contrast.

“Fine,” you replied, knowing his commitments were more important than your simple need to hang out. You let out a loud sigh as you thought about what you’d do that day while he was out filming. The most likely answer was chores and that made you sigh even deeper. Things always seemed to be more fun when he was around to do them with, no matter how mundane the task. He chuckled at your disappointment and sat on the bed next to you.

“Do you want to come? You know they all love you,” he asked as he slipped on his shoes. You grinned at his mismatching socks, one striped and the other with polka-dots. It was a charming quirk that you loved. You shook your head, your mattress and soft sheets seeming much more comfortable than hanging around a set early in the morning.

“I’ll go tomorrow,” you replied with a definite nod. He nodded in agreement and stood, tossing you your robe. He laughed as it hit your face and you peeled it off with an amused roll of your eyes.

“Join me for coffee then?” His inviting smile was enough to pull you from your bed and into the kitchen. The sound of the coffee-maker filled the room as you pulled coffee creamer from the refrigerator and a bag of cookies from the cabinet.

“Will you be up when I get home?” Matthew asked, knowing he had a long day ahead of him. He poured both of you coffee and prepared them, a clear sign of how well he knew you since you’d rarely accept anyone else’s attempts to get your coffee just right.

‘Do you want me to be awake when you get home?” You asked with a tilt of you head, taking the mug from his hands. He gave you a playful punch at your question, a fluttering in his stomach at your airiness.

“You know I always do.”


“Here you go,” Kirsten said happily as she handed you a water bottle. You thanked her as she took a seat next to you, the both of you watching the current scene being filmed. Your gaze was set solely on Matthew as he recited his lines to AJ and Shemar.

He was impressive. You surely would have tripped over the mouthful that the writers had written into his script but he managed to get it out without difficulty. You smiled as the camera panned over to AJ for a moment, Matthew taking the opportunity to shoot a wink your way.

“You two are so cute,” Kirsten said with a dreamy sigh. “I’m so glad you found each other. Gubler really needed someone special.”

“He’s special himself,” you replied as you took a sip of cold water. The scene continued to play out and you glanced at the copy of the script in your hands. It would be over soon and you were more than happy about it. You let out a soft yawn that Kirsten caught.

“You need sleep!” she exclaimed as she wrapped her arms around you. You happily let her hug you as you were a huge fan of her warm embraces.

“I’m just waiting for Matthew so we can head home,” you replied with a laugh. It was louder than you had meant for it to be causing you to quickly clasp your hand over your mouth with wide eyes, hoping it didn’t get caught on camera. The last thing you needed was to ruin a shot and end up staying longer in order to reshoot. You let out a sigh of relief as everyone continued as if nothing had happened although you saw Matthew raise his eyebrow just slightly as he recognized your sound.

“I really am tired though,” you added quietly as you removed your glasses for a second in order to rub your eyes.”These are some long days.” Kirsten nodded in understanding. They had all been on set for hours, and today was supposed to be the last day of shooting for the week. People were willing to stay longer in order to ensure they wouldn’t have to come back the next day in order to wrap up.

“That’s the life of actors my love,” she sighed. “And of actors’ significant others by extension.”

You sighed as you slumped into your chair, waiting for Matthew to finish. You personally loved being on set. You had warmed up to all of the cast and created great friendships that you never thought possible. But sometimes the call times were simply ridiculous and you had been there before the sun even rose and past its setting.

Kirsten chuckled as she noticed your eyes shut from exhaustion. You were asleep in an instant, your body refusing to stay awake any longer. She protectively wrapped an arm around you while you slept and continued to watch her co stars film. In just two minutes they were finished and Matthew came bounding up to where you sat.

“She couldn’t take it anymore,” Kirsten explained as Matthew looked questioningly at your sleeping form. He smiled at the peaceful look on your face as you were curled up into yourself.

“It’s late. We should head home,” he replied, bending down to lift you into his arms. Your eyes opened briefly in surprise at being airborne for a second before shutting closed at the sight of him. Your arms lazily wrapped around his neck as he carried you out of the set bridal style.

“You took forever,” you commented sleepily as he opened the car door and fastened you into the passenger seat.

“I know. I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. Let’s just go home.”

