beyonce h and m

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

lmfaooooooo i love it we’re getting new work uniforms soon and since they havent gotten here yet, the office manager and dentist dont give a shit what i wear im in h&m pants and a beyonce on the run tour shirt and nikes

Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.

for when you just wanna drink with your friends

drake - 0 to 100//nicki minaj - only//childish gambino - 3005//dr. dre - forgot about dre (feat. eminem)//2pac - california love//missy elliott - get ur freak on//jay z - 99 problems//beyonce - ***flawless remix (feat. nicki minaj)//kendrick lamar - m.a.a.d. city//drake - all me (feat. 2 chainz and big sean)//beyonce - party (feat j. cole)//kendrick lamar - swimming pools//santogold - creator//m.i.a. - come around (feat timbaland)//angel haze - werkin’ girls//jay z and kanye west - h.a.m.//nicki minaj - feelin’ myself (feat beyonce)//tyga - molly (feat. wiz khalifa and mally mall)

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“hey”

“h-h-hey”

“i’m beyonce”

“i know”

“you all right, boy? you’re all shaky. i tried to say hi on the red carpet, but you ran away. like, literally ran away.”

“i’m sorry, i’m just… very intimidated, because, um… you are beyonce.”

“thank you.”

“you’re welcome.”

“so what’s your name boo?”

“it’s… i’m rivers”

“aww honey come on don’t be shy you ain’t have to give me a fake name”

“no that’s… that’s really my name. my parents were hippies. my little brother is named leaves. we grew up on an ashram in the rural northeast. we weren’t allowed to go to public school until we were teenagers and then we got beat up every day for being named rivers and leaves.”

*beyonce tears up*

“i… i’m so sorry… i understand… i have a unique name, too. i got teased every day in school. and kids called me dumbo because of my big ears.”

*rivers tears up*

“that’s… horrible. you have the most beautiful pair of ears i have ever seen.”

“aww, you’re just saying that.”

“no. *rivers wipes away tears* i studied auditory biology at harvard. never before have i seen such a magnificently constructed set of sound-detecting organs.”

“rivers… *beyonce wipes away tears* is you single or wuh”