best thing i've ever posted on here

anonymous asked:

;___; You guys are my fave rp blogs. You took something awesome and made it the AWESOMEST THING EVER. No matter what happens from now, thank you for this experience, it's totally amazing to watch everything unfold before our eyes in this way. Keep up the great work and always remember to have fun! <3

OP: Don’t cry, anon! We love you too! ❤ Thank you so much for the compliments; we’re doing our best to have fun but SOME PEOPLE (I’m looking at some very specific anons here) have been trying to make it difficult.

Also there’s this AND I QUOTE:

promptodiary mod: there is NOTHING FUN about waking up at 5am to write a post because i didn’t do it the night before, let me tell you.

COMPLAINS BITTERLY

(the rest is kinda cool though don’t make me out to be a bitch)

(you’re gonna keep that bitch part in there aren’t you)

(i’m going to mail you a box of spiders)

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ as you see we are very responsible and we all adore each other

131. Jack Fenton’s Super Easy Holiday Fudge! (100)

Ingredients:

14.5 oz can sweetened condensed milk

12 oz bag chocolate chips

2 tbsp butter

2 tsp vanilla extract (or coffee for mocha)


Directions:

1. Melt the condensed milk, chocolate chips, and butter over medium heat, stirring occasionally.

2. Remove from heat, stir in vanilla and any additional ingredients (~½ cup of nuts, un-melted chocolate chips, crushed candy canes, shredded coconut, m&ms, etc)

3. Pour and spread into 9x9 aluminum foil lined (important!) pan.

4. Cool. Enjoy. (And hide with the good silverware if you don’t want Jack to inhale it before it’s ready.)

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↳ [1/10] anime series » Zankyou no Terror

“Father, Oedipus, killing his father… Riddles, bombs, and plutonium… How in the world are they all connected?”

KHUX be like
  • KHUX: oh you're upset you're so far behind the JP version? here have 50 missions a month :)
  • KHUX: oh you don't like the hackers? here let us punish them for you :)
  • KHUX: oh you don't like that we nerfed the Zootopia medals? here have a partial refund on us :)
  • KHUX: oh we underwent maintenance for four hours? actually we told you about that beforehand but here have some jewels we're sorry anyway :)
Let’s talk about therapy for a minute

Therapy is awful. It makes me so uncomfortable every damn week I go and I can barely look at my therapist for most sessions

It’s also the best thing that’s ever happened to me, in no small part because it’s forced me to confront the fact that having low self-esteem isn’t just a buzzword but it has actual consequences. Here are some:

- when I was a child I had eight of my teeth pulled out under anaesthesia. I’d developed an infection and they’d basically rotted in my head, because I didn’t want to bother anyone with my toothache. For six months.

- My dad loves me so much that he’s gone to court for the right to be in my life, accepted my anger and confusion after I lost him for a while and actively rebuilt a relationship with me when he had every reason not to. I’m so incapable of trusting or even understanding that kind of love that I’m actually uncomfortable around him sometimes. My dad.

- I avoid meeting my own gaze in mirrors. I’ve never bought one, and the one currently in my room is covered. I don’t ever remember enjoying looking in a mirror.

- I avoided going to the doctor when a pain in my leg wouldn’t go away. I ended up having surgery on my spine as result.

-I avoided going to the doctor when I had a chest infection. My housemate ended up taking me to A&E because I couldn’t stop coughing long enough to breathe.

- I avoided going to the doctor when…you know what, let’s just say that low self-esteem means I don’t feel like i deserve medical care and move on, shall we? I don’t have all night.

- Last week in therapy I had to write down a list of positive things about myself and I nearly had a panic attack and ran out of the room. I’m literally afraid of being kind to myself (although to be fair that one is mostly due to some lingering survival instincts from an abusive situation)

- then there’s the ever-present and nagging feeling that my entire existence, up to and including writing this very post, is at best a tolerable inconvenience and at worst a downright burden. Let’s all take a minute to follow the ‘logical’ train of thought when you dislike yourself that much and are convinced other people don’t want you to exist in the first place

yeah


Here’s why therapy is amazing. I still believe, on a fundamental level, that I have no worth as a person, but every week my therapist makes me confront that belief and helps me see that it isn’t actually true. It will be the work of years to make it stop feeling true, but the fact that I can look that far ahead, can imagine a time when I actually like myself, can want to get to that place, that’s nothing short of a miracle. For those of you who know what happened last year, you’ll probably know that I don’t have the best track record when dealing with this stuff.

Therapy makes me feel like I can. Therapy let me open up to people, become vulnerable, and all I’ve received in return is love. The kind that makes me think maybe that twisted little voice in my head is fucking liar, and I should listen to the people I love instead. That maybe they really do love me back.



(TL;DR: THERAPY IS AWESOME, EVERYONE SHOULD HAVE IT)

snogfairy

Challenge accepted! (because I was reading philine’s post and made a mistake)


Frosch was blissfully sleeping on the ground at the top of the stairs, snoring softly. Lucy, who was walking and reading, never saw the little exceed on the ground, as she was paying very little attention to her surroundings. Suddenly, she tripped over Frosch and tumbled down the stairs with a shriek.

She died.

Frosch woke up and cried.

The END

Live Young, Die Fast (1/?)

for queseraawesome, please enjoy my first-ever foray into rvb fic

In a different world, a different time, South receives the Epsilon AI.


South, you don’t know why they gave you Epsilon, but once he’s razed through the field of your mind, you came to understand it as just another way of the world giving you the middle-finger salute.

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