best 4 years of my life

shimiizuu  asked:

Hello Maggie! I'm starting my first year of college soon (tomorrow, to be exact), and despite my best efforts to be as confidently independent and badass as Blue, I am ridiculously nervous. I think I'm supposed to feel more mature now that I'm living a 4-hour plane ride away from home, but frankly I feel more insecure than I did even in middle school. Do you have any advice about big life changes like this?

Dear shimiizuu,

College is great because you can reinvent yourself without an ounce of what you were previously.

College is terrible because you can reinvent yourself without an ounce of what you were previously.

There aren’t a lot of hard Once Upon a Time beginnings in life, but traveling to a school where no one knows you is one of them. The nerves make sense, and honestly, they’re a good thing — the burn is how you know life is working — and the only part about them you need to remember is to not let them keep you from making interesting decisions. 

Otherwise, build yourself new into whoever you’ve always wanted to be, and people will believe that is how you’ve always been. I was a neurotic, phobic teen and when I went to college, I mashed the accelerator to the floor with a brick and rode on the roof of life, and everyone kind of assumed I’d always been that way.

You don’t have to get into it with the law as often as I did, but otherwise, go wild.

urs,

Stiefvater

What About Now? {Tom Holland}

Summary : AU, Tom has a sister called Ruth, idk that name is just very pretty to me, he’s 20 in this chapter and you are 15. You told him you liked him when you turned 11 just before you leave to go to Australia for four years. He rejected you because of the age difference but when you came back you guys did it.

Words : 2.3k

Pairing : Tom Holland x Reader

Warning : Swearing, Smut.

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“Let’s wait until you come back from Australia and see if your feelings for me have changed then we’ll talk about us.”


It’s been 4 years since I’ve seen my best friend for life, Ruth Holland. I just got back from Australia. I had to move here because of my parents work but now we’re back. A smile is planted on my face since the plane landed. Home sweet home.

When we arrived at home, I called my best friend telling her that I’m coming over. I walked down the street to Ruth’s flat. I screamed like a fangirl when I spot her waiting for me in front of her door. She looked up and ran up to me. Pulling her into a hug, I told her that I missed her. Even though we haven’t seen each other for years, we kept in touch and talked everyday.

“I miss you so much Y/n!” She told me, hugging me once again. “Let’s go inside, my parent are so excited to see you again.”

We walked into her parents flat, everything was the same as it was before.

“Y/n!” I heard both of her parent yelled.

“Hey, it’s nice to see you guys again.” I opened my arms and hugged both of them.

“Is that Y/n?” I heard the twins voice ringing in my ears. My mouth particularly fell to the floor when I turn around and saw Sam and Harry.

“Oh my gosh!” I said as they hugged me. Since they’re a year older they’re like my brother.

“We miss you so much, how was Australia?” Sam asked.

“It was great,thanks.” I looked around the flat trying to find that one boy.

“Y/n!!” A boys voice rang throughout the flat.

“Paddyyyyy,” I kneeled down a bit as I hugged him.

“You’re so pretty now,” he complimented me. “Not that you weren’t before.” He added.

We spent the whole day watching series and movies until the sun was climbing down the horizon. I called my mom, telling her that I’m staying over at Ruth’s.

“So do you have a boyfriend?” She asked as she fell on her bed.

“You know me and we talk about it, I’m going for the long game.” I said.

“So you still like him..” she trailed.

“Yes I am, I don’t know why but he’s stuck in my mind. It’s like he will never go away. It’s been 4 years, Ruth.” I said sadly.

“Just don’t give up.”

We spent the next hour talking about the things that had happened lately, she’s dating her brother’s best friend, Harrison. That lucky girl. To pass time, Ruth started writing stories on her laptop as I draw. I was drawing some random of my favorite superheroes.

“I’m hungry,” Ruth said suddenly.

“Then go get food downstairs.” I said as I continued to draw.

