Hello everyone welcome to this new angst series :D So with Jumins part I really recommend reading his Wedding Dance One Shotbefore reading this c: it gives it extra feels :3
Jumin: * his pov *
I always knew I had to eventually lose her. I would have
never guessed that 50 years of marriage can pass by so quickly. We both wanted
to die in each other’s arms but that was only just a dream. If there is a word
that I can describe my life with (y/n), it would be the word dream. Many people
would be puzzled why I pick that word and it’s only because they simply don’t
know that (y/n) made every single one of my dreams come true. She gave me two
beautiful kids, a boy and a girl, and they suddenly became my world. After many
precious and memorable years, we finally completed our last dream; which was
growing old together. The only downside of growing old together is that
eventually one of our names will be placed on the tombstone first. I always
hoped that my name would be first but with the cancer spreading throughout my
loves body, it seems that God didn’t listen to my wishes. For many months,
(y/n) health slowly decline and suddenly, the cancer is spreading quickly. The
doctor told me that she only had 2 weeks left yet, my love has been here for 5
weeks. I made sure to visit (y/n) every day and today was going to be a special
visit. Today is our 50th year anniversary and I’m hoping that the
doctors let me stay a few hours past normal visiting hours.
I smiled at the nurses while I was making my way towards her
room with flowers and a balloon hand in hand. I slowly opened the door afraid
to wake her up with my presence. I was greeted by the sounds of her heart
monitor and other machines that were connected to her. Seeing her like this,
breaks my heart even more because I’m seeing her become more lifeless every single
day. I smiled at her putting down the flowers and balloons making my way
towards her. She grabbed my hand and gently whispered “Please tell our children to come now”. Her request was a bit odd
because she knows our kids always visited around the afternoon. As always, I
respected her request. She wanted to meet with our kids one by one. I didn’t
understand why but it was finally my turn. I walked in and she had tears
running down her fragile face. I grabbed my handkerchief and wiped her tears
away “what is wrong my soul, today is our
50th anniversary! We will get through this my love, I promise you”
I whispered gently. I saw the wrinkles from her lips form a small smile. She
motioned me to sit down and I grabbed her hand while doing so. She tilted her
head towards me, preparing to break my heart. The look of her face told me
everything before she even said a word.
She caressed my thumb while looking into my eyes “Jumin, my love, my heart, my soul… I
c-can’t keep fighting. I’m.. I.. I’m tired of ha-having tu- tubes everywhere.
We lived a bea-beautiful life and you ca-can let go now Jumin. You can l-let me
go now my love” she pleaded with my heart but neither my mind or heart was
ready for that request. I looked into her eyes noticing how her soul was slowly
leaving her body. I gave her fragile hand a tighter grip “remember our wedding day 50 years back?” I managed to squeak out
while tears were caressing my face. I felt cold thumbs caressing my hand as if
she tried to tell me to keep going. I gave a heavy sighed and brought her hand
to my forehead “I vowed to worship you
till my last breath and that will always continue. I told you that day that you
were the color in my black and white world. I cannot lose you (y/n) you m-mean too
much to me and I wo-wouldn’t know what do without you. P-Please” I got off
the chair and kneeled on the floor “let’s
con-continue fighting together because I can’t lose you. I refuse to lose the
best thing that has ever happened. I know this is selfish, but seeing your face
always gets me through the day. I will give up my heart, mind, body and soul
for you (y/n). Everything I did in our life together, just know it was for you.
Please don’t make me sign the paper.” Tears started to flow out of my eyes
like waterfalls and I looked into her face seeing she hasn’t changed her mind.
I kissed her hand gently finally accepting her last request. “We were made for each other. Thank you for the life you have given
me. Thank you for keeping me alive. My shattered heart belongs to you now.”
I got up from the floor and kissed her forehead.
