OMG you guys, my girlfriend is the sweetest thing in the world.
Like you have to understand how much I love this girl.
And I know no one cares cause all your dashes are full of Tobigail feels right now but asfjaslkdgjalsdjf.
So she bought me flowers–the store messed up and they didn’t get delivered when they were supposed to–but this sweet girl who lives half a continent away actually bought me flowers for our one-month, and even if I don’t have them in my hands, god, just the thought of it is enough to bring tears to my eyes.
I have never been bought flowers before, by a romantic partner, I mean–bouquets or a rose from my parents on birthdays and after shows, sometimes, yeah, but never as an expression of romantic love. And it’s just…it’s just another example of the way that she makes me feel loved and cherished and so, so special, every single day of my life. I’m a girl that’s found it incredibly difficult at times to deal with feelings of being replaceable, and now I have this amazing girlfriend who tells me I am special and irreplaceable and one of a kind to her, and I actually believe it.
I don’t care if it’s only been a month. It doesn’t matter; it doesn’t matter that we’ve never spent time in each other’s physical company while dating, it doesn’t matter that she lives so far away (for now), none of that matters. All that matters is that I love her, and she loves me; we complete one another. And when I close my eyes and listen to her voice, if I concentrate really hard, I can feel her with me, and that is all I need.