SPN AU where Sam’s demon powers start manifesting a lot earlier, when he’s a kid, right after he learns about the supernatural. And he freaks out at first, but then he decides that this can be good, he can use these powers to keep Dean and John safe when they go hunting. So he practices, and he gets better, he uses his visions, his telekinesis, all of it, to protect Dean and John, even if they don’t know it.

And then he starts getting vision of other people in trouble and he just has to do something to help them. And one of them is a desperate woman trying to cure her daughter’s cancer, about to make a deal with a crossroads demon. And the demon is old, and strong, but this is Sam fucking Winchester, and even at eleven years old, he’s Hell’s future king, and when the fight’s over there’s a dead demon, and Sam’s got a Hellhound, and a contract, and a woman’s very soul in his hands.

And first he tears up the contract (because he doesn’t know any better), but after the woman tearfully tells him that destroying the contract destroys the deal, he sits down right there and writes up a new contract as best he can. And he has to take her soul, because that’s how the contracts work, but he promises the woman that he’ll keep her soul safe until he’s allowed to give it back, promises her that she’ll have a full, happy life with her daughter.

Then he takes his new Hellhound and goes back to the hotel and he studies every legal textbook he can get his hands on. Contract law, especially, refining the contracts he writes for the people he saves, rewriting existing contracts held by crossroads demons that he kills.

He manages to keep his extracurricular activities secret from Dean and John for almost two years. (They’ve never shown an interest in his studies before, why would they start now?) And then they move to a new town for a hunt, and Sam wakes up in the middle of the night with a vision of a crossroad summons, and he doesn’t see Dean following him as he sneaks out of the hotel room.

He’s been summoned not by the usual method, but by a young girl’s sheer desperation. She’s crying as she sits on a swingset, a dark bruise on her cheek, more on her wrists, and Sam sits down on the swing next to her and whispers, “I can help you.”

“Can you kill him?” the girls asks.

“No,” Sam tells her, “but I can make sure he doesn’t hurt you, or anyone else, ever again.”

“What do I do?” the girl asks, and Sam holds out a contract.

“Give me your soul,” he says, “and in ten years, I’ll find you and give it back.”

It’s not even a question for the girl; she signs the contract with hands that shake from gripping the pen so hard. And Sam lets his Hellhound off her leash, watches her disappear in a puff of smoke as she goes after the girl’s father. When she returns a few minutes later, Sam scratches her behind the ears and tells the girl, “You’re safe, now. I promise.”

Then he runs back to the hotel, intent on getting back before Dean and John notice him missing. Only he’s too late, and they’re waiting for him on the other side of the door, and Sam is strong, but they’re his family and he can’t hurt them, can’t even fight them. (When John calls him a monster, he’s not even sure he wants to fight.)

He spends the next several hours tied to a chair while John uses every exorcism at his disposal. Sam begs, and pleads, and screams until his throat is raw and his voice is gone, but his father is resolute. Sam’s Hellhound fled as soon as she could, whimpering in pain from the exorcisms, and Sam hopes that wherever she is, she’s gone somewhere where she’ll be safe and loved. (He wishes he could do the same, but there’s no safe place for him anymore.)

But then John steps outside to take a break, takes Dean with him so Sam can’t corrupt him, and Sam’s alone in the hotel room. And then the sound of a window creaking open, and the girl from earlier slips out of the bathroom and creeps over to where he’s tied to the chair.

“Your dog came to get me,” she whispers, as she works at the knots. “She’s distracting those two so we can sneak out the window.”

“I don’t have anywhere to go,” Sam protests, and the girl gives him a small, sad smile.

“Neither do I,” she admits. “But anywhere’s gotta be better than here, right?”

When the ropes fall, Sam follows the girl out the bathroom window and across the parking lot to the woods on the far edge. They’re deep inside when the Hellhound joins them, jumping happily on Sam and licking him all over. Sam hugs her in relief.

“Thank you,” he tells the Hound, and then repeats it to the girl. “Thank you. I’m Sam Winchester, by the way.”

“Bela,” the girl tells him. “Bela Talbot.”

“When Lauren Cohan came in to audition, hers was one of those auditions that you were just excited about. You drove home thinking, ‘I can’t believe we found this girl – she’s lightning in a bottle!’ She was an actress of such depth and skill. We showed her to the studio and network and they flipped over her. It felt like such a slam-dunk. But I think we did a great disservice to the character because we didn’t spend enough time thinking about how to tie her into the boys’ story. It’s a road show and we’re in a different town every week, so if you’re going to run into the same character over and over again, you better have a damn good reason. And it better be the same reason, because if it’s a different reason every time then it starts to feel like, 'Hey, Bela, I can’t believe we keep running into you!’ We started to get crushed under the weight of the absurdity of it. When Ruby shows up, you don’t need to explain it because she’s tied in with the demon mythology. When Bobby shows up, it’s because the boys called him for help. But with Bela you needed to explain it every time, and it started to get more and more difficult to write our way around that.”

“The other mistake we made was we had so much fun with an antagonistic female and were so taken with a woman who could screw the boys over at every turn that we weren’t careful about balancing it and it made her screw over the boys so badly – put them in life-threatening danger over and over again and let her get the upper hand on them over and over again – that she became unlikable to the fans because she was irredeemable.”

Right from the end of her first episode, Bela shooting Sam without any hesitation or remorse set her up as an instant she-needs-to-die enemy, yet then she came back to take the boys to a high society gala… “We thought we were being clever,” Kripke admits. “For that little moment when Dean says, 'You’re not going to shoot anyone,’ and then she does, we thought, 'Wow, that’s surprising, that shows someone who’s badass!’ We didn’t really think through the implications as carefully as we should have. For a character that’s going to come back and slow dance with Dean, that’s not the best notion. You couldn’t come back and have a funny effervescent episode where they all work together because she just tried to have them killed two times. People watch the show for Sam and Dean, so a character that makes then feel like idiots is not a character that people are going to warm up to.”

“Had we figured it out in time, I think we could have made Bela work,” Kripke believes. “You create all these things with enthusiasm and the best of intentions, but hindsight is twenty-twenty. I’d work with Lauren again in a heartbeat. She worked so valiantly under all of the obstacles we placed on her.”

—  Knight, Nicholas. Supernatural: The Official Companion, Season 3. Titan Books, 2009: 10-11.

stupendousobservationjellyfish  asked:

When I rewatch s3 I noticed that Lauren Cohen's name was with J2 and not in the guest star category. Does it mean that they might have wanted to make her one of the main cast? I mean Misha and and Mark's name didn't start to be with J2 until s10.

True story, her name does in fact appear just after Jared and Jensen and before the “Guest Starring” label in her episodes.

She was upgraded to Series Regular status at the request of the then CW President who wanted a second female lead along with Ruby for the season. Apparently they liked the idea of her as an antagonist to the boys, but botched the pacing on integrating her into the Winchesters’ story. Ultimately the writers decided to scrap the character after feeling they’d made her too antagonistic to be realistic to the journey. So she was gonna be main cast, and then…wasn’t.

(Misha was first upgraded to Series Regular in Seasons 5 & 6 and then again in Season 9 onwards, and Mark in Season 10.)