“That’s the thing, there’s no food in the fridge.” She rolled on her back, staring at the ceiling aimlessly. After a few minutes of talking wether we should go out to the small store down the street, about 3 minutes away.

“Are you sure this is a good idea?” I asked. She nodded her head

“Something excited might happened,” she said.

She grabbed her purse, put on her coat as I did the same but with my hoodie.

Wearing jeans during winter didn’t really help when you live in England. It’s cold every fucking season. I hugged myself as we walked to the store.

We wandered past the door, getting greeted by the warm air in the store. We picked out some Oreos, chips and drinks. Before we could go to the cashier, somebody called Ruth’s name. The voice sounded very familiar.

“Ruthy!” I turned around and saw Harrison hugging my best friend.

“Hey! That’s my nickname for my wife.” I said playfully.

“Y/n you’re back!”

“Yes I am, excited to see me?” I smirked.

“Sure am.” He smiled at me politely.

“So uh I’ll go get more things, Harrison can you come with me?” She asked with pleasing eyes. They walked away from me in each other’s arm.

I walked to the ice cream section and grabbed some chocolate flavor ones.

“Eating ice cream when it’s 13 degrees outside?” A voice said behind me.

“Holy shit!” I jumped lightly, turning around, my eyes meeting with the person’s brown ones.

“Tom?” My eyes widened as I saw his face. What the fuck is he doing here? Shouldn’t he be somewhere else? At least at home?

“Hey Y/n, I miss you.” He wrapped his arms around my back, resting his head on my head as I rest mine in the crook of his warm neck. I hugged him back immediately missing his body, the snacks still in my small hands. We pulled away after what seemed like a few minutes.

“What are you doing here?” I asked, still not believing that he’s actually here.

“I’m not really sure but Harrison just walked out with your best friend or basically my sister.” My eyes widened once again.

“They left?” I asked surprised, I raced down the aisle, trying to reach the door as fast as I could. I was about the reach the door when a pair of arms wrapped themselves around my waist.

“Nope. You can’t leave the store without paying for the food.” Tom picked me up, hurting my stomach a bit but I didn’t mind. I pouted my lips together as he took us to the cashier and set me on the floor again.

I put all of the snacks and drinks on the counter. “Oh shit.” I muttered under my breath as I feel my jean pocket trying to find my wallet.

“It’s fine, I’ll pay.” Tom said, reaching into his jeans pulling out his wallet. Everything Ruth picked costed 16 dollars. (I don’t live in England I don’t know how things work there.)

“No don-” before I could finish, the worker have already given Tom back his changes. He looked at me smirking

“Fine, but I’ll pay next time.” I said. “If there is a next time,” I added.

“I heard that.” Tom said smiling as we walked out the store with bags of food.

I turned right, walking back to the Holland’s flat until Tom said something.

“Where are you going?” He asked, his hands were in his jean pocket for warmth.

“To your parents flat?” My eyebrows narrowing in confusion. He stepped towards me, grabbing my arms.

“No no no. Follow me.” He commanded.

“Why would I do that?” I asked, trying to pull away from him.

“Do you trust me?” His face inches closer to mine. My breathe became uneasy as I stared into his eyes, swallowing the lump in my throat as I nodded my head. We walked for about ten minutes until I finally break.

“Would you just tell me where we’re going!?” I yelled, my arms flying into the air.

“Relax babe, we’re just going to my flat as in my own.” He stated simply pointing at himself. I stopped my track when he called me babe.

“Since when do you have your own flat?” I asked, trying to ignore the ‘babe’.

“Like a year ago, I’m living with Haz but it seems like he’s going to be busy tonight.” He smiled at his thoughts.

“Yuck,” I muttered.

“What? It’s not that bad.” Tom said as we arrived at his flat.

“Yeah but he’s doing it with your sister.” I exclaimed. He told me I could sit on the couch so I did. I looked around, surprisingly everything was neat.

“Remember what I said to you 4 years ago?” He asked, sitting next to me. Once again I swallowed the lump in my throat, looking away from him.