Matthew smiled as you fell back asleep in the car seat. He took a moment to look at you, reminding himself of how crazy it was that he had landed such a great girl who was willing to put up with the craziness of his schedule.


“My god. I can handle the fans but this is ridiculous,” you muttered in annoyance as the two of you walked through the streets of downtown LA. All you had wanted was a nice shopping trip with your boyfriend and instead were now ignoring the calls of paparazzi from across the street.

“It comes with the territory,” Matthew reminded you with a small grin. He’d never really let them get to him. But then again, he wasn’t some huge star which everyone immediately recognized. He’d only dealt with the aggravating cameramen a handful of times. “This is nothing. Imagine if you were dating Brad Pitt.”

“I can so imagine that,” you replied dreamily as you thought about Brad Pitt in his younger days. You overexaggerated the look, knowing Matthew had a small hint of jealousy shoot through him whenever your childhood crush was mentioned. Matthew scoffed at your reply but then chuckled as he realized it was just your playful teasing. The two of you stopped in front of a Tiffany & Co, successfully leaving the swarm of paparazzi out on the street. You spent the next hour picking out a necklace for your best friend’s upcoming birthday before finally settling on a simple diamond piece.

“You know that there’s going to be rumors of an engagement tomorrow,” you sighed as the two of you exited the store only to be met with the flashing of cameras. The amount of paparazzi had grown while you were inside and were now in the process of yelling, asking if the two of you were picking out a ring.

“That’s not such a bad insinuation,” Matthew replied with an uncharacteristically shy smile. You felt your heart leap as you realized what he meant.

“Well then I guess we won’t mind seeing those tabloids,” you smiled brightly. He smiled broadly,his eyes disappearing as he flashed you his perfect teeth. With a happy laugh he wrapped his arm around your shoulders and lead you away from the small frenzy of photographers.


Your loud laughs filled the room as Matthew switched through the snapchat filters on his phone. The two of you had been laying in bed taking selfies for what seemed like over an hour now and you were still amused. You always lost track of time around Matthew but you weren’t complaining.

“We’re cute pups,” he commented as he switched to the dog filter. You laughed as he took the photo, saving it onto his phone before sending it to his closest friends. You grinned as your own phone lit up with the notification that he had sent you a picture.

Matthew switched to the regular camera and began to take a flurry of pictures as you laughed, capturing the sweet moment of your smile. He grinned victoriously as he looked through them and stopped on one.

“This is my favorite,” he commented as he showed you the phone. It was a picture of him looking at you with a broad smile with you looking back at him, your mouth open in an amused laugh. It was a cute photo that had captured the happy essence of the moment, and the way he looked at you was the same way all girls longed to be stared at by a man. It was your favorite too.

“You’re posting it?” You asked with a raised eyebrow as he opened up his instagram. He nodded with a small grin.

“Yeah. I want this moment to live on forever,” he replied as he posted the picture. Immediately his account was filled with likes and comments from fans, ranging from cute to downright nasty jealous words. He shrugged the comments off and closed the app once more.

“You never do that,” you said with a subtle happiness ringing in your voice. The edges of his lips tugged in a small grin.

“I like keeping my love life private. You’re so beautiful I’m scared someone will steal you away.”

You snorted at his response and rolled your eyes playfully.

“Steal me away. Yeah right,” you laughed. Your melodic laughter was contagious as he chuckled, turning to face you.

“It’s true.”

“Yeah, right.”

“Oh? You don’t believe me?” He asked with a devilish grin. Your eyes widened as you noticed him flex his long fingers.

“Matthew don’t!” You shrieked as he lunged straight at you, his hands attacking your sides and sending you into a giggling fit. He grinned like a mad man as he tickled you, your loud laughter filling the home with a sense of childish play.


“This is the life,” you said with a happy sigh as you sat back on the couch. In front of you sat a array of half-eaten foods. Pizza, fries, burgers, sushi, chicken wings, and every other imaginable food was strewn across the coffee table that sat in the middle of the living room.

Matthew groaned as he slumped back next to you holding his stomach.

