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Tagged by @infiniteseatbelts

Thank you so much for tagging me! Message me anytime if you wanna chat!  I’ve never done one of these either :) 

One insecurity: My Calves/Knees (Ive posted about this before, they’re very muscly for a otherwise not muscly girl and I have scars on both of my knees including one Keloid from 2x ACL Reconstruction Surgeries)

Two fears: I have a horrible fear of the cabins of articulated lorries falling over when they don’t have the big backs attached to the point where if i see one when I’m driving i try and avoid looking at it. I hate zombies too! terrified i would not survive a zombie apocalypse. 

Three turn-ons: (1) Eye contact  (2) My boyfriends attempt at Flynn Ryders smoulder (3) dancing to no music 

Four life goals: (1) Adopt a pug and a husky/chow chow/malamute/leonberger (2) Have a nice house that i can decorate with lots of plants and throws (3) get fit & health AF (4) make a career as an artist/designer 

Five things I like: (1) makeup! All makeup! Especially eyeshadow palettes (2) New pens (3) Snow days (rare occurrence in UK) (4) Fire pit in the garden in summer (5) The smell of hair dye/bleach

Six weaknesses: (1) Depression (2) anxiety (3) a complete lack of faith in my own abilities (4) my boyfriends puppy dog eyes (5) cookie dough (6) mutha fuckin cheese

Seven things I love: (1) My Fur Babies Gatsby, Pippy (cats) & puddle (Rabbit) (And Herbie the kitty and Hilton the kitty RIP my babies)  (2) my fish babies Pluto & Jupiter (And venus, may she rest in peace </3 ) (3) Polaroids (4) Fleetwood Mac! (5) My family (6) Fresh Bed Sheets (7) Glitter

Eight people I Tag! @junes-journey @janetlouise93 @wrenberries @ordinary-runner @staystrong-andhealthy @my-fight-tobe-forever-fit @3335 @nikigettingfit

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.