believe me when i say that

One Direction fans needn’t despair. They might have dispersed and almost all signed elsewhere, but Payne is excited about the idea of a comeback gig in years to come. As, I’m sure, are the band’s accountants.
But that won’t be for a little while, if Payne has it his way, because – as he keeps on telling me – he is just far too happy with his lot at the moment to take a step backwards. When it reaches our time to wrap up, he’s still at it.
‘I feel great about what’s going on in my life,’ he says, giving it one last handclap and springing to his feet. ‘I’m extremely lucky. I feel like I’m in a comatose dream. I’m like, “when did I last bump my head?” because I can’t believe this…’

attackonnanba  asked:

Robbie, any advice on how to come out as genderqueer to my best friend? I already know he supports the LGBTQ+ community, but I can't help but feel anxious about it, especially since he's so used to calling me by she/her prounouns.

Believe me…I know what it feels like. It’s terrifying, even if the better part of yourself is telling you that they’ll still look at you in the same way. I would say to invite him to do something fun, and when the time feels right, you can come out to him. If he’s your best friend…there’s a good chance he might not be surprised.

anonymous asked:

Alec was unaffected by the Malec breakup. Or did you just ignore all those episodes? Yet when Jace was missing, Alec was a mess and constantly trying to find ways to save him. Meanwhile he tried to send Izzy to talk to Magnus because they were over and he didn't want to see him anymore. I don't even ship Jace and Alec, I ship Malec, but you are VERY wrong about Jace dying not mattering to Alec.

I’m crying

Listen, if you say to me on anon that you “don’t even ship Jace and Alec” I’m literally never going to believe you. Ever. You’re lying. We both know that. So why play games?

Alec was unaffected by the malec breakup

You’re right, Barbara! Look at how completely unaffected he is.

Originally posted by smilefortheliving

I can’t with you j@lecs, y’all reach the furthest, I swear. 

Now I will give you this, anon, when it comes to parabatai “bond” you’re right. Alec carries pretty much all the emotional weight. It only ever seems to affect him. But it also sometimes doesn’t affect him. Either way this supposedly angelic and powerful and most amazing bond ever is a crock of shit. 

It’s written unevenly on the show, we all know it’s the writing. But the writing is also canon soooooo. Canonically the bond is only useful sometimes, can only be felt sometimes, only weighs emotionally on one person and not the other, and is ultimately not as important as these shady shadowhunters want us to believe. 

Jace died. And about five minutes later Alec was stressing getting Magnus to safety. His reaction to finding Jace alive was more confusion than relief. And then finally, after a moment, was relief. It’s laughable that this is supposed to be the “soulmate” y’all J@lec shippers go on about.

Meanwhile, with no fucking magical tattoo to make him feel one way or another, my boy is literally telling Magnus Bane, his beautiful boyfriend and the man he’s totally and completely in love with, that he can’t live without him. 

As for that nonsense you said about Alec sending Izzy, like yeah dude, have you never had a big fight or a break up with someone you love? Sometimes you don’t wanna deal. And that’s real life. Where there aren’t demon wars and shit. He didn’t want to see him anymore. Laughable. He was hurting and he knew he’d hurt Magnus and Alec is still emotionally stunted. Of course he wasn’t going to go to Magnus to ask him for help. Again. With shadowhunter business. FFs. 

Y’all really lack the critical thinking required to understand actual relationships. 

That comic on the “mental load” of housework (cw: gender discourse) has shown up on my Facebook feed again. My thoughts:

The “mental load” is definitely a lot of work, and I can believe that it’s likely gendered (eg. women might be socialized to care about cleanliness more, or judged more harshly when their living spaces are messy).  It’s absolutely a legitimate complaint to say “my partner relies on me to handle all of the housework logistics and it’s exhausting”.

