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I just downloaded adobe lightroom and the editing is amazing but the watermarking seems to suck. Guess I’ll still have to watermark in photoshop, ugh. Just posting this to see if the watermark still looks crappy bc it would be so much easier if it would just work.

BTW, about the photo. I made Ben some delish cupcakes.

for my birthday ben took me to gettysburg to go on a ghost hunt. we went to my favorite restaurant in gettysburg, we call it the diner but it’s really called “avenue restaurant” it’s sooo good. i got a blt like i usually do and we were the only ones in the restaurant…and in gettysburg, no lie. we were there for hours and no one was on the streets, in the shops, in the restaurant and we were the only two on the hunt! gettysburg in the winter is actually kinda nice…i like the “ghost town” feeling!

For those of you who’ve been to DisneyWorld before you may know that in Magic Kingdom at night they have a show called “wishes” and it’s actually really cute and there’s singing and it’s just magical. My boyfriend has me close my eyes and make a wish (apparently that’s what you’re supposed to do…this was my first time in Disney) and I do and I opened them and he was down on one knee and asked me to marry him! Best. Trip. Ever! We just hit the four year mark in our relationship and I’m so happy that he’s asked me to spend the rest of my life with him! We don’t plan on getting married for a few years…time to plan, get settled, get our lives together…but it’s still such a happy time for us. I couldn’t imagine being happier!

He proposed with an Elsa (from Frozen) inspired engagement ring that is GORGEOUS but plans on getting a more practical one soon! I love the Elsa one, I haven’t taken it off. When I met her and Anna I almost hyperventilated!

Anyways, this was WAYYYY longer than I had expected, I just wanted all my friends on here to know that we’re engaged! There’s a picture of the ring on my instagram @bowtikii

Happy Wednesday!

I recently received a package with this adorable little bracelet it in! So cute, right? It’s from sobeautifullybroken. I love the saying “If you’re a bird, I’m a bird” so when I saw this bracelet I just had to have it! They were so sweet and great to work with. They customized it with a heart shaped charm that says “Ben and Ashley” and a small, circular charm that says “5.16.10” our anniversary date.

The bracelet’s clasp was really easy to get on by myself which I love because I’m always asking my sister to help me put on jewelry so this gives her a little break! (Haha!)

It’s handmade and hand stamped. You can get all different kinds of shapes, fonts, words, customizations and more! I;m thinking about ordering another piece but with a saying from “The Fault in Our Stars” or “Looking for Alaska” which are two of my favorite books!

Before I wrap up this post I think you should check out this other piece they make. It’s my second favorite piece from the site. Click here to check it out! Adorable right? Like them on Facebook and go take a look at all their beautiful, handmade creations. The owner would be happy to work on any custom piece you desire just send her a message!

Have a great day everyone! 

I've never been so hurt in my life.

Ben and I broke up. No warning, nothing. He did it over text and he doesn’t wanna talk or see me. I’m breaking down. Two and a half years gone. GONE. And he doesn’t even seem to care. This isn’t like him and it’s really weird. I’m not sure if he’s hiding something or if I did something. He won’t tell me anything. I’m in so much heartbreak I don’t know what to do. I can barely see. I can’t breathe. I’m crying so much. I know he’s just a boy, but he’s MY boy. And I love him. He said I pushed him away but this was SO sudden. He won’t even meet me to talk in person for five minutes…I know the more I text him the more annoyed he gets but I can’t believe it’s over.

I can’t do this anymore. Bye guys.