you no longer have power over me. you had me in the cusp of your hands, but that is no longer the case. i slipped away slowly and carefully, when the chains seemed to be at their tightest, and now i’m free. at one point it seemed impossible to escape, and my world seemed to be crashing before me, but time has filled in the blank spots and questions i was flooded with. i can think of you now, without getting angry, upset or sad, i can think of you without drowning myself in “what if’s” and “if only’s”, i can think of you without internalizing and wondering what i could have done differently. i dug deep and i discovered something that i had lost when you were in my life - self love. as an extension of that love, i still pray for you, wish you well, send you love from a distance, but i have myself again, and having myself is more important than having you.
what do you think of the weird videos on the 4th channel?