I got tagged by @paaansy​ thank you duuude!

name: Gabriel
nickname: Gabe, Gaaaaybriel
star sign: is this the same as zodiac cause Gemini?? 
height: 5'3 or so
time right now: 11:38am
last thing you googled: depop because i brought some of @penceyp​‘s stickers 👌
song stuck in my head: Boyfriend ~ Best Coast
last tv show i watched: Breaking Bad or Riverdale
what i’m wearing right now: Skinny jeans and a frank iero hoody
do i get asks regularly: nope
why did i choose my url: (x) I got it from this video at like 11:28 when he says “underground tattoo club of boozeys”
gender: male
hogwarts house: slytherin
pokémon team: instinct
favorite color: black or pale pink
favorite characters: (Simon and Magnus from tmi have always been my faves) but tbh i’m not sure 
dream job: musician and secondary school music teacher
number of blankets: 1
number of followers: 123

I tag: @penceyp @vaaallyyy @deathedit @desert-scng and anyone else who wants to do it (just tag me at the top!!)

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.