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Yo también quería hacer lo correcto. El problema era que, a veces, decirlo era más fácil que hacerlo.
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Mucho más que un club de chicas,

Elizabeth Eulberg.

to you (unfinished, off the top of my head)

It all started with some friends and a van
a kick drum inside my ribs
Preaching electric into a microphone stand
Raise your red plastic cup
And Turn the laughter up
We fell asleep in the grass on the summer fest days
You’d never guess I’m still trying to get my head screwed on straight
All us believers still believe
Everytime we sing “two more weeks”
Someone shoulda thrown us in a cell and swallowed the key
Somebody shoulda told us to leave em be
The only news we tuned in to was the traffic update
Nothing feels as close to home as nightime windows down on 88
Lax to berlin and back
Wake up on the west coast inside a flask
The good books in the drawer next to the bed you pissed in
passports a blur, full of stamps from places I missed you in
They’ll tell you everything about last night that you forget
Pack your suitcase, joes in the back smoking a jazz cigarette
They hated me before they ever loved me
I’m not ready for things to change
I miss you missing me in the good old days
Got stuck in the cell of you and me
I guess it still beat solitary
—–Worry worry
Put my head in such a flurry
Freckle freckle
What makes you so special——-
One of these days yr gonna wake up in heaven
Laugh about that night you got four stitches above your eye
when they let the guitars fly
Never trust a band that wouldn’t bleed for you
Never believe in anyone who wouldn’t drive through the night
(To you)
They never tell you in school you’ll feel so alone
Wake me up again when were in the same time zone
The way I’d take a cornfield over a coast
Mulitply me times what you adore most
There were nights between yellow lines
When I confessed to you riding shotgun asleep under purple skies
They say
You get what you get
Well we Got lost in the middle of nowhere And you almost quit
Tonight Come together
Come apart
You can get lonely when u
Only read the charts
Called everybody I knew in this life
Can we get it together just for tonite

I miss old friends and “play it agains”
Please Send my love,
to everyone above

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Pete posted the above to one of his secret blogspots (deleted long ago) on August 13, 2008. This has always been my favorite. A few things:

  • This was posted just before the release of Folie A Deux was announced, while the band was still working on the album, and was titled “to you (unfinished, off the top of my head)” (the you presumably being Patrick who was using the words for lyrics **I’m going to edit myself here and add that it can also be a broader “you,” meaning the fans). You’ll see a lot of lines from Coffee’s For Closers in here and the chorus from w.a.m.s
  • During the Save Rock and Roll record cycle, Patrick mentioned revisiting some of Pete’s older lyrics and finding some that he had initially dismissed for dumb reasons like being irritated with Pete over something else.
  • Cut to American Beauty/American Psycho and you can a slightly modified version of the line “When I confessed  to you riding shotgun asleep under purple skies” has made it into “Favorite Record,” along with references to “windows down,” “drive through the night,” and “play it agains.”
  • There are a lot of references in here to the band’s connection with/devotion to the fans–“All us believers still believe every time we sing ‘two more weeks’,” “Never trust a band that wouldn’t bleed for you, Never believe in anyone who wouldn’t drive through the night (To you)”
  • In this interview, Pete mentions “Favorite Record” was the song that almost didn’t make it on to AB/AP but that it won out because it felt like a song that was for the fans.
20 questions tag

The questions

1.Thing you cannot leave the house without?
2.Favorite brand of makeup?
3.Favorite Flowers?
4.Fav clothing stores?
5.Fav perfume?
6.Heels or flats?
7.Do you make good grades?
8.Fav colors?
9.Do you drink energy drinks?
10.Do you drink juice?
11.Do you like swimming?
12.Do you eat fries with a fork?
13.Whats your fav moisturizer?
14.Do you want to get married later on in life?
15.Do you get mad easily?
16.Are you into ghost hunting?
17.Any phobias?
18.Do you bite your nails?
19.Have you ever had a near death experience?
20.Do you drink coffee?

