BTS Reaction to you attempting suicide
request: Could you do a reaction where they find out their s/o is in the hospital because of a suicide attempt. Or maybe even find them after the attempt. Sorry if its too heavy
WARNING: TRIGGERING/SENSITIVE TOPIC
a/n: guess who’s crying and probably made her readers cry as well? this girl! :’))))
[requests are open]
When Jin was informed that you were in the hospital because of a suicide attempt, his whole world stopped. He couldn’t move, no matter how hard he tried to. His mind went blank and tears blurred his vision. He couldn’t handle the pain he felt inside. Jin soon fell to his knees, sobbing and cursing the world for being so cruel.
“Why? Why is the world cruel enough to take her from me?”
Namjoon would be horrified. He wouldn’t be able to think straight after finding you like that. Your bloodied wrists haunted him, continuously swimming through his mind. He couldn’t stand being in that hospital not knowing if you were alright. He wouldn’t talk to anyone at all, mostly because he hated the world for how it was.
“The fact that people pushed her to the point where she wanted to take her own life disgusts me. The human race and society disgusts me.”
When Yoongi found you in the hospital, he immediately broke down in tears. He couldn’t handle seeing your pale body. He would stay by your side, hoping every second of the day that you’re going to be alright. He wouldn’t be able to handle the pain of losing you. If he lost you, he lost himself as well. Without you he was lost.
“Please don’t leave me. I don’t know what I’m going to do with out you. Because believe it or not, I need you so much.”
As soon as he got the call from your parents, his heart had shattered into a million pieces. The one he loved with all his heart. His sweet angel, was so close to giving her life away. He couldn’t handle the thought of you knocking on death’s door so early in life. Hoseok would immediately rush to be by your side.
“Angel please don’t knock on death’s door just yet. We still have so much time togther, you can’t leave me alone like this.”
He would fall to his knees beside your pale, lifeless body. At first no tears would come as he stared at the empty medicine bottle next to you, but as he reached out to hold you, Jimin began to sob. His hot tears fell onto your cold skin and the other boys would rush into the room when they heard his cries. Soon the only thing that filled the room was his scream of agony.
“How could you leave me (y/n)? I can’t handle you being gone, why did you leave?”
Taehyung would be terrified, not for himself, but for you. He had rushed to the hospital as soon as your parents had called. When he got there, the only thing he could focus on was the rope marks that circled your throat. He was scared that you would try again, and succeed in your attempt. He collapsed next to your bed and sobbed, pain and fear taking over his senses.
“How could you? Why did you try?”
Jungkook would be a mess of emotions. When he found you alone in the bathroom with your wrists all bloody, he knew. He knew you had tried taking your life. He’d break down crying, shaking your limp body in attempt to wake you up. Jungkook would press his lips to your cold ones, hoping that it would somehow magically work. When nothing worked, he screamed in anger, mad at himself for not being there to stop you. He would break down in tears once more, holding your body close.
“You can’t be gone! Wake up! Wake up please!”