That said, there’s a framing to this comic I don’t like. It’s something like “any reasonable person can look at a room, figure out what housework needs to be done, and do it” – and more importantly, “any two reasonable people who look at a room will notice the same things and come to the same conclusions about what needs to be done”. Cleanliness is subjective; I might be bothered by the clutter on the dining table but fail to notice the dustbunnies on the floor; my partner might think that the unswept floor looks filthy but that the table looks fine. If I’m acting as the “housework manager”, and I give my partner open-ended directions to clean the dining area, I might end up frustrated that they completely failed to tidy the obviously cluttered table. But this isn’t them being unreasonable; we just have different preferences. 

I’ve been on both sides of the “housework manager” / “delegated helper” dichotomy, and being the delegated helper to a manager who expects you to read their mind and remember all their preferences can be really exhausting and stressful (maybe even more exhausting than being the housework manager yourself). When I was growing up, my dad had all sorts of hard-to-predict preferences about which house tasks should get done and when; I remember countless evenings where he’d be cooking and ask me to the set the table, and after setting the table I’d hover awkwardly, knowing that he wanted me to be of more help but not knowing what he wanted me to prioritize. I’d cycle through a whole list of thoughts – “the dishwasher seems full, maybe I should run it? Or will the noise bother him and he’ll get annoyed at me for not figuring out that I should wait until after dinner? He seems to be done with that chopping board for now, maybe I should rinse it? Or is he going to use it to slice bread later and won’t want it to be wet? Maybe if I dry it with a towel….?” I’d generally end up taking a few furtive actions, hoping I didn’t do anything wrong, and then running away to hide in my room until dinner was ready. This was not the best or kindest strategy I could take, but he’d also get frustrated when I asked him what I should be doing (“can’t you just look and see what needs to be done? I can’t handle everything here!”) so I really didn’t know what else to do.

Once I moved out and got my own place, I was surprised to find out that I was reasonably competent at handling my own housework. I’d always gotten the impression from my dad that I didn’t know how to keep house, but it was actually that I didn’t know how to keep house exactly how he wanted it kept, and so I’d acquired a sense of helplessness around the situation and basically given up. But once I had ownership over my living space and didn’t have to optimize for someone else’s preferences, I actually enjoyed a lot of housework.

anonymous asked:

Can I have my boi David and tiny little turn ons and things that make his heart flutter - campcampman B)

I believe I’m a little predictable. But at least I’ve got a market, and I love you all! <3

When they discover they’ve got a crush:

David’s a simple man.

I’m not saying I don’t think he’d have any sort of fears or insecurities about liking someone, but I also feel like he doesn’t think that deeply about it. He likes someone, he enjoys being around them. I’m not even all that confident how romance factors into it; he sort of strikes me as a “if we’re together, I’m happy!” kind of fella.

How they confess/hint:

“H-hey, um, _____? Listen, I, ah, I was wondering if you might — well, I realize it’s short notice but I thought it might be fun if we … maybe … wentoutonadatenookaythenbye!” *zooms away*

Not very smooth, is what I’m saying.

Big gestures of love:

The man wears a fucking boutonniere on a date. 

He goes HAM with the big gestures. I’m talking flowers, I’m talking candles, rose petals, probably a band or quartet of some sort. The man will use his tiny camp salary to blow you away with romance. And when he has no more money he’ll make a picnic and take you out under the stars and show you how beautiful the forest is at nice.

He’s a bit of a hopeless romantic.

Little gestures of love:

I’m not confident David has little gestures of love. The man has 2 modes: thoughtful and sweet, and a total inconsiderate asshole. He’ll completely forget your anniversary because he was busy staring at butterflies or something, but he’ll also drive 20 minutes out of his way to find the exact brand of chocolate you like when you’ve had a bad day.

How to win their heart:

Do you like camping? Do you like nature? Do you like kids? Do you like anything? 

