black pants are life

i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

anonymous asked:

I don't know if you believe or are interested in past lives and shit, and I sure don't, but I still get these weird "visions/memories" or whatever in certain situations. When I finish off my scalding-hot shower with an ice-cold rinse, I close my eyes and see myself, slowly falling into pitch-black waters. I also feel scared for some reason, and it kind of freaks me out for the next hour or so. The weirdest part is that I was wearing some white blouse and black pants, which I've never worn before

like this story is cool…I do believe in sorta…life energy conservation? like energy is never created or destroyed, so why would a “life” be different? not sure what the implications of that are though. 

but as cool as this story is, I find it stranger that you’ve never worn a white blouse and black pants. like what kind of life are you living.