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heather fuckin chandler

lemme tell u something about heather chandler

heather was rude and bitchy and a total bully with inexcusable actions but tbh????? she deserves so much more than life gave her

heather chandler had one real friend

veronica hated her and heather duke hated her

heather mcnamara however is the only one that even remotely liked her as far as we can tell

she called heather chandler her best friend, and after giving martha that note, she went back over to the heathers and actually hugged onto heather chandler’s arm (which was insanely cute btw i love it)

everyone else in the school thought she was hot but none of them liked her

and the sad part about it??? i’m pretty sure heather at least somewhat cared for her friends

she had pictures of her and veronica in a photobooth in her locker along with other pictures of her and her friends

i mean, she really did like veronica too

she brought veronica to a college party instead of her other friends, she gets pissed off when veronica talks to other people (ESPECIALLY jd oh god she gets so mad), and according to veronica, heather calls her late at night just to babble and talk about literally whatever

she confides in veronica, she likes her, and chansaw is rEAL just very one sided and repressed

and do u think i’m done bc i’m NOT

tw mentions of rape and sexual abuse below

i noticed something v upsetting while watching the movie about heather at the party

there was a short scene of heather making out with one of the college guys at the party but she pulls away and says she just wants to get back to the party, which he responds with that they will, but she just looks so hot tonight and he can’t help himself

and here’s where it hit me in the feels HARD

heather’s expression after he says those words

she seems uncomfortable, a bit nervous, and it becomes clear that she doesn’t want to

and the fact that it’s not something she wants to do really stands out when the college guy’s hand moves to her upper back and he actually has to move her downwards

shortly afterwards, there’s a very short clip where she stares at herself in the mirror, drinking a glass of water, and then she suddenly spits out all the water over her reflection with this look of disgust, looking at herself the entire time

now i think this scene is overlooked for a specific reason, and that reason is the other girls in the movie

when ram is kissing heather mcnamara, she is very clearly struggling and pushing at him and fighting

when jd kisses veronica when she tries to leave him, she fights him and pushes and escapes

but heather chandler doesn’t fight

she doesn’t say a word, she doesn’t try to leave, she doesn’t fight him at all

here’s the thing about that

heather chandler is a very sensible person who can tell when something isn’t right

we see this when she claims jd should be put in prison for bringing a gun to school because he’s clearly dangerous, while her friends don’t think it’s a big deal

when jd hands her the cup, she immediately assumes that because of what happened last night, veronica did something to the cup to prank her and at first refuses to drink it

she’s smart, she’s clever, and she knows what’s going on

and because she knows these things, i think she’d also know that there are some men who don’t take kindly to a girl saying no

think carefully

they were alone in a room, and if she happened to refuse and he got violent and hurt her, nobody would see or hear it happen

she knows this and knows that for her own safety, it’s better to go along with it, get it over with, and go back to the party

this is all entirely speculation and i’m just going off of little details here but quite honestly, it makes sense to me 

tldr: she was a bitch, but heather chandler honestly needs a protection squad and deserved so much better and i just have a lot of emotions about her

Boyfriend Series - BTS: Jungkook

- Wtf, just wtf, like what even is he actually

- Super cuddly and lovey when he hasn’t seen you in a long time

- Plays with your hair or traces his fingers along your back when he’s tired and you are in his arms

- Loves to give you really tight

- Calls you when he’s upset or misses you because you calm him down

- Kisses your lips more than your forehead or hand

- But don’t think he won’t ever be shy and flustered because it’ll happen a lot

- Draws you over and over when he has time until he gets it perfect

- Thinks fo you when he is practicing to give him energy

- Checks up on you often to make sure you’re okay

- Asks the other members for advice when he’s worried about messing up with you

- Tries his hardest for you

- Does his best to be there for you even though he’s busy

- Uses you for inspiration

- Holds your hand really tight when he’s nervous

- Hugs you when he needs to know you’re not going anywhere

- Loves dancing and singing with you

- Loves to dance and sing for you even more

- There’ll be times when he’ll be extra just to mess with you like the example below

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I hope you guys liked the gif and the post lol- Admin Sunshine

I wish I had something cool and new to upload but I’ve been struggling to find time to draw recently! So here is a quick image I did a few weeks ago for fun, little opossum king inspired by “Queen of Spring” by a great artist Cloe Ashton - a fellow RLM fan! I believe she has opened a Redbubble shop recently so please do check out her stuff! (Linky belowy) -

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And it ain’t no use in turning on your light, babe
The light I never knowed
And it ain’t no use in turning on your light, babe
I’m on the dark side of the road


SMALL SPOILER ABOUT MACCREADY’S BACKSTORY BELOW

I heard this song again for the first time in years and I couldn’t get it out of my head that it reminded me of MacCready struggling to cope with Lucy’s death. ;___;

gentle lonely boyyyy

this pretty muddy cuz i’m pretty new to painterly colouring but HAVE IT ANYWAY


RJ MacCready from Fallout 4
Song: Don’t Think Twice, It’s Alright by Bob Dylan

Samurai Jack: The End

SPOILERS BELOW

I gotta tell you, I knew something horrible was going to happen the moment I saw Jack and Ashi getting dolled up for their wedding. There were still four minutes until the end of the episode, and I KNEW something terrible would happen. Unfortunately, I wasn’t disappointed.

