beyond your limits


countdown to jackson’s birthday: #KingJacksonDay
abc’s of jackson: z is for zealous

Today is the day we celebrate the most thoughtful, caring, wonderful, handsome, grateful, funny, loving man alive. Jackson Wang!  I know you’ll probably never read this but just some thoughts:  I really hope you’re doing well.  Everyone has been so worried for you while you’ve been sick and I just hope that you’ve recovered fully.  I hope you know you don’t have to force yourself and push yourself beyond your limits just to please the fans, we’ll always understand if you don’t feel well enough to meet with us or go to schedules.  Your health is always the number one priority, as you say yourself.  We’ll always wait for you to feel your best, even if it takes ten years, twenty years, one hundred years!  We’ll always be by your side.  I hope you’re able to enjoy your birthday to the fullest knowing that your fans care a lot for you. Thank you so so so much for working so hard to make us happy.  I love you so much and becoming your fan has been one of the best decisions of my life. Happy birthday!  I’m so grateful that you were born. ❤

Bts reaction to you wanting a threesome

Requested: Yes

Genre: Smut

A/N: I…need attention. I’m an attention whore l o l <3- Li


“Whhaaaat…Y/n baby, that’s some wild thing? A threesome with Namjoon? Can we skip on that? I don’t think I can do something like that? Me, having sexual tension with him? Noooo…okay. Let’s ask him, but because you want, not I.” *whispers to himself* Y/n and Namjoon, I’ll enjoy this so much *

Originally posted by 55kumamons


“My beautiful baby, am I not enough? I am? Then why do you need Hoseok for? So he could pound in you like the little slut you are? Or so that you’ll make me jealous, so that I can fuck you in oblivion while Hobi watches? I actually like this. I’ll ask him.” 

Originally posted by yoonseok


“Listen now, here’s the deal kitten. I like your idea. I’ll ask Jin if he would like to join on our fun, but first Daddy needs to give you a role. If, no, when he says yes, you are in charge of his behaviour. If I don’t like it, both of you will end up with spankies, am I clear?”

Originally posted by bangtan-tan


“Jimin or Yoongi? You want that baby? You want them? But no taking of charge with them. I’ll be the one leading the parade. Jiminie is more suitable for this situation. You want to crawl in my feet, while Jimin fucks you? Good. Go ask him.”

Originally posted by seokjins-wings


“Princess, no. I’m sorry. I really don’t like the idea of sharing you with anyone. The thought of anyone touch is enough to drive me crazy, make me want to mark you so much. No Y/N, no Yoongi. You have Jimin baby. I can buy you any toy, no matter what the price is, but another human body no.”

Originally posted by sosjimin


“Let’s go. We are sleeping at Jungkook tonight. And get enough clothes. We may stay a while. Oh, what I’ll fo to you two. You won’t be able to say your own names.”

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin


“Taehyung? Are you sure little one? Because we won’t stop. You don’t know for how long Tae’s been asking me. But know that neither of us will stop. We’re going to go beyond your limits. You sure you want to do this?” 

Originally posted by nnochu

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The Sexy, Bearded ‘We’

Pairing: Jared x Reader x Jensen

Summary: Jared says something at a con that really gets you going.

Word Count: 1,795

Warnings: threesome, oral sex (male and female receiving), smut

A/N: AU where Jensen is single, remember this is fiction! If you’re a die-hard Jensen girl and don’t want to read Jared smut, stop now. If you’re a die-hard Jared girl and don’t want to read Jensen smut, also stop now. If you’re a j2 girl, you’re in for a treat. Also I’m going to church to confess my sins after writing this.

You sat backstage, listening to your boyfriend and his costar answer a question about the beards he and Jensen had grown over their break from filming.

“We like to call ourselves - Jensen and I - the sexy, bearded ‘we’.” He grinned.

You’d always had a thing for Jared’s beard. The way it scratched at your face when he kissed you, the way it felt between your legs, just scruffy enough to leave red patches between your thighs. And there was no denying how unbelievably sexy Jensen was as well. When they both grew their beards out, good Lord.

After the panel, you met Jared in the green room, Jensen following closely behind him. 

“Oh, the sexy, bearded ‘we’ is gracing my presence.” You swooned jokingly.

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Assistance in Weight Loss Candle Spell

Need help losing weight? Here’s a little spell I thought up

What you need:
Your sweat (seriously)
A white candle


Do whatever you are physically able to do to work up any kind of sweat.

By doing the physical activity of your choice you are building up energy.

When you are finished, wipe off your sweat and use it to dress your candle. Essentially you’re wiping your sweat on the candle. By doing this, you’re adding your physical energy to it.

Burn the candle

Envision yourself losing the weight as you meditate on the flame


“Inch by inch
off my waist,
pound by pound
I will lose.”

Substitute the unit of measurement as needed.

End the spell with:

“(In deities’ name/As I will it) it will be done”

Let the candle burn out.

Then treat yourself to a healthy snack! Exercise as often as you can, and within your ability to do so. Don’t push yourself beyond your limit. Continue to eat your recommended amount of meals per day, please don’t starve yourself.

I hope this helps.

Motivational/ Inspirational Jacksepticeye Quotes

“You’re never alone.”

“I hope I can be there for you as a voice as a friend while playing games for you if you feel depressed or lonley, Jack is here.”

“My voice is here, my face is here for you, and I believe in you.”

“If you’re feeling very anxious, very sad, very depressed or if you’re having panic attacks or anything like that just know that it’s not a bad thing. You’re not a bad person, you can get out of it and I believe in you. If no one else believes in you just trust that I believe in you.”

“Please keep your chin up, you may not feel it but you are a unique beautiful individual in your own way.”

“Like, sadness helps you experience the good times as well. How do you know what’s good if you don’t know what’s truly bad? You have to have some of the dark times to experience the light every now and then.”

“Whatever you’re going through is temporary, suicide is permanent. It’s a permanent solution to a temporary problem, that can be fixed. You won’t think that it can be fixed, you may be going through the darkest period of your life ever, and you just want to end it all, but believe me it can be fixed. Anything can be worked through or talked about…”

“If you’re going through absolute sadness you definitely, you 100% have the capability of turning that around and going through absolute joy.”