“Um. Yeah,” I answered finally after two minutes.

“What did I say?”

“L-let’s wait until you come back from Australia and see if your f-feelings for me have changed then we’ll talk about us?” I stuttered with my words.

“So?”

“So what?”

“Do you still like me like when you were 11?” He grinned, causing me to smile too.

“Yeah.” I looked down at my lap, in embarrassment. “Tom.”

“Hm?”

“Do you like me?” I looked up with hope in my eyes. He scooted closer to me, grabbing my hands.

“Like I said before, I’m four years older than you. I’m too old for you. I adore you Y/n, I really do. But I don’t want to hurt you. But these past few years, I realized that I like you too. I’m willing to give us a try I mean if you give me a chance, I swear I’ll make it worth it.” He smiled at me. For a second my smile flattered until he said that he liked me too.

“You really like me?” I bit my lips nervously.


*light smut.*

He nodded before he leaned in, kissing me passionately. Little did he know that that was my first kiss. I grabbed hold of my face with his hands as I gripped his arms, resting them on my waists. I kissed back immediately, liking the feeling. Our lips moved together perfectly, he tilted his head to get a better angle of my lip. I tangled one of my hands into his soft brown hair tugging it lightly, causing him to groaned into my mouth.

He wrapped my legs around his waist as he sat up from the couch, taking us up to his room. He kicked the door closed and pushed my back against it. We continued to make out as things escalated quickly, tonight might be the night I become a completely different person.

He moved across the room, I’m now on his bed as he take off my hoodie, leaving me with only my jean and bra on. He took off his sweater, showing me his tone abs. I traced my fingers on them, liking the feeling causing him to groan. He lowered his head and placed his lip on mine again as he got on top of me. He used his elbow to balanced himself so he wouldn’t crash me under his weight. I rested my hand on his neck pulling him closer if that was even possible. He used one of his hand to traced my side, resting his hand just under my bra, not wanting to make me uncomfortable, not knowing if I was ready.

I moaned into his lips as he started pulling on my lips with his, groaning as he did so. He sat us up, undressing ourselves. After we were fully undressed, Tom got on top of my once again, leaving kisses on my neck. I moaned loudly as he found my sweet spot under my jaw. I kept my hand on his arms, squeezing his arm once in a while as he continued to kiss my sweet sport. By now we were both panting loudly.

“Are you sure?” He asked as he held himself up with his elbows. I nodded my head. A few seconds later he pushed himself into my entrance, stopping for a few seconds, adjusting himself, making sure that I’m actually ready. I nodded my head once again as he pushed himself deeper into me. He groaned lightly as I whimpered in pain. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him closer, digging my nails into his back in pain. I tried to relax to release the pain.

“Do you want me to keep going?” He asked panting.

“It hurts but yeah.” I whimpered. Some people said that their first time hurt, but from most people I know they said that it wasn’t that bad. It felt like I was going to die but the pain started easing as he slowly at first started pushing himself in and out gently, trying not the hurt me. He looked down at me, making sure that I’m okay before he started going about faster. After a few minutes the pain went away completely, replacing itself with pleasure from Tom.

He thrusted in and out, groaning from the bliss as his eyes shut in pleasure. My mouth fell open from the feeling I’ve never felt before. I told him to go faster and he did. It was great. Our hips were grinding each other’s liking the friction from our touches. He thrusted in and out again. My legs were shaking from the heavy pleasure. Tom’s thumb was rubbing small circles on my stomach. The room became warmer and warmer.

I gasped loudly when he hit the spot that made me flinched. He pulled himself out nearly completely as he thrust in again with all his might, hitting the spot again as we both moan loudly. My nails dug themselves deeper into his skin, Tom grabbed both of my thigh, resting them on his shoulders. This angle made us moan louder and louder, we were breathing heavily and the sweats started rolling down our faces.

“Fuck.” Tom grunted, our skins were slapping against each other. I started gasping again when I started to feel my walls clenching around him.

