being alone

Be alone. Eat alone, take yourself on dates, sleep alone. In the midst of this you will learn about yourself. You will grow, you will figure out what inspires you, you will curate your own dreams, your own beliefs, your own stunning clarity, and when you do meet the person who makes your cells dance, you will be sure of it, because you are sure of yourself. Wait for it. Please, I urge you to wait for it, to fight for it, to make an effort for it if you have already found it, because it is the most beautiful thing your heart will experience.
The extrovert struggle

Feeling so energized after spending the whole week with people, doing things and having fun.
Then you spend maybe half a day alone in your room and you’re stuck in deep, melancholic thoughts:
“Loneliness is all I have ever known. No friends, no one to be with. A life without boundaries but also without any affection. It’s a difficult path but one day I will get used to it. I will embrace this solitude as the ground my entire being is based on and make this pain the pinnacle of my dull existence.”