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For those of you who’ve been to DisneyWorld before you may know that in Magic Kingdom at night they have a show called “wishes” and it’s actually really cute and there’s singing and it’s just magical. My boyfriend has me close my eyes and make a wish (apparently that’s what you’re supposed to do…this was my first time in Disney) and I do and I opened them and he was down on one knee and asked me to marry him! Best. Trip. Ever! We just hit the four year mark in our relationship and I’m so happy that he’s asked me to spend the rest of my life with him! We don’t plan on getting married for a few years…time to plan, get settled, get our lives together…but it’s still such a happy time for us. I couldn’t imagine being happier!

He proposed with an Elsa (from Frozen) inspired engagement ring that is GORGEOUS but plans on getting a more practical one soon! I love the Elsa one, I haven’t taken it off. When I met her and Anna I almost hyperventilated!

Anyways, this was WAYYYY longer than I had expected, I just wanted all my friends on here to know that we’re engaged! There’s a picture of the ring on my instagram @bowtikii

I've never been so hurt in my life.

Ben and I broke up. No warning, nothing. He did it over text and he doesn’t wanna talk or see me. I’m breaking down. Two and a half years gone. GONE. And he doesn’t even seem to care. This isn’t like him and it’s really weird. I’m not sure if he’s hiding something or if I did something. He won’t tell me anything. I’m in so much heartbreak I don’t know what to do. I can barely see. I can’t breathe. I’m crying so much. I know he’s just a boy, but he’s MY boy. And I love him. He said I pushed him away but this was SO sudden. He won’t even meet me to talk in person for five minutes…I know the more I text him the more annoyed he gets but I can’t believe it’s over.

I can’t do this anymore. Bye guys.

Tonight was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.!

I’ll spare you all the boring details and just get to the cutest part of the night. Ben didn’t know my face had burns all over it and so when he picked me up I kept covering my face. They look REALLY bad and it’s really embarrassing. So he kept trying to move my hand to kiss me (no, we’re not dating but sometimes we kiss…shhh) and I wouldn’t let him. So he forced it down and his eyes got all big and he had this little freak out and asked what happened and hugged me a bazillion times and it was soooo cute. And I was telling him how embarrassed I was and how hideous I looked and he grabbed my face, kissed me and told me I was beautiful.

Ok, I have the sweetest best friend in the world and I hope he knows I love him.

After an amazing day of hugging and kissing and cuddling and smiling...

He doesn’t text me good morning this morning. Which I can look past, maybe he was in a hurry or forgot. BUT then he texts me on his break and says “Hey we gotta talk…” and of course I said “Ok what’s up?” Then I said “Babe?” and he didn’t text me for another 30 minutes and he said “After work. :)”

I’M SO CONFUSED. You don’t mix “We gotta talk” and “:)” together! I don’t know if I should be worried or what, but I am.

I responded “Is it bad?” I just wanted a yes or a no just so I could stop worrying if it’s a no…and if it was a yes, I don’t know what I’d do. But I’d like to know. AHHHH.

Ok, getting off for a bit to think. Byeeee :)

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I got this adorable tardis vinyl from a little Etsy shop called IMadeThis. First, I’d like to say it was very easy to apply and seems to be made of a very high material. After applying it to the car window I scratched it (bad habit) to see if it would come off. I ruin a lot of stickers this way but this one was like…budge proof. Ben LOVED it, he was so excited we put it on his car. He needs a car wash and I am almost 100% sure that it will last though this one and many more.

Nick and Rachel from IMadeThis are super sweet and I’m super excited I got this tardis from them. For those who don’t know, a tardis is the time machine from a show called Doctor Who. They have many other colors and vinyl’s, not just Doctor Who related ones. Here’s a small list of some of my favorites you should check out:

  1. Sugar Skull
  2. Hip Moustache
  3. Fin from Adventure Time
We were supposed to hang out today.

And now were not because he forgot he had plans with another girl from work.

“It’s not a date, I swear. We’re just hanging out as friends, you don’t need to worry.”

But I can’t come. They don’t know where they’re going. What they’re doing. What time. Oh, and the best part “We’re not together, Ash. I’ll talk to you after work and I’m seeing you tomorrow.”

Well unless they’re hanging out from 3:00 until 10:00 he could see me. Not sure if he just doesn’t want to or what.

GUYS ARE CONFUSING. Ok, bye guysss.

some7hing-girly  asked:

The whole thing, haha. Or just a story that you don't plan on forgetting

Well here’s how we got together. (Everyone loves this story…)

I dated this guy and found out after months of dating and falling for him he was cheating on me so we broke up. I was looking for a prom date because it was right before prom and I was so desperate my cousin wouldn’t even go with me. Pathetic, huh? Anyways, one of my friend said “Hey, you think my cousin is hot…don’t you?” Her cousin was older (like five or six years, maybe more idk) but I was like yea, totally ask him. So she calls me that night and is like…I got you a date! I was excited and she was like…it’s with my cousin Ben.

Now…I had never met or heard of him and it wasn’t the same cousin I was thinking of, but he was my age…well…a year older. Anyways, we texted for a week and met at prom and I held his hand in the limo because he was a little shy and at prom he kissed me during a slow song. It was honestly perfect.

Two days later we went on a real date to the movies and he talked about this other girl the whole time…awkward right? Right after the movie he asked me out and of course I said yes. Five minutes later he pushed me up against the wall outside of Old Navy, kissed me and asked me out…again? I said yes again and to this day he only remembers asking once. SO CUTE!

Anyways, it’s long…but it’s cute and it lasted 2.5 years. We’re going to stay friends, but he just needs time right now. I have my fingers crossed we’ll get back together one day and he’ll get that spark back…but I don’t know if it will happen…