“You’re close?” Tom asked out of breath. I nodded my head quickly, trying to catch my breath as well.

“Oh my gosh..” I gasped as my legs vibrated on his shoulders. My orgasm rolled in, leaving me with my mouth hung open from the bliss. Tom started moaning loudly as well as his greeted him.

“Fuck fuck fuck..” he trailed as his thrusts became more sloppy from the orgasm. Finally he stopped, pull himself out of me and landed next to me. We stayed there in silent, catching our breaths. Tom turned on his sides, reaching for his huge sweater and put in on me after that he put on his boxer. He kissed my left cheek and wrapped his around me, pulling me closer.

“That was good.” He muttered, after a few minutes just before I fell asleep from the event I heard him saying, “goodnight baby girl.”

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female awesome meme[4/5] female characters with the best character growth
“Planet Earth. This is where I was born. And this is where I died. The first nineteen years of my life, nothing happened. Nothing at all, not ever. And then I met a man called the Doctor. A man who could change his face. And he took me away from home in his magical machine. He showed me the whole of time and space. I thought it would never end. Well, that’s what I thought.”

Well now that the Garbage Awards have cancelled themselves at least I’ll never waste another 4 hours of my life watching them pretend to award musical prowess while they actually just award whiteness and ghettoize everyone else to side categories and let folks of color present and perform to maintain the facade of equality while still ultimately upholding white supremacy in short everyone who didn’t vote for Beyoncé’s Lemonade for album of the year can choke

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I wouldn’t want to live this life without my best friend @dinoshade 🤘🏾

Left: both pre T
Right: Kai is 4 months, I’m 8 months

here are a bunch of AMAZING fics I’ve enjoyed and loved reading throughout the month of july. I recommend that you read these great fics in august, if you haven’t already!! also check out the HL Summer Fic Exchange - my fic will be posted soon (hopefully)!

(all fics with a star are my favorites and if there are two stars then it was a favorite favorite)


1. Just a Walk in the Park 124k **

It’s 2015, the first time dinosaurs walked the earth in over 65 million years. The multi-billion dollar company, Twist Corporations, is planning a summer opening for their world changing attraction, “Jurassic Park”.

They take an interest in the history making duo of Dr. Louis Tomlinson, a stubborn paleontologist, and his partner, paleobotanist Dr. Liam Payne, giving them the chance of a lifetime to work for the new theme park. Louis is apprehensive, but Liam has a “gut feeling” that it will change their lives. He isn’t wrong.

Featuring Niall as the top engineer to get the park up and running, Zayn as the raptor expert, and Harry as the grandson of one of the most influential men in the world.

2. Let’s Embrace the Point of No Return 33k

Louis was a whole new scale of beautiful, he was richer than Harry could’ve ever imagined, and he was the most powerful, dominant alpha that Harry had ever come in contact with. The only problem now is that Louis is also Harry’s boss.

Louis believed Harry was an alpha, and had no idea about how he had lied about his status just to get an interview with Louis. He was in too deep now and he couldn’t look back.

Or, Harry is an omega intern at an all alpha company. Louis is his boss. There’s some complications.

3. How Could I Ever Forget 14k

After his boyfriend leaves him for a job in New York, Harry vows to move on with his life. A year later when their best friends announce their engagement, Harry knows he’ll be forced to see Louis again and face the truth he’s been trying his best to hide–even from himself.

Or a Vegas AU where Ziam’s bachelor party turns into drunken karaoke, winning thousands at slots, washing your clothes at the laundromat in your underwear, and making life altering decisions that you can’t remember in the morning.