No? It’s okay, David loves you anyway and is probably choosing to gloss over or ignore the fact that you don’t like the same things he does. I’m pretty sure the only people in canon he doesn’t like are Jermy Fartz and Jacob, so don’t be a nasty unpleasant child who makes out with dogs and don’t date his ex-girlfriend and you should get on like a house on fire.

How to break their heart:

Keep reading

I’m okay guys!!! Thank God, my family and I are okay, but we have VERY little to no communication with friends, neighbors, etc. Hurricane Maria is NOT a joke. Puerto Rico is a DISASTER ZONE. My entire home city of Toa Baja is wrecked, trees are either torn to shreds or completely lacking leaves, practically the whole city is flooded. My neighborhood… my house flooded with filthy water. We had to stay at a family member’s apartment in an entirely different city. I’m horrified by all that has happened in the past few days. The hurricane itself wasn’t the major threat; it was definitely the aftermath. I hate being one to do this, but it’s a necessity this time: PUERTO RICO NEEDS HELP. We are living a catastrophe. I never in my life thought I would live through something like this (and believe me, I am a severe overthinker), but I’m not exaggerating when I say the situation looks like a disaster movie. My city has never flooded like it has in the past few days, at least not in 100 years, and the speed at which it was rising is horrifying. Almost all municipalities have been pronounced disaster zones. The death toll is unknown, but in my hometown at least I’ve heard of eight casualties. If Maria is on your path, PLEASE EVACUATE AND PREPARE MORE THAN JUST WELL. We didn’t think anything would happen to us as we live in a cement house and an area that is VERY hard to flood; it’s flooded, the flooding reached a very high level, I’ve heard of houses COMPLETELY submerged, there’s debris and filthy water everywhere, restaurants, shops, markets are all wrecked. Pray for Puerto Rico and please pray for everyone who has been in Maria’s path. 💖

anonymous asked:

“But with ships like SE and even ships like Forwood, I think a good Bonnie ship would just work in conjunction with them.” Do you think Foorwood had chemistry? Was a good ship?

I do think Candice and Michael had chemistry. It’s a very different chemistry than what she has with Joseph but it’s still very present

and I think they had really good build-up but the show robbed them of a true relationship since it immediately became about Klaus for the both of them, Tyler was Sired and Caroline was attracted to him and their relationship became a series of tearful-goodbyes-hello-again-sex-tearful-goodbyes-hello-again-sex so they didn’t really have the time to BE together. At the same time, Forwood does longing very well. They have their moments that are really great and they look really happy in those moments

that it makes me understand why they would constantly hold onto their relationship and when they say goodbye it’s angsty and hurtful

and I believe the relief in their reunions

so I think they had great bones that the show didn’t do much with because Klaroline.

Huh…

Never realized how much hate this page has because I only ever check messages and messages from friends lmao, Thank you for all the people that love and support it though 😄 and for all the people that spread hate, no I’m not gonna be one of those “Hur Durr block out the haters like and subscribe” people no that’s not me. But I will say this, just because I don’t credit people or do shutouts or any of that stuff doesn’t mean I’m not stealing work, Let me put it this way, I personally believe that beauty doesn’t come from money and Marketing and Advertising, it’s a wonderful thing that everyone should enjoy no watermarks or shutouts needed. I’m sorry for any inconveniences and I’m really sorry but I’m sticking to my original shtick from when I first started this page, I’m not doing any shutouts or asking for credit or anything like that, I didn’t mean to steal your work and I’m not even using it to advertise anything, I’m just showing it to the world for everyone to enjoy and if you don’t like it that’s totally fine with me but you don’t have to go spreading it around and telling people to stop liking and reposting my stuff or following me or trying to get me banned lol. But once again I’m terribly sorry for any inconveniences and for all the people who enjoy this page for the things posted and to help ease your mind and live a calmer life, Thank you so much I love you all so much! 😄 Oh yeah I’ve been getting into making music lately (Synthwave and Vaporwave) so look out for that sometime soon 😊❤

I have been seeing a lot of posts that are about people being scared to post things. I have to get in on this. 