When Jack rode off alone into the woods, I thought for sure he was going to end his life, either sit under that tree until he starved, or maybe use a knife. His surroundings were grey, just like his life felt. All color had been drained from his world. 

Then, a lone ladybug flitters onto the screen, landing on Jack’s hand.

See, the ladybug and its importance to Ashi is something Jack never knew. He was never shown in the series to have learned about Ashi’s mother squashing a ladybug, or knowing what an influence it was on Ashi when she saw the Samurai spare the insect. The ladybug that landed on Jack’s hand in the finale should have held no meaning to him, and yet when it blinks, the audience understands that this is Ashi.

What happened next was as sweet as it was symbolic. The ladybug flew away, and Jack stands to see rays of light illuminate the foggy land, gently turning it brilliant shades of red and pink. It’s as if Ashi is giving Jack permission to be happy, sending an okay for him to move forward in his life. She reminded him that there would be more in his life past this struggle, and just like Jack was there when Ashi was trying to fight Aku inside herself, she would be there for him. 

“The hope you gave me saved my life!”

Even though the future as we’ve seen it in the show is now gone, it doesn’t mean the characters or their influences will have disappeared forever. Teens may still rave in the dark woods on the outskirts of a Dutch town, white apes may still teach a man to “jump good.” A certain Scotsman may even try to feed scrawny warriors “SHEEP STOMACH STUFFED WITH MEAT AND POWER!!!” Who knows? But the future is bright, colorful, and though it may not be visible at first, it is there.

Ashi taught Jack to have hope, just as he taught us, so move forward. Reach for the light. Fight the darkness of the world. And most of all, believe.

Lady Midnight Playlist

Lady Midnight is coming out in one week (and a few hours) so in honor of that I’m putting up the playlist. Usually songs remind me of specific characters in general rather than scenes or themes, so I’ve made notes.

Play Crack The Sky: Brand New

(Julian and Emma)

This story’s old but it goes on and on until we disappear.
Calm me and let me taste the salt you breathed while you were underneath.
I am the one who haunts your dreams of mountains sunk below the sea.
I spoke the words but never gave a thought to what they all could mean.

You’ve Haunted Me All Of My Life: Death Cab for Cutie

(Lady Midnight’s own story)

You’ve haunted me all my life
You’re always out of reach when I’m in pursuit
Long winded then suddenly mute
And there’s a flaw in my heart’s design
For I keep trying to make you mine

And so I wait but I never seem to learn
How to capture your diminishing returns
I still see you through the eyes of a child
Not even thinking we could tame the wild.

“Always Gold” by Radical Face

(Mark and Julian. Ty and Julian, Ty and Mark - brotherhood in general!)

We were tight knit boys
Brothers in more than name
You would kill for me
And knew that I’d do the same
And it cut me sharp
Hearing you’d gone away.

Malibu: Hole

(A song from my own growing-up period! This one really spoke to me about the power of the ocean, forgetting yourself in the water, and all the people — Cristina, Diana, Emma — who make new starts in Malibu.)

And I knew
Love would tear you apart
Oh, and I knew
The darkest secret of your heart
I’m gonna follow you
Oh baby, fly away to Malibu
Oceans of angels
Oceans of stars
Down by the sea is where you
Drown your scars.

Chocolate by The 1975

I love this one for Emma and Cristina…it was so much fun writing their friendship.

Oh we go where nobody knows
With guns hidden under our petticoats
No we’re never gonna quit it
No we’re never gonna quit it, no
Yeah we’re dressed in black from head to toe
We’ve got guns hidden under our petticoats
No we’re never gonna quit it. no we’re never gonna quit it no


If The Night Is Dark: Seeker Lover Keeper

(Mark)

Well I’m trying to decide 

Should I run, should I hide

Show them tricks and be tamed.

Yeah, it’s true that I’ve changed

But I’m also the sameI’m just playing the game

.If you lay down beside me 

You’ll feel that I’m cold

And I’m empty, it’s true.See the more I reveal 

The more lonely I feel

What was one is now broken, broken in two. 

California, Airborne Toxic Event

(Emma and the way she wants to be remembered.)

And oh, I hope it’s clear: there’s no room for us anymore in the atmosphere,
But darling I always liked the desperation in your eyes,
The way you’d dance in the glow of the Hollywood Freeway lights.

Someday they’re gonna forget about us and we’ll wonder if we were ever good enough.
It hit me last night, in this song I heard, I remember the feeling but forget all the words.

Soul Meets Body, Death Cab for Cutie

(Julian, thinking about Emma)

I do believe it’s true
That there are roads left in both of our shoes
But if the silence takes you
Then I hope it takes me too

So brown eyes I’ll hold you near
‘Cause you’re the only song I want to hear
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

Fire and the Flood Vance Joy

(The lines First the fire, then the flood, from an old riddle are really important in the book, so it was fun to find this song. Plus it could really cover several couples I can’t talk about yet!)

