believe before

to think this time last year we had: 

  • the most beautiful, seminal robron episode to date that kicked off an unforgettable week of emmerdale
  • an opening bath and bedroom scene
  • aaron dingle’s biceps
  • flirting and teasing
  • robert sugden’s heart eyes as he admires the man he loves
  • more confirmation that their sex life was is highly active and transcendental
  • ROBERT COMING OUT AS BI TO THE MAN HE LOVES (IN A MAGICAL FOREST)
  • robert planning a proposal to the man he loves 
  • him wanting it to be in the barn they shared their affair memories with for sentimental reasons 
  • it actually ending up being mid argument at the roadside with a kidnapped lunatic teenager in the boot in the car they’d fly into a lake and nearly drown in
  • the entire situation obviously turning out to be a disaster but in the most domesticated running theme of an aaron and robert way
  • plenty of funny and historic and gasping and emotional and teary and picturesque and HD sensationally stunning moments 
  • so much softness and epic romance
  • SO MANY ICONIC QUOTES THAT STILL GET ME TO THIS DAY
  • the literal best content straight out of fanfic
  • a very happy fandom running wild for all the right reasons
  • danny and ryan falling in love underwater in a london studio whilst trapped in a car 

fast forward a year and we have:

  • aaron and robert being the worst kind of exes with profound feelings 
  • aaron and robert being married but not actually together
  • because robert knocked up the estranged sister of home farm whilst aaron was getting abused and taking drugs in prison
  • and now he’s irrationally unhinged and desperate for dominance without his moral compass by his side 
  • attached to a family most of the viewers despise
  • where one of those members is lawrence white the man who has always had the hots for robert and who is being played to that advantage
  • now thinking he is romantically latched on to him because robert is an absolute fool who likes to make life difficult and will stretch to great extremity by making him believe they’re an item to scheme his way into power
  • that hat trick well and truly being completed
  • whilst aaron disappears off on holiday healing and coping as well as he can
  • a lot of shudders and cringing and HOW DO I UNSEE SOMETHING AND I CAN’T WATCH and let me just lay here to die
  • an expectation of thinking it can’t get any worse or we can’t be anymore shocked only to have emmerdale accept the challenge
  • sheer frustration 
  • actual torture
  • stress, stress, and more stress
  • plenty of pain and suffering and  non-happy tears
  • many breakdowns
  • from us and the boys
  • theories and humour left, right, and centre to help us cope with the hardship
  • an uptight, partially destroyed fandom who are v emotionally scarred and v fragile and clinging on for dear life
  • a promised robron reunion and sappy christmas central ep where robert jacob sugden most likely comes crashing down 
  • but still not being entirely sure how on earth we’ll reach this point
  • knowing well and truly the love between these soulmates is still tangible in abundance 
  • danny and ryan also being even more in love which is probably the only positive

WHAT A DIFFERENCE A DAY YEAR MAKES

I HAVE NEVER REALISED THE INTENSITY OF THE SAYING “ANYTHING CAN CHANGE IN A YEAR” UNTIL BECOMING A ROBRON FAN

I WANT A REFUND 

THIS IS NOT WHAT I SIGNED UP FOR

HOW AND WHY HAS THIS HAPPENED

I’ll Carry You With Me

Tyler Joseph x Reader fic

AN: So, apparently I like to write long ass fics. Anyway, here’s a fluffy one with Tyler as a sort of soulmate AU- thing. 

Warnings: None.

Originally posted by joshssun

Open your eyes, you don’t have much time.

I let out a groggy groan and stretched my limbs, releasing the tightness that had occurred during the night. 

I don’t want to do today,  I replied to the voice in my mind. 

I know….but you have to try. 

I moaned in protest, burring my face in my pillows and tangling my limbs within my blankets. 

Shall I sing to you? Will that help? he asked, his voice soft and tender. 

I didn’t reply, but he must have felt what I felt because he began to sing in my mind. After listening for a moment, I tumbled from my bed and began to dress.

I don’t remember exactly when it happened, but I started hearing this voice about a year ago. At first I thought I was crazy, and he thought he was too. But we assured each other that we were real people, though we never shared our names, as if that were too personal. He said that he could hear my voice and feel my emotions in his mind too, just like I felt him. Some weird connection that we didn’t fully understand. But it was happening, it was real, so we just kind of accepted it. 

We didn’t tell anyone else about it, knowing they would think we were schizophrenic or that we needed to be looked at by a doctor. But it wasn’t like that. It was something else entirely. 

His voice lifted my spirits up, the song was soft and mellow. This was one of my favorites to wake up to. He said it was called “Before You Start Your Day,” and that he wrote it a long time ago. It was fitting.

He wrote his own music, and told me that he played in a band. Apparently, he sang this song along with his piano, but I could only hear his voice. I often wondered what the piano accompaniment would sound like, and lamented to him about it. He assured me though, that one day, we would be able to meet, and he would play and sing for me as much as I wanted. 

When he finished his song, I was dressed and ready to go. 

Thank you. That was beautiful. 

You’re more than welcome. You’re going to do amazing today. 

Promise?

Promise. 

We both fell silent, though the gentle tug of our connection was still there. It was easy to push it to the back of my mind so that I could focus on my day. But I took comfort in knowing that it was there, that he was with me. 


“I’m sorry, you just don’t have the qualifications that we’re looking for.”

“I understand, thank you for your time.” I shook the woman’s hand and left the room, fighting to hold back my tears. Another failed interview. How could two years experience be a qualification for an entry level position? 

I reached my car and let myself cry in frustration. I had really wanted this one. It would have solved my financial problems, and the work seemed enjoyable too. 

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i am not even sorry just take this

Kravitz loves music.

Lup and Barry both play instruments.

How excited do you think Kravitz is the first time Lup pulls out a violin, or Barry sits down at a piano? He’s just watching them super intently and maybe it’s kind of weird at first until he explains. Eventually they all play together and it’s a really nice thing that they share. They’re at each other’s houses after work, and those houses are filled with music and laughter and light.

(All three of them keep trying to teach Taako to play an instrument. Any instrument. It hasn’t worked so far mostly because Taako hates to practice.)

Kravitz has people to talk about music with, people who don’t get lost when he gets to the technical stuff. And it’s like he’s been saving up everything he had to say all this time, because when Kravitz gets started on music he doesn’t really stop. Have they heard this piece? Do they know this artist? The really great thing about this or that period of music is what they did with sound, how the whole tone of popular music changed in response to… Kravitz is adorable when he gets excited about music, his whole family thinks so.

Kravitz has a new family and he couldn’t have picked a better match if he tried.

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(you’re doing amazing, sweetie)