blame on it

anonymous asked:

What do you think about JK saying that he considers himself and Jiminie to be at the same age??? I feel kinda emotional

it’s really meaningful indeed , him thinking of jimin as someone who’s the same age as him . because as it has already been pointed out by satellite-jeon jungkook’s behaviour is very different when he’s with jimin from when he’s with the other members , around jimin he tries to be more mature , acts a little bit tough (the tsundere image thing) , i think kookminwolrd pointed this out too in one of their videos .

like that time jimin was reacting to jungkook’s celebrity bromance video , where he went out to eat meat with minwoo and jungkook was like :” i can’t grill it myself” , and jin said : “when he’s with us , we always cook it for him” and jimin said that jungkook tried cooking it for him when they went out one time , see? he never cooks it when he’s with the other hyungs but when it’s jimin he tries to do it for him  .idk how to say this but he tries to be  reliable for jimin you know ? he wants him to be able to rely on him, that’s the difference of his behaviour when it comes to jimin , for the other members he acts cute and childish but with jimin it’s different, he wants him to see him as a grown man ,just like he doesn’t see jimin as an older guy but as someone who’s the same age as him. 

he even uses banmal language (informal) with him sometimes , and jimin has grown a little used to it by now i think . like that time right before jimin’s performance with taemin , when jungkook shouted : “jimin-ah!”….nothing playful about that!!!!  he was casually calling him jimin-ah , knowing jimin’d be okay  with him using informal language with him .. okay i’m gonna stop right now cuz this is really getting out of hand sorry for the long reply that you didn’t ask for

  • me: i really don't understand why anyone ships unhealthy relationships i- *trips* *thousands of batjokes pictures and fics spill from pockets* fuck those aren’t mine i swEAR i’m just holding them for a friend i- *slips on a pile of papers* fuCK no they’re not mine i hate this kinda thing i just- *more pictures fall out as i fall to my knees, desperately trying to pick them up* hang on a sec just LISTEN
Important Waldi news

No, he’s not leaving.

But he’s not entirely healthy at the moment. We’ve always struggled with everything from his fetlocks down, sometimes having short-durated infections. They always seemed to tone down and didn’t seem to bugger Waldi for too long. We left it how it was, hoping his feet would sort themselves.

They did, for a while.

Somehow, sadly enough, it worsened during this autumn and winter. So much so that he was in pain when in strenuous work and activity, not quite limping or anything, but stepping in short and walking out of rhythm.

I figure I am young and unsure, I didn’t call the vet as fast as I probably should have. I had hoped that it would tone down with rest, better weather, and care.

It hasn’t. So I called the vet this Thursday, nearly ensuing an anxiety attack on me because I suck at caring for things.

The vet came and… confirmed that it was bad now. Poor thing is in more pain than I thought, he just could hide it very well.

Anyway, we have a treatment schedule now, hoping we can fix whatever I let happen to my bay bae.
To point out good things: it isn’t a terrible condition, his muscles and tendons are perfectly fine, and it’s just his hindlegs. We know what is causing the pain and we can set out some ways to cure it.

As for the future; I trust that Waldi will get better. There are many solutions and treatments.
It’s just that that’s what’s dragging me down and under the past month, and mostly these past days, and you had the right to know why I wasn’t as active as usual.

The Hard Call

@marcuskaen prompted: Oooooo and another one.. Where May possibly get a mission to have to hurt another civilian and she refuses. Only for the higher ups to show her a photo of Phil and saying something to the effect of, “it would be terrible if something were to happen to Mr. Coulson. Wouldn’t it?”

“Agent May.”

A shadowy figure nodded to Melinda as she entered the room carrying a file. She’d read it over several times and each time she went to plan the mission, to kill a civilian who was an unknowing informant to a Hydra enemy, she hadn’t been able to do it. Thinking about the op kept her up at night and no matter what she tried she just couldn’t do it. Whenever she looked at the tiny photo of the female yoga instructor, all she saw was Phil.

“I came to return this.” She said, setting the file on the table and sliding it down towards her superiors. One of them picked it up, scanning it and putting it back down.

“I see.” He said, and even though she wasn’t easily scared, Melinda felt chills running down her spine. Her superiors at Hydra had always been scary, even though she had made her choice long ago - announcing any kind of allegiance to S.H.I.E.L.D. once it fell and was left with only a few scattered members would have been a death sentence.

She waited as her superiors spoke quietly, and the file was passed back down to her, with a photograph attached to it by a paperclip. She picked it up and bit back a whimper. 

A photo of Phil was attached to the file. The photograph was from a trip they’d taken to D.C. to see a special history exhibit. It had been a great day - she couldn’t remember having smiled so much before her Bahrain op. The photo was of both of them, but a large red ‘x’ was drawn over his face. Crossed out. “It would be a shame if something bad were to happen to Mr. Coulson, wouldn’t it?” One of her bosses asked.

Melinda’s throat closed in panic. No, they hadn’t killed him, but it was a close call. They would do it if she stepped out of line, they had this to hold over her, to keep her from disobeying. If she didn’t do exactly what they wanted… Phil would die. “I’ll go right now and complete the mission.” She said, her voice breaking. 

She’d do anything to protect him, even if it meant tearing apart what humanity she had left.

i kind of want to play clemencia as a more tragedy fated character. somewhat more down-trodden and quiet. like a shakespearean protagonist at act 4 lmao.
—now that i think about it, she would probably retain nyx’s gift of being able to see glimpses into the future, as shown in her threads with arthur??
give me some permadeath threads with future sight and allow me to cook up some delic iously spicy angst

i think what either people don’t realize or forget is that the list is heartless. i will never deny that. because clarke doesn’t do heart, even though she has a big one. and that’s not to say that she is a kid making adult decisions. no, she’s making deliberate & decisive choices. it’s that she’s disassociating herself from these people as her friends & aqcuaintances. the only way clarke was able to sit down & make that list was to completely dehumanize everyone & see them as part of a working organism/machine.

which she has the capability to do, because of her medical background. in the heat of the moment, when you’re saving someone’s life in a surgery, you compress your panic & use only your head. panicking causes someone to die. clarke’s mind is Extremely Clinical. & add in the fact that her father is an engineer, she’s geared towards knowledge & facts. her father would teach her cartography for fun. she was the top of her earth skills class. knowledge/facts have always been how she associates with people.

so for this list, her heart is shut off. she had to assess every single variable. if one tool even has the POSSIBILITY of being ‘defective’ (god, that’s so terrible to think) then the whole organism could collapse. they can’t afford that when the organism itself is barely even a gd amoeba. 100 people is nothing, in the grand scheme of things.

it’s classic survival of the fittest. & clarke wasn’t acting from a place of emotion whatsoever. it’s not fair. it’s smart. is it right? idk, i guess that’s what jroth is tryna make us question.

at the end of the day, clarke IS YOUNG though– in the sense of she’s still new to this whole leadership thing. naive in how to lead. i think that’s another reason why clarke is so extreme on the Head end of the spectrum. she hasn’t done this leadership shit enough to know the right balance of head & heart.