blown ink

||❥ wrong number. 02.  {nsfw}

m » soonyoung

genre: yeah… u know what genre it is… rated m for my fucking soul left my body as i wrote this.

word count: 4 380

request: a follow up scenario to wrong number which is here. except this time it’s not my old horrid writing and it’s no longer over some messages over the phone ;) it’s a drive-in movie + thighs are involved. just sin.


“I can’t believe you fucking did that, [Y/N].”

A wide smile skittered across your lips, from corner to corner, pulling taunt and pushing upward the apples of your cheeks. Despite the moment being one you weren’t necessarily proud to share; it wasn’t enough for you to evade telling your best friend, the girl who was responsible for thrusting you into this mess. You’d met up for coffee before class started, and whilst Mina was occupied with dumping in one too many sugar packets into her mug, you preluded the conversation by bringing up Soonyoung’s number, the number you accidentally sent a very explicit text to.

You told Mina she shouldn’t bring that coffee anywhere near her lips as you described the story, yet she ignored you and inevitably payed the price as you whisper-shouted one of his messages across the table. Something along the lines of riding his thigh, ruining your body into an irreparable state, feeling how your legs tremble over his shoulders. You watched as she hastily slapped a napkin to her mouth, soaking up the hot coffee that spilt from her lips and just about stained her pretty eggshell blouse. Stop drinking it if you choke after everything I say, you chipped, it only gets worse. Though you couldn’t stand behind that last statement with a pure heart, especially when things were far from terrible the night you and Soonyoung had been pleasuring yourselves to the other’s texts.

“It wasn’t just me! Soonyoung was there too, ya know!” You replied to Mina’s flustered words, keeping pace with her as you exited the coffee shop. She tucked a curl of ash purple hair behind her ear, shooting you a look surprisingly scant with her features being so dainty and porcelain like.

“If you think about it, it’s your fault because you entered his number in my phone.”

Mina’s brows pinched together. “Maybe you should check who you’re texting, especially when you’re calling him hot and talking about how badly you want his hands on yo—,”

“Okay!” You balked with a prickling glow devouring your cheeks, “It was my fault too.” Together you arrived at the stop light, surveiling the opposite pole and waiting for that tiny walking man symbol to start twinkling. Mina was in a quarrel with her own thoughts, still baffled by coincidence that Soonyoung, her dance teacher, happened to be the same student you walked in on with another girl at the frat party. She couldn’t deny he was complete eye candy, though his ludic behaviour often times spurned her interest, especially when his best friend Seokmin was sprinkled into the mix.

“I guess I should also mention,” You huffed, pebbles strewn along the asphalt as the symbol finally flickered, “That he invited me to that drive in movie on Friday,” You gulped, ”

And I’m going.”

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This is just a color test, both in seeing how to use ink brush pens and which colors work best on these guys. It… didn’t turn out as well as I hoped…

If nothing else, it’s a decent attempt at the basic idea I had in mind. But I’m not satisfied with how Mob turned out, so his final colors are definitely going to change. Will also have to be more careful with Reigen since those ink lines just look bad…

anonymous asked:

So I'm a little drunk and listening to old love songs and was wondering if you could do a sentimental/fluffy scenario with Dazai where s/o essentially tells him that they'll be there in the good time and bad for him. I'm so sorry blame my drunk state of mind right now.

I love your drunk state of mind fam I connect with it. I made this a little more focused on actions over words because with Dazai and an actual deep connection I don’t think words comfort him as much as touch. ps its a little angsty bye


His nightmares kept returning, more vivid with each night it seemed, and the words tumbling from his mouth were shifting from choked murmurs to coherent strings of words coated in anger and misery. He’d mentioned his friend once before (and never again) after staying up too late and drinking too much sake. He said he missed him more than anything he’d ever lost, and Dazai never had much.

The night sky was saturated in violet and indigo. With no moon funneling light through the windows a decrepit darkness overshadowed Dazai’s lean figure twitching on the bed. He’d kicked the comforter off at some point and tangled the sheets around his legs. Beads of sweat trickle down his forehead matting his dark hair tight against his neck and cheeks. Weakness is not a word one associates with Dazai; at least those who only know his surface do not see his inevitable fragility.

