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Everything I Wanted Was You Kyle Spencer x Reader

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Request: @shellscreams​ :  I would like a Kyle Spencer imagine please love the last two you wrote xx

Description: This is an imagine where you and Kyle are together and he dies and you have to deal with that and don’t worry there is a very happy ending.

Author’s Note: I would like to say thank you to @shellscreams​ for requesting this! I am so sorry if this isn’t you wanted. Also requests are always open so don’t be shy XOXO


It was cool windy Saturday in the middle of Spetember. School had just started for me at Tulane University in New Orleans. I was a senior and had been in total bliss for the past three years. The reason? Kyle Spencer my amazing boyfriend. He was a frat boy and I was a frat girl. My fraternity was having a party tonight at the Zeta Kappa Mu house, aka my fraternity. Yes it was very popular for someone from our fraternitys to get together. I didn’t care it was fate for us to meet. It all happened when I was walking on campus on my first day at school and some jerk approached me.


“Hey sugar! You want some of this?” this college boy asked as he started running towards me.

“No thank you.” I said trying to make him go away.

“Awwww. Don’t be like that baby. I just want to have some fun!”

“Well you better scram before my..” I hesitated and blurted out the first thing that came into my head,” boyfriend comes to meet me!”

“Oh really? Where is this so called boyfriend?”

“I just said that he was meeting me here soon.” I said getting annoyed that the guy wouldn’t go away. He started to approach me and I backed away. He got closer to me and grabbed my wrist.

“HEY! Get off of me!” I yelled.

“I thought you had a boyfriend.”He said. But little did I know that a boy heard the whole thing an decided to stop it before it went any farther.

“She does.” The boy said. I turned my head away from the from the college student and looked at the boy who saved my life. My (Eye Color) eyes met his dark brown eyes.

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“I think you should get your hands off my girlfriend mister.” The boy said. The college guy then released his grip on my wrist and the boy wrapped his arm around my waist protectively.

“Like I told you, you better scram you know now since my boyfriend is here.” I said confidentley. The college guy looked at who had his arm around me and ran for his life.

The boy released his arm from my waist when we couldn’t see the jerk anymore.

“Thank you for doing that. I really appreciate that.” I said looking at the ground rubbing my arm.

“Hey don’t mention it. I can’t help myself from saving someone espically if it is a beautiful girl like yourself.” You immediatley blush at his compliment and look up in his eyes. “Kyle, by the way.” Kyle held at his hand and you took it.

“(Y/N)” You reply shaking his hand.

“Beautiful. Just like you.” Kyle responds. I chuckle lightly at his flirt. “What do you say we go and get a coffee?”

“I would love that.” I say. Kyle takes my hand and holds it. We walk to the coffe shop on camous, hands in hand. Ever since then we have been in love.


Tonight Kyle and his frat brothers were coming to the party tonight. I was excited to see him because he just got back from a school trip for football. Yes I texted him if his team won adn he texted back saying that they killed the other team. Once I read the text I decided that we would have a party in celebration for their win as soon as they came back. They arrived early this morning so I sent out party invitations to everyone. Apparently the new of having a party reached outside the campus and reached to the movie star Madison Montegomery. I one-hundred percent believe that someone tweeted it and it got around EVERYWHERE. I wasn’t upset that more people were coming, I was actually happy. That means that I could show off to more people about how great my boyfriend is.

I started to get ready at eight o’clock since the party started at nine and supposedly to end at midnight but I doubt it. I got finished changing into my (Favorite Color) dress and went down the stairs to finish decorating. I hung up the red and blue disco lights and the ice sculpture of God knows what. It was about nine o’clock when people started flooding which was good. This party was much bigger but it is okay the more the merrier. I saw some guy name Chad enter with packages of beer which I didn’t really care unless underage people were drinking it. I just let it slide because I was too busy trying to watch when Kyle’s limo bus was going to arrive.

It was a good ten minutes of me just waiting until a big black bus arrived on the curb infront of the house. I got so excited and decided to wait for about five minutes becasue I knew that Kyle was giving his brothers the chat about public parties Do’s and Don’ts. That is one of the reasons why I loved his personality so much was because he was respectful and a gentlemen. I always had great respect for him because ever since hurricane Katrina he had been providing for his single mother.

Kyle finally came running out of his bus with his brothers yelling “ Kappa Lambda Gamma” which was their fraternity. He saw me sitting on the step waiting for him to arrive and he immediatley ran to me. Once I had seen what he was doing I started to run to him. We meet in the middle and he engulfed me in his arms picking me up.

