I imagine Kaneki being very enthusiastic after making love for the first time. It feels really good and he’s like omg omg, so this is what it feels like… wow. And he’s very innocent and curious about it? after so many negative emotions in his life, this one seems to be one of the most positive, and Touka is like trying to catch her breath like holy shit, that was… wow, and Kaneki is like rambling about it
“woow that was really cool Touka-chan, I’ve once read in a book that bla bla bla bla, d-did i hurt you? I was s-scared that maybe I hurt you, it felt so weird, wow, and it was kinda fast too… but-”
“This is what I want to do every day for the rest of my life.. wow, I-I really wanna do it again, do you think we should do it again? because-”
You know what I find absolutely sad? Not only D’s situation but how easy people near him are selling their dignity. About beard I’ve lose hope about her having at least a soul tbh. But the “friends”. You are working like “cameramen” for God’s sake. If you are unable to respect D and say “No” at least a bit of self respect? And don’t start telling me as usual “ but D bla bla bla”. There is one huge difference: the willingness. In one case is something that is obliged, in the other is something that people want to do . And tbh… it’s so so sad.
Sup- looking for some fics where H is in an abusive relationship with D’s bff. Slow build, D finds out bla bla bla. I’ve read Make Me Forget His Name btw, but it worked way too fast- like first chapter and D’s already comforting H. Thanks Bois- ciao!