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So there’s people in the fandom who don’t like Silver because of how horrible he treated Flint, and there’s people who think that Thomas was boring and his arc with James was uninspiring.

Clearly the solution to this is to have James hook up with Billy for hatesex. They would treat each other equally and it wouldn’t be boring. Problem solved.

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Bast leaned closer still, Chronicler smelled flowers on his breath. “You are not wise enough to fear me as I should be feared. You do not know the first note of the music that moves me.”

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The Name of the Wind is a fantastic book and I haven’t been able to get this scene out of my mind since I read it. It…it kind of fits.

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“…Every human being relies on and is bounded by his knowledge and experience to live. This is what we call "reality”. However, knowledge and experience are ambiguous, thus reality can become illusion. Is it not possible to think that, all human beings are living in their assumptions?“ - Itachi.

So I was sucking my nigga dick yesterday for the first time. Im sucking his soul out while he’s smacking my ass and shit. Then he stops moaning and stops smacking my ass. So I look up at him because I’m confused. He has this big ass grin on his face and he says “Damn, this shit feels so good, I damn near want to smack my own ass.” 😂😂😂

I needed to write this down *chap 129 spoilers below*

After the third time my bestfriend asked me if the latest revelation from chapter 129 had me upset, I decided to sort out my actual thought about this whole thing. I just want to clarify, before anything else, that this is my own reaction/opinion and I’m not enforcing it upon anyone. I just felt the need to voice this out. Feel free to agree or disagree.

To start off, I’m not entirely upset, upset about some factors, yes, but the closest to accurately place my reaction would be a mixture of shock, excitement, and ache.

Shock since I did not expect it to happen this coming chapter because I thought things would lie low after Agni’s death, I thought more palpable hints would be dropped before the actual reveal. I accepted and believed that the 2CT is true long time ago, and was just waiting for its confirmation.

Excitement from the thrill and elation I felt because of the sudden surge of events, because let’s face it, things have been quite dull at the beginning of the blue sect arc. I tend to fall deeper in love with a story if it provides me with more drama and more conflicts to journey through.

Last would be ache, because I had my hopes too high about Elizabeth, I adore her so much and I never once questioned her feelings for Ciel. I led myself to believe that she’s one of the few individuals who will stay by Ciel’s side no matter what. The fact that she seemed adamant about protecting her original fiancé despite what she have been through with the current earl have hurt me in ways I was never expecting.

The part that insistently irks me is how affected I am with the whole “Ciel’s name is not really Ciel” thing, but decided to take the stubborn route of sticking to the name Ciel for the contracted earl. He’s always been Ciel to me and I’ll continue to address him as such, I’ll use real!Ciel or other!ciel for the twin but other than the little brave earl will still be my Ciel. And besides, if you ask me, he damn right earned himself the name by burying the sickly shy kid in the past in order to be the Ciel that he is currently.