“I missed you so much baby.” Kyle said sounding out of breath. He placed me down, removing his head from the crook in my neck, he looked at me and oushed back my hair that had been messed up in this form of affection.

“I missed you so much too Kyle.” I said. He smiled and put his hand around the back of my neck and leaned in. His lips met mine and we started to make out in the middle of the lawn. It lasted a long time of just us letting our emotions out.

“What is that speech that you always tell your frat brothers? Isn’t public embarrasment apart of that? So wouldn’t kissing your girlfriend infront of everyone apart of that?” I ask jokingly.

“Shut up.”Kyle said laughing while putting his arm around my shoulders bringing me closer to his chest.

“I love you.” I said.

“I love you too.” He said kissing my cheek. He brought me to the couch and sat me down. “I am going to go get us some drinks okay.”

“Okay.” He leaned down and kissed my forehead. Once he left I looked towards the front door and I saw Madison Montegomery and I guess her friend. I was totally shocked that she came. I mean seriously a stupid frat college party? I thought that was too D-list for ‘celebrities. Again I didn’t mind that she was here. I just hope that her attitude doesn’t get the best of her.

Kyle soon comes back with two red cups and smiles at me.

“Here is a Coca-Cola for the lady.” He said and handed it to me while sitting next to me on the couch and putting his arm around me pulling me closer ot him.

“Why thank you.” I said to Kyle with a smile on my face,”Okay so you HAVE to tell me all about your football game please?” i said pouting in a begging form.

“Okay all right since you asked so politely. Well we obviously won. It was fourty-two to four and so we basically creamed them majorly.”

“Obviously,” I said but then Kyle was interrupted by the girl that entered in with Madison Montegomery approached us.

“Excuse me, I am so sorry to bother you but I can’t find my friend Madison Montegomery. I have looked everywhere and I can’t find her can you please help me?”

“Yes of course.” Kyle and I said.

“Let’s look upstairs to see if she might have accidentally found her way up here.” I said. We started to open up all the doors until we came to last on eand we opened it and found Madison and Kyle’s frat brothers. We looked around and realized that they were all takign turns raping Madison adn taking pictures even Kyles best friend Archie was in on it. Kyle was furious.

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING? GIVE ME THE PHONE ARCHIE!” Kyle screamed. I had never seen him so mad in our entire relationship.

“NO KYLE! I am not giving you my phone so you can just delete the videos and pictures.”Archie said. Kyle started to run after Archie trying to retrieve his phone so he could not only delete it but so that he could beat him up for doing this. The girl who asked for Kyle and I’s help started to wake Madison up so she could walk downstairs and leave. I started to run after Kyle. I got to the front door and I saw all of the frat brothers and Kyle running into the bus. Then it started to drive off so I ran after it.

Madison and her friend weren’t that far behind when all of a sudden the buss flipped over and crashed. I saw it all happen and I fell to my knees crying. Once I had gotten the courage to get up I ran over to the flipped over bus and pried open the doors. I looked around and I saw Kyle, lying there in pieces. I rushed over to him and brought his chest and head close to my body and kissed him, over and over again.

“NOOOO KYLE! WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DIE?”I yelled. I brought my head closer to his ear and whispered.”Everything I wanted was you. I love you so much. Why did you have to leave me? We were supposed to grow old together. I love you.” i finally got up and started to get up and walk away. Once that I had left the bus there was blood all over me. I started to cry and I ran back to the frat house which was empty probably due to everyone hearing the crash, getting scared and running.

I closed the door and locked it. I collapsed to the floor crying knewing that I was never going to get my happy ending with Kyle. I went upstairs, took a shower and cried myself to sleep knowing that there was never going to be a day with Kyle or so I thought.

The Next Day

I woke up and decided to go visit Kyles mom to see how she was doing with the news about Kyle. I got dressed and drove over to his house that i had been over a million times. I knocked on the door and Mrs. Spencer opened the door with a tear stained face.

“Mrs. Spencer? It’s me (Y/N).” I said knowing that she would remember me as Kyles girlfriend.

“Oh yes (Y/N), please come in.” She opened the screen door and welcomed me into her house. After I had entered seh had engulfed me into in a hug and the waterworks started to fall from my face. I pulled away and Mrs. Spencer gave me a tissue and I whispered out a ‘Thank you.’

“I came to see how you were doing.” I said looking into her eyes and seeing that she was so upset. She should be she just lost her son.