TIME SKIP: 5 HOURS
I talked to the doctors and signed
all the paperwork that was necessary to fill my loves body with morphine. That is
what she wanted screamed my mind. Congratulations, you killed your happiness
screamed my heart. My wife’s last request was to not let the kids be in the
same room. I was the only that was going to see her last breath. I sat on the
seat next to her while the nurses were removing all the tubes that helped her
stay alive. I felt my wife’s hand grip mine tighter with needle being pulled
out. I finally saw that she was in pain. My loves head tiled to the side and
gently whispered “Thank you”. I
nodded while I was seeing the nurses prepare the morphine for the doctor. I saw
two more doctors enter the room as a witness for the report the hospital needs
to do. I looked into my wife’s beautiful eyes while the doctor slowly inserted
the morphine inside her. Tears were rolling down (y/n)’s beautiful angelic
face. I cleaned them with the same handkerchief that I wore on our wedding day.
I notice she was feeling more relax and I felt cold hands caressing my face. I
breathed in anticipating the moment of when she gave her last breath “Thank you for showing your heart to me,
thank you for handing me the key to your heart. I vow to love you for the rest
of my time here in earth and I vow to find you in our next life. I thank God every
single day for allowing an angel to be my wife. We raised two beautiful
children that gave us the gift of 5 grandchildren. We been through so much in
life that I do not know what to do without you. I am going to miss you for the
rest of my short life. Everything that I do will always remind me of you. I
just want you to know that everything I did for you, I put my heart and soul
into it because you are worth my blood, sweat, and tears.” I couldn’t breathe
because I notice her soul was starting to leave her body. I was scared I wasn’t
going to have enough time and I gripped her hand and screamed “I vow to worship you till my last breath,
just know when my heart stops beating the last beat was made for you!” I
breathed heavily and heard “I love you
Jumin Han” ever so softly. Your last breath was my name. My least breath
will forever be your name. I love you (f/n) Han. I’m going to love you till my
Shigaraki, Shinsou, Todoroki and Kirishima cuddling hcs please!!
[I’ve just been listening to Yo Girl for the past hour and getting progressively more energised so have this even tho its 2 in the morning christ it’s 3 now that I’ve finished this
can you see who I love the most ;)]
Shigaraki waits until he’s been with someone for four too six months or more to judge whether or not he wants a proper real relationship with them or if he just chose the first interesting person because he was bored at the time
after he figures out if he genuinely likes them or not, because lets be real he is an emotionally scramble mess, he gets kind of koala like? but he’s careful that only four of his fingers are touching them the other would be touching their clothes probably so it’s not uncomfortable
if Shigaraki ends up really liking his s/o he most likely bully Kurogiri into taking a finger of a set of gloves then taking the ones he didn’t of off that one on another so Shigaraki doesn’t have to worry about hurting them if they fall asleep snuggling
Shigaraki unsurprisingly or not is rather fond of being the small spoon because it means he isn’t touching his s/o and that it’s unlikely he will hurt them though he’ll probably still wear one of his pair of gloves
he will deny the fact he is a snuggly koala until his death bed and beyond
this boy LOVES cuddling with his s/o, movie night??? yes please!!! cat cafe??? even better!!! cats + his s/o!!! its a dream come true!!! literally will accept any excuse to cuddle them they make him feel so happy and relaxed
Shinsou’s s/o could be doing their homework at his house when suddenly??? cuddles lmao ok boy they don’t mind though because he always seems to be more awake after cuddling them as if he had actually gotten some sleep?
after like eight months Shinsou will feel a lot better about himself and just wrap them up in hugs and spoil them for a while when he realises they’re part of the reason he doesn’t hate his quirk anymore and is still trying to be a hero
eventually Shinsou can sleep quite easily because his s/o quiets all the voices and memories that whisper he’ll just become a villain when Shinsou is done playing pretend at thinking he can be a hero
because of this Shinsou has no shame about cuddling he will cuddle anywhere!! anytime!! he’s DOWN for it!!! an unstoppable hug monster!!!
