bffotp: i don't need you

I thought I couldn’t live without you but look at me now.
I may be alone but I have finally realised I don’t need anyone but myself anymore.
I may not be very happy but I am breathing.
All I need is water to drink, food to eat and air to breathe.
I can do this alone. I don’t need to depend upon anyone other than myself.
—  I have finally stopped depending on you for my happiness, I have lost everybody and though I thought I had- I haven’t lost myself just yet.
I don’t need you. I can finally admit this to myself. I don’t need your negativity. I don’t need someone who constantly brings me down. I don’t need someone who hurts me more than they make me happy. I don’t need someone who broke every promise. I don’t need someone who wanted someone else. You say you want me around, but everything you do pushes me away. You can’t still be my “friend” while you hold her hand and kiss her lips. While you tell her sweet nothings and promise you’ll “never leave”. I’ve never felt so powerless and small and disposable. Fuck that. I don’t need you. Over time I’ll stop wanting you. I deserve more. I deserve to be valued.