black sf

Where the fuck did my abs and clear skin go? Is it weird to say that I felt prettier when I was at my old college? Idk what it was but I just felt more comfortable in my skin and clothes. I don’t feel like I can be very expressive in San Francisco. Maybe part of it is that I live in downtown filled with techies and men in suits and women in pencil skirts. I miss wearing skull crusher boots, blue lipstick and having purple hair. I feel happiest when I am daring, but lately my style has been so shy and it makes me sad. How can I get out of this artistic self expression rut?