“Maybe we ordered too much food,” he said, feeling as if his stomach was seconds from exploding. He lazily unbuttoned his jeans and sighed at the small instant relief of not being constricted. The two of you had gone slightly crazy when you rummaged through the stack of takeout menus he kept in a kitchen drawer. You had meant to order from only one place but everything just looked so damn good. The two of you had split the work, you calling half the places to order and him calling the others. It had been quite the funny sight to see a variety of takeout cars all pull up around the same time. The workers had looked at each other in confusion before looking back at the two of you, having decided that you guys were either crazy or had a large group of people inside.

But you didn’t have a large group of people. It was just the two of you, and you had gone slightly insane with hunger.

“Y/N?” he said quietly as his body fell sideways, colliding straight into your lap.

“Yes Matthew?” you replied with a small grunt as he hit your full stomach on the way down.

“I feel like I’m dying. Tell my mother I love her,” he spoke exaggeratedly as he pretending to pass on to the other side. You rolled your eyes at his dramatics. There was no doubt he was an actor.

“I’m dying too,” you replied with a groan as the fabric of your jeans seemed to be uncomfortable against your bloated stomach. He smirked, undoing the button and giving you a small wiggle of his eyebrows when you sighed in relief.

“At least we’ll die together,” he replied, naming the one silver lining of the current situation. “Matthew Gray Gubler and girlfriend Y/N found dead in home. Cause of death: Food.”


“It’s too big. It won’t fit.”

“That’s what she said,” you replied with a childish grin. Matthew gave you a disbelieving look as he continued to try and shove your suitcase into the trunk of his car.

“Why did you pack so much? We’re only going to San Francisco for a few days,” he asked as he gave one last final push and successfully got it in. He wiped the sweat off of his forehead and closed the trunk with a thud.

“I like to be prepared,” you replied with a shrug. He shook his head, giving you a kiss on your forehead before playfully shoving you towards the passenger door.

“Come on. It’s a long drive,” he urged as he slid into the driver’s seat.

Matthew was laughing wildly as you continued to belt out Spice Girl’s lyrics at the top of your lungs, dancing along as he drove on the highway. If there was one thing he loved about you it was the loudness that overtook you once you grew comfortable. He looked at you from his peripheral vision, laughing at the little shimmy you gave before turning his attention back to the road.


“Jesus Christ,” Matthew laughed as you sang loudly, staring straight at the car next to you. You were doing everything possible to attract the driver’s attention, putting on a concert especially for her. The teenage girl who drove immediately noticed you and laughed, undoubtedly already planning to tell her friends that she had seen a girl singing crazily on her way home.

“What?” You replied innocently as you turned the music down with a smile. He shook his head, his hand wiping away small tears of laughter and his stomach aching from the force. He couldn’t think of anyone else he would rather take a road trip with.

“I love you, you know that right?” He replied with a smile as his hand laced with yours, placing a small kiss on your knuckles.


Your legs ached after an eventful day visiting the pier. Matthew had enjoyed watching you scurry around, buying random trinkets to bring back home for your family and friends. You had even dared to take a tour of Alcatraz, holding onto Matthew’s hand tightly as you listened to the tour guide in the headphones provided for you. It had been an adventurous day which ended with the two of you back in your hotel room, wrapped in bedsheets with the television on. Food service had been called two hours before, and the empty dishes were placed sporadically around the room.

“Tarzan or The Lion King?” Matthew asked as he scrolled through the on demand movies available. You’d both decided on having a Disney night. You’d already gotten through Big Hero 6 and were now debating over older classic films.

“The Lion King,” you replied definitely with a nod. He clicked on it, accepting the ridiculous charge of five dollars a movie and set the remote down next to him.

“We should go to Disneyland,” you suggested as you curled into his side. The thought of visiting the happiest place on earth with him was enough to make you smile to yourself.

“We could go on our way back,” he agreed with a yawn. You nodded and yawned as well, the day’s activities finally catching up with you. You struggled to keep your eyes open as you watched Simba on the screen, Matthew’s hands running softly through your hair.