“Sometimes you gotta have downs to have ups. It’s not always gonna be fucking rainbows and sunshine all the time. That just doesn’t work. That isn’t life. Life is gonna kick you in the hoochies every now and then, you just gotta go ‘Hey that hurt! That made me cry. But I’m gonna get up stronger from that and not get kicked in the hoochies again.’”

“People come in all different shapes and sizes and we’re all beautiful. Muah! Love you guys! Yeah!”

“Whatever you like to do, whatever you’re good at, do it! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!”

“Do what you do. Do what makes you happy. And stop trying to please everyone else.”

“Sadness isn’t weakness.”

“Failure is not the end.”

“Learn and grow.”

“Be true to yourself.”

“Go out there and show the world who’s boss!”

“Go beyond your limits, go beyond whatever it is you think you’re capable of.”

“I believe in you.”

“Just know that depression is a very real thing that millions of people go through…. you are not alone in these things.”

“It’s not about the final product, it’s about the journey, the experience, the thrill of putting something together saying, ‘yes! I did this!’”

“Everything is going to be alright, maybe not tomorrow, but eventually.”

“Learn your weaknesses and fears; embrace them. Then no one will be able to use them.”

“Keep on fighting and stick in there.”

“If you’re happy in your own skin then that’s good enough.”

“Whenever life gets hard for you, put on your best shoes and kick it super hard in its big dumb face! ”

“Life will try to bring you down. It will try to harpoon you in the ass, but you just gotta keep on movin’ and keep on boossin’.”

“I care about each and every one of you and I am here for you!”

“If I can make one person laugh or smile then I consider what I do to be a success.”

“You may not think that you mean a lot…. but you really do!”


It is thousands of years in the future, you are wealthy beyond limits, and your own personal space probe has found a planet almost identical to Earth. The Humans there are still living in their version of the Dark Ages. You decide to play God using your advanced technology.

NieR Automata: Ending E Messages (Sentence Meme)

  • “I did my best.”
  • “I saw this through to the end.”
  • “It was hard for me as well.“
  • “I’ve had my share of hardship.”
  • “I’ve walked the same road as you.”
  • “You and I are the same.”
  • “We’re not that different, you and I.”
  • “I won’t give up!”
  • “It’d be amazing if you cleared this alone.”
  • “I’m serious, even if it is just a game!”
  • “I’m confident in my fighting abilities.”
  • “I’m not a strong fighter.”
  • “Shooters are tough.”
  • “The bullets rain down without pause.”
  • “I bet you’re having a tough time right now.”
  • “I thought it was some kind of mistake.”
  • “I thought it would never end.”
  • “Sometimes you feel trapped.”
  • “You’d love to go home already, wouldn’t you?”
  • “Your eyes get tired, don’t they?”
  • “You did your best.”
  • “You’re holding up well.”
  • “You are one who knows fear.”
  • “I may not have the right to say this.”
  • “Tomorrow is my day off.”
  • “Wait, tomorrow’s MONDAY?”
  • “If you give up, you’re done for.”
  • “The struggle must continue.”
  • “Your shoulders are tense. Relaaaaax.”
  • “Some wars never end.”
  • “Step up as many times as it takes!”
  • “Do not avert your eyes from difficulties.”
  • “Good results must be earned.”
  • “You were so close to winning that fight.”
  • “It’s sad, but things don’t always work out.”
  • “They put their lives on the line.”
  • “Limits exist to be broken!”
  • “I’m not done yet!”
  • “Cut your way through!”
  • “Throw yourself into a battle with no end.”
  • “Push yourself beyond your limits.”
  • “Your growth hinges on your resolve.”
  • “You must decide what it means to exist.”
  • “Sometimes you forget what it means to live.”
  • “You can’t fight on an empty stomach.”
  • “My voice may not reach you.”
  • “Are you really giving up here?”
  • “Any juice left in your batteries?”
  • “Can you see the light of hope?”
  • “I’m sure *you* can handle this.”
  • “That all you got?”
  • “Are you tired?”
  • “You must be exhausted.”
  • “Haven’t you had just about enough?”
  • “I know what you want to say.”
  • “Let’s calm down for a moment.”
  • “How many times has it been now?”
  • “Have you realized how weak you are?”
  • “You were zoning out there!”
  • “There’s no trick to this.”
  • “What are you doing?”
  • “Having fun?”
  • “What if you get cornered?”
  • “Not everyone in this world plays fair.”
  • “The world is rife with hardship.”
  • “This is an unwinnable fight.”
  • “It’s just a game in the end, right?”
  • “You’re thinking this is impossible, right?”
  • “No one will help you.”
  • “I’ve always heard games are ‘just for fun’…”
  • “Does this battle have meaning?”
  • “You’re surrounded by enemies.”
  • “Do you care for this worthless world?“
  • ”Is there an answer at the end of this battle?”
  • “You are alone.”
  • “Is this the fight you wanted?”
  • “Do you think help is on the way?”
  • “Are you at your wit’s end?”
  • “Feel like running away?”
  • “Who are you?”
  • “Help isn’t coming.”
  • “How long do you plan to continue?”
  • “You’ll lose many times before it’s over.”
  • “You’re weak!”
  • “There is nothing but despair.”
  • “Haven’t given up yet?”
  • “You’re tough.”
  • “Are you alone?”
  • “Can you really keep going?”
  • “Oh, come on! No one told me about this!”
  • “Love and hate are two sides of the same coin.”
  • “Who needs sleep anyway?”
  • “You’d think so, wouldn’t you?”
  • “Don’t make excuses.”
  • “I’m rooting for you.”
  • “You should do your best too!”
  • “Show me what you’re made of!”
  • “Don’t give up here.”
  • “We’ve got this!”
  • “You’ve got us with you.”
  • “I want to help you.”
  • “You’re not the only one.”
  • “Don’t lose your nerve!”
  • “There’s nothing to worry about.”
  • “I can keep going.”
  • “Just do better next time.”
  • “Try to relax.”
  • “It’s OK to take a break.”
  • “Don’t push yourself.”
  • “We’ll see how this really ends.”
  • “Suffering makes people grow.”
  • “Don’t throw your life away.”
  • “Scream if you need to.”
  • “There’s still a long way to go.”
  • “I feel the same.”
  • “I’ve got my eyes on you.”
  • “It’s not like you hate it, right?”
  • “Solitude makes people stronger.”
  • “Let’s sacrifice ourselves.”
  • “I’m starving.”
  • “Don’t stay up too late.”
  • “There’s no way you can do it.”
  • “You’re worthless.”
  • “You’ve lost. Let it go.”
  • “It’s already over.”
  • “You’re wasting your time.”
  • “Why not head home already?”
  • “You’re not needed.”
  • “You need to know when to give up.”
  • “I’ve given up.”
  • “Rules exist so we can know our freedoms.”
Egg Quest