Keep reading

Hello! It’s #optomstudies here again with another Sunday Study Tip on university life! This will be a multi-part series that hopefully will give a unique insight, since I can go on and on about university, and I love giving advice and helping others :)


PART 0: CHOOSING A DEGREE

Here I’ve put together a list of 20 things that you might not be told outright when choosing your university degree. @exeron

General Starting Tips During High School

  • It doesn’t matter what subjects you do in senior year, so don’t worry about bonus points, as long as you get a high enough ATAR so that you can keep your options open. Play to your strengths.
  • But! On the other hand, don’t take history and visual arts for your HSC and expect to be at the same level as your peers when you take a B Science (Advanced Mathematics) degree. You need that calculus knowledge. (Most of the time this isn’t a problem, because most people will choose a degree that aligns with their interests in high school). Again, play to your strengths.
  • Keep on top of your extra-curricular activities in case you need to go for an interview like with medicine.
  • Some degrees like optometry, medicine, law, etc. require additional exams like UMAT, so find out early, pay for the tests and mark it down on your calendar so that you don’t forget.
    • Up to you whether you want to pay extra for coaching, but anecdotally, I didn’t do any coaching and did fine. I had many friends who did coaching and ended up doing poorly. 
  • Choose a good university. Promise it actually counts at the end of the day. There are cases of people getting employed with low credit averages at big companies because they go to a good university.

Decide What Kind of Career You Want

  • Most importantly, it’s best if you pick your degree based on the job you want upon graduation. What you study at uni is just a means to an end. It’s a business decision that you are making - trading a few years to get a better career and better income at the end of the day.
  • Consider practical aspects of the job you want. For example, some of the things that I like about optometry is the fact that you aren’t sitting down the whole day, it’s a job that’s great for locum-ing and part-time work if I have kids in the future, and it makes for a good conversation starter when people ask you about optometric myths (no, looking at green grass does not help your eyes, nor do eating carrots, and having a nightlight doesn’t make you more short-sighted). These are all things that aren’t written down on a piece of paper somewhere, but are things that you can figure out by thinking about the everyday facets of the job itself.
  • Figure out your career values. These are things that you don’t want to compromise on due to personal integrity, as opposed to areas of interest. Some examples are:
    • Autonomy and independence
    • Achievement and advancement prospects
    • Creativity
    • Security
    • Altruism
    • Prestige, status and respect
    • Risk-taking and excitement
    • Material benefits a.k.a. $$$
    • Power
    • Team membership
    • Variety
    • Learning
    • Structure and organisation
    • Problem Solving
    • Leadership
    • Work-Life Balance
  • Don’t “follow your passion”, just “get good”. A lot of people also tell you that you should “follow your passion”, but most of the time you have limited experience concerning the types of occupations in the world, and most of the time there isn’t anything that you’ve developed a strong passion for. You might have a bunch of interests like me; when I was in high school, I enjoyed every single subject, because I just enjoyed learning in general, so the only thing I could think of was literally to become a full time uni student. This video really sums everything up quite well, so I’ll quote from it.

When you work hard at something you become good at it.
When you become good at something you enjoy doing it more. 
When you enjoy doing something, there is a good chance you will become passionate about it.

Start By Choosing a Good University and Faculty

  • Choose a Commonwealth-supported university. Don’t saddle yourself with excess debt from a private university unless your grades were so bad that you needed to pay money for a university degree. If you have the choice, don’t opt for these.
  • Go to open days! I seriously think I wouldn’t have chosen optometry if I didn’t go to the UNSW Open Day. The guy was just really persuasive about the benefits of the career.
  • Ask graduates! If you’ve got a retail job and have the opportunity to chat with people about their jobs, see what they like about their job and how they got there.
  • Opt to specialise. For example, if you are aiming to be a financial data scientist, then go for a B Economics and major in econometrics. Sounds simple, but people always argue about choosing a general degree like Commerce so that you have a broader choice and keep your doors open. This is only good if you don’t have an end goal in sight. Specialising shows employers that you have direction and are driven.
  • However, if you have absolutely no idea what you want to study then at least choose a faculty that you find palatable, try and do your research, or take some core courses that allow you to discern your major. If all else fails, just get the UAC book of degrees and cross out what you don’t want to do LOL

