best friend back

anonymous asked:

Who is Ronnie? srry if you've answered this before

no its ok!! hes one of me and averys RLY RLY old ocs whose like, so near and dear to my heart and i adore him w/ all my heart

hes a tiny and angry lil man whose very very gay and a big ole romantic at heart,,, hes had a very hard life and falls in love w/ a quiet, monotone, and kinda geeky dude named ash and they’re very gay n in love, and later on ronnie’s old best friend ana comes back into his life and they start to become friends again and later she joins in on their relationship and they become poly [shes also a trans woman, ash is a trans man, and ronnie is nb]

ronnie is amazing i feel bad that i dont talk about them on here as much but my god we rly have a huge cast of characters in that universe whom are ADORABLE

and there i lay in your arms wondering what you think about when you kiss me, wondering if you think about an ex lover or the chocolate ice cream you taste on my lips. wondering what you see when you close your eyes and your lips touch mine. wondering if you like the choas you see in my eyes. because all i kept wondering about in that moment was how i got so lucky that the guy i like is kissing me back.
—  w o n d e r i n g//nikitagupta
don’t you think our generation’s idea of dating is fucked up. it amazes me how often we claim to be in love yet we kiss other sets of lips than that of our lovers. it amazes me how often my generation cheats on their partners, this is a relationship, not a diet. it just amazes me how we feel manogomity is boring. it amazes me how we prefer to sext than have romantic dinners. it amazes me how dick sizes are more important than his personality. it amazes me how love is so very often confused with lust. it really amazes me that we ourselves are responsible for not having relationships like those in a nicholas sparks book.
—  a m a z e s. m e.//nikitagupta
Losing people or growing apart from them is difficult. Break ups are simply terrible heart wrenching things, but ending things with a best friend? Nothing compares to that. Nothing can hurt worse than realizing who you are as a person doesn’t fit with your best friend any longer. All those years filled with memories and laughter and tears and promises of a friendship that will always last, suddenly seem so distant. There’s just this huge gaping hole in your past that no one can fix or fill. Yeah, that’s something you’ll always carry with you for the rest of your life. I’ve had my heart broken before, but nothing hurts like losing your best friend.
—  I wish I could have you back

satya is very beautiful and fareeha is very gay 

I don’t think I will ever be strong enough to fully move on from you. Although, deep down inside, I’m not sure that I’ll ever really want to move on from you. You see me like nobody else ever has- you see my potential, who I can be. You’ll never see this, you’ll never know these words exist, but I hope you know, B, how much I truly love you. You bring out the ultimate best in me. You’ve been my best friend through everything and you’re the only one who has been here when I’ve needed you most. We weren’t perfect together, neither of us are perfect, but damn, was our love special. If moving on means forgetting, then I never want to move on. Honestly, I’m still praying that it’s you and me in the end.
—  An excerpt from a book I’ll never write (#7).