bill is missing

#DMMilan (28.03.2017)

-  Bill say that he has a machine tattoo and he will practise with it on Tom
-  There was Torg moment damn
-  Bill said he misses Pumba so much and that he will see him in 5 days
-  Question about dreams: Bill and Tom are planning to open a personal night club but they don’t know where
-  A fan asked Tom what the best thing of Georg, it was very Torg, and Bill was like “AWWWWW”
-  Gustav didn’t say anything :(
- a fan’s question to Tom was: "how would you describe bill’s voice to a deaf person?“ he said it was an interesting question and hard to explain and when he was asked to describe it with a color he said it was like tina’s hair. 

-  Bill said that for his birthday, someone gave him a tattoo machine and he would try it on Tom, Tom just laughed. It was so cute
-  A girl said that she met her girlfriend because of Tokio Hotel (she was sit next to her) and Bill looked at them like AAAAAAAW
-  Tom said there will be another tour but not soon (I think they might take another pause…)
-  Bill repeated he wants to get married in the Maldives. Everyone was like AWWWW and Bill was AWWWWWWW YEY too
-  the soundcheck was fantastic, we screamed "Gustav” and Georg repeat his name with us, he laughed HAHAHA
-  GUSTAV SAID VAFFANCULO WHEN WE DID THE PHOTOS AND TOM STRACCIATELLA HAHAHAHAH
-  THEY DID COTTON CANDY SKY, BLACK AND SOMETHING NEW
-  they said that they didn’t know if they will go to Spain for DM, but the next year they will go at summer festival
-  Tom looked at us like WTF when we joked JUNMJ is our favorite song and then he started playing it & wanted us to sing #DMMilan #kos
-  Bill asked again what is our favorite song. Like ‘seriously JUNMJ or Beichte?! ’. At first he didn’t get the joke  #dmmilan #kos
-  We won whiskey shots while Toms famous songquiz. Our shot was for Back for Good. Obviously from Take That as Bill corrected us #dmmilan #kos
-  Nobody was able to guess the song by Bon Jovi even though Gustav tried to tell us secretly behind Toms back #dmmilan #kos
-  Tom said he can imagine every women’s body naked even though she’s dressed. Even ours. Womanizer is back  #dmmilan #kos

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.