After Starting the Degree

  • If you start a degree and you find the first semester or two isn’t what you were imagining, unfortunately that’s what happens to a lot of people. Uni isn’t a vocational school that jumps straight into the professional skills. So if you want to be a pediatrician who nurses cute children to health at the end of the day, sorry but you’ll have to start with basic sciences. I’ve seen a lot of people jump ship just cause they didn’t like the first few courses.
  • Go for Honours if your degree has the option. Just looks a lot better in the eyes of an employer that you’ve tried challenging yourself with a research honours project. A 1 year trade off in studying is worth it.
  • Don’t worry about the length of the degree. Three years will be over before you know it, trust me! And honestly, university is actually a really great time period. Many of my older cousins reflect on it and say that in a way, it was some of the best times of their lives, because you don’t have the responsibility of the household bills and full time work just yet.
  • Don’t be afraid to change your degree after the first year. Some microeconomics - it’s a sunk cost.

Don’t think: “Oh I’ve already spent this much time studying this degree, it will be a waste if I change degrees”.
Think: “if I spend any more time in this degree that I don’t actually want to study, then I’ll be wasting my future”. 

  • You aren’t “wasting” your ATAR by choosing a degree that has a much lower cut-off point. For example, if you wanted to shape the future of children by becoming a teacher, you aren’t “wasting” your 98 ATAR by going into teaching, even if the cut-off is 81.
  • Don’t let other people influence your options. Look, if you’re going to change your uni choice just because someone you don’t like is going there… you’ll barely see anyone except for the people in the same degree as you after 1st year is over. Likewise, parents give advice, they don’tshouldn’t mandate life choices like what you study. 

Good luck with your university applications. Hope you all get into the degree that you’re hoping for! Hit me up if you have any questions :) 


MY WEEKLY STUDY TIPS

WHAT I WISH I’D KNOWN BEFORE UNIVERSITY STUDY TIPS SERIES

SEE ALSO

This is it. Your last day of high school. Graduation is coming up. It’s finally here. No more waking up at 6am on a Monday and dreading the school week. No more meeting up with friends in the hallway and walking around school before class starts. No more seeing that boy or girl you like in the hallways, wishing they would talk to you. No more tests, study guides, exams. This is really it. All 4 years of what you’ve known is over. 4 years of friends, 4 years of great memories, 4 years of high school is all over. Remember all the fun times, even the bad times too. Remember your high school career. They will be the best years of your life.
—  high school // except from a book I’ll never write #12
4 Steps to Reach Your Full Potential

The Power of Intention  

“If you are focused with laser precision on what you want and are taking action to move towards it, you’ll get it.”

“Instead of saying weak comments like, ‘I don’t know if I can get this done’, start using empowering statements such, ‘I am committed to having the best month of my life.’” 

Visualization

“By getting in the habit of tapping into where you will be one year from now and going to that spot through visualization, you will be rewiring your subconscious– increasing your belief in yourself and seeing your success as possible.”

Meditation

“When meditating, you should bring an image of your dream or goal to mind so that it can be planted in the fertile soil of the subconscious, programming plans for you to achieve it.”

Productivity > Busy Work 

“You should be identifying your daily Most Important Task (MIT) and tackling it first.”

“Set a timer to limit the time spent on a task.”

Source - https://www.forbes.com/sites/kevinkruse/2016/07/25/4-mental-practices-to-achieve-your-full-potential/#7698b448ae20

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Look at Chloe here. Just look at her.

Tell me that after 4 years of looking at Beca like this, Chloe can simply “move on” from her… go on. Tell me. I won’t believe you in the slightest.

This is not how someone looks at their best friend; for example, I have never seen this look on her face when looking at Aubrey. I certainly don’t look at my own best friends like this.

There may be many “Chicagos” that come and go in Chloe’s life, but I guarantee she will NEVER look at them with this much longing, adoration and love.

I could have chosen any other 50 gifs and I also guarantee my point would get across.