“Thank you for doing that (Y/N). I really do appreciate it. I think out of all the girls Kyle has brought home, you have always and will forever be my favorite.”

“Thank you. I know how difficult it must be losing you only son espically since you husband passed away. I just wanted to let you know that I am here for you. If you need someone to talk to please just call me and I will be there.” I said letting her know that she won’t go through this alone.

“Thank you so much. It means a lot to know that even though Kyle isn’t here that you will continue to be apart of this familly and I am forever thankful for you. Anyways I have something to show you. Kyle had all this stuff that he had for you in a bag so I feel like I should give it to you, even though he won’t”

“Okay.” I followed her to Kyle’s room and she opened the doors to his closet and bent down to get the bag. It was a large paper bag filled high with stuff. She handed it to me and I carried it and sat down on his bed and started to unpack it. “I hope you don’t mind that I am unpacking it here.”

“Oh no! Please go ahead. I wanted to know what was always in there so I hope you don’t mind that I am watching you open it.”

“Of course not.” I started unpacking and while I was unpacking I realized that these were presents for our upcoming anniversary of three years. I took out the first thing and it was a scrapbook filled with pictures of me and Kyle and little love notes he wrote. I sat there crying knowing that this must have taken him months to put together and he never got a chance to give it to me. The second thing I took out was a shirt that said “Watch Out Boys This Girl Is Taken By This Guy” and it had a picture of Kyle winking on the back. I laughed remembering his funny humor. There was only one thing left and I couldn’t believe my eyes. It was a small red box. I took it out and started to cry knowing what it is. I opened the box and found a small diamond enagagment ring inside.

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I showed it to Mrs. Spencer and she started to cry her eyes out.

“I always knew that was a question he was wondering about when he was going to ask. I guess he was going to ask on your three year anniversary.” she said. I put my hands over my eyes and cried even harder. I put the ring on my left finger in a way of saying yes to his question.

After that I bid Mrs. Spencer a goodbye and then walked out of the house. I was walking to my car that was a couple houses down. While I was walking I could have sworn that I saw that girl that Kyle and I helped from yesterday approach Mrs. Spencer’s house with her holding someone up. I ignored it knowing that it was just my mind playing tricks on me. I walked to my car and got in. I just sat for a long time looking at my engagement ring and crying. I eventually stopped and drove back to my frat house. I walked in and went upstairs to my room and locked the door.

A Couple Months Later

It has been a couple months since Kyle died and I couldn’t have felt more alone. Sometimes if I went out I would think that I would see him and the minute I blinked he was gone. Other than that I haven’t left my room. I miss him everyday. There is nothing that can replace him. I haven’t felt love, compassion, or happiness since he died. I wish he would come back.

Today I was forced to leave my room saying that I had a visitor at the door. I went downstairs and opened the door to find the girl that Kyle and I helped all those months ago.

“What do you want?” I ask with tears starting to fall from my eyes.

“I just want to show you something. Please come with me.” She said.

“Why should I go anywhere with you? I don’t even know your name!” I say

“Okay. My name is Zoe Benson.” Zoe said.

“You think just because you said that I am going to go with you?!” I said.

“Okay, fine! If you won’t come with me then just promise me that you will come to the cafe downtown. Please.” She begged.

“Alright I’ll be there. What time?” I asked.

“Just be there at noon. Okay?”


“Thank you.”

“Do I need to bring anything?” I asked.

“Just bring yourself.” She said.

“Okay. Bye.” I said. Zoe waved a goodbye back to me. I was so confused. Why out of all the people on Earth does she have to come back? I went upstairs and got dressed. I looked at the clock and saw that it was eleven fourty. I exited the house and went to the driveway to my car. I got in and started to drive downtown to the coffee shop. I looked for a parking space near where Zoe was standing. I got out of the car and locked it. I walked over to her.

“So why am I meeting you here?” I asked.

“You are meeting me here because I have a surprise for you inside.” Zoe said.

“If it’s a guy then I am not interested.” I said and then I walked in.

“I don’t think so. Well at least not with this guy.” She said. I walked around trying to find out what she was talking about. I finally understood when my eyes met his. The same dark brown I fell in love with. I ran over to him with tears coming down my face. I ran into his arms and he held me close. I pulled back my head and started to pepper his face in kisses. I finally ended with his lips. There was all of my emotions, his emotions intertwined into this form of affection. He let me down and pulled out my chair for me to sit down.

“Kyle! How are you back?” I asked with tears running down my face.

