BTS Reactions~ When you start to become colder because you like them:
Every Friday night with Jin was a movie night, whether it was with the other members or not.
Last Friday you realised that you’d fallen for him, unintentionally. You had tried your hardest to stay away from him this past week, as you didn’t want to slip and have anyone find out. But of course he noticed, and he was confused as to why you cancelled on this Friday. You never cancelled.
He would just not stop calling and texting you once it became clear you were ignoring him. To be honest, he was worried that he’d done something wrong, and was scared that he’d lost all chance of being with you. He liked you, but was prepared to stay friends forever with you if it meant that he got to be around you. He liked you that much.
So he decided to visit you at home. Opening the door with the spare key he knew you kept under the mat, he entered, finding you on the couch, scrolling through your phone, looking at pictures of you and him.
“Y/N? Are you okay, you’ve been avoiding me-”
“JIN! You could have told me you were coming here!”
“I did. I texted you, but you haven’t read them.” he sighed. “Tell me what I did wrong, please…”
“Jin…” You looked down at your feet. You had to tell him now, or you’d never be able to come to terms with yourself.
“Is it weird if I only just realised that I like you?” You whispered.
He was over the moon.
Usually, you’d jump at the chance to hang out with him. So when he asked, and you refused, he was worried about you, scared that he’d hurt your feelings somehow and most of all, confused.
“Did I do something wrong? What’s up, Y/N? Tell me, please.”
“No, you didn’t do anything wrong. I’m just busy, and I have somewhere I need to be. I’ve got to leave, now.” You twisted yourself around, and left for home. Your heart was beating so fast- you’d just lied to his face- but it was better this way.
Later that night, you were stuck indoors, eating chips out of guilt, and watching crappy TV shows. You didn’t care. All you could think about was him.
He sat in the living room of the dorm, the rest of the members doing their own thing. He couldn’t care less right now about Jungkook’s overwatch ability or Tae’s new wonderfully dumb idea or Jin’s new homemade recipe. He had you on the brain, and was itching to speak to you and get some answers.
Then you got a text. From him. You didn’t want to read it, but you did.
If you’re so busy, why is your bitmoji still at home? I checked your snapchat. Why have you been lying?
Look, I’m sorry. You’ve not done anything wrong, trust me on that, but I think it’s better we stay away from each other for a while.
I’m not staying away from you unless you tell me why.
This was it. You had to tell him someday, and apparently today was the day.
You’re probably gonna reject me straight away, but I like you. In a non friend way. I’m confused about it myself, but I know my feelings are genuine.
The second he read that text, he whipped his coat on, and got a late night uber to your house. He was so happy he could cry. He knocked on the door, sweating.
“I feel the same way.”
You weren’t your usual cheerful self. You were no longer laughing at him when he did something stupid. You didn’t want to come to the studio to watch him dance. You weren’t you.
He was worried for you. He kept trying and trying to cheer you up, but to no avail. He started seeing less of you, day by day, and knew that there was something you weren’t telling him. His mind went to the worst- and he couldn’t stand it any longer. He needed things to be normal between you both again, he needed to see you smiling and he needed to get some answers about your strange behaviour.
He decided to ask your best friend, to see whether she knew anything.
“Well, she hasn’t told me anything directly, but I can tell exactly what’s wrong with her.” she whispered to Hobi, as Jimin and Kookie were around.
“What? I need to know, please.” He whispered back, begging to find out so he cheer you up.
“Well, don’t say you got this info from me, but she likes someone, and has only just realised that she likes them and is in denial, out of fear of rejection.”
His heart sunk. He’d always liked you, from the second he met you. He’d fallen for you and couldn’t get up, but he liked it this way. But before he even had a chance to confess, someone else had stolen your heart?
B/F/N watched as Hobi’s face crumbled, and giggled a little.
“That someone is you, idiot.” She laughed.
His face lit straight back up again, and his sunshine personality was brighter than ever before. He couldn’t believe this.
“I’m gonna go find her!” He yelled, before running out of the studio.