Masterlist Sebastian Stan Fics

I think it’s clear I will be writing a lot more of this man in the future and my Hiddleston Masterlist is already way too long, so I’m going to split them up from now on.

These are all the Sebastian/Bucky fics I’ve written so far. Any warnings or triggers are in the posts.
Most of these stories are 18+nsfw and quite explicit, some are just pure fluff. I don’t write Bdsm and I don’t take requests (sorry).

Thank you all so much for following, liking, reblogging and leaving me sweet comments!

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One shots:

Rebound: (Sebastian) Erin finds comfort in the arms of a friend after her boyfriend cheats on her. Fluff

The late shift: (Sebastian, based on Lance Tucker) When Kira works the late shift with Sebastian things heat up quickly. 18+ nsfw 

The man on the train: (’Romanian’ Bucky Barnes) After traveling home from a disappointing trip with your boyfriend, who ignores you constantly, you meet a dark handsome stranger on the train who is more than willing to give you the attention you deserve. 18+nsfw

Last Christmas: (Sebastian) You were supposed to spend Christmas with a couple of friends in a cabin outside of the city. When they all fail to get there on time you end up alone with Sebastian, the guy you slept with last Christmas and who then left you for dead. 18+nsfw

All that glitters: (Sebastian, Tom Hiddleston) When Tom surprises you with a very expensive big gift on New Year’s Eve your friend Sebastian, who’s always been in love with you, witnesses the whole thing and feels jealous and embarrassed because he got you a much simpler gift. Fluff

Oblivion: (Bucky Barnes) A sad Bucky drabble.

Be with me: (Stucky) After a night of too much drinking Bucky finally confesses his feelings to Steve. Fluff

Take off: (Tayte Hanson, Bucky) You and Bucky end up on a plane with porn star Tayte Hanson who makes you a member of the Mile high club. Also, Bucky is a little shit. 18/nsfw

Warm bodies(Stucky AU): Bucky is a young lost vampire wandering the city when he meets an older lonely bearded Steve. Both men are inexplicably drawn to each other. 18+nsfw

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Multi chapters:

Who says you can’t go home?: (Bucky Barnes) Jess meets the mysterious Bucky at the homeless shelter where she volunteers and he saves her from an attacker, but is she really safe with Bucky? 18+ nsfw Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 (finished)

You can cry on my shoulder: (Sebastian) After a break up with your boyfriend you meet your friend Sebastian in the bar and he comforts you. 18+nsfw Part 1, Part 2 (finished)

Amends: (Sebastian, Tom Hiddleston) Sebastian lives right down the hall from you and one night you end up having amazing sex with him. The morning after however your ex, Tom, is back in town. 18+nsfw Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 (finished)

Summer charm: (young Sebastian) During his summer job a young Sebastian meets Tess, a married woman who is bored with her life and intrigued by his attention. 18+ nsfw chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3, chapter 4 (finished)

My best friend’s girl: (Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers) Bucky’s been in cryo for a year now, during that time you and Steve have grown closer together. You both want more but are scared to give into your feelings, until one night… 18+nsfw Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6, Chapter 7 (finished)

Can I be him?: (Sebastian, Tayte Hanson) You’ve been trying to get Sebastian’s attention for years but he never seems to notice you, until your friend Tayte decides to help you out and try and make Sebastian jealous. 18+nsfw Part 1, Part 2 (finished)

All I wanted was you: (university Sebastian) Your roommate Sebastian is the typical frat boy, overly confident and constantly partying and flirting with any girl that isn’t you. He stands for everything you hate so why can’t you stop that silly crush you have on him? 18+nsfw Chapter 1, Chapter 2

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Masterlist Chris Evans

Masterlist Tom Hiddleston

wanna know which series has the best official art?
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S A I Y U K I

THATS NOT EVEN THE ¼ OF IT 
Kazuya Minekura sensei’s THE BEST (she’s such a fangirl of her own work that she just BOMBS us with au arts of these four -and sometimes Tokito and Kubota- ) 