You’re the fire and the flood
And I’ll always feel you in my blood
Everything is fine
When your head’s resting next to mine
Next to mine
You’re the fire and the flood

The Trapeze Swinger, Iron and Wine

(It was fun to write about people who’d known each other their whole lives rather than just having met and this strikes me as being about memory and love past and present)

And please remember me as in the dream
We had as rug burned babies
Among the fallen trees and fast asleep
Beside the lions and the ladies

That called you what you like and even might
Give a gift for your behavior
A fleeting chance to see a trapeze
Swinger high as any savior

But please remember me, my misery
And how it lost me all I wanted
Those dogs that love the rain and chasing trains
The colored birds above there running

In circles round the well and where it spells
On the wall behind St. Peter
So bright on cinder gray in spray paint
'Who the hell can see forever?’

Death, by White Lies

(Mark, Kieran and others in the Wild Hunt)

I love the feeling when we lift off
Watching the world so small below
I love the dreaming when I think of
The safety in the clouds out my window
I wonder what keeps us so high up
Could there be a love beneath these wings
If we suddenly fall should I scream out
Or keep very quiet and cling to my mouth as I’m crying
So frightened of dying
Relax, yes, I’m trying
But fear’s got a hold on me

Ocean Wide, the Afters

(This always read to me as about love, but not necessarily romantic love — some of the most important love in the book is family love, Ty’s and Julian’s, Livvy and Ty, etc)

I’ll stay right here
It’s where I’ll always belong
Days like this, I wish the sun wouldn’t set
I don’t want to forget
What made us feel this way
You see through all my fears
And that’s what got us here

Flaws by Bastille

(The Blackthorns and their secrets)

“You have always worn your flaws upon your sleeve, and I have always buried them deep beneath the ground. Dig them up; let’s finish what we started.” 

The Ocean, the Bravery

(Diego and Cristina)

I climbed up a mountain and looked off the edge
At all of the lives that I never have led
There’s one where I stayed with you across the sea
I wonder, do you still think of me?
I carry your image always in my head
Folded and yellowed and torn at the edge
And I’ve looked upon it for so many years
Slowly I am losing your face

Jasey Rae, All Time Low

(Julian, and the games he’s forced to play)

I’ve never told a lie
And that makes me a liar
I’ve never made a bet
But we gamble with desire
I’ve never lit a match
With intent to start a fire
But recently the flames are getting out of control

Keane, Love is the End

(Emma and the ocean)

I took off my clothes and I ran to the ocean
Looking for somewhere to start anew
And when I was drowning in that holy water
All I could think of was you

WIP OUTFIT + SOME CC PLANS

This outfit is something Jennie has on at the end of the Boombayah video and I wanted it in Sims(I may get rid of that extra sleeve fold though lol) so I tried making it. It has some issues so don’t expect it this week. Hopefully I can get it out next week!

Okay so my future plans of CC are below

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anonymous asked:

Hi! Sorry if I'm intruding, but I'm organizing a game with my family. I was designated the DM since I have the most experience with the game, but I have no idea how to get my shit together. I've never had experience being a DM so I could use a few pointers, the most important to me being how to organize notes (I've scrapped a few adventures because my notes were a disorganized mess). Thanks in advance!

*waves hi back* I’m so happy you came to me! It means a lot.

As for getting your shit together there is a few ways I would recommend doing it. I recommend having a binder full of printed notes, monster sheets, a few laminated sheets so you can do combat initiative with dry erase marker and then erase it when you’re done, and a few locations descriptions like a general store, armory, inn, etc. 

If you can’t/don’t have access to a printer but do have access to a laptop I suggest having a folder dedicated to your D&D campaign. Like below

I typically have a doc either dedicated to a session or an arc which I will read off of during the game. I typically work in paragraphs but you can also do bullet points of main events whichever works best for you. I have also a lot of notes of what’s going on in the background where the players aren’t (don’t feel the need to do this right away or at all until you have an extensive game: START SMALL). 

Having a notebook is key (or even a google doc), just use it to jot down notes of things your players have done and then put it into a google doc later. TAKE NOTES. I cannot stress that enough. I suggest the notes be about key things they’ve done, important interactions with NPC’s, and information they find out. It’s unlikely you will remember everything you’ve made up on the spot.


I hope that answers some things! If you, or anyone else, has anymore D&D questions about running or playing the game just let me know! Or even if you need clarifications about anything in this post :)

With highest regards,

TeaM0nster

Aries Lilith

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Originally posted by lucifer-r

Aries Lilith, keyword explode
I am the shade of your face when you feel like you will explode.
I am the sly looks you wish you got in the hall
I am the danger that lays below
I am as bright as a ripe rose
I am here to kill no not to sit still
Patience does not rest inside me
For I am a bottle of chaos just waiting to explode.