“You go do that!” your best friend yelled back, laughing. She found it the cutest thing ever, as she’d been shipping it since day one.
Jimin and Kookie looked at B/F/N, confused.
“What was that all about?”
You’d been avoiding him any chance you had. He’d noticed, obviously.
You were out on your morning walk, with your dog. You took the same path every morning. Namjoon took this opportunity to talk with you.
You jumped, back, your dog barking wildly. “What the hell Namjoon?! You scared me.”
“Sorry. Anyways I wanna talk with you.” he smiled.
“About what exactly? I don’t believe we have anything to talk about.” You scoffed, walking faster. But he kept following you, catching up with your steps.
“That’s exactly my problem. Why do you keep avoiding me recently?” He grabbed your shoulders lightly, halting you in your tracks. “I’d like to know.”
His heart was racing. This always happened whenever he talked to you- he couldnt help his attraction to you, and he loved every last detail of you. But he had convinced himself that it was never going to work out, and that he was better off not even speaking of it, as to not make things awkward between you both. He didn’t want to lose you, or feel the pain of being rejected by you.
The thing was, you couldn’t tell him. Things were far better this way, or so you thought… well, you were going to have to at some point, so why not now?
“If I tell you, will you stop bugging me for the rest of my dog walk?” You asked.
“You better not break this promise, like you break everything else-”
“I won’t. You can trust me on this.”
You hesitated a little. But it was now, or never.
“I’ve liked you for some time now. I like you, Kim Namjoon.”
“HEY Y/N, COME BACK PLEASE DON’T WALK AWAY- I LIKE YOU TOO!”
You were sitting backstage at an award show, helping the staff out as they prepared the idols to go on camera. To be honest, you had wanted to cancel, but all of bangtan had invited you and you couldn’t just let them all down, just because of a stupid little crush. On Park Jimin.
“Hey! It’s Y/N!” Tae ran up to you, attacking you with hugs.
“tOo tiGht TAE!” You said, waving at all the other members. Jimin just gave you a look, and you sighed a little. Little did you know, he was worried he’d done something to upset you, and wanted to apologise, but he didn’t know how.
“Oh yeah, sorry!” Tae jumped off of you, and you went back to the costume rack to help carry some accessories.
Once you’d finished all your mini errands, you found yourself wandering down the dressing room hall.
“Wow, there’s really a lot of idols here tonight~” You whispered to yourself, before stumbling back around a corner.
You heard Kookie, Tae and Jin teasing each other. They were obviously being filmed for a Bangtan Bomb, so you didn’t wanna get in their way.
“Everyone’s in a good mood!” Jin giggled.
“Everyone except Jimin hyung~ He’s salty because the girl he likes is here, helping out with the staff and is ignoring him.” Kookie said, and Tae slapped him on the shoulder.
“Idiot! Now the clip has to be edited.”
You stood there, as they wandered out of sight. The girl he likes? You were the only girl aside from his stylist that he knew here- wait a second.
He likes you. Jimin likes you.
You had to find him, fast.
“Bangtan Sonyeondan onstage in two minutes!” Someone yelled.
You ran faster, holding your dress up slightly, so you wouldn’t trip up. You weaved your way through the crowd, over to the members.
“Y/N! We’re about to go onstage-” Namjoon said, before you interrupted him.
“Jimin! I’m sorry for ignoring you these past couple days. We can talk about this later but-”
“Bangtan Sonyeondan onstage now!”
You whispered into his ear before he got pushed away-
“Jimin, I like you back.”
Opening the door to the busy practice room, you were shaking slightly. But you had to calm yourself before you did something dumb around him. I mean, it was reasonable considering you’d only realised yesterday about your feelings for Tae, and almost immediately after rushed out of the building and went home. Last night you ignored all his texts and calls.
He was probably wondering why, and that scared you. You didnt want to lose the friendship you had with him- and you were completely certain you’d get rejected if you confessed, so why even think about it?
“Hey guys! I’ve got a secret I wanna tell you!” You chuckled, trying to keep your mind off of him. (Not exactly an easy task, when he was literally feet away.)