“(Y/N), I know you aren’t going to believe me when I say this but please do.” I nodded my head in response.”Okay well I died you saw me. Zoe and Madison went to the hospital and retrived my body parts and sewed me together. Another thing is that they are witches. There is a whole coven of them okay. So I was crazy and I couldn’t speak. I was a lot like Frankenstein. It was a long time before I could speak. But then their supreme Fiona Goode fixed me. She did something to me where i could speak properly. I guess you coudl say she brought me back to normal. So I remembered all about you. I had never forgotten about you, I just didn’t have all the details. But I called for you and then Zoe decided that it was best if I came back now and so I did. That is where that story ended.” He said looking into my eyes.

“I don’t care how you came to be here. I am just glad that you are here with me. Kyle, you’re all I have you’re all I want.” I said and he just looked at me emotionless and then he smiled and leaned over to kiss me on the lips.

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I put my hand on his cheek and he stopped kissing me and looked at my hand.

“Oh sorry. I forgot that my hand is probably is cold. Sorry.” I said.

“No it isn’t that.” He pulled my left hand towards his and at my ring finger. “You said yes?”Kyle asked.

“Of course I did Kyle. I love you with all my heart. I want to spend the rest of my life with you unless you don’t want to anymore.” I said looking down.

“Hey,” Kyle said putting his fingers underneath my chin and lifting my head up so I looked at him in the eyes,”I want to start off where we left off. I want to be with you. I want to call you my wife. I love you.” He said.

“I love you too.” I said. I am so happy that Zoe brought him back. I couldn’t ask for anything better. After that Kyle and I started to plan for our wedding. It was perfect. Now we are living in total bliss and there isn’t anything I could ask for more. I love him and he loves me.


“Jesus Ronnie! I’ve fucking had it with you!” You viciously threw his own phone at him after discovering he’d been all over other women. “I’m sorry okay! You know how hard it is for me to…” “Stop being an asshole?!” You finished his sentence for him, anger sizzling through your veins. “I cook for you! I clean up after you! I’ve never cheated on you or even looked at another man and this is how you treat me?! I’m not your fucking bitch Ronnie!” His deep blackened brown eyes were soaked in that poison arrogance he carried around with him. “I fucking made you my bitch now you either put up with it or get the fuck out of my sight.” Ronnie spat as he walked up to you and pointed at the tour bus door. You took one look at the door and then him. “I’d rather swim in a pool of my own shit then run back to your tiny dick Ronald Radke.” With a harsh slap across his red face, you were out of that door so fast and you never looked back at that disgrace of a man.

“Woah (Y/N), you look really pissed off, what’s happened?” Andy, an acquaintance of yours asked as you were storming through the sea of tour buses and fans. “Go ask your fucking friend. We’re finished.” Andy’s shocking blue eyes widened as his jaw opened like a cod fish. “You’re finished?! Why?!” “Because he’s an asshole. You’re all assholes!” You yelled, getting attention from a few people walking past. Angry, you began to rush off but Andy grabbed your hand. “Just wait a minute, that’s not fair.” He said, still holding your hand. “What’s not fair?!” Andy chewed at his bottom lip, looked around nervously then gazed deep in to your eyes. Anyone could be a slave for those eyes. “Come with me.” He uttered in that deep, irresistible voice he was blessed with. Leading you by your hand, he took you to the big, black bus that belonged to his band Black Veil Brides. Confused as to what Andy wanted to say, you leaned against the wall whilst Andy checked if anyone was on the bus. You weren’t sure if it was a good or bad thing that you were left alone with the big man himself. He came back to you, all huffy and puffy. What did he have to be angry about? “All men are assholes huh?” Andy got closer until he had you firmly against the wall. “Of course you are.” Andy was trying to intimidate you; you knew his game. You weren’t quite sure if it was working. Your breathing got heavier, looking at his beautiful face yet you still weren’t afraid of him. “Ever thought it might just be the type you were going for?” He questioned and it was a good one. Maybe it was, yet, it was no excuse for the guys to be one. “I don’t know. Are you an asshole, Andy?” His grin said everything; his eyes were alive with wickedness. “I’m an asshole baby.”