Bujo/Bullet Journal Challenge

1. Index - Be Creative or Go Minimalistic

2. Calendar - For the Week? Month? Year?

3. Wishlist

4. Reading List

5. Places to Visit

6. Habit Tracker

7. Bucket list

8. Goals

9. Things that make me Smile

10. Dream Log

11. Quotes

12. Things I Love

13. Television Series

14. To-Do List

15. Birthdays

16. Health and Fitness Log

17. Water Consumption Log

18. Doodles

19. Mood in Pixels

20. Notes

21. Level 10 Life

22. Savings Tracker -  Goal Tracker

23. Routine

24. Things I want to Try

25. Self-Care

26. My Journal is…

27. Things I collect

28. Things I suck at

29. Best advice I’ve received

30. My Dream Job

31. Me from A to Z

Tag @studying-chan or #Studying-Chan so that I can see all of your lovely posts !

I just pulled an all nighter to watch Gypsy in one swift serving and:

1. I’m stressed at the slow burn. I love slow burns, the chemistry between Sid and Jean was excellent but FUCK how many times did I scream for them to kiss.
2. Omfg I love Sidney. I love her home, I love her fashion sense, I love the way she kisses omgggggg
3. Honestly Sam got on my nerves with the way he constantly brought Sidney up. Yes, I’m aware thats the point of his character but jfc if I knew my ex was getting therapy over me and speaking of nothing but me I’d have blocked and deleted their arse out of my life five years ago I mean wtf dude
4. Alexis, I’m hella gay for her also
5. Can we just shed some light on how awesome Michael and Jean are to Dolly? Btw that lil kid had the best fashion sense also. I literally pointed to a pair of shoes they wore and said “i want them” Right from the beginning they were shown as supporting their kid for their choices and didn’t have a problem with it at all? And Jean verbally smacking down that bitch? Loved it. Jean not having the principal’s bs over Dolly kissing another girl and pointing out if it was a boy they wouldn’t be having that discussion? You go Jean.
6. Sidney, omfGOD Sidney
7. I’m fully aware of the taboo relationship these two women have, and I’m fully aware it’s toxic as shit but omfg I want a girl to want me like Sidney wanted Jean.
8. I just want Sidney in my life.
9. Sidney.

alexander-hasnofriends  asked:

You are amazing at drawing and I wish I was as good as you hhhhhh

OKAY LISTEN UP SCRUBS


1.) PRACTICE!! IF U WANT TO BE “AS GOOD AS ME” THEN PRACTICE,, I DRAW FOR AT LEAST 6 HOURS A DAY SINCE I WAS 6 TO GET WHERE I AM!!! I STILL DO THIS DUMBASS ROUTINE

2.) FUCKING JUST DO IT,,, HONESTLY WHO THE FUCK CARES IF SOMEONE IS BETTER THAN U LIKE BITCH THERES ALWAYS GONNA BE SOMEONE BETTER THAN U AND U MIGHT BE THE PERSON THAT IS BETTER THAN THE OTHER PERSON LIKE THATS LIFE,,,, I WAS TOLD THIS AS A SEVEN YEAR OLD AND EVERYTHING U DO WILL BE WORTH IT IF U TRY

3.) DRAWING IS ALL ABOUT PATIENCE,,, HOE I CAN NOT WAIT FOR SHIT SO I PURSUE!! I DRAW AND I LEARN AND I GROW SO I CAN
BE THE BEST THAT I CAN BE,,, LIKE FUCK SOCIAL STANDING LIKE,,, U DONT NEED TO BE POPULAR IN ORDER TO KNOW UR ART IS GOOD,, LIKE WHEN I FIRST JOINED TUMBLR,, I LEGIT GOT 4 NOTES ON MY DRAWINGS AND NOW LOOK!!! U WILL RISE AND BE LOVED BUT PLS TAKE UR TIME AND DO NOT BE PRESSURES TO DRAW FOR THE ENJOYMENT OF OTHERS LIKE FUCCK,,,