Todoroki is similar to Shigaraki in the sense he needs time to make sure he didn’t get together with his s/o to spite his father or to just meet everyone’s expectations for him to be romantically interested in someone
after figuring out he likes them for them and not because of a fit of rebellion Todoroki is pretty shy and blushy about cuddling, he doesn’t really hug anyone besides his mum and he visits her once or twice a fortnight
likes to be the big spoon because then it’s easier for him to protect his s/o but he THRIVES as the little spoon since it’s like his s/o is saying I’ll stay with you no matter what even if you’re injured and need protecting
a++++ will abuse his quirk to either warm up or cool down his s/o depending on the weather and if his s/o has a jacket or not
is a soft boy that will 100% spontaneously combust if his s/o shares pictures of them cuddling where he has fallen asleep
Kirishima is always so excited to cuddle he will literally yell yes before he even finds out if that’s what his s/o is asking about or not he is so excited about this to the point he unintentionally activates his quirk and his hair gets ridiculously spiky from it
10/10 would kill a bitch quick smart to get back home to cuddle with his s/o Red Riot is fawned over by romantics and gushy teenagers alike at the fact he zooms to cuddle his s/o
actually has ran over Kaminari in his excitement to greet his s/o at the end of school, thrilled to bits to see them and get a chance to sneak a cuddle in during their date Kaminari is Resigned TM
Kirishima is always straight up about when he wants to cuddle and is determined to be the big spoon but he ends up as the little spoon every!! single!! time!! why??? how!!! he Needs to Know
loves to sneak little kisses to his s/o during cuddle times and loves smelling their hair because 1. it smells nice and 2. it makes them laugh
I’m watching Supergirl Season 2 Episode 6 right now - and I’ve been binge watching the whole season 2 for the past hours. And I just want to say, that I cannot be more proud of our #frat-fuckerboy-selfish-Daxamite-mon-ew-white-bread Mon-El for his character development. Our lost outer space sweet stray puppy is changing. He makes mistakes and not perfect but he’s growing up. He makes mistakes and not perfect but he listens. He makes mistakes and not perfect but he wants to learn and listen and change and grow and I got tears in my eyes I cannot be more proud ;’)
* And Chris Wood is one-of-kind amazing actor. AMAZING I tell ya.
Chris had been talking to Robert for the past 2 hours. The thing is that most of the talking was done by Chris. He had been going on and on about how much he missed (Y/N). Adn how much he loved her. Everyone of the cast had came together for a fun evening. The point of it was to relax and have fun. Yet Robert was stuck listening to Chris and his so called “problem”. He was in love but the girl didn’t know about it.
While Chris was talking Seb came up to Robert “Let me guess. He’s talking about (Y/N). Last time i was the one stuck listening to his sad story. So I know the pain” He laughed as he sad next to Robert.
“i mean, he is so in love yet he does nothing about it and complaining about it to us isn’t doing somthing about it.” Robert said as he put a had on his head and rolled his eyes.
Everyone knew about Chris and (Y/N). Just the thing was that they weren’t a real couple, even tho they both wanted it. Robert and Sebastian turned back their attention to Chris when he was in the middle of another sentence about (y/n).
“ and i really want her to be mine. Some guye asked her out infront of me, like how does he know we aren’t a couple. i mean..” Chris stopped by robert he was done with all of this.
“Because you are NOT. And you know why not? Cuz you are NOT doing anything about it. You sat here talking for god knows how long, but in that time you could have been with her. All you do is talk about how sad you are because you’re not with her but yet you don’t do anything, you just come to us and cry. Why don’t you man up and tell her how you feel. Cuz i can’t take it anymore. Ether do it or stop talking about her…love you man but you’re really annoying me.” The whole room had fallen silent. Everyone were looking at Chris and Rob. But everyone wanted to know what will Chis do. And what he did was, he got up an ran out the door.