Your hands clam up as you watch him. His brows knit together, a grimace posing on his face. His jaw locks; your heart skips a beat. Suspended between friends and lovers (but lovers for no one else)—there are more nights you spend in his bed than your own, but tonight you’d chosen to walk by yourself near the beach looking for the moon. Guilt wraps over your chest and binds your ribs, choking the air from you.

Dazai never wants to need anything—but he is a man who searches the universe for something.

(He’ll never admit to it)

His fingers cinch the sheets, crumpling them up in his fists. A brush of warm skin calms his breathing; he always said your hands were soft. Your palm rests against his cheek for a moment to cradle the tender unmasked face of a man running out of pieces to shatter.  The memory of two weeks ago warns you not to wake him—he’s a different person in the midst of these nightmares. He’d pounced on you with trembling hands coiling around your neck, and for a brief moment his eyes were drained of life.

His apologies, for once, weren’t dripping in affectionate bubbly tones trying to sweet talk his way out of doing the dishes (it was his turn last week).

Sincerity from him felt weighted and sad, as if losing control made him less of himself. Within seconds he’d looped his arms around your shoulders so tightly you could barely breathe. The next day he slept till noon with you encased in his arms, hearts beating in synch and legs wrapped over each other.

(He’ll never admit he was scared)

Dazai’s eyes fly open, irises blown and darker than ink. For a moment or two he glances over his surroundings, taking inventory of every crevice and detail. They flicker to your face; your breath hitches. Slowly his fingers unwind from the sheets as espresso and honey pool to the surface and color his eyes the way they should be.

“Stay.”

Desperation is foreign and coats his teeth with the bitter sting of loneliness. But, he’s fought too many demons tonight.

(He’ll never tell you to leave)

Quietly you slide between his torso and the sheets, fanning the edges of your fingers over his chest. A sigh vibrates from his chest, but his muscles still feel entirely too tense to be comfortable. Wordlessly your hands ascend to his shoulders, fingers digging softly into the muscles. He remains motionless save for the soft press of his warm lips to your forehead.

For a few hours Dazai is able to sleep uninterrupted by ghosts of his past.

Poke Appreciation Society Presents: A Handpoking Tutorial

I am putting this together because I love handpoking and I love the culture that springs up around it, and I want to help the curious and interested followers of my blog have the best DIY tattoo that they can get. Handpoking is the oldest form of tattooing! People were handpoking before they built churches or learned to write.

The fact of the matter is, you are going to do whatever the hell you want to do. I offer the following information only in the hope of spreading knowledge to you in an attempt to help you do the best stick and poke tattoo that you can do. if you’re going to do something, I encourage you to do it well by applying a willingness to devote at least a minimal amount time and energy into learning something about said skill.

Acquire the proper tools, PRACTICE before you poke, and above all else, BE CLEAN when you tattoo yourself and others. Don’t reuse needles. Don’t reuse ink. Wear fucking gloves. Dispose of your needles in the safest way you can manage. This will help minimize the risk of infection and decrease the spreading of blood borne pathogens.

NEEDLES
I recommend that you order, from the internet, real tattoo needles that would normally be used in a machine, instead of making your own, but I will go over making your own rounds below, as well. You can get needles from any number of tattoo supply websites and even amazon has them. Tattoo needles are the best option because they come pre-sterilized and deliver crisp lines when used with skill.

In case you have never seen a tattoo needle, here is a picture.


As you can see, a tattoo needle is a long rod with a grouping or cluster of pins on the end. These groupings of needles come in different sizes and shapes, depending on how many needles are grouped together or what configuration the needles make when pushing ink into the skin. There are liner needles and shader needles, rounds and flats.

See that blue dot? That blue dot means the needle is sterile. If there is no blue dot, or the packaging is open, throw the needle away.

For handpoking, I recommend round liners. Liner needles come in different numbers, depending on how many needles make up the formation. There are 3RL, which is a grouping of three needles in a circular formation, followed by 5RL, 7RL, 9RL and 11RL.

It is good to have some popsicle sticks to tape your needle to, this makes it easier to work with.