Believe me when I say, I know what it feels like to be scared to post things… I have been scared to post any analysis, opinions, memes, videos, or general thoughts about certain things because of being afraid to get attacked. I still have drafts from the beginning of the show… I have things that I have saved (like my demon/human comparison pics that I finally posted) because I knew how the majority of the fandom would react. Seeing/hearing what other people who have similar likes and opinions as I do go through scared me, even if it was online.

Even though I rarely get messages, I get scared when I do get one, especially if it’s right after I published a post - that goes against most views/popularity and defends my own. I literally get scared. I don’t want that stuff aimed at me for an anime and who/what I like.

I am even scared to post this. I am also scared to use character names or anything but I guess everyone knows what/who I’m talking about

Also, as someone who knows and pointed out flaws of the show, and pointed out how bad Charioce can be, why Azazel isn’t so great, or how I sometimes wish Nina had something different or trying to explain behaviors - and whatever else my feelings are that maybe don’t “line up” as a Charnina fan’s do  - as well as proving how demons/humans are rather equal, and looking at the story as a whole; among other things. 

I still know that no matter what, people will overlook that and go straight for the “Charioce stans are crazy, rabid, apologist, scum that have no morals and mental problems that only like him for his looks”.

Instead of just disagreeing or straight up presenting evidence (I personally like to back up what I am saying is true) it goes to insults and “what do you expect from those people” or “they’re racist” or anything else. I don’t have to give examples because we all have read what has been said. 

I’m sure even this post will be treated similarly, but I got a little courage to say a little something… 

So yeah, I have been and still am scared/hesitant to post in this fandom…


Lastly, #PassTheBluntSNB y’all need it.

anonymous asked:

[1] It amuses me, reasons people come up with hating Sakura. Sakura is flawed, and maybe that's the reason I took a like for her. There is a saying “I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions” that sums Sakura for me. It's silly that few instead of enjoying what they like makes hate post & questions others' integrity. Nobody needs no-one's validation to like something

[2] And I firmly believe the majority of fans of any fandom are quite chill people, it is the loud one who sadly becomes the face of that fandom.

Most people don’t see it that way. When it comes to the heroine of a shonen manga? People want the perfect heroine. Kind, Caring, powerful, all about the hero and as flawless as possible.

Yet they always forget that not even Naruto is the perfect hero! He hid the truth of the massacre,  enforced his ideals on Sasuke without properly understanding the guys pain (till Jiraiya’s death) 

And Sasuke isn’t perfect either!

So why Sakura? Well she’s a girl who has feelings for a boy. Who started from nothing and became something. Who had no talents, no jutsu, never intended to be the heroine, but still became the strongest female konuchi.

I wish that Kishi gave Sakura more moments. Her fight with Sasori was amazing. If he kept giving her more scenes like that/ than trust me she would never be as hated. 

He could still have given her those vulnerable moments, but these moments shouldn’t top her bad ass ones.

But alas people love to hate. They’ll even go as far to hate a human being.

Plus Naruto fandom is the most toxic fandom ever. It’s just this fandom. The rest of the fandoms are pretty chill.

anonymous asked:

I can't believe that they really think that we, latinxs, owe anything to the USA army oh my goddd

IT WAS. IT BLEW MY MIND WHEN I READ IT. LIKE GKRNGKFNG OH MY GOD THEY DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT THEIR STORY and honestly thats fucking scary??? because they dont even know what to say to defend themselves and fight me, because i have good arguments and they dont. They basically say “SHUT UP! DONT DO THIS!” The fact that maybe half of that country is like that scares me to death.

My Philosophy

Well, at first, something happened yesterday. I can’t tell you what (It’s really personal), but I saw something that made me believe to “Supernatural”. This means:

1) I’m crazy or

2) I’m blessed or cursed for the thing I saw.