Matthew blinked as sleep fought to overtake him. It was past midnight and between the long drive the day before and the lively afternoon the two of you had, his body was exhausted. He felt your own body grow heavier as you fell asleep beside him. He felt sense of warmth overtake his body as he pulled you in closer, craving to feel your skin on his. His heart swelled as you sleepily gave his chest a kiss, murmuring words that he couldn’t quite make out and yet made him feel as if he was exactly where he needed to be. And it was all due to you, the wonderful girl in his arms that seemed to comfort and yet keep him on his toes all at once. He was happy now. Truly, genuinely happy.

for all the honest world to feel (trixya) (1/8) - dare

The speed with which Brian’s priorities could flip was enough to give him whiplash. That was part of the problem. One moment he was freaking out about his life, his career, this ever-increasing feeling that the walls were closing in on him, and the next that was all secondary to how careful Katya sounded over the phone and how he must be feeling. 

(AN: who’s ready for 4k of unmitigated sadness broken up by a few bad jokes? i have the whole thing outlined though and i promise a happy ending. no warnings apply and none of this is real. this fic is canon set sometime this upcoming august; i use “katya” and “brian” for clarity and he/him pronouns out of drag for both. once again, not established relationship, but established something. (and belated thanks to everyone who liked or responded to “here comes the breath before”! i appreciate you all.))

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I Want to Have This Forever

(Content: Snowbaz smut + fluff)


“I want it all,” I panted into that spot between Snow’s neck and shoulder, gripping onto him pathetically as our hips moved together. He was torturing me in the best way possible, taking care of me.

“You can have it,” I felt him say. His hands were so warm, hair smelled like toasted marshmallows. His growls against my hair were a gospel.

His body felt so heavy on top of mine and I wanted to laugh because I’d dreamed of this for fucking years and here I was, right where I’d always wanted to be, and I could have it any time I wanted. Under Simon Snow, in our bed, with his fingers dancing across my skin in the dark like he knew every part of me.

It had only been in my most shameful fantasies that I’d dreamed of Simon knowing my body so well, that he’d want to know my body that well. That he’d like it.

But he did, and he had. I was coming apart underneath him like usual, he was rocking into me so so sweetly, and I would never get used to it.

I want to drink hot cocoa with you at Christmas, I babbled silently, throwing my head back and licking his sweat. He felt so good in me and his kisses were so soft. I want to tie your neckties every morning because you can’t. I want kids with you. I want you to call me your husband. I want I want I want.

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It Wasn't Acting

Summary: Heartbroken after catching his boyfriend - Oliver - cheating, Phil decides to leave him but then two weeks later, the doorbell rings and there stood his now-ex-boyfriend claiming that he wants Phil back. Phil denies Oliver’s pleas, leading him to become more aggressive but after secretly listening in on the conversation, Dan decides to interfere.