100 questions tag

The questions

1:Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
2:Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
3:Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
4:Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
5:Do you like to use post-it notes?
6:Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
7:Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
8:Do you have freckles?
9:Do you always smile for pictures?
10:What is your biggest pet peeve?
11:Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
12:Have you ever peed in the woods?
13:What about pooped in the woods?
14:Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
15:Do you chew your pens and pencils?
16:How many people have you slept with this week?
17:What size is your bed?
18:What is your Song of the week?
19:Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
20:Do you still watch cartoons?
21:Whats your least favorite movie?
22:Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
23:What do you drink with dinner?
24:What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
25:What is your favorite food?
26:What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
27:Last person you kissed/kissed you?
28:Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
29:Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
30:When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
31:Can you change the oil on a car?
32:Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
33:Ever ran out of gas?
34:Favorite kind of sandwich?
35:Best thing to eat for breakfast?
36:What is your usual bedtime?
37:Are you lazy?
38:When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
39:What is your Chinese astrological sign?
40:How many languages can you speak?
41:Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
42:Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
43:Are you stubborn?
44:Who is better…Leno or Letterman?
45:Ever watch soap operas?
46:Are you afraid of heights?
47:Do you sing in the car?
48:Do you sing in the shower?
49:Do you dance in the car?
50:Ever used a gun?
51:Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
52:Do you think musicals are cheesy?
53:Is Christmas stressful?
54:Ever eat a pierogi?
55:Favorite type of fruit pie?
56:Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
57:Do you believe in ghosts?
58:Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
59:Take a vitamin daily?
60:Wear slippers?
61:Wear a bath robe?
62:What do you wear to bed?
63:First concert?
64:Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
65:Nike or Adidas?
66:Cheetos Or Fritos?
67:Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
68:Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
69:Ever take dance lessons?
70:Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
71:Can you curl your tongue?
72:Ever won a spelling bee?
73:Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
74:Own any record albums?
75:Own a record player?
76:Regularly burn incense?
77:Ever been in love?
78:Who would you like to see in concert?
79:What was the last concert you saw?
80:Hot tea or cold tea?
81:Tea or coffee?
82:Sugar or snickerdoodles?
83:Can you swim well?
84:Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
85:Are you patient?
86:DJ or band, at a wedding?
87:Ever won a contest?
88:Ever have plastic surgery?
89:Which are better black or green olives?
90:Can you knit or crochet?
91:Best room for a fireplace?
92:Do you want to get married?
93:If married, how long have you been married?
94:Who was your HS crush?
95:Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
96:Do you have kids?
97:Do you want kids?
98:Whats your favorite color?
99:Do you miss anyone right now? 
100: Something that happend to you in middle school

Harry Potter Tag

the questions

1.Favorite book ?
2.Favorite movie?
3.Least favorite book?
4.Parts of the books/movies that made you cry ?
5.If you could hook up with any HP character who would it be?
6.Favorite character ?
7.What would your Patronus be?
8.If you could have the Resurrection Stone, Invisibility Cloak or the Elder Wand 9.Which one would you choose?
10.What House would you be in?
11.If you could meet any member of the cast who would it be?
12.Have you played any of the video games?
13.If you were on the Quiddich team which position would you play?
14.Were you happy with the ending?
15.How much does Harry Potter mean to you?

Would you rather beauty tag

The questions

1.Would you rather go out with messy hair and nice make-up or Nice hair and no make-up?

2.Would you rather shave your eyebrows or have your eyelashes fall out?

3.Would you rather be forced to shop at only MAC or Sephora for the rest of your life?

4.Would you rather wear lipgloss/lipliner look or 80’s perm?

5.Would you rather leave the house with an obvious foundation line or overdone blush?

6.Would you rather wear MC Hammer pants or biker shorts in public?

7.Would you rather have a bad orange-y spray tan or really weird tan lines that can’t be covered?

8.Would you rather have a bad haircut or bad hair color?

9.Would you rather have youtube or twitter taken away forever?

10. Would you rather give up using makeup brushes or mascara?


Kome da se obratim kada nema nikoga u blizini? Samo sebi, prokletom sebi, najgorem sebi, odvratnom sebi. Neispunjen sam, nesretan. Najgore što čoveku može da se dogodi u životu je da mu se ne dogodi ništa. To je najveće prokletstvo. Kada imaš razvijenu svest o svemu a nemogućnost da bilo šta promeniš i odupreš se apatiji koja je sve veća. Uprkos svemu svako jutro se budim i verujem da će biti bolje, stavljam masku na lice i pretvaram se kao da mi nije ništa. Treba se izboriti za svoju tišinu jer je to jedina melodija koja istinski prija i spaja čoveka sa samim sobom. I šta dalje?