“Ooooo!” yelled Hobi, “Tell us!”
“Not yet, you have to finish practicing first- you do have a stage on Saturday…”
You put down your backpack, containing the ‘secret’ - a box of the member’s favourite donuts you picked up on the way to the building. Looking up, you saw Kookie, taking a sip from his water bottle.
“I know what the secret is, ya know.” he whispered, winking at you.
“Well, what would that be?” You giggled. He couldn’t possibly know about the donuts, they were well hidd-
“HEY Y/N!” Tae shouted, jogging over to you, “You alright? I texted you-”
“Yeah, phone was dead,” You interrupted, avoiding eye contact. you could feel your face going red and didn’t want him to notice, so you turned away, leaving Tae confused. He thought he’d done something by accident to piss you off, but couldn’t figure out what. walking back into formation, he started to wonder if you were really, truly mad at him. He didn’t want that- having a crush on you, his best friend, was already so much torture.
“And that proves my theory.” Jungkook smirked, “Your secret is that you have a crush on hyung.”
“Wait, what? Oh my god.” He’d hit the nail on the head. “That wasn’t my secret, but is it really that obvious I like him?”
“Seriously, don’t hide it, you idiot. Go say something to him, the feeling is mutual, trust ya boy- wAIT you’ve got donuts in your bag, haven’t you! You lil sneak!” Kookie reached into your bag, pulling them out. “I FOUND THE DONUTS! ALSO Y/N LIKES TAE HYUNG! HE LIKES HER BACK! LETS EAT!”
You looked over at Tae, both your faces red.
“I’M GOING TO KILL YOU, JUNGKOOKIE OPPA!”
“NOT IF KILL HIM FIRST!”
Being an introvert with a crush on an introvert- your best guy friend- an interesting yet painful experience. The second it clicked in your head that your sudden feelings of warmth and comfort around the man were ‘love’ feelings, you instantly went into ‘don’t speak unless spoken to’ mode, and stayed away from him as much as possible.
You did realise that it probably made it all the move obvious, but what exactly were you to do in this situation? You’d never experienced this before, and were hopeless around guys you found attractive, much like Kookie himself. Sitting in bed, wrapped in sheets with your computer screen on your tumblr dash, you sighed, staring at the screen, almost like you were expecting it to move.
Until the screen did move- your skype popped up, Kookie’s face on the screen. You scrambled to deny the call, but ended up answering. Dammit, butterfingers.
“Oppa…” You mumbled, covering your red face.
“Yah, don’t call me that~” He smiled. He was sitting at his desk, pen on paper, writing out lines over and over, trying to come with the best way to confess to you. He promised Jin he would do it today. “You were about to sleep?”
“N-no, just on the internet,” You answered.
“You’re acting a little bit strange, red in the face and stumbling over your words- Y/N, dont tell me you have a fever- I can come over right now with some meds and stuff and help you out asap-”
“No, its not that.” You laughed a little, at his misconceptions. “I’m just having some problems and trying to think of a way through them.”
“What kinda problems? I’m all ears.”
“Uh, guy problems…” you mumbled, going even more red. You could see him go crimson too, clearing his throat.
“Oh, um, me too actually.”
“You have guy problems? Ewwww, Jungkookieee.”
“NOnononono!” he laughed, “I have girl problems just as much as you have guy problems. For example…” He trailed off, looking at you in the eyes, “There’s this one girl that I have some kinda feelings for… but she’s not really into me, at least I don’t think so.”
Your heart sank. Who could this girl be? She was an idiot- who wouldn’t want to date the awesome Jeon Jungkook? “Why isn’t she interested? She’s dumb, haha.”
“I think she’s been avoiding me as of recently. I don’t know why-”
You then realised that he was talking about no one other than you.
“Kookie- I don’t not like you, I like like you.” You blurted out. Then there was a pause. Oh god, what if he wasn’t talking about you?
“I really, really wish I could kiss you through the screen.” He whispered.
- i have been gone wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too long. I’m sorry peeps, please forgive me ;~; I’ll be finishing all the requests I have currently, then asking for more :3