as I was thinking about this, I came to a sudden euphoric realization. comedy has expanded so much. it’s not just people who do stand up anymore. comedians are fantastic directors, writers, podcasters, hosts of tv shows, creator of strange things. life is funny and ever expanding and i’m so excited i get to be in a world where people have an entire job dedicated to making my day less blue.
Then I’m experiencing that psychological downward spiral. Oh great! I’m going to miss my flight and then I’m going to miss every flight from now on and then I’m going to miss my family reunion and then I’m not going to have a family and then I’m going to be a crackwhore!