Hand making a round liner
So, maybe you live somewhere where just ordering needles isn’t an option. Maybe you’re on the road. Maybe you’re locked up. I will be frank and say making your own rounds out of sewing needles isn’t clean, and isn’t something I recommend. Unfortunately just boiling something isn’t enough to make it sterile, and burning the tip of the sewing needle isn’t a good idea either. That said, I have like 9 handpoked tattoos, and none of them became infected, and some of them were administered with homemade round liners using sewing needles. I opted to take that risk.

Ultimately, the choice is yours to make, and the risk is yours to take. There will always be some risk associated with this practice, but by being as clean as you can, you can minimize that risk.

Making a homemade round liner is easy to do badly. You have to be careful to get the needles flush with one another when you are making your round. The needles need to be flush so they’re not poking in at different depths.

You will need at least three (3) “clean” sewing needles, duct or masking tape, thread, and a pencil.

Fig. 1. Take a long piece of masking tape and put all three of your needles about ¼th down the sticky side of the tape, close to one end of the tape, sharp points of the needle up. It is EXTREMELY IMPORTANT that all three of your needles be level as you can get them. (lol they’re not level in the diagram, sorry)

Fig. 2. Fold the end of the tape over, securing the needles in place.

Fig. 3. Carefully wrap the rest of the tape around the end of the pencil so the needle tips are about 2/3rd of an inch above the eraser.


4. Take a long piece of sewing thread and wind it around the needles, starting around the bottom and working tightly up. If you are using india ink, you will want to wrap your thread all the way up until only a centimeter or two of the needle are showing, essentially the very tip of the needle. You will use the thread as a wick for your india ink. Bind the needles so tightly that the row of three needles becomes bundled into a round formation.

I find that if I am using tattoo ink, I do not need to use the thread as a wick, I just dip often.

 Wind the thread back down and secure with a bit of tape.

There you have it, a handmade 3RL.

Handmade Liner FAQ
Why do I need to use 3 needles? Can’t I just use one?
You could use just one needle but you’d have to poke three times as much to make your lines solid. Using three needles instead of one makes each poke more efficient and productive.

Isn’t that going to hurt?
Yes, but not as much as you’d think. When you are tattooed with a machine, your tattooist is not using a single needle.

What happens if I do use just one needle?
Over-poking an area can lead to scarring, blown out ink, and potential infection (a tattoo is an open wound), and when you use just one needle you have to poke the design in many, many more times over.

Can I use a safety pin?
NO! Safety pins have barbed ends that will literally tear up your skin.

Can I use a piercing needle?
Piercing needles are hollow and are not recommended for tattooing.

Can I use a needle more than once?
NO. Throw it away in a drink container or empty beer can, or take it to a sharps container.

Can I share a tattoo needle with someone?
NO. Aside from being a great way to infect yourself with someone elses’ blood borne pathogens, it also dulls the needle.




INK
As with tattoo needles, it is my opinion that you should use tattoo ink for your handpoking, as it is specially designed to be poked into human skin to make images. It’s vibrancy and lasting power compared to water soluble pigment based india ink can’t be beat. I personally prefer Intenze black ink for my tattoos, but there are other good brands as well. Don’t be tempted by the inexpensiveness of brands like Scream or Prizm, they don’t cost very much because they fucking suck.

If tattoo ink is simply not available to you, a WATER SOLUBLE PIGMENT BASED INDIA INK will work. Speedball or Higgins are the two trusted brands of india ink that work well for stick and pokes.

Don’t use toothpaste and markers. Don’t use ball point pen ink. Don’t use paint, or lipstick, or crayon, or ash and piss like you’re in prison. Don’t use mascara, or eyeliner, or sharpie. None of these things are designed for tattooing and will increase your risk of scarring, infection and possibly even blood poisoning.

The options are: tattoo ink or water soluble pigment based india ink. India ink is 4$ in most places and you can get it at Walmart. Make it work.

Since you’re hopefully already ordering needles and ink, you should also order plastic caps that you can put ink into when you tattoo. If you aren’t, I would use a soda bottle cap that has been cleaned for at least two minutes with soap and extremely hot water and then rinsed for an equally long period.

Ink Faq
Can I reuse ink once it’s in the cap?
NO.