“You think he went to see (Y/N)?” Tom asked as he came closer to Robert and Seb.
“I pray to God that he goes, cuz if i have to listen to his talking for one more minute I will push him off of a clif.”
Rules: use the first letter of your name to answer each question.
real answers only. if the person who tagged you has the same initial, you much
use different answers. you cannot use the same word twice. once you enter your
answers then tag 10 people!
four letter word: Luck a boy’s name: Leo an occupation: Lawyer something you can wear: Loafers a food: Lasagna something you find in a bathroom: Loofah a place: LA a reason for being late: Laziness something you shout: Liar! a movie title: Legally Blonde something you drink: Lemonade an animal: Lion a type of car: Lamborghini title of a song: Let It Go (LISTEN MY NEIGHBOR HAS BEEN PLAYING
CHILDREN’S SONGS FOR THE PAST 2 HOURS AND THIS IS STUCK IN MY HEAD HELP)
ps. ok i was actually at a loss for words at some items lol
I was tagged by my pal tedrick @hovigsgravity to post a selfie (I’m honestly not big on selfies lol I usually only take selfies for selfie Saturday, my lockscreen (don’t tell me 2 charge my phone!!1!1) and the last song I listened to (or, like, the only song I’ve been listening to the past 24 hours lol)
you just write some smut with taetae where we have some after stage
work? Im so happy if you could do that
Requests are open!!
A/N: I was honestly not sure if you meant backstage smut or after performance smut or something entirely different so I made an after concert backstage smut I hope it was what you had in mind!! This is not proof read sorry for mistakes!!
Pairing: Taehyung x Reader
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that boy could keep his fucking tongue inside of his mouth only one time. And stop
running his hands through his sweaty hair. And stop with these damn
hip thrusts who the fuck created this deadly choreos. Being a fan at
a BTS concert was hard. But being a members goddamn girlfriend that
has to sit front row and watch all the teasing helplessly was extra
hard. Taehyung knew exactly what he was doing. He had started the
teasing before their performance to make sure you would suffer all
I’m so excited for our concert!! I can’t wait to perform for ARMY!”
know Tae you told me this 5 times in the last 2 minutes.”
I should tell you something different. You know what else I’m excited
new pokemon game?”
pouted at your sarcasm but carried on talking either way.
for you later tonight.”
god Tae stop it here are lots of people around. I don’t need the
staff knowing what we’re up to.”
we should go somewhere with less people.”
stood up and dragged you around a maze of hallways into an empty
dressing room. Right when he had closed the door he pushed you up
against it and trapped you with his arms. He started at you smirking
for a moment before his lips came down crashing onto yours. His
kisses were messy and hungry and he soon moved on to suck some
hickies onto your neck.
you have to be on stage in a few minutes, we can’t do this now.”
know how dripping wet you already are, we can do this quickly.”
hands roamed over your underwear under the skirt of your dress. Why
had you worn a dress today? His fingers ran over your covered slit
and he chuckled at the confirmation of his previous statement.
know Tae, but not that fast, no one could do that.”
fingers drew circles on your clit and you whimpered slightly, still
trying to convince him that it was bad timing. Right at that moment
there was a knock on the door.
y/n, I know exactly you’re in there and I know exactly what you’re
doing, but we need to go on stage now.”
sighed and pulled away, but not before he pressed one last loving
kiss onto your lips. He opened the door to find Namjoon waiting
told him, but he wouldn’t listen I swear.”
know he can be so goddamn stubborn.”
on now we need to go on stage.”
now you were here. You weren’t front row you were basically in the
staff area. Which was even closer than front row. Tae had been making
sure to exaggerate every hip thrust he had to do, winked or smirked
at you about a 100 times already and his tongue, oh lord his tongue.