Within seconds, you were violently pushed down on the red leather sofa on the bus and your wrists were pinned submissively at the sides of your head. “I don’t fuck assholes.” You tried to fight the lust but nothing could bring you to push away the beautiful man kissing your neck. Hearing him chuckle was bringing you to breaking point. “Neither do I honey.” “You know what I meant.” You panted as you subconsciously rubbed your crotch up against his hard on. “Then why are you pushing your pussy against me?” Andy teased, knowing you couldn’t possibly answer that. The blood in your body rushed to your cheeks, blushing madly. “I…” You really couldn’t explain which made Andy smirk even harder. “Exactly.” He replied before crushing his luscious lips against yours. The anger in your body turned to liquid lust. It was a perfect escape from the hate that had been building and building against men. Even though you hated them, how could you resist one of the biggest dickheads in rock and roll history? Andy let your wrists go so he could yank down your skirt and your panties at the same time. He really wanted to fuck and as long as he wasn’t completely useless, you didn’t mind how quick he wanted it done. “Legs open.” He demanded. His voice was sex itself. It was true, that’s how he got so many chicks, just by talking. You followed his instruction and opened them, just how he wanted them. You loved the way he licked his lips looking at you. Ronnie never looked at you with such heat in his gaze. “Fucking beautiful. Ronnie shouldn’t of took this pussy for granted.” Slowly, he eased one finger in to you and then a second one. Loudly, you moaned in intense pleasure, gripping his arms for something to balance the sensation. “So tight too.” Andy took his fingers out, leaving you feel empty. You wanted him back desperately. The way he licked his fingers, tasting your juices was unbelievable. This man was a cocky bastard and you loved it. Maybe asshole’s weren’t so bad after all.

Intently, you watched Andy as he unzipped his tight black ripped jeans and pulled them to the floor. The sound of his bulky belt against the ground was one of your favourite things you ever heard. With that sexy smirk on his face, he got rid of his white boxers, adding player 3 in to the game; his beautiful, big cock. You bit your bottom lip in desire; Andy had the perfect weapon to satisfy your needs. “Spit.” He instructed, holding his dick out in front of you. You let the saliva fall from your mouth on to him and rubbed it up and down his length, lubricating him for action. “Now, are you going to lay and take it like a good slut or am I going to have to tie you up?” Raising your eyebrow, you thought about how sexy that’d be. All restrained and all dominance going to Andy. “Tie me up.” You uttered and you swore Andy got a little harder. “Oh you are a fucking whore aren’t you? As you wish. Put your arms together.” Andy got his belt and tied your wrists together so you couldn’t use your hands. By then, your pussy was aching so much. Your whole body longed for Andy’s touch. With his cock nice and wet, he pulled your legs right apart, exposing all of you. Suddenly, with no warning, he slammed himself in to you, causing you to yelp. “Relax baby, take it.”

Andy had you on your knees as he worked on finishing himself off. Every now and then, he would force his cock to the back of your throat, making you gag like you’d seen on the porn movies. It felt so good, listening to his moans and pants. Andy was close, rock solid in your mouth with your tongue licking up his length. You’d never been so excited to watch a guy finish and to taste him. He’d fucked you good; you were nice and satisfied and now it was Andy’s turn. “Tongue out my little slut.” I think that was becoming a nickname of yours. As the drops of come landed on your tongue, you felt that great sense of achievement and revenge. You almost thanked him. Just then, you heard clapping. With the drop of your jaw, you saw Ronnie watching with a huge grin. “Andy my man. You and I are one in the same.” 

Wicked Games (5SOS - Part 2)

A/N: Wicked Games Part 1

My eyes glanced around in a hurry of trying not to get the sun in my eyes, one hand in front of my eyebrows to block it out and the other one holding my phone to my ear as I had been listening to Lance’s rambles for the last ten minutes.

My suitcase was right next to me with a black bag on top of it, and I was standing next to a rack in front of some kind of mall. Lance had been talking for the past minutes about what I had to remember and such common things appealing to that.

“They hide the drugs in the baggage part of their tour bus..” Lance said in between sentences and that was the first time he had actually caught my attention for the first time today.

“They hide it right under their bus so everyone can find it? That’s really chaotic and horrible, what if they get caught and such?” My tone was soft as I spoke, trying to be in the character already.

”It’s so fun to hear how innocent you are about this subject when you’ve been into this business since can I remember.” Lance chuckled on the other line making me roll my eyes by his lame way of trying to be funny, placing my hand in my hair and leaning my body against the rack behind me.

“I’m in no mood for joking now Lance, please just tell me why the hell I’m here and what I’m going to do.” I mumbled, my foot digging into the asphalt on the ground.

