Thoughts and Prayers
I really hate doing this because I hate feeling like people think I’m begging for sympathy but honestly I’m doing this more for my mom and for once in a long time I’m worried.
My mom has had a knot on her neck for months and has been to several doctors appointments, and they’ve all said different things. Swollen lymph node, muscle strain, infection, etc. But today we found out it has cancer cells. She’s going to have another biopsy next week to see what stage she is and to form a treatment plan.
We won’t know anymore until she gets the results back which will probably be in two weeks but I can already tell it’s going to change things. She’s thinking about taking our house off the market and I’ve already changed my schedule so that all my classes are online so I don’t need to go to campus and can be here for her.
Honestly I really believe she’s going to be fine but this has already happened to me. The 2nd month of my sophomore year I found out my dad had cancer. I switched to an online school so I could be home for him and I became lonely and depressed. And then my 2nd day of my junior year he passed away and both of those things got worse. I really wish I didn’t have to switch all of my classes online because I know I’m going to get lonely again but I can’t be selfish and not be home for my mom when she might need me at anytime.
I don’t know, it’s just that thoughts and prayers would be really appreciated right now because I just want both my mom and I to be ok.