Tonight I went out and got very drunk. I was sitting in the club, on my own, thinking how much I hate the music and the people then I decided to look at the pictures of Pea I’d taken that day. And I smiled and everything seemed ok again. It’s currently 3:15am and I’m sitting in a doorway waiting for my lift, feeling relatively sober while people around me are looking like they need ambulances. That little green bird made me realise that there’s more to life than trying to fit in with these people. I love her so much!