Length: little under 2k words

extra tags: fake relationship au, protective 


Phil’s POV
“I’ll get him for this, I promise. I will get him back.” Dan whispered, embracing me in a comforting hug as my tears soaked his shirt. He stroked my hair as I sobbed into his neck.
~ Time Lapse ~
I knocked on his door three times waiting for my boyfriend Oliver to open the door.
“Phil! What are you doing here?!” He gasped in a hushed tone.
“I’m sorry, it’s just… I’ve had a really bad day, and I was hoping that you could make me feel a little better.” I sighed reaching my arms out for a hug. Hesitantly, he hugged back.
“I’m sorry Phil,” he began, pulling away from the hug. “You-…you can’t be here.”
“Why not?” I asked concerned.
“It… It’s not the best time.” He exclaimed. “It’s just, I’ve got a lot of work… I don’t have a lot of spare time. I’m sorry.” He babbled.
“Okay, love,” I sighed. “I’ll leave you to your work, but text me, okay?” I asked.
“I will, don’t worry.” He smiled, leaning forwards and pecking my lips. “Love you.”
“I love you too-”
“Babe! What’s taking you so long?!”
Oliver’s face went white and his body tensed. I furrowed my brow in confusion before looking into his apartment to see a man wearing only an unbuttoned shirt, leaning against the doorframe to Oliver’s bedroom. My blood ran cold and I stood glued to the floor.
“Phil,” Oliver began cautiously. “I can explain.” He said, moving his hand into mine.
“Get off me.” I said, my voice trembling. I reached my hand up to my mouth and wiped my lips, thinking of how many other lips have touched Oliver’s. “Y-You…” I stammered, my lips quivering. “H-How could y-you?!” I screamed; my throat tightening,  my stomach twisting and hands and legs shaking made me feel sick. I had to get out of here. I had to leave.
“Phil! Please wait!” Oliver called as I ran with tears streaming down my face.
~ Back to Current Time ~
My eyes slowly fluttered open and squinted as the sun rays shone into my pupils. I stretched my body across my green and blue bedsheets when i suddenly became aware of the booming noise in my ears.
Bbbzzzzz! Bbzzz!
I groaned with annoyance before slowly getting out of bed and making my way to the door. I opened the door before freezing cold to the floor.
“What are you doing here?” I demanded, looking at the disgusting figure who stood in front of me.
“I need you back Phil.”
Dan’s POV
Bbbzzzzz! Bbzzz!
I lifted my heavy eyelids with frustration reaching over to my phone resting on the bedside counter. Who the hell is ringing the doorbell at 10am on a Saturday? No-one in their right mind would think to get up this early.
I smiled as the infuriating noise came to a stop as I heard Phil answer the front door. I rolled back onto my stomach and began to fall back asleep.
“What are you doing here?” I heard from the front door. Phil’s voice is normally so relaxed and calm, but he sounded panicked and somewhat scared.
“I need you back Phil.”
I sat up immediately, my eyes widening and body tensing.
My jaw clenched and fists tightened at the thought of his name. How could he cheat on Phil? I have felt resentment towards him since I met him; the way he wrapped his arms around Phil roughly, always controlling him. His stupid light brown wavy hair that matched his stupid eyes that looked at Phil with love and care, only to realise that it wasn’t only Phil that he looked at like this. How could anyone cheat on someone so funny, so caring, so kind…. so perfect.
“It’s been months now. I’ve moved on. Besides, you are expecting my forgiveness after I caught another guy… In your bedroom.” Phil rambled.
I got up from bed and ran down the hallway quietly before hiding behind the wall and spied on them both at the doorway.
“I was wrong Phil. I was so, so, wrong to have done that to you. I love you. I love you so much.” He pled, reaching his hand out to stroke Phil’s cheek. “Please, Philly.” He whispered hoarsely into his ear.
Blood began to boil beneath my skin as I watched him mess with Phil’s emotions like this.
“Please, just leave.” Phil snapped, motioning for Oliver to leave.
“Come on Philly, I know you still love me.” He smirked stepping closer.
“Stop calling me ‘Philly’!” He shrieked.
'I’ll get him for this, I promise. I will get him back.’ The words echoed through my head and that’s when I decided I had to do something. I shot my eyes around the room desperately when my gaze landed on a purple felt pen resting on the table behind me and I was struck with a sudden idea.
Phil’s POV
“Stop calling me Philly!” I screeched.
“Sorry, baby.” He apologised, yet kept the smirk on his face. “I’ve missed you.” He exclaimed. “You complete me Phil. I love you. I need you.” Oliver finished, looking into my eyes, looking so innocent and pure. I smiled unconsciously at his small declaration. But that’s when I saw his eyes change. After seeing my reaction, they returned to their arrogant gaze filled with smugness and he began edging closer.
Biting his lip, I gulped as I remembered who he was and what he did - I don’t want this at all, I felt fear rise in my throat before I saw Oliver’s gaze drift from my face to behind me. Before I knew it I felt arms wrap around my neck pulling me backwards a few steps.
The arms then moved to my waist, pulling me firmly against a body behind me and I felt a face press into my neck.
“Come back to bed.” I heard Dan whisper hoarsely and sexually into my ear, loud enough for Oliver to hear.
“Dan?!” Oliver spluttered, looking as shocked as I felt.
“Oh, hey Oliver.” Dan greeted with no welcoming tone at all, kissing my neck gently before moving his mouth to my ear. “Philly, do you want to-”
“Wait, wh- no! What the fuck?!” Oliver broke in, dazed. I looked around at Dan casually - trying not to let Oliver know I was as confused as him. But then, my eyes widened as my gaze was caught on a huge purple blotch on his neck. Oliver must have followed my gaze as I heard his gasp.
Dan stood behind me, holding me suggestively against him with love bites all over his neck which then led me to noticing that he wasn’t wearing a top. His usually bare chest was now littered in dozens of purple marks which made it difficult for me not to gasp. His hair was messed up with the ends curling as if he’d been sweating-… Oh God.
“Oh my-… Have you two…” He choked, pointing to Dan’s love bite and then to me.
Dan swiftly winked at me as casually and as secretive as possible. Then - it clicked.
“We’re dating.” I muttered, hoping to God that I hadn’t made a mistake. But then I felt Dan let out a sigh of relief behind me, making me calmer.
“For how long?” He barked.
“I’ve always liked him.” Dan giggled. Saying it with such confidence, almost made it sound true not only to Oliver, but to me too.
“It’s been nearly a month.” I answered as I felt Dan press his lips to my cheek, causing me to blush furiously.
“Ugh, I should have known.” Oliver huffed. “The way you always looked at him when we went out or were cuddling on the sofa.” He spat at me, leering Dan aggressively. 'The way you always looked at him’? What was that supposed to mean? “When you cancelled our date because Dan was ill, when you couldn’t get a coffee with me because you were making a video with Dan- why didn’t I see this from the start?!” He snapped.
“Maybe you were too busy cheating.” I argued.
“Shut up you-!” He shouted, raising his fist and clenching. I froze with fear like deer in headlights and squinted my eyes, preparing for the pain.
“Leave. Now.” I looked up to see that Dan had untangled himself from me and caught Oliver’s arm mid-air. Oliver and Dan stood glaring at each other with hatred for what felt like years before Oliver yanked his arm from Dan’s grip.
“Goodbye, Phil, Dan.” He grumbled, before leaving the flat for what I hope is the final time. As the door slammed closed, I suddenly felt dizzy, my vision began to blur and I felt my body begin to lose balance.