Can I use anything other than tattoo ink or india ink?
NO.

POKING
So, you have your needles and you have ink. What now?

Before you tattoo someone, or yourself, even, I would encourage you to buy an orange or two and practice poking them. Practice straight lines over the curved surface of the orange. Remember that human bodies are curved and rounded in most places, and not a flat paper canvas. Get a feel for it. Granted, poking an orange will be different than poking yourself, and definitely different than poking someone else, but basically anyone who wants to poke a tattoo should relegate themselves to the extremely minimal practice and experience of tattooing an orange or two.

Tattoo ink only needs to be poked into the first few (3 or 4) layers of the dermis. If you poke too deeply, you will poke ink into your subcutaneous fat layer which causes the ink to spread under the skin. This is what is referred to as ‘blow out’. After you have poked some oranges, and you are ready to poke yourself, remember this.

When poking at the right depth, you should feel a bit of a springy pop- that is the feeling of the needle poking through those first few layers of dermis. This will signify that you need not poke any deeper. You will know you are poking deep enough, but not too deep. Once you feel that pop, pull the round back out.

DON’T FORGET TO WEAR GLOVES. This is super important, especially if you tattoo someone other than yourself. Even the smallest cut or scratch on your fingers or hand, even an angry hangnail being left open can expose you to a host of shitty diseases that you don’t want to infect yourself with. Just because someone says they’re clean doesn’t mean that they are.

If you would wear a condom during sex, you should wear gloves when tattooing.

When tattooing myself, I use witchhazel to wipe the ink away with, it is soothing and works well for me personally. You can get green soap from amazon.com as easily as you can get needles or ink.


WORKSPACE
So You’ve practiced. You have your needles, your gloves, your ink. Let’s talk about your workspace. Disinfect your area that you will be working in. Get some bleach, lysol, what have you, and clean that shit. Wipe the table down, wipe any wipe-able surface down. Saran wrap is good to put down after you’ve wiped everything down, because it provides an uncontaminated surface for you to set your ink, needle and paper towels on. It is good to have a clean roll of paper towels, you’ll want to have some on hand for wiping your ink away as you administer the tattoo.

When you are finished tattooing, keep your gloves ON as you dispose of the needle and the bloody/inky paper towels, then take them off and wash your hands. By following these simple measures you can ensure that your tattoo will be cleaner and less likely to become infected or scarred.

I hope this tutorial was helpful and informative.

Safe and happy poking!

waving

                                     Ooh baby, I’m a 1000 miles away
                                     And I just don’t know what to say
                                     Cause Jesus only loves a man who bruises
                                     But darling, we can clearly see
                                     It’s all life and fire and lunacy
                                     And excuses and excuses and excuses

You were the first
to blow my mind,
a state
not to be mistaken
by the
sheer awe I feel
when I discover the
unknown facts of life.
  
It wasn’t a matter
of wonder or curiosity,
but a sheer explosion
of synaptic energy;
losing consciousness
almost entirely,
overwhelmed
by the sheer electricity
caused by a passion
strong enough to
overrule every thought
that has ever been able
to cross my mind.
  
Those fast, repetitive
kisses,
almost left me catatonic;
sweet surrender,
my entire existence
overthrown.
There’s no other way
to say it:
  
Mind blown.
—  A touch of lips; a burning soul, by M.A. Tempels © 2015

luminary-child prompted: idk if you’re taking prompts but here: klaine moves in to a new place and obviously christen it by having sex everywhere. bottom!blaine says (yells) Kurt’s name so much when they fuck that when their next door neighbour finally greets them they know Kurt’s name

It’s tiny. Their living room barely spans ten feet across, the walls are a flat off-white color that they’re not allowed to paint, and the kitchen is a miniscule outdated mess. But none of this matters because their names are on the lease and they’re standing, side-by-side, in the threshold of their first official place together.

Kurt turns his head. Blaine’s eyes are wide, bright, and when he meets Kurt’s he beams broadly and grips Kurt’s hand tightly in his. Their stuff is still unpacked, strewn in messy piles of boxes at all corners of their new apartment, and Kurt really isn’t looking forward to the daunting task of setting everything up and deciding on the perfect mix of both their styles. Living in the loft together had taught them how that could be.