“I’ve made a few instructions. There’s a list with things you have to accomplish. There’s also a few stuff in your suitcase that you’re going to use to accomplish those things. But you won’t have to concentrate on that for now. Your first mission is to just get to know the boys. Impress them. Not in the sexual way though of course. You have to make sure that they believe you’re Ashton’s cousin. As soon as you convinced them that you are, the rest of the instructions will be easy as buttered cake. I’ll talk to you later on Y/N. So long.”

Without giving Lance any answer or goodbye, I hung up on my new IPhone 6, eyeing the star gazing background on it before I locked the phone and put it back in the pockets of my shorts. Lance had decided in a clever way that it would be easier for me to be in another role if I changed out everything I owned such as clothes and my phone. He even made sure that there was a list of people on my phone that seemed similar to be relatives of mine. Truth was that behind the fake names were Lance and his assistants’ phone numbers so I could call them if necessary.

Taking a look around the area, I was interrupted when a message appeared on the phone. “Black bus.” The message read and I looked up again. How many black busses would there be here close to a mall at noon?

My eyes scanned the area and when my eyes landed on the big black tour bus, they widened at first in shock but a smirk came to my lips afterwards. So far so good.

I started to walk with my quite heavy suitcase towards the bus, confuse starting to grow in my mind and veins. How was I going to do this? Would I knock on the door, open it and waddle inside?

I clearly didn’t think about what I could possibly do because before I knew it I had all of the sudden pressed a button that was connected with the automatic door and it opened a few seconds after, inviting me inside. I took a look around myself to see if anyone was staring at me or could possible steal my suitcase.

As there was no one there in sight I placed my suitcase next to the tour bus before approaching the black wide formed box, walking inside. There wasn’t even a driver in the seat and I concluded that they most probably had a break here at the mall, buying in some groceries and stretching their legs from driving many miles and long hours.

“Who are you?”

I looked up rather confused with some of my hair strands in front of my eyes, my mouth open yet no words came out. I glanced at the boy who had questioned me as he placed the magazine he was reading on the table in front of him, standing up and starting to approach me.

“I’m looking for Ashton.” I managed to get out, the blond boy approaching me and as he walked closer I started to memorize his face and name, the name Luke plastering in front of  my eyes.

“He’s not here yet. He’ll be here at any minute though.” The boy had a puzzled look as he glanced me up and down, his teeth digging into his bottom lip like he was in thought. “Who are you?”

He repeated his question and this time I couldn’t get away with not answering it. “I’m Y/N.” As I introduced myself, Luke had the expression I predicted. With eyebrows furrowed he crossed his arms and licked the lip he had been biting on before. “Y/N who?”

This time it was my turn to bite my lip, my eyes glancing around in thought as I tried to compose myself in a lie. “I’m Y/N, Ashton’s cousin.”

Luke’s eyebrows furrowed even more when I mentioned the word cousin, and he took another glance at me. “Ashton’s cousin? Why haven’t I seen or heard about you before?”

“I’m from his dad’s side.” Luke’s eyes widened by the mention of Ashton’s dad and he did not seem convinced. “Calum, come in here for a second.” He yelled behind him towards the other room that was closed in the tour bus and a few seconds later the same black haired boy that Lance showed me appeared, his eyes just as confused as Luke’s.

“Who’s this?” He asked as he stood next to Luke, crossing his arms and cocking his head. “I’m Ashton’s cousin.” Not only had I said this sentence 40 times in my head but also enough times in real life for me to start growing irritated.

“Ashton has a cousin we haven’t met?” Calum asked out loud confused, looking over at Luke who shrugged his shoulders. “Ashton hasn’t met me yet either.” I pointed out and Calum formed his mouth like an o. “I know it’s kind of confusing but I just need to talk to Ashton and solve it out.”

“Solve what out?” A thick Australian accent answered from behind making my eyes wide as I turned around, seeing a curly haired lad with his hands filled with beer cans, the guy behind him standing with a few more cans, his hair all black.

“That’s she’s your cousin.” Luke said, pushing past me to place the beers on the counter next to him before he grabbed Michael behind Ashton, pulling him away from me and Ash and before I could blink they had all disappeared away from us and towards the end of the bus.

“Uhm, say what?”

That was first word that came out of Ashton’s mouth. He looked just like Luke and Calum had done earlier on, and I motioned him to take a seat in the booth where Luke had sat before with the magazine.

“You must have misunderstood something.” His tone was very gentle and kind, almost too kind for my liking considering I was sitting in front of one of the biggest drugs dealers around town.

I shook my head and reached down in the purse I had next to me from Lance, taking out a fake journal that he had created on his computer, completely matching a real one from the hospital though with fake information of course.