Dan’s POV
It had now been two hours since Phil fainted. When he fell to the floor, I was absolutely terrified but then I rested his body on the sofa and checked his pulse and thankfully, he was just sleeping. I moved a blanket over him and couldn’t help but capture how adorable yet vulnerable he looked.  
“Dan…” He mumbled, causing me to snap out of my daydream. I dived forward and sat in front of him before whispering: “Phil, are you awake?”
“Can you lie with me?” He asked, with his eyes fluttering half-open.
“Okay.” I agreed, climbing behind him and wrapping my arms around him waist to feel him sigh in comfort.
“What was that all about earlier?” He asked breaking the comfortable silence.
“I felt like I needed to do something. I made a promise, remember?” He snuggled into me tighter.
“Yes.” He answered. “…and where did those love bites come from?” He giggled and I instantly blushed.
“It was pen.” I chuckled.
“That’s a lot of effort for me.”
“You’re worth the effort.”
Phil smiled before speaking again: “When you said you 'always liked’ me, for a second, it sounded real.”
My body became rigid. He can’t know.
“Well, I… Err…” I coughed as my voice broke. “…I’m glad that my acting skills are of such a high standard.” I exclaimed with a fake laugh. After hearing no reply, I began to wonder if he had fallen asleep again.
“I was hoping you weren’t acting.” He said. My eyes widened and I stared at the man who was pressed up against me with his raven-black hair and eyes so blue he could make an ocean’s colour envious.
“What?” I gulped, my heart palpitating faster than humanly possible.

  "I…“ He hesitated. "I- I love you Dan.” He admitted, squeezing his eyes shut with the fear of rejection. My stomach filled with butterflies and my heart was not stopping it’s racing pace. I quickly spun his body around to face me and leant my forehead against his.

“I wasn’t acting.” I whispered with a smile. “I love you too.”

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I'm actually rolling around laughing😂

So, I was asking my mum if she could get me Dan Howell’s bedsheets from Ikea, and I was talking about how I didn’t think Phils green/blue bedsheets would go with the feel of my room like Dans would, Then my mum said the greatest thing ever😂 “Oh so they don’t share a bed? But I thought they were boyfriends? And the photos of them you have in your room on posters and stuff they look like they are together?” I held it together and casually said ‘no, they aren’t actually😂’ then I ran into my room and now I can’t stop laughing omg😂

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