May I request a oviposition and egg laying story, plus the character who impregnated with the reader(idk) is Jasper from steven universe

Imagine you’ve been wandering the desert for days when you finally see something a canyon filled with holes and a with a big blue gemstone in the middle. You see a orange person with a heavily swollen belly. You pass out. When you come to you see that you’re in one of the holes you saw earlier covered by metal bars. You realize that you’re naked the. Orange person you saw earlier rips open the bars.
“I’ve been waiting for this I’ve been unable to lay my eggs and continue my quest. But now that I found you I can finally continue.” Her clothing disappears and a tentacle comes out of her folds it wraps around you and inserts her tentacle into your vagina and another into your mouth which pumps warm liquid. While the one in your vagina starts swelling in a round way. The lump moves to your folds and starts to push inside of you it hurts so much but it feels really good at the same time when it’s finally done you breathe a sigh of relief. But then you realize the orange lady still has a bulge. Oh no. Another bulge starts coming down the tentacle larger this time. This process repeats itself several times until you’re stretched well beyond what you thought your limit was she finally finishes. She withdraws her tentacles and fazes her clothing back on. “You’ll be here for a while so make yourself comfy” you fall asleep.

The Hoodwitch: Weekly Horroscopes 4/12~18/2017
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Witch Tips

Retrogrades can be a boner, but you don’t have to be!

Let’s take a minute to break down Retrogrades: in predictive astrology (aka your horoscope), we’re looking at what the planets moving through the sky are doing. When a planet goes Retrograde, it appears to be moving backwards, and so it Moonwalks over the terrain it just passed through. The math and mechanics aside, what happens during a Rx is that we have the opportunity to review and reassess our attitudes, ideas, and plans. On the 15th Venus finally goes direct, which basically means that it returns to moving forward normally. The good news is that we will no longer get hammered with lessons of what we value, but the bad news is kinda the same. Take a minute at some point over the next few weeks to look back at the themes that were at play in your life between March 4 - April 15th ‘cause mark my words: that stuff matters, and it’ll come back for you (the next one kicks in on October 5th 2018)!

As you probably know, Mercury is Retrograde from April 9th- May3rd. This is a great time for journaling and therapy but not so much for processing your relationship with the bae or for signing contracts. The reason for this is that you’re less likely to understand what the other person is saying or to be properly understood. If you have to do any of that stuff, don’t worry, the world won’t end! Here are three simple Pro Tips to making Mercury Rx work:

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1. Be patient

2. Reiterate what you’ve understood in efforts to make sure it’s right

3. Triple check documents

If your phone or computer breaks down during this period, you’re dealing with some of the inevitable irritations of the transit. Refer to Pro Tip #1, and move along, lover.

This week will start off with a bang as Uranus sits on top of the Sun from the 12th-14th. Expect to feel irritable, inspired, and ready for change. If you’ve been keeping secrets, they may just get a spectacular reveal, so be careful of what you say around these days. Uranus wants you to grow beyond your limitations, and the Sun just wants recognition. You may have to be prepared to do what’s right for you, other people’s judgments be damned. Uranus comes with the potential to help break you free, so don’t hold back! Be prepared, though: this transit paired with the Mercury Rx may have you feeling extra jumpy and anxious. Grab your lavender to calm your nervous system, and whatever grounding stone you vibe with. This week I’m all about the Black Tourmaline (my go-to fav), as it’s an excellent tool for grounding and getting rid of psychic crud. Meditate, listen to death metal, or take extra naps – whatever it takes to clear the mental clutter and get to the good stuff.



March 21-April 19

If you can manage your impulses at the start of the week, you can make some meaningful changes to the stuck parts of your life, Aries. It’s tempting to decide that your life can only be variations of how it’s always been, but luckily it’s not so! If you’re willing to look beyond your fears and assumptions, you’ll find that there are lots of options you haven’t even considered. Explore, innovate, and experiment without making any hard decision.


April 20-May 20

If you feel restless at the start of the week, don’t freak out – it’s your chance to heed the call. You’re not in control, and TBH, you’re not supposed to be. Reflect on the motives that you followed through on, that brought you to this place. You don’t have to follow your fears while you seek to maintain your security, Taurus. Take inspired risks to create the conditions that feed your soul, even if they require a passage into discomfort. Knowing the answers does not absolve you of the process, my love.


May 21-June 21

Its easy to chat with people, but it’s a whole other thing to show up and be real with them. You need help; whether you need a hand, some TLC, or just someone to listen to your craziest ideas, asking people to be there for you when you need it is vulnerable. Take the risk of being let down over the safe route of living in your own head, Twin Star. This week, you’ll get further by sharing yourself with others, and letting them into your world.



June 22-July 22

Sometimes it’s easy to take on other people’s feels without even realizing it, but it’s never a good idea. Be on the lookout for themes of co-dependency this week, Moonchild. The good news is that you’ll have the chance to practice being more embodied and independent, but the bad news is that you have to be, or you’ll feel hecka off. Investigate interpersonal dynamics without obsessing on what others are thinking or feeling. Let your healthy boundaries reveal the true state of your relationships.


July 23-Aug. 22

No matter how itchy you are to get things moving, this week the best action for you is internal. The people around you need a chance to catch up, so even if you feel like you’re moving slowly, take a moment to pause and consider how your actions are impacting those around you. Analysis without heart is just hot air; investment without vision is just spinning your wheels. Get embodied with your desires for yourself, and watch things start to shift around you, Leo.


Aug. 23-Sept. 22

When you give too much attention to a thing it gets harder to see it clearly. It’s like standing too close to a painting; you lose sight of what the whole piece is about because you can only see the brush strokes. Take a step back, Virgo. allow yourself to be uncomfortable with what you don’t know so that you can make connections based on what you do. This week can bring you some long-awaited answers, but you need to be receptive in order to hear them.