So I don’t know what to say. I’m a bit scared. But the thing that I want to tell is this:

We are made from molecules. Molecules are energy. So we are made from energy. When we die where this energy goes? To the environment? Our “souls” go to environment or we just die? These molecules went dead? They were ever alive? We are made from something dead but we are alive?

Confession #154

I’m openly NB on my campus. Im misgendered frequently but there’s a desire among my friends and professors to be better, open hostility is rare. I’m lucky.
I had a dream while napping in my library where I was on the balcony on the second floor of the library hanging out with people. I tripped and knocked someone off the railing but I pulled her back up and immediately left since I was freaked out. Then suddenly some faculty members are approaching and saying I have to go back and talk to the cops and along the way no one looks at me. No one speaks to me. When I’m back at the library the police won’t stop asking if I’m drunk or if I’ve been drinking. They’re so condescending and they won’t believe me when I say no. There’s still people there and everyone can see this.
I get it so far, meaning is obvious. I drink too much at any party I’m at and even on weekdays during the day I drink too much and everyone knows about it since I joke about it as a cry for help. Since people just laugh it off it worries me that im just perceived as a big drunk. Now instead of people coming to my aid as I want they’re just spectators at my accusation. I feel alone and instead of helping the drinking makes it worse. Same shit different dream.
But that’s not the worst part. There’s a trans boy I’ve had a crush on at the school. He’s so cute and wonderful to look at and funny and nice and my stomach hurts whenever I look at him for too long. But I’m scared to talk to him to the point that it’s crippling, I feel like such a coward. Everyday I could talk to him and everyday I don’t. I know so little about him and I feel stupid for liking someone I don’t really know.
He was there in the dream. On the balcony and on the walkways and near the cops, he was everywhere I went, on the edges of my sight.
I knew he could hear them accusing me. I begged them to believe me but they wouldn’t. I just wanted them to stop saying I was drunk, so I wouldn’t look like the bad guy or the idiot or a degenerate in front of him but they wouldn’t. Even then I was too scared to speak to him directly. I couldn’t tell him. I just looked at him, I tried to plead with my eyes for him to believe me.
But he didn’t look at me. He turned away. I must have looked so sad and repulsive to his eyes, barely human. I wouldn’t have wanted to look at me either. I always feel so undesirable.
I woke up and I know it wasn’t real but it hurts so much. For the past month I’ve only had nightmares when I sleep and it’s killing me. I can’t work like this, I can’t live like this. At least when I’m drunk I don’t even have dreams.

anonymous asked:

It's hard to believe you care about me when try so hard to keep me a secret prinxiety

Its hard to believe you care so much about me when you try so hard to keep me a secret
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“Its hard to believe you care so much about me when you try so hard to keep me a secret” Roman said one day after Virgil had snuck up to Romans room.
“What?” Virgil said recoiling.
“You just try really hard to keep us a secret,” Roman grumbled.
“That’s easy for you to say,” Virgil replied looking away.
“What does that even mean?”
“You’re the hero,” Virgil said, “up in till a month ago I was just the villian just ‘anxiety’. They’ll love you no matter what. No one likes me already I don’t need 'corrupting the Prince’ added to the list. So yeah I’m sorry I try so hard to keep us secret but sometimes I’m tired of just being the bad guy, which you wouldn’t get because you’ve always been the hero. So if you can’t deal with that then I’m sorry we need to break up,” Virgil said near tears trying to seem more frightening then he was.
Roman didn’t know how to respond.
“So yeah I’ll just go. You can find someone better someone who wouldn’t be seen as someone you should be ashamed of,” Virgil said turning to leave.
“Wait,” Roman said lunging out to grab his wrist.
“Come here,” he said pulling him into his lap. Virgil was crying at this point.
“I’m sorry,” Virgil said burying his face in his neck.
“Its okay dear. Is that really how you feel?” Roman asked playing with his hair.
“I know it’s true,” Virgil said, “you don’t have to lie to me and tell me it’s not.”
Romans heart break a little but more, “I love you dear. Nothing will change that I’m sorry I said that it was selfish and I shouldn’t have”
“No you shouldn’t apologies I’m sorry I overreacted. I love you too,” Virgil said into his neck. They sat like that in silence until they both fell asleep