It has been everywhere but inside his mouth for the past 2 hours. He
even had made sure to lift his shirt at a given appropriate point. He
was gonna pay for this.
concert finally ended and you headed backstage again. Jin, Namjoon
and Yoongi were just plain exhausted and sat on the next best sofa or
chair to nap before they could leave the venue. But the rest were
hyper. And I mean really hyper. Taehyung was jumping around you like
a little excited puppy, babbling about the concert whilst you were
just frustrated beyond compare. After about 10 minutes you’ve had had
could you please come with me for a second.”
was still a bit too excited to get what was going on but Namjoon who
had been quietly listening to music in the corner looked up and gave
you a knowing smile. At least they wouldn’t search for you two.
were surprised how you had found the way back to the empty dressing
room and this time you pushed Tae in it.
is everything okay?”
everything is not okay. You have been teasing me for the last 2 hours
in the worst ways and you were pretty aware of that. And you riled me
up before the stage knowing we couldn’t finish. So no, everything is
“Aww, I’m sorry baby, should I make it up to you?”
better will when we get back home.”
said I will wait till we’re home.”
had you pressed up against the door for the second time today kissing
you passionately. His deadly tongue played with yours and you moaned
into the kiss.
will make sure you know how sorry I am.”
smirked as he kneeled in front of you, unzipping your dress on his
way down. You shook it off and stepped out of it.
set of underwear. Did you know I was planning to fuck you backstage?
Or did you only hope for it baby?”
shut up already.”
you been this wet for the last 2 hours?”
I have. Why do you think I’m so frustrated, huh?”
peeled off your soaked panties and discarded them somewhere next to
the dress. Then he went on kissing your thighs, one after the other,
avoiding the place where you wanted him.
do you really think now is the right time for teasing?”
glare down to him made him give you an apologetic smile as he
suddenly delved right into it, sucking on your clit harshly. You let
out a surprised half scream half moan as he altered between kitten
licks and sucking on your clit. You tangled your hands in his hair as
he teased you with his tongue around your opening.
Tae, I n-need more.”
complied without hesitation this time, pushing his sinful tongue deep
inside of you. He sped up the pace and made sure to give your clit a
few licks every now and then. Soon you were clenching around his
tongue and he added a finger to circle your clit whilst pushing his
tongue inside of you in a fast rhythm. You threw your head back as
you leaned against the wall and moaned his name over and over as you
reached your orgasm. He made sure to lick you entirely clean until
you were whimpering at the overstimulation. He pulled away and
pressed a kiss onto your lips so you could taste yourself.
I can finally take your bra off as well.”
did as he said and began undressing himself as well.
know you’re not the only one that has been frustrated for the last 2
can see that.”
signalized you to hold onto his shoulder and jump to wrap your legs
around his waist. Then he pushed your back against the wall to steady
always love to fuck you up against a wall.”
love to fuck me everywhere, especially at inappropriate times Tae.”
let the tip of his dick run teasingly against your slit and you still
where sensitive and whimpered.
sensitive huh, baby? I’ll promise it will pass quickly.”
kissed you deeply as he pushed all the way inside you, grunting
because of your tightness. You let your head fall onto his shoulder
and moaned. He gave you a minute to adjust.
just move Tae.”
thrust were hard and fast from the beginning on, showing his 2 hours
of frustration. You bit slightly into his shoulder to not scream loud
enough for the whole building to hear. He should be long exhausted
from the concert and dance performances but he was still so hyped up
he didn’t feel the exhaustion. He was pounding into you mercilessly
and when he changed the angle a bit to reach better, hitting your
spot every time you couldn’t take it any longer.
I can’t, I’m so close.”
know baby me too, just let go.”
an extra loud moan of his name, this time probably heard by the whole
building, you let go. Your walls clenching around his dick
erratically pushed him over the edge as well, so he came, grunting
your name in your ear with his raspy low voice. When you had caught
your breath you both got dressed ready to go home.
did I make it up to you with that? Or are you still mad and I need to
try again at home?”
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