Sept. 23-Oct. 22

Stress and fear have their roles to play in life; having good instincts about dangers can keep you safe and wisely direct your actions. That said, there’s only so far that your stresses can take you, Libra. Obsessing on potential consequences can be way worse than actually dealing with them. This week it’s time to make a call: either heed your fears or let them go. You’re ready to make a call, and it doesn’t have to be perfect. Have confidence in your ability to cope with the consequences, whatever they may be.


Oct. 23-Nov. 21

This week is a good time to take a break. If you can carve out some time for yourself to recline into retrospection, you’ll be so much better for it. If your plans have been reactionary, you’re unlikely to be happy with the results of them, even if they’re technically successful. Lay foundations that are inspired by deep truths instead of habit or convenience, Scorpio. You’re on the road to a deeper sense of happiness, but it will only be achieved with caring consideration.


Nov. 22-Dec. 21

FOMOS is no joke; that persistent feeling that you’re missing out can make it really hard to settle on a choice, even when you totally know what you want. This week your what-ifs are colliding with your actual potential, and it can go either way. You can (theoretically) have it all, but you probably can’t have it all, all at once. Align yourself with what’s best for you right now, and don’t worry, it doesn’t have to mean that you’ll never get all the other things that you want, Puppy.


Dec. 22-Jan. 19

Being helpful is kinda your jam, but that doesn’t mean that people always want your particular brand of tough-love assistance. More than that, once you’ve offered a hand, the receiver of it is not obliged to agree with your prescription for betterment, Cappy. Stop trying to support people that aren’t asking for it; if you can accept that everyone is different, it’s much easier to let others grow at their own pace. Once that’s settled, you can stop avoiding your own feelings and tend to your happiness for a while.


Jan. 20-Feb. 18

The thing about what’s technically true with you, is that you are not a technical being; you’re an emo creature, and emotions have a funny way of slowing things down. It’s time to take a step back, my love. While you can theoretically handle the events of your life just fine, this week your tender heart could use some space to work through your feels. You’re not running out of time, and there’s nowhere you have to be that will be improved by you getting there out of whack.


Feb. 19-March 20

It’s all a matter of perspective really; what you think of now as an ending, you may one day perceive as a beginning. Instead of lamenting what is, look for the positive potential in what you’re being called to do, Pisces. This week you get to let go of something that’s been weighing you down, and this is a very good thing. Don’t waste your energy worrying about what comes next when you can simply create it. Be the change you wish to see in your life.


anonymous asked:

For UT, UF, and SF skelebros with a SO that always put others before themself. Like they always help, try to cheer others up, and make others happy no matter their mood or how they feel, but hides their feelings pretty dang well. Putting on a pretty convincing fake happiness act.

Sans:  He’s not going to call you out on something like that, especially not something that he’s guilty of himself.  He assures you that he’s here if you want anything.  Not that you can’t handle it, he’d just be happy to take some weight off is what he’s sayin.  If they say they’re fine, fine, but he at least discourages going out of their way for him.  And he keeps an eye out for ways to lighten their load without them noticing.

But this goes farther than a simple matter of workload, he realizes pretty fast.  They’re not just too helpful, putting others before themselves, they’re putting themselves last.  And then he realizes that they don’t just smack on a smile when they’re overworked.  That fake smile flips up all the time.  Whenever they’re secretly unhappy.  And that shit ain’t flying.  “i’m not gonna sell you out ta everyone else, but i can’t just sit here and pretend i don’t see how you really feel.  isn’t there anythin’ i can do to help?  you do so much babe.  please, let me do something for you.  i want to.”

Papyrus:  He knows.  Papyrus always knows, at least on some level.  He is not blind, but he closes his eyes.  But on this… he never acknowledges it, yet he doesn’t brush it off either.  This is just like Sans, you have the same smile, and so he does the same for you as he does for his brother.  He makes your life better in a thousand little ways, subtly every single day, disguised so expertly behind his general… Papyrus-ness you have no idea he’s doing anything at all.

Red:  He calls you on it as soon as he notices, his own smile strained.  “nah, no fake ass smile for me.  you wear yourself out for other people, but ya need ta worry about yourself first, not last.  … tell me what’s wrong sweetheart, maybe i can help.”

Edge:  It takes a long time for him to notice, and when he finally does he feels horrible for missing it all this time.  The two of you are supposed to flow together like silk, no mismatched seams or loose threads, winding together in perfect harmony.  And yet such a glaring problem went unnoticed for ages.  But what can he do?  He does for you what he does for Sans; cleverly hide assistance and aid in the guise of his normal abrasive behavior.  It is the Papyrus way.

Black:  He doesn’t notice that you’re struggling until you’re already falling apart.  When he realizes what he’s missed he’s… no, he’s not shocked.  Not that he missed it, he knows his numerous and awful failings, that he is the absolute worst.  Not noticing something like this is just classic him.  But he is surprised that his amazing, steadfast S/O was struggling so and still stayed so strong.  He praises you for your power, and your kindness, but please love… rest now.  He will take it over from here, he swears it.  It is the least he can do.

Puppy:  Good luck.  He doesn’t hide his troubles behind a cheerful facade, but he doesn’t let on when he’s struggling either, and he puts all others before him always.  You especially are prioritized.  Putting him first is an uphill battle at the best of times and he will force you to care for yourself.  If you’re doing paperwork he lifts you right out of your chair and puts you to bed.  You need rest.  If you’re stressed he draws you a scented bubble bath.  (He stole one of Black’s bath bombs.)  Climb in of your own volition or he throws you in.  You aren’t pushing yourself beyond your limits or past your feelings on his watch.

@bolkonskayamary: Hi! Could you do #28 for the fitzsimmons prompt thing? Thank you!! 

Oh dear. This is so late. However, now I’m done with finals and I’m back on the prompt game! So, here it is. Hope you enjoy!  

#28: “Stop apologizing,”

It wasn’t the first time he said it. The first time he said it he said it through a sob, her cheek resting on his shoulder blade, his tears gradually soaking her knee.

It wasn’t the second time he said it. The second time he mumbled it out in one breath, his eyes red from tears, his persistence in avoiding all eye contact pricking her heart.