BTS Explain Concepts Behind ‘Love Yourself: Her’ Album: 'This Is the Beginning of Our Chapter Two’

Mere hours before the release of BTS'Love Yourself: Her, the album’s significance wasn’t lost on the group’s leader, Rap Monster.

“It’s really a huge, big step for us,” the 23-year-old rapper/songwriter/producer told Billboard during a phone call from Seoul. “Of course, every member is so excited about the album. We’ve been just practicing until now, day and night, to show these new songs and perfected performances. I left a message on our fan cafe, the other day, after we finished that 'this EP will mark the turning point of BTS’ and even though the wait felt really long with this album – I think it was the huge event, the BBMAs, were in May – so much has happened.”

The wait has been particularly anticipated for for the band’s famously passionate fan base, known as Army, who have been waiting for new tracks from Rap Monster, Jimin, Suga, J-Hope, Jin, V and Jungkook band after voting them Top Social Artist at the 2017 Billboard Music Awards over fellow pop juggernauts Justin Bieber, Ariana Grande, Selena Gomez and Shawn Mendes.

Since then, the BTS guys have landed distribution deals with Amazon and U.S.-based The Orchard (“We believe the physical album, still, really counts and it’s really important to connect with our fans around the world,” Rap Monster said) and hung out with worldwide chart-toppers like Major Lazer, Halsey, Charli XCX(“Maybe it’s just my sixth sense, but I think maybe we will be collaborating with even more interesting artists,” he added); even snagging The Chainsmokers to produce a beat for Love Yourself: Her.

One listen to the tightly produced record – which looks likely to make a big splash on the Billboard 200 next week – and the passion is palpable from the intense lead single “DNA,” the societal commentary in “Go Go,” among multiple lyrics and moments that feel ripped from the members’ personal journals. There’s also loads of passion in Rap Monster’s voice talking about these new songs as he sees and envisions the larger picture and message for his band’s latest batch of forward-thinking EDM, hip-hop and pop tracks. Read on for Billboard’s deeper analysis of Love Yourself: Her with Rap Monster.

Let’s start right from the beginning with “Serendipity.” Why was this the right song to choose as the intro and kick off the era?

When I wrote the lyrics, melodies and the first themes of “Serendipity,” I tried to come up with some rare things you find in life, something very special, like the calico, three-striped cat; things that have extraordinary meanings in people’s lives. I wanted to share this moment.

I was reading the lyrics are gender neutral, which I think is really powerful. Was that a conscious decision?

The lyrics were based on rare and special things in life. So, I thought, those feelings transcend genders, cultures and barriers between people.

We always put out the “Intro” just before releasing our single, so the intro is taking the role of telling the concept of this album. But “Serendipity” was actually the right song to share the feelings of our single, “DNA.” The title is about how our DNA is connected in the universe, I think that was the right feel for this album.

Let’s talk about “DNA.” How does this single continue and progress the story of BTS?

When we’re talking about our title tracks, “DNA” is about the expression of a young, passionate love. The lyrics are like, “The two of us our connected fatefully from the start, our DNA was just the one thing.” At the same time, “DNA” is taking BTS to new ground. We tried to apply new grammar and perspectives – if you listen to the song, you’ll understand what I’m trying to say – it’s very different from our previous music, technically and musically. I believe it’s going to be the starting point of a second chapter of our career; the beginning of our Chapter Two.

“Best of Me” is really impressive. It sounds like The Chainsmokers, but it also sounds like BTS. You didn’t lose yourself which isn’t easy when collaborating with new artists. What was that process like?

