C: I’m jealous that my white friends have this privilege where they can be free with their bad moods. Like they can be petty and act out because of a bad day and no one bats an eye or gets pissed, but everyone is worried. But the moment I act out even the slightest, no one like worries about what’s wrong like with the others and just start attacking me. Like, why can’t I act irrational when I’m having a bad day? Why do i have to be the responsible adult in the group all the time?