I reached out for Ashton to grab it and he took it in polite, his eyes scanning the words and reading. There was some silence as he read it all through his eyebrows furrowing even more in confuse and he glanced up a few times to look at me while reading. As he finished the paper he placed it in front of me and sat quiet for a few minutes, thoughts probably running around in his head.

“What was your name again?” He asked and it made me look up from playing with my fingers. “I’m Y/N.” It was kind of confusing why he asked, he had just read the journal where my name was on the top of the paper.

“A hug or a handshake?”

My eyes widened by his sudden question and I managed to stammer out “a hug,” making Ashton stand up from his seat and approach me, leaning down at embracing me in his arms. At first I was shocked to why in the world I had chosen a hug in the first place but I was glad I did because it seemed to ease up Ashton’s nerves, and as he pulled away from me he had a small smile on his lips as he looked down at me.

“Okay I think I have a lot of questions to ask but this might be the first one. What brings you here?” He asked, crossing his arms and leaning his body against the counter behind him, his face showing a curious expression.

My mind went blank just as soon as he asked the question and it felt like time stood still and I just stared out in the air for a few seconds.

“I wanted to get away.” My mind mentally kicked myself for saying what I did, now I had to prepare a whole other story to this crap shit of mess I had created.

“How come?” Ashton asked, moving away from the counter to sit in front of me again.

“I feel like everything was coming towards me like thunderstorms. School was harsh, friends were shit and I felt like I was really useful. My dad and mom constantly fought and I just needed to get away. My mom had mentioned once in a while that the boy I was seeing in my magazines was actually my cousin and I always wished to meet him. You got the chance to get away from your family and you probably don’t even wish for that. But I do, and I wish and want you to change that for me.”

If Lance had heard this he would have probably laughed for ten minutes straight. These lies were terrible but I kept on thinking that if I kept on doing it, the lies would get better and I would find some greater answers for their questions. Besides, my story sounded like teenage girl problems so it could have its benefits to convince Ashton.

Ashton nodded his head along as I spoke, a small smile forming on his lips. “Well I’ve always wanted to know some of my relatives from my dad’s side of the family. I don’t think the boys will mind either. As time flies we can get to know each other and stuff. It might be fun.”

I formed a big smile by Ashton’s words and he copied mine as I stood up from my seat to give him a hug, remaining in being the role of his cousin.

“Does that mean I can live here with you for a while? Maybe finding a new person in myself and get better?” Ashton nodded his head by my question and I couldn’t prevent the girlish giggle that came from my lips as I wrapped my arms around his neck to hug him from where I was standing.

Ashton rubbed his hand up and down my shoulder as he stood up from his seat. “I will go out and get my suitcase then.” I said and Ashton’s eyes went wide. “You already got your suitcase ready?” He asked amazed, scratching his stubby chin in thought.

“Yeah… It was a very spontaneous decision I took. I was kind of expecting you to say yes. If you hadn’t I had been so fucked.” I smiled, letting go of him before turning around on my heel so he could watch my back head towards the front part of the tour bus and out of it.

I fisted my hand in victory as I mouthed a small “Yes” to myself in happiness as I walked down the stairs of the tour bus to get out. First mission was done and I was so on track on getting the next ones done.


Resting on my back in the small bunk I had received my mind was fuzzed and my eyes were tired as they thought the chance to stay open and look at the screen in front of my eyes, as my fingers were wrapped around the IPhone.

I felt like it was necessary for me to inform Lance that the first mission had been done and completed but after that I just checked the other normal social medias on this phone. Facebook was of course deleted but Twitter was still an application that was available for use and I thought, why not make an account already to show the world who I was and why I all of the sudden were on tour with these four lads.

They had given me the bunk on the right side of the bus, right under Calum and on the other side of Michael’s. Luke was sleeping right above Michael and the bunk next to them was Ashton resting at. Though the boys hadn’t gone to bed yet, but stayed in the booth area and kitchen place of the tour bus, probably chatting around and drinking a few beers.

I would constantly catch myself listening to their conversations, but that didn’t matter. I needed every detail from them I could get to fully complete this mission, but tonight the subject coke didn’t seem to be the one to talk about.

“So she’s gonna stay here for a while?” A voice said and even though I had just met the boys I could already conclude it as the tall boy Luke.

“Yeah.. You know how I’ve never learned anything from the family of my dad’s side. And now I finally have the chance to do it. So what if she’s gonna stay here with us for a while she seems like a cool girl.” Ashton replied and I mentally high fived myself for my improvisation.

