I have this really strong feeling that 2017 is going to be a really good year for me. I’ve maintained my weight for this past year and have even begun losing weight again but this time I’m doing it the right way. I’ve never had this good of a relationship with food and exercise before. I’m not obsessing, I’m not beating myself up. I’m eating enough and trying my best to live an active lifestyle even if that doesn’t include hitting the gym. The pounds have been falling off and I’m so close to my lowest weight ever and also the healthiest I’ve ever been in my entire life. My recovery is going so smoothly right now and I’m so thankful for it. I’m eating what I want, when I want, regardless if I’ve previously deemed the food “good” or “bad”. I’m ditching those labels. Getting rid of these labels has helped with my binging incredibly. I haven’t binged nor have I wanted to since I’ve stopped restricting myself. I’ve slowly been increasing my calories to where they should be, and I take days off at the gym when I don’t feel good or just really don’t want to go. I’m finally taking the medication I need in order to be okay and it’s helping SO much. I haven’t abused laxatives in months now and its a goal of mine not to touch them at all for all of 2017. I’m honestly doing so well right now and I cannot wait to see where I am by the end of 2017.
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