I love that track! We met them at BBMAs, we were so lucky. Actually, they invited us to their concert just the other day – they had a huge concert in Korea and we sang “Closer” together. For “Best of Me,” they gave us several tracks and samples months ago, we and our producers picked one sample, like, “Okay, this is fit for our next album.” So we worked on it, we sent it to them, we asked them what they think of the track we developed and got their opinions. And we made it! I’m so excited for it. [Laughs]

Your albums always have deeper social and society commentaries. Let’s talk about some of the topics with this release. “Go Go” instantly comes to mind.

“Go Go” is a trendy song, but it’s about how our young generation are living their lives with low expectations and standards so people are upset with reality; they have little hope and there’s so much economic hardship. We wanted to say something about it and emphasize to the world that it’s not their choice, but brutal reality that forces people to live and spend as if there’s no future.

But in Korea, “YOLO” has become a big key word for young people because we don’t have money and it’s really hard to get a chance to earn a lot of money. I think society has a lot of problems for young people. Young people spend their money on claw crane machines at arcades and they spend like $30 on trying to win these dolls. And then it’s like, “Oh! I spent all my money…shit. But I don’t regret.” That’s the biggest luxury for Korea’s young people: collecting accessories, cosmetics, that’s what they think is a luxury. It’s “YOLO” because it’s like, “I’m gonna buy all this! I’m gonna buy all this food and I’m going to eat it! I’m going to do it!” I think it’s sad because it’s all we can. “Go Go” is just saying, “Okay, just do it, we won’t regret it. Just spend several bucks on the machine and eat the food!” But at the same time, the song is very easily to sing along to so I think many people will like that song, especially if they find the deeper meaning.

Of course, I have to ask about making a skit interlude out of your BBMAs acceptance speech.

You need to hear “Mic Drop” because the skit was my speech at BBMAs –  because that was a big moment for our history – and then we put “Mic Drop” next to that because it’s like a flex – like, “Okay, we’re done. We don’t need to give a shit about anything.” That was the right skit and follow-up song for this album.

The last song, “Outro: Her” really spoke to me. It almost reads like a diary.

Ha! [Laughs]

After talking with you, it feels like it recaps the whole album and is really introspective.

I think that was the fastest work I did for this album. I wrote the verse in 20 minutes; it just came, very truthfully, from the bottom of my heart. I thought it was the right outro for this album because it is really a range of emotions – I’m saying I met this person that I really love, this person is the love of my life right now, I’m saying that I was confused and I was looking for love and this world is complex. But I think it’s you so, “I call you 'her,’ 'cause you’re my tear.” “I think you’re the start and the end of me.” That’s what I’m saying: You’re my wonder, but you’re also my answers. You’re my “her,” but you’re still the “tear.”

The hook is saying that love is not all about the happiness, it’s just not just about the joy, it’s not just about delight. If you want to love a person, you should know that there are tears and there can even be hatred inside of it. I think a love really includes all of that. That’s what I was trying to say. It’s complex.

And if fans are so lucky to own the physical album, they’ll hear two hidden tracks at the very. Why keep them secretive?

I think they’re hidden because you have to be a real fan of BTS to understand them. Otherwise, you won’t. Otherwise, you’d like be, “Why are they feeling so confused about things? They’re good?!? They’re No. 1 somewhere, they have so much stuff, why are they worried?” People always talk about that. But if you are true fan of BTS and you buy the album and you listen to the hidden track – if you are an Army and we spent time together from 2013, 2014 – they could understand. It’s kind of more special, more closer, to our true hearts.

© Jeff Benjamin @ Billboard

The hardest thing is when you don’t want to, but you have to. It’s like you have to break your own heart. Like you have to take away your own happiness. It’s doing the worst thing that could ever happen to yourself, because you have to. So believe me when I say, I never wanted to leave you.
—  P.G.G ; jxd