“Cool? She’s fuckgirl potential.” Calum chuckled. I made a look of disgust by the words, rolling my eyes by Calum’s statement and making a small gag sound. Lance was so right about this boy.

The sound of someone smacking another one on the head appeared and my eyes widened, “Idiot!” Ashton said most probably towards Calum who let out a yelp. “I might not know anything about her but she’s still one of my relatives, dude!”

I started to blush by Ashton’s words and that was probably the first time in my life. Even if he didn’t knew me he was already starting to grow protective. Like an older brother or something alike.

My mind was too fuzzy now to even eavesdrop anymore and my eyelids were at the point of being heavy rice bags. Plugging my phone into my charger I placed it right behind my pillow before placing my face to my pillow and closed my eyes.

The feeling of the bus driving on the road made small cradling movements and it was relaxing. Even though it was something you had to get used to it was a nice feeling, and the sound of the cars outside made it even better. I was never a fan of complete silence. This would definitely be a long journey. But I was ready to experience it.

anonymous asked:

ooh you could do an imagine where you go on a really cool and nice vacation with all the boys or one of their families


“Nash!” Yoshi scolds.

“I said fricken” Nash defends himself.

“We’re in a public place” Yoshi points out.

“Like couldn’t we have gone to Hawaii or some place warm…” You hear Johnson mid-sentence.

“Dude I know man, I’m all about the beach.” Gilinsky replies.

“Guys” Sammy joins, “Skii chicks.”

“Ahh…” The Jacks say in unison.

“That’s true” Johnson says

“For sure man” Gilinsky adds.

You all board the plane and you take your seat next to Cam. “You hopin’ to find a girl over there?” You tease him, nudging his shoulder.

He laughs, “yeah I’ll find a girl, if you find a guy” 

“Deal” You shake his hand.

You and Cameron have gone on holidays together before but never with the other guys; you have been friends for years and you have a tradition of having holiday romances everywhere you go together. 

The flight takes off to Switzerland and you both press play to the same movie at the same time - you learnt that tactic a long time ago but people thought were just copying Hazel and Augustus from The Fault In Our Stars. 

“Okay everybody get in the bus” Yoshi directs us all into a big black bus with tinted windows.

“Is this necessary?” You whisper to Cameron who laughs and ushers you on before him. “Ladies first” He says as you climb up the bus stairs and find a place to sit. 

The bus has a table in the middle and mini fridge, with black leather cushioned seats on either side facing inwards. 

You get to the skii resort and find your room that you are sharing with Mahogany.

“This is going to get so wild” Mahogany says as you both unpack your things.

“I know, I don’t know why Yoshi thought this would possibly be a good idea” You reply, you both laugh and quickly get your phones before leaving the room.

“Hey how about him?” Cameron points out a tall muscular blonde guy wearing a beanie holding a snowboard.
You shrug, “he looks like the kinda guy that already has someone”

“You don’t know that!” Cameron nudges you.

“Hey what are you guys talking about?” Matt sits down next to the two of you.

“(y/n) getting it on with that guy” Cameron head nods upwards in the boy’s direction.

Matt turns and stares for a while, “guys stop making it obvious we’re talking about him” you say.

You get to the top of the mountain with Cameron and Nash, Nash has already taken off but you are taking your time; Cam knows you can’t snowboard to save your life so he holds out his hand.
“It’s fine, I can do this” you say, wobbling in place. You feel yourself slipping forward, so you lean all your weight onto Cam’s arm, he holds you up and you grab more of him to keep your balance. 

“Sorry” you laugh

“It’s cool” Cameron laughs with you as Nash races down the hill.


It’s nearly time to leave and neither you or Cam have found anyone,

“First time leaving without someone to miss huh” Cameron says

“Yeah, weird feeling” You reply.

“OKAY GUYS GET YOUR BAGS AND LETS GO” Yoshi yells as we all make our way to the bus.

Walking to the bus, Cam takes your heaviest bag and carries it for you. 

“Cam?” You say, walking slightly behind him.

“Yeah (y/n)?” He calls over his shoulder.

“That guy from the first day asked for my number” You admit 

“No way, that’s awesome.” You reach the bus and he puts the bags down.

“I didn’t give it to him” You say

“What?” He looks puzzled as he turns to you. “Why?”

You look to the side briefly then back at him quickly before you reach up and kiss him. 

“Oh” He says after pulling away,

You laugh and look to the floor, he grabs your hand and smiles at you as you look back up at him.