It wasn’t the third time he said it. Jemma asked him about the experiments in the Framework, and through his first brief explanation he uttered out the word like it was a part of his day to day vocabulary.

It wasn’t the fourth time, when Jemma was battered and bruised, Fitz coming to check on her, knowing there was nothing he could do.

It wasn’t the fifth, on their way home. Or the sixth, as they dragged their sore and healing bodies to their room. Or even the seventh, when they curled up in bed, Jemma curling into his side without any expected resistance from his side – him breathing it out as he kissed her hairline.

No, it was the eighth time. This time he said it with a firmness in his voice, his hand holding his packed duffle bag, tears streaming down his face. “I’m sorry, Jemma, but…” he managed out.

It was this time that Jemma could no longer stand to hear that word used – as if it was his fault, his doing, his intention.

It was this time that she said something in return.  “Stop apologizing.” Jemma wrapped her arms around her ribcage, parking herself right in front of the door.

He shook his head, his neck craning over, as if in shame. “I can’t.” He said in such a hushed tone. “I… I don’t expect you to say you forgive me, or say it’s okay, but I have to –”

“You’re right, Fitz. I’m not going to tell you I forgive you.”

Fitz looked up, his teary eyes meeting hers. He looked thrown off, clearly not expecting this kind of reaction. “Good.” He rasped out.

Jemma let out a scoff then, taking a step closer to him. “I’m not going to tell you I forgive you for something you never did, Fitz. You are not that man, you are not the cause of what happened – and I refuse to give into your self-hatred and tell you I forgive something you were never to blame for.”

Fitz searched her rich, auburn eyes, his soft blue pouring out in his irises. His eyes felt more violent and tortured than she had seen them in a long time, and the emotions emitting from them were crippling. At last he broke their gaze to look down at the bag in his hand, and he let out a shaky breath. “Okay.”

He started for the door, but Jemma wouldn’t allow it. She caught his hand and held on tight, pulling him back to her. “You’re just going to leave, then? Just like that?”

“You … You deserve better, Jemma.”

Jemma’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t you dare tell me what I do and don’t deserve, Leopold.”

Fitz might’ve rolled his eyes, if the circumstances were different. Instead, his eyes filled with pity. “Jemma, please,”

“No, Fitz,” she let loose of his hand so she could turn herself to him completely, gripping it again before he thought he could try to leave. “I make my own choices; I make my own decisions. You always told me what you thought was best for me in the end, but I never listened. Why? Because I chose for myself – I always have. But guess what, that changed when we committed to each other. We’re a team if you like it not, Fitz, and not lab partners and teammates of SHIELD, but in life. We promised each other that. So no, you don’t get to make my choices for me, we make them together, as a team. And I for one do not agree with this absurd notion that you have to separate yourself from me because I deserve better.” She let out a whimpered chuckle, her voice choking on sobs. “Fitz, there is no man better than you than … you.”

Fitz watched their hands, linked together, just like the two of them have been for a decade. Tears stung his eyes again, knowing he ruined that, and it wasn’t anything he could have done about it. He demolished a decade of friendship and love in a blink of an eye.

“Jemma … I’m sorry, but –”

“I swear Fitz, if you apologize to me one more time.”

“What else do you want me to say?”

Anything! Lord, Fitz, anything but sorry. An explanation, a joke, a memory, an ‘I love you’, a bloody ‘I’m hungry’, anything but that. Because no matter how hard you try for this to all be your fault, it’s not Fitz…” a cry escaped her throat, her letting their hands fall limp to their sides, free from each other’s grasp. “I am.”

“W-what?” Fitz took a stumble back; his whole being stunned by her ridiculous confession. “Jemma, how could you even think that-?”

“Because, Fitz, it is. I dragged us out in the field. I pushed you to think beyond your limits. I encouraged you to bond with Radcliffe. I was the very reason you felt the need to build AIDA. I was the one absent when you needed me most, forcing the team to resort to desperate measures like the Dark Hold. Don’t you see? We could have been perfectly content for the rest of our lives, side by side, in a safe lab where we could help people together, through what we know and love. But what did I do? After years of spending all our time together, finding something so much more than just friendship, I ripped us apart – and for what? Adventure? Fitz, I should be the one apologizing, not you.”

“Jemma, you … this … none of this was ever your fault.”

“Sound familiar?” Jemma gave him a roll of the eyes, despite the tears flooding them. “You talk of you not deserving me – but how I see it, it’s the other way around.”

Fitz looked down at his hand again, the handle held on with a tight grip of his fingers. Fitz then dropped it to the floor and sat himself at the end of the bed, his face buried in his palms.

Jemma gently sat herself beside him, saying nothing. They sat there together, in silence, before Fitz decided to speak.

“I don’t…” he mumbled into his hands. He balled them into fists, looking at Jemma to say, “I don’t know how to fix this … Us.”

She shook her head, giving a small shrug. “I don’t either… but … in the past, if there was a problem we couldn’t fix on our own, when we came together we could fix anything. Whether it was damaged or shattered into pieces, we could always work it out.”

Fitz gazed into her eyes, his stare speaking more words than anything they had said thus far. “Together.”

“That’s all I ask, Fitz. Let me in – let me help you. Please.”

Without saying anything else, Fitz pulled Jemma into his embrace. It threw off Jemma, knowing most hugs were usually initiated by her – especially recently. But she never in a million years would resist. Instead she squeezed him tight, holding onto him like he was all she had left.

He didn’t pull away, he didn’t stand up and pick up his bag and leave, he didn’t argue or tell her all of this was never her doing. He knew it was pointless, and Jemma knew that somewhere in Fitz, he knew it was right. She couldn’t help but think of where their life would be now, if she hadn’t coaxed Fitz into the field.

Perhaps they’d be married, baby number two on the way.

Or, perhaps, Fitz would have never had the courage to tell her how he felt. Perhaps he would have never realized his feelings, until it was too late.

Perhaps they would have never been together at all, a thought that made Jemma shutter.

Fitz let out a heavy breath, Jemma feeling the heat of it brushing past her back. His hold on her tightened and he whispered to her, “I love you.”

Everything in Jemma felt relaxed at those three words. Her stress released from her being, and with a content smile she nuzzled her face in his shoulder, whispering back: “I love you, too.”