But this is a new them. A new start. An apartment in the heart of New York City where the occupants won’t come and go as they please; where they can try this again, try them, at their own pace.

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Fic: The stain on your lips (matches the colour of mine) (The Vampire Diaries; Stefan/Caroline)

Fandom: The Vampire Diaries

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: Caroline Forbes/Stefan Salvatore

Summary: “Then, what do you feel guilty about?” He looks at her then, turns to meet her wide eyes, and he can see it there on her face. She knows. She always did.

Author’s note: So I got a prompt from the very awesome and talented knives-and-lint and I don’t usually do prompts but I really liked it, so I gave it a go. Original prompt is at the end.

 

 

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I.

 

He doesn’t hear the shatter of the crystal as it falls to the ground. He only sees the wine spill out from broken glass, soaking into the rug, spreading in every direction like ink being blown on paper through a straw.

It’s a bright, sparkling red in this lighting. He thinks of fresh blood gliding down skin, seeping into the collars of shirts and the front of blouses, bright red darkening as it seeps through every woven thread.

The whiter the blouse, the better the contrast.

It’s art.

Has his pulse racing, gums itching and veins yearning and he loves every minute of it.

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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~hi folks~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

so in case u didnt already know which is improbable if u follow me cuz i talk about it literally all the time, im in a poly long distance relationship with these super cute pups: pup 1 pup 2 + the only problem w that is that they live kinda far away + were all super broke which makes us seeing each other hard + therefore makes me sad….SO!!! i figure ill put my talents 2 good use and slap out some commissions 

!!all of the money is going into a lil stash reserved only for the cost of visiting!! 


DOODLES: p self explanatory, just lil cartoony diddly doos, inked and with probably a max of 2 colors
price: $5 (an additional $2 for each additional character/person in the same image)

FLAT COLOR: this is a kind of confusing name but i couldnt think of anything else to call it lmaoooo… just the character/figure, no background, colored w just a lil high lighting and shadowing but not a lot, very stylistically flat…. u can tell me if ud rather the character drawn cartoony (like top right, bottom left) or more realistically (top left, bottom right) doesnt really matter 2 much…
price: $12 (an additional $3 for each additional character/person in the same image)

ILLUSTRATIONS: these r full blown, inked and entirely colored (if thats what u want) scenes w backgrounds, actions, narratives, cool stuff goin on, whatever u want!! these tend to have an inky/ watercolory kind of vibe
price: $25 (ill draw 2 characters/ppl in the same image with no additional cost, each additional character/person beyond tht will be an additional $3)

DIGITAL PAINTINGS: these big mama jamas take like at least 10 hours to do which is why theyre most expensive!! this ones also kind of self expanatory… just tell me if youd like it to look thicker/ more acrylic-y like the right side, or more watercolor/inky like the left side… both will be equally detailed, there are just different stylistic choices to be used for each!!
price: $30
(additional $5 for each additional character/person in the same image)

yes so that pretty much covers it. some extra info: 

  • feel free 2 ask me (reasonable) questions bout my relationship if u need 
  • i will do nsfw drawins 
  • i dont only draw ppl, i can draw animals and like fruit and stuff if u rlly want….. i am just way better at ppl
  • all transactions will be hosted thru paypal!
  • u dont need a paypal 2 pay me! u just need a bank account/ card!!!!!!!
  • FEEL FREE 2 JUST STRAIGHT UP DONATE AS WELL LMAO!!

my email is elliesteinig@gmail.com!! dont send me asks on tumblr about commissions bc it will probably get swept up in my inbox!! OK THANK U LUV U SIGNAL BOOST ME N FUND MY GAY LUV LIFE!! BESOS!

anonymous asked:

do you own any really "weird" lipstick shades?

In short: yes. 

In long: here they are.

NB: I have put everything under a Read More (I still resolutely refuse to call it a Keep Reading) but just in case mobile is still being an absolute arse about putting stuff under those, then I apologise in advance, and do feel free to blacklist the tag ‘anwen’s glorious lipstick collection’ in future.

Also, I promise I am not turning into a cosmetics blog. Mythology will resume as normal from hereon in.

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