Last night my boyfriend and I stayed up all night talking. He confessed he told his friend something very personal. I was worried, but after he told me I started crying because he’ll never understand how much it meant to me. He told me he told his friend that I was depressed and a cutter and was suicidal. But the day I fell asleep in his arms smiling he looked around my room and read the quote on my wall that said “I have a million reasons to be here, and I won’t let one be the reason I leave.”. He truly felt so happy and lucky to have me and he wants to be the reason I stay. He told me how he would be absolutely devastated if I ever ended my life. And every time we say always and forever, he really hopes I’ll stick around to spend it with him.
If that doesn’t mean I have the worlds most amazing boyfriend, then I don’t know what does. I’m sorry, but I couldn’t have wished for a better boyfriend. He makes me happier than I ever thought. Last night we talked about a lot. We got pissy with each other, cried tears of happiness, smiled and laughed a lot, and fell more in love with each other. This is a relationship I’ve been waiting my whole life for, and I couldn’t be happier with the guy I’m spending it with♥
My best friend Michelle got the best ‘good morning’ text I have ever read. Bryan even left me instructions lmao (I’m Kat).
Apparently the story is he went home for the weekend and decided to go see a friend last night. He fell asleep on their couch and then woke up and went home at 5am. He didn’t have a house key so he was waiting outside in the cold for someone in his family to wake up and let him in. Why he didn’t just turn the car on, I’ll never know… But that boy is a bag full of cats: completely hilarious but strange.
These are his last words. Actually, he got let into the house at 7:45 so he’s alive and well now. Apparently his mom finally answered the phone and sent his sweet little niece, Sloan, to answer the door. She opened it wearing her pink polka dotted robe and everything was better.