It wasn’t the first time they said it, and it certainly wasn’t the last.

And from then on, Jemma stopped counting the “sorry’s”, and started counting the “I love you’s” instead.

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How would quartet night and ren react to a s/o that is sore (after night activities) that she cant even stand up? 😋


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The cyan-haired idol’s eyes observed you all over before he exhaled a sigh. “Ai-kun, I’m not even able to stand up!!” You pouted, making a show out of how sore you felt by trying to rise in an attempt but you fell back onto the cot with a thud. “You ought to know your limits, ______.” He remarked but helped you stand anyway, his arms looped around your waist and he effortlessly lifted you up. The sudden movements couldn’t help but result in a small blush creeping up your cheeks. He was concerned although he tried to not show it. The gentleness in his touch was enough. “Thank you…” You whispered and he shrugged. “Since I’m responsible too, I’ll help you walk today.” He said, a little too quickly.


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“R-A-N-M-A-R-U! My legs frickin hurt!” He ignored you at first, not even he could deny that but you didn’t budge either, pestering the silver-haired idol which made him groan. He resorted to leaving his bass on the couch, sauntering up to you with his arms outstretched as he lifted you up in his arms. “Hyaaa!” A shriek escaped your lips and you turned to him, surprise painted all over your expression. “You wouldn’t be squawking “Ranmaru, ranmaru” if you hadn’t said “Please, don’t stop Ranmaru” last night with that whimpering voice.“ He paused, the memory filling his mind of how well your night together went but immediately shrugged it off, biting his lip. He tsked before taking a seat on the couch with you on his lap. “Well I wouldn’t ask to stop when it felt that good……” You mumbled helplessly, your gaze shifting to the floor. A little smirk curled up his lips with smug satisfaction that despite this, you enjoyed it as much as him.


“Uh oh.” Reiji squeaked out when he witnessed how you lay across the mattress, groaning when you found it hurting to even rise up. “Ne, _____-chan I would’ve thought you were seducing me if it wasn’t for that angry face hahahaha.” He nervously laughed and you shot him a glare before turning your lips into a pout. “Help me up, Reiji.” His expression melted into a smile as you heard his footsteps beside the bed. An arm creeped behind your back and he helped you up. You winced but couldn’t stop the incoming laughter which puzzled your boyfriend. “…….._______-chan…..?” He tried to comprehend your sudden outburst. “Okay, last night was beyond my limits.” You admitted and he smirked playfully. “You got that right! At least next time, we’ll know how far to go haha!” You narrowed your eyes. “Next time? Oh nope.” The sudden shock hit him like a lightening bolt. “EEEEHHH WHYYY?!” Came out the shriek involuntarily. You poked his nose. “Just kidding.”


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He scoffed impatiently as he observed you clinging on the wardrobe for support. “What are you looking at?!” You asked, your voice shriller from how it normally is. You didn’t see Camus at the entrance, which added to both your embarrassment and helplessness. The blonde idol huffed before strolling to you, arms wrapping firmly around your waist, lifting you up in a princess carry. “Camus….” You mumbled gratefully, clinging onto his shirt. “You don’t have to.” You whispered. He didn’t say anything, just carried you to the living room. “Weren’t we quite greedy last night? I’d rather not want you to ehm.” A pink blush dusted his cheeks but you smiled, thankful for his gesture.


Your boyfriend raised an eyebrow, eyeing you from head to toe before letting out a low whistle. “A little beyond your limit, eh?” He mumbled in a softer voice. You groaned, sitting up but too sore to put your foot on the ground and walk. He ran a hand through your hair, his palm lingering on your cheek. “I might just have the solution for this.” He winked and you gave him a puzzled expression. “Ren? What are you plotting?” You asked, a tint of suspicion lacing your voice which melted when your boyfriend lifted you up easily and made you lie on your back. You squealed, and he chuckled. “A massage would just do.” He added, the pressure from his palm on your lower back eased the muscles in that region and you let out a happy sigh. He continued his ministrations until you felt better.

remediesandmelodies  asked:

Hi Bee! I love your fics. Could I request something Sam x Reader! Something fluffy. Surprise me!

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Pushing the door to your house with force, you immediately stumbled into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water, which you gulped down in seconds. You shook your head, you knew exactly this would happen yet you kept pushing yourself way beyond your limit. The morning run you do everyday started out exciting and invigorating, then after a while you felt bored just running around the National Mall alone so you tried getting your friends to pick up jogging, but that was a complete bust. So in order to motivate yourself, you set up a different time goal each time you went out, today, you beat your all time record by almost 30 seconds.

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Sadhguru speaks about what kundalini is, and looks at the process of Kundalini Yoga. He explores how this powerful spiritual process should be approached with utmost responsibility and reverence.

Sadhguru: In the yogic culture, the snake is a symbolism for kundalini – the unmanifest energy within you. The nature of kundalini is such that when it is still, you do not even know it exists. Only when it moves, you realize there is so much power within you. Till it moves it is almost non-existent. Because of this, kundalini is symbolized as a snake because a coiled-up snake is so hard to see unless it moves. Similarly, you do not see this coiled-up energy unless it moves. If your kundalini is aroused, miraculous things that you cannot believe possible will happen with you. An unleashing of a completely new level of energy begins and your body and everything behaves in a completely different way.

Kundalini and perception

Heightened states of energy are also heightened states of perception. The whole yogic system is aimed only towards enhancing your perception. A spiritual process essentially means just that – to enhance your perception because you know only what you perceive. This is the reason for the symbolism of Shiva and a snake. It indicates that his energies have reached the peak. His energies have reached the top of his head and so his third eye has opened.

Kundalini and the Third Eye

The third eye does not mean someone’s forehead has cracked and something came out. It simply means another dimension of perception has opened up. The two eyes can see only that which is physical. If I just cover them with my hand, they cannot look beyond that. That is how limited they are. If the third eye has opened, it means another dimension of perception which is inward looking, which looks at life completely differently, has opened up and everything that can be perceived is perceived.

Kundalini Yoga: Preparation first!

Nowadays, a lot of books and yoga studios talk about Kundalini Yoga and its benefits, though they don’t know anything about it. Even to utter the word “kundalini” we always bring a sense of reverence and then utter the word because it is so enormous. If you have to activate the kundalini, the necessary preparation in your body, mind and emotion should happen, because if you pump energy into a system which is not ready for that kind of voltage or volume, things will fuse out. So many people have come to me who have lost their mental balance and physical capabilities because they tried to do Kundalini Yoga without the necessary guidance and assistance. If the necessary supportive atmosphere is not there, simply attempting to raise kundalini could be very irresponsible and dangerous.

Kundalini Yoga is the most dangerous form

Kundalini Yoga in its essence is the most dangerous form of yoga. I am saying dangerous because it is the most potent also. What is most potent is always the most dangerous if improperly handled. For example, there are various kinds of ways in which electricity is being produced. One of the ways we do it is through nuclear reactors. It is the most efficient way of producing energy that we know right now but it is also the most dangerous way, isn’t it? When things are going right, it is the easiest and best way to produce energy on the planet. When things go wrong, they go seriously wrong in ways that you can’t fix it. Similarly with Kundalini Yoga, it is the most potent and it is the most dangerous. Without the necessary preparation, without constant, expert guidance and observation, no one should ever attempt it. But the problem is books have been written about it and everybody wants to do the highest yoga. Nobody wants to start with “A”, everybody wants to start the alphabet with “Z”. This attitude itself is dangerous.

In classical yogic traditions, there is a certain type of yoga we teach for people who live in family situations. There is a certain other type of yoga we teach for ascetics. We never teach those in family situations the ascetic form. That is the most potent way to do it but it will demand a certain dimension of discipline and focus, which your regular lives will not allow. If you do that kind of yoga, it will dismantle your outside life instantly.

This doesn’t mean there is something wrong with Kundalini Yoga. It is a very fantastic process but it needs to be done properly because energy has no discretion of its own. You can make your life out of it or you can burn your life out of it. Electricity is making our life. But if you stick your little finger into it, you know what will happen! Energy has no discretion. How you use it is how it is. Kundalini is also like that. You are using it right now but in a minimal way. If you maximize it you can raise beyond your limitations of existence.

Kundalini Yoga: The science of breaking limitations

All yoga in one way is towards that but Kundalini Yoga is particularly towards that. In fact, all life is towards that. In some way, people want to experience life more intensely than they are experiencing it right now. Someone wants to sing, someone else wants to dance, someone wants to drink alcohol, someone else wants to pray – why are they doing all this? They want to experience life more intensely. Everyone is trying to raise their kundalini but they are doing it haphazardly. When you approach it scientifically with a proper method, we say it is yoga.

- Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev

idtopthat  asked:

How do you fix an unhealthy ISFJ?

(Gif: Elijah Mickaelson, The Originals. ISFJ.)

You asking for yourself, as in how do I change, or for someone else?

If the latter: you don’t. People have to decide to fix themselves.

No one changes unless they cannot stand who they have become, and choose to make a difference in their own life by addressing each of their problems and working hard to change their overall attitude, how they treat people, and their expectations for the future. 

Here’s another brutal pill to swallow, which I have struggled mightily with over the years: you are not God’s gift to that person. It is not your job to fix them. If you are in a relationship just to help them, that is patronizing and unhealthy for both of you. Get out while you still can. If the relationship is optional, and you cannot stand this person for the person they are, you need to leave. You can either accept them as they are, or get out. That’s the sad truth of life.

For personal development, what about you as an ISFJ is unhealthy?

Is it Si-dom unwillingness to change, compromise, accept that anyone else’s views are valid, or see beyond your own limited experiences? If so, work on Ne development. Start with the basic presumption that you are not always right, or even right most of the time. Sit down and think about something from different angles. Try and see things from another person’s perspective. Read as much as you can, and hear as many diverse opinions as you can, in order to have a better knowledge base. Listen to both sides of arguments even those you do not like, and pick out the virtues and flaws in each (your Ti can help out).

Is it aux-Fe being absent? Or too engaged? One means you are continually cut off emotionally from other people, often somewhat scornful of their feelings, and you may use Fe only to manipulate or do harm by targeting people’s emotions; the other is that you frequently have an immediate emotional reaction and get your feelings hurt too easily, then refuse to step back from the situation in order to decide how rational your reaction is (poor Ti use). If the former, read up on how Fe is supposed to work. Trust more people with your true feelings. Share your feelings as you process them; often getting them out into the open air will clear your mind and help you move on. If the latter, learn to step back before you emotionally react and decide, “is this worth being mad about? did this person mean to hurt my feelings like that?”

Is it tert-Ti being a no-show (you never analyze yourself, your views, your behaviors or your motives for making decisions) or being overly critical, harsh or demanding in perfection? If the former, well, you know what to do: start figuring out why you like, why you react the way you do, what makes you tick, ask yourself if this is worth being emotionally engaged in, or what the best solution to a problem is. Study some psychology, beef up your understanding of what motivates different behaviors; it’ll help you not only with yourself, but in understanding and dealing with other people. If the latter, engage your Fe more.

Is it inferior Ne envisioning worst-case scenarios 24/7? Listen up: most of what you worry about will never happen. The future is an exciting place full of amazing possibilities. When you go off on a negative tangent, turn it around. Instead of thinking about a global apocalypse, make it fun. Decide what kind of zombie fighting technique you will use when it happens. Or make a list of awesome stuff you HOPE exists in the future, like floating skateboards and telepathic robots. Make it fun.

As with all functional development, notice people who use the function you admire WELL and then copy them if you have to; it can teach you a lot. :)

- ENFP Mod

PS: Sorry if this sounds strongly Te / blunt; I’m a bit annoyed right now with a slow loading wireless connection so I’m not as cuddly as I often am. =P

Falling in love and staying in love with the same person is never an easy thing. You love them regardless of their flaws. You love them even if there would be those moments you wish you did not, for those moments you felt you are not enough. How does it feel to fall for someone who doesn’t know how to really love? It unimaginable and it is so hard to be honest. It felt like being hit by something so hard to my heart. It will test every ounce of patience that you have, to the point of you want to give up and leave and forget how you feel for that person.
No one says it is easy to love. But the hard part is to love a broken person. To love a person who sees themselves as a failure. To love someone who use to perceive love as merely a game. Until they fell for you. They don’t know how to treat a person exactly the way that person treats them. Pulling them out of the dark, bringing them to the light to see that there is a better place outside their own world. Funny, when a kind and loving person is able to melt the ice around the heart of the person who used to believe that love is not for them.
But to love a person like her, you will find yourself broken too many times, until she realize how much you love her. That you will be the light she needs in her dark, cold world. That you are the person who can change her life completely. And how does it feel to be tested by love beyond your own limitations? It will absolutely bend you and break you. But if you can survive all of that, and proved that you will love her for everything that she is, she will realize, how lucky and blessed she is, to have you in her life. And she will never let you go.

Good Stuff: Captain Underpants

Warning: I hope you smell like summer and dress like the best you want to be. Thank you, take care out there, and enjoy.


Booty: well seated. Food: consumed. Ears: Well of hearing. Eyes: Wide open. Dick: Not out, respectively. Mouth: STRETCHED from cheek to cheek. Heart: LOVING every moment of the film. It’s solid like my stitches of cotton fabric. Dynamic like an elastic waistband. Easy-going like the tiny sweat/pee stains you get from swampy, hot days. It is CAPTAIN UNDERPANTS!, and I have never felt more obliged to review/recommend this movie to you.

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But, I’m getting ahead of myself. There are flaws, and I should point them out. First, the movie has a romantic subplot that goes, in and out. It’s not an impacting subplot, and I like how it ends, but really, it adds up to 5% of the movie.

Though, Kristen Schaal. Always welcome in my life.

Most importantly, it’s sense of humor will not appeal to everyone, that’s a given. Like the book, it’s filled to the rim with subtle and openly immature humor, and if you’re not a fan, I respect that. There are plenty of other jokes in there beyond that where an adult can get a laugh, but the talk of pee pee, farts, and poo poo are the main contenders. So, if you’re not a fan, I won’t judge beyond saying “Who drained your life dry?”. It’s also weird because beyond a couple dirty gags, there was never any gross out humor (no actual poo or pee or puke on screen) so nothing feels like it’ll pushing your limit beyond laughing at the fact that Uranus is still the name of a planet. There are also sock puppets, so that’s a plus. All in all, for those who are more open and don’t mind when whoopie cushions are a part of its comedic style, that is but a small, simple thing to look out for.

With George and Harold here as the headliners

To describe this movie in one word, I think I found it: ENTHUSIASM. The multiple mediums (again, sock puppets), the loving dynamic of George and Harold, Melvin just being himself, Mr. Krupp being deliciously maniacal, and the ever cheerful Captain Underpants whose naively heroic nature can be contagious (to me). The movie is an enthusiastic and well put together adaptation of not one but three books of the series. With its surprisingly small budget (Thanks Canada), I say they make good use of giving it the energy it has and needed. Only problem with that is that their First Epic Movie may just the only Epic Movie after throwing nearly every concept for future sequels at us like it’s nothing. No spoilers, but if you’ve read the books, you’ll understand. That, and it felt complete with the characters knowing and getting what they’ve wanted or deserved. Satisfying, yes, but it kinda made me want more. Here’s a clip to easily describe my temporary frustration:

To want is how life has made us all

But even when I powercry in my sleep because I watched this film, I am satisfied that I WATCHED this film. Whether you’re aware of the source material or not, it can be fun and easy movie to enjoy with your family, your drunk friends, your high friends, or just by yourself while in the bed, eating hot Takis and drinking Arizona watermeloan juice. Being an adaptation, it’s one that just has fun doing what the book has done for me and the many children that read it long ago. The film itself is not groundbreaking, but it doesn’t need to be. I mean, if a movie is called Captain Underpants, can you really expect an expensive Marvel like drama that tackles the dueling sides of censorship and free speech with a nearly naked man as your protagonist? NO. It’s an unserious movie for unserious people that don’t mind watching some simple, irreverent, and immature fun.

I am just glad a movie like this exists. I’m glad this exists.

The Only Thing

Characters: Castiel x Reader, Sam, Dean

Word Count: 1,377

Warnings: mention of suicide, mention of attempt for suicide, bad thoughts, bad actions, seriously, it’s angsty, broken heart, drinking yourself beyond your limit, I think that’s all but there might be more.

Request: Heyy, i wondered if you could do a castiel imagine based off the song “The only thing” by Sufjan Steavens. It’s a pretty amazing song, you should give it a listen and I think it would fit perfectly a cas fic!!

Listen to the song here

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Walking away was the hardest thing you ever had to do. Leaving the love of your life was the hardest thing you ever had to do. You and the Winchesters were becoming distant and things between you and Cas, well, things went downhill.

He was always gone, doing God only knows what with Kelly and Dagon. You were the type of person who needed your significant other around you all the time. You were always doubting yourself, always thinking of the worst but when Cas was near you, that all went away.

Even before you met him, you were very depressed, seeing nothing good about yourself. But when you met him, he made all the stuff go away. You didn’t want to be so clingy but even Sam and Dean understood that you needed someone there for you all the time.

You loved the brothers but you didn’t see them any different from your own brothers. Sure, they were attractive but they were your older brothers. You loved Castiel more than anything but with him being gone so much, you couldn’t’ take it anymore. So, you ended things.

You’d rather break up so that you never have to see him again than sit around, not knowing when he was coming home to you. You hated that feeling; that dread.

“Dean, you have to let me go. I can’t stay here anymore.” You pleaded, tears falling down your cheeks. Sam was standing behind him, tears already leaking out but Dean wouldn’t let his tears fall even though they were there.

“Please, stay, you know Cas has things to take care of.” Dean pleaded from the base of the metal stairs in the Bunker.

“Who’s going to take care of me?” You asked, no hope in your eyes whatsoever. Both boys were silent and you turned around, picking up your bag and leaving the Bunker.

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I been seeing, hearing, and feeling lots of spirits. I been getting lots of signs. Lots of us are preparing for a wonderful and drastic change to the foundation of our lives and ourselves as people. Give offerings to your ancestors, gods and guides. Pay attention and expect greatness beyond the limits of your imagination. Stay calm and have faith because good things may not always seem good at first. Don’t block your blessings by worrying or being negative or ungrateful. Have full faith in the universe and spirit and you will have no choice but to receive the fullness of joy, blessings, and triumph after